#and i have no clue what to do about that.but its hard to function like this

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#text #and even after that . the money the time the Everything #but also like . ot is becoming hard to function #i think the problem is there is a little kid in my brain who is always at some level of distress often full breakdown mode #and i have no clue what to do about that.but its hard to function like this #but if i talk about it in therapy. thats such a big bag of worms and i dont feel sfe talking abt it in my house #and i csnt drive so i cant do therapy in person #and rven igf i could it would still effect. everything. abt interacting with my family especially if i srarted uncovering memories #i dont know i just . idk how to keep doing this on my own but i dont have any other option #whatever though. dont even care #neg