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depressedhatakekakashi · 1 year

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Please discard this question if it makes you uncomfortable but,

Your takes on the Naruto characters are so much fun to read, they're so unique and sometimes too relatable haha XD but they're also very intimidating to someone still figuring themselves out (me aa (⁠´⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠.̫⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠`⁠)). My question is, how did you grow to be comfortable enough to share them in public? And not just Naruto posts, do you have any tips on being more comfortable with oneself?

This is more about being vulnerable with yourself and your ideas then it is about Naruto, topics like these can be very burdensome, so if you don't feel like responding please don't. Wishing you a good day <3

Hchxuxz this is probably going to be a ling answer but i’ll try my best not to write you an essay.

First of all, it took me years to grow into being comfertable sharing my headcannons. When i first joined tumblr i was in the marvel fandom and it was very open ended but not really the best for feeling like you could be free with your headcanons.

I explored things like my own gender through the character of Hawkeye (Clint Barton, hence my AO3 name) and it was hard at times because in that fandom if people don’t like what you’re doing they say so and tbh there’s so many marvel fans that it’s overwhelming

But then I joined the star trek fandom. Because of the premise of star trek (diversity and tolérance) it was a lot more welcoming. People wanted to read about my trans McCoy headcannons and I got to read headcanons i hadn’t seen before (like Trans Uhura, Pan Spock, etc. Things i’d never thought of) and it really opened up my idea’s and allowed me to explore even more.

I didn’t stay in star trek fandom (even though i still adore star trek) because i just… didn’t have the creativity i wanted there. But it’s the fandom that really helped me open up and find comfirt

Not just fabdom helped me though. Space had a lot to do with me finding myself. I was lucky enough to live in other countries away from family, which gave me the freedom to explore who i really am and who i wanted to be. My husband and I were living in Israel when he first told me he was Bi and I told him that i thought I might be androgynous (my gender has changed since then as i found more comfort in myself, but it was a damn good starting point)

The big question though: how did I grow to be confertable enough to share my ideas

Marvel fandom helped me a lot with this. Even though i did leave the fandom, it was my first real experience with people getting mad at me for my takes and at first i let it get to me. I got genuinely upset.

Then when I started tompull away I realized i was letting it affect my real life. I was getting upset with my friends and my husband, and I wasn’t ok with that

I didn’t want to be that person

So i stepped back, took a breath, and thought ‘why do i care?’

I’ve been bullied my whole life for a variety of things. From being a ‘tomboy’ (gender non-confirming) to liking the wrong things (star trek and stargate fan in junior high and naruto fan in high school) to having shit spelling to just… being myself

I got tired of letting the bullies win and decided that I wasn’t going to do that anymore. Sure they could have their say and try and tear me down, but at the end of the day I have love and support and that’s what matters

I have an amazing husband

An amazing kiddo

My parents arn’t perfect but my mom will sure as shit fight anyone who try’s to call me ‘mom’ or ‘mommy’

I became comfertable sharing my reality and my headcannons simply because i stopped carinh about what others think. If they get downright rude and insulting i block them.

As you find yourself and search the world for your meaning and your reality, remmember this one very simple thing anon.

Other people matter, but their opinion’s stop mattering when they start tearing you down. No one has the right to tell you what your reality is. No one has the right to tell you how you should feel.

I found confidence because i realized other’s only tear you down to make themselves feel good. Stop letting them have that win. Stop giving then that confidence boost at the cost of your own confidence

You are amazing

You are beautiful

The world needs you as you are and as the person you are meant to be. Whoever that person is

#sorry it took a while to respond #i was getting hot coco for me and the kiddo

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tricksters-captain · 6 years

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FP Jones/Andrew’s Family/Riverdale imagines - Oh Dear Part 19

A/N: I’m so excited for you guys to read the next few parts of ‘Oh Dear’

(Part One)(Part Two)(Part Three)(Part Four)(Part Five)(Part Six)(Part Seven)(Part Eight)(Part Nine)(Part Ten)(Part Eleven)(Part Twelve)(Part Thirteen)(Part Fourteen)(Part Fifteen)(Part Sixteen)(Part Seventeen)(Part Eighteen)

Overall Summary: You’re Archie’s old sister and you have a thing for a certain serpent

Pairing: Reader x FP Jones, Sister!Reader x Archie Andrews, Daughter!Reader x Fred Andrews

Word count: 2,668

Warnings: None

After the race, and the discovery of the Southside English teacher being the Sugarman, you decided to lay low. Giving yourself extra shifts at Pops’ meant that you had a reason not to go over to the Southside even if Toni had told you that no one was mad at you; you just wanted this whole thing to blow over.

Extra shifts at Pop’s also meant that you were busying yourself just enough to keep visiting FP out of your mind. You needed to be careful whilst the Blackhood was still on the loose as you or FP could easily get hurt due to your ‘sins’. FP was still a married man after all even if you liked to pretend he wasn’t.

There was a couple main perks of all the work at Pop’s as much as you can over the past couple days and that was a) the money you were bringing in especially with christmas right round the corner and b) you were like a fly on the wall when it came to the townspeople gossip.

You were preparing a fresh jug of coffee when you saw none other than Chuck Clayton and Josie McCoy walk through the door.

“I got this one.” Mary, one of the longtime girls at Pop’s told you as she went to take their order.

You were keeping your distance but with Chuck’s reputation, you just wanted to make sure Josie was okay. You too had been a “triumph” in the Riverdale Bulldog’s “playbook” but thankfully not by Chuck Clayton but another one of the jock asshole’s that went to your high school and therefore you had your reasons to be watching the couple.

You watched Chuck jump to his feet and hold his hand out to Josie when ‘Sweet Sixteen’ came on the Jukebox.

Josie hesitated but took his hand, and started to dance with the boy.

You couldn’t help but smile as you watched the two twist and twirl with and against each other. It made you think of FP.

However, much like most good things that happen in Riverdale, it came to a sudden end when Mayor McCoy entered with Sheriff Keller.

“Josie! You’re a damn fool!” She rose her voice, exasperated.

“Mom! What are you doing here?” Josie quickly moved away from Chuck and you didn’t blame her.

“Check your phone, young lady. I've been texting you for hours. And you're in here doing the twist!” Mayor McCoy was clearly furious and you decided to drift into the kitchen so you weren’t caught eavesdropping.

“Mom, relax.” Josie tried to calm her mother down but Chuck then stepping in only made things worse.

“Mayor McCoy, I was just about to give Josie a ride home.”

“You? I don't want you within ten feet of my daughter!” Mayor McCoy stared at Chuck with pure disgust and it was understandable why but you couldn’t help but feel a little bad for the guy. The Mayor snatched hold of her daughters wrist and dragged her out the door. Josie looking back at Chuck with an apologetic look.

“Never a quiet night, huh?” You muttered to Mary who just hummed in agreement with her eyebrows risen.

Your shift shortly ended after the dramatic McCoy scene but you almost wished you had stayed later so that Pop wasn’t alone when he discovered the letter from the Blackhood.

You had read the letter when you woke since it was published all over town after the discovery.

“People of Riverdale, I have rid this town of the drug-dealing child-killer and others like him. Now, you must choose your fate. The next 48 hours will be a test. And I will be watching you very closely. Show me you are pure of heart, and my work ends. Continue to sin, and I will take up the sword again.”

You were lying if you said that the letter didn’t worry you. You were actually planning on visiting the Serpents later that day but with this warning, you decided it was best to stay away for another 48 hours.

On your way to school, you noticed the familiar face of the Young Serpent. You hadn’t seen him since the drag race when he gave you a lift back to the Northside.

You didn’t pull over which worried the young Serpent as you usually did when you saw one of the Serpents waiting for you. You knew there was no escaping the Serpents which meant you’d be seeing him as soon as the school bell signalling the end of the day went.

“What are you doing here?” You asked as you approached your car in the student parking lot, the Serpent had his bike parked beside your car and he was leaning on the hood of your car. You knew that every single student that was in the parking lot at that moment were watching you both. After all, the Serpents weren’t exactly welcomed on the Northside.

“What was I supposed to do, princess? You’ve been avoiding me since the race. You should be lucky it wasn’t your house that I showed up to.” The Young Serpent pushed himself off your car and dug his hands into his pockets.

“I’ve been busy with work. Pop’s has me doing shifts left right and centre with Dolly being off.” You lied stopping in front of him.

“Sure it has nothing to do with your brother calling the cops?” The Young Serpent asked, you rolled your eyes and tried to get to your car which he blocked you from.

“You know, Tall Boy might be pissed but you staying away from the Southside is only making things worse. You said you would choose the Serpent’s over your brother, be a doll and stick to your word before Tall Boy decides you’re no longer welcome in the Whyte Wyrm.” The Young Serpent threatened you and you almost scoffed at that.

“Tall Boy isn’t in charge of the Serpents. Fp is.” You argued. The Young Serpent smirked at you.

“You sure about that, girlie?” He passed you and climbed onto his bike, riding away and leaving you stood there with the rest of the school watching.

You were changing for your late shift at Pop’s when you heard your phone go off and Archie’s caller ID light up the screen.

“Hello?” You answered it, resting it between your cheek and shoulder as you buttoned up your dress.

“I need a favour.” Archie phoning you meant he wasn’t home, you walked into the hall and opened Archie’s bedroom door which was empty.

“Archie, where are you?” You asked, narrowing your eyes in suspicion.

“I’m just outside of Riverdale, on the road to Greendale but the truck’s got a flat and I need you to bring me the spare.” Archie told you. You scooped up your car keys and bag, along with your Serpent jacket as it was the first one you could reach.

“What the hell are you doing in Greendale at this time of night?” You asked, sneaking downstairs and towards the garage.

“I’ll explain everything when you get here but (Y/n), please hurry.” Archie pleaded before hanging up the phone. He didn’t sound like he was in trouble but more impatient than anything.

You lifted the spare into your car and headed off down the road to Greendale.

You spotted Archie, alone, on the side of the road waiting for you to get there and you pulled up behind him.

“Alright, explain now.” You handed him the spare tire. Fortunately, your dad’s truck already had a car jack and the tools needed to change the tire but just didn’t have the tire.

Archie started to explain as he started to change the tire and you stepped back and listened with your arms crossed against your chest.

“Me and Jug were on our way to deliver a package in Greendale for Penny Peabody when the tire went flat.” Archie partly explained,

“And why on earth are you doing that?” You asked, taking the old tire from Archie and placing it in the back of the truck.

Archie sighed, contemplating whether or not he should tell you.

“Fp got into some trouble with the Ghoulies on the inside. Penny says he’s beat up pretty bad and that if Jughead did this for her, she would help him.” Archie went on to say. You felt your stomach drop.

“What?” You looked over at Archie but he was busy tightening the tire on. “Why didn’t you tell me?”

“I didn’t want you to worry about it.” Archie admitted.

“That’s no excuse, Archie. Where’s Jughead and this package now?” You scoffed and Archie stood up.

“Some old guy passed us and offered to take us to Greendale but he could only fit one and the package.”

“You two are idiots, you know that right. Has Jughead ever heard of stranger danger, especially at night! You should have just waited for me.” You rounded back to your car and opened the door. You’d have to go find Jughead now.

“We have a deadline, what if you didn’t answer your phone, we would have been stranded and Penny Peabody would have nothing to do with Fp any longer.” Archie defended his and Jughead’s actions but deep down inside you were still irritated that they left you out of this little arrangement.

You drove behind Archie as you were unsure of where you were going but when Archie pulled up to a gas station, you were the one to go over to the café whilst Archie searched the gas station and bathrooms.

You could see from the window that Jughead was with an eery looking old man and the waitress of the cafe was on her way to the phone.

“What’s going on?” You asked as you swung open the door.

“They're trying to dine n' ditch! I'm calling the cops!” The waitress exclaimed as she lifted the phone up. You felt Archie run up behind you but you didn’t let him pass.

“Two boys on a country road, with a crate full of God-knows-what. You're sinners, both of you. Careful or you'll taste the Reaper's blade next.” The old man looked past you to Archie and you felt the need to step in.

“The only one who needs to be careful here is you.” You warned him. The old man laughed in your face and shook his head.

“So the snake has some venom but will she really bite?” The old man was referring to your Serpent’s jacket.

“I’ll pay for the bill. Archie, Jughead, get the package.” You didn’t want a start a fight with a kooky old man. You pulled some money from your bag and made your way over to the cash register, apologising for the commotion.

“That’s one big package.” You stated as you saw the boys strapping down the crate.

“Well, it’s a big favour but don’t worry, it’s just a one time thing.” Jughead informed you, “Thanks for that back there.”

“No problem, Jug. Just stay safe, the both of you. Call me if you run into any more trouble but I’m already late for my shift and I forgot to call in.” You pointed behind your shoulder with your thumb, gesturing that you needed to go.

“Don’t worry, we’ll be fine. No more favours from crazy strangers, we promise.” Archie told you, lightheartedly and you had to battle with yourself whether you should go with them the whole way or go to work.

They weren’t kids anymore. They’ll be fine. It’s just a drop-off.

You hugged the both of them then left in your car.

You didn’t see the two again until near dawn during your shift at Pop’s.

“You two okay?” You asked when they sat down in the booth.

“Yeah. Everything’s fine.” Jughead told you but you sensed there was something off.

“Okay, well, tell me how your dad’s doing when you find out, okay?” You left the table when Jughead told you he would and you went back behind the counter to which the phone started ringing.

Pop beat you to it but his face showed immediate regret.

“That was him on the phone. The Black Hood. He says that we've failed his test. That we're all sinners. That the reckoning is upon us.” Pop announced as he hung up.

You sighed and leant on the counter top with your face in your hands.

“Things are getting worse, aren’t they?” You mumbled, Pop placed his hand on your back in comfort and you sent him a small thankful smile.

In reality, this meant you had no reason to distance yourself from the Serpent’s but instead, you figured there were safety in numbers.

“Good to see you have a brain.” The Young Serpent confronted you whilst you stood by the bar in the Whyte Wyrm.

“Good to see you don’t have a filter.” You picked up the soda you bought and moved away from the Young Serpent.

“(y/n)! Hi!” Toni flung her arms around you when she spotted you. You smiled and hugged the younger girl back.

“Hi, Toni.” You greeted her but the meet was short due to Jughead storming into the bar with a look of fury.

“(Y/n), can I talk to you?” Jughead asked you, “Privately.”

For a solid thirty seconds, you thought that someone had finally told Jughead about yours and his dad’s relationship but in fact, it was something equally worse.

“Penny Peabody lied. My dad’s fine. I saw him this morning and he was exactly the same, he hadn’t been hurt at all.” Jughead started. “And when I went to go see Penny to tell her I wouldn’t be doing another ‘drop-off’ for her, she told me that I was her new delivery boy and she has a video of Archie and me delivering that crate as insurance.” Jughead took you to one side and explained everything.

You didn’t respond, you just started walking off with purpose in your step.

“Wait, where are you going?” Jughead chased after you.

“To see our little snake charmer.” You pushed open the door and climbed into your car before Jughead could say anything else.

“Do you think it’s fun to blackmail kids, Penny?” You asked as you entered her office in the tattoo parlour.

“Kids? No. Rotten teenagers whose fathers betrayed me? Yes.” Penny didn’t even look up from her paper work which only infuriated you further.

“Jughead did your favour, now delete the video and move on.” You demanded, resting your hands on her desk, leaning towards her.

“You’ve got a little fire in you. No wonder Fp is so infatuated with you.” Penny finally looked up with an evil smile on her face. You chose to ignore the FP comment.

“Delete the video now. The Serpents aren’t your drug mules.” You insisted. Penny chuckled, leaning back in her chair.

“Please. You don’t even live on the Southside, princess.” Penny rolled her eyes, keeping her composure as you kept your hard face.

“Yeah, well, I’m still more of a Serpent than you if you continue to play this game.” You argued,

“And what will you do if I don’t delete the video, sweetheart? You’ve got nothing on me. You, on the other hand, well, I have plenty of dirt on you.” Penny stood up and rounded the desk, so that she was face to face with you. “Wouldn’t it just break Jughead’s heart to find out his Dad’s is sleeping with his best friends older sister?”

You wanted to tell her that you weren’t sleeping with Fp but didn’t at the risk of sounding like a child. “Watch yourself, Penny. You’re not as charming as your name portrays you to be.” You turned sharply, your hair flipping round.

“No, girlie, it’s you that needs to watch yourself.” And with that, the snake charmer, Penny Peabody had the last word.

Part 20

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