#and i dont have the time or attention apan to do anything else so im just doomed to being medicore and below

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Fern not really having social skills and Francine comment with the cookie "here fern this is for you idk what it is just like idk what personality you are"(Not exact but the gist of it. THAT HIT ME SO BAD

I went back watching eps I accidently skipped. Difference is Fern turns out to be really good writer.

#papuka rambles #tbh im not good anything im below medicore at anything try #but do i still doodle despite knowing i am not improving as much bc of insanity yeah #im never gonna be able to do photo realistic or full on illustrations with backgrounds #i'll forever be at begginer level #have i improved since middle school yes #i have definately improved since hs #but also i realized im never going to be an artist that gets paid for their art so i gave up on that since i did stop drawing for a ahi #a while #b4 and during 2021 #or barely doodled #and i dont have the time or attention apan to do anything else so im just doomed to being medicore and below #like yes im aware ur going to suck at something new and it takes time but #art is the longest thing ive been doing so i assume its would be the same for everything else #except essay writing that im ok at but i hate the process of writing but i love the validation