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#and i am tired of bwing treated like shit for not being able to know what is expected of mw
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11 months
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#how am i supposed to handle how i feel
#what am i supposed to do
#why cant i stop myself from doing things that i know are wrong. every single time.
#why is it so hard to apologize
#why is it so hard to feel anything
#why cant i just be like neutral
#i would rather be emotionless and boring and catatonic
#than be fuciikg piloted by my basest fucking impulses all the goddamn time
#i am sick and tired of being a piece of shit to the people i love
#and i am tired of bwing treated like shit for not being able to know what is expected of mw
#why do i need to be here
#what fucingb good am i if 1 fucking argument makes me lose my shit irreparably
#i wish i was an appliance
#a machine with singular purpose
#nothing to do but the one thing expected of me
#then i just sit around waiting to do that one thing again
#no emotions
#no people
#no me
#i hate being me
#i hate it so fucking much
#i hate everything that i do
#i hate every single aapect of my entire being
#i dont want to be here
#i want things to get easier
#i want to live
#i want to not keep holding eveyone back
#i want to be
#but i want to not be me
#was i made wrong?
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