#and get blanked idiot 😔

[headaching]

part 1 part 2

#how can i pick between penis explosion and men! kiss each other. head in hands #and get blanked idiot 😔 #once again thank you to everyone who mentioned a couple of these in the tags of the other polls <3 #and also once again i know these didn’t all originate from tumblr but they live here. to me #my polls

[whotfislyla]

🪻Friends? - Itadori Y. 🪻

Note: This is absolutely not proofread, so I apologise for any mistakes 😔.

> fluff

Yuji and you had been friends since the day he bumped into you in a flight of stairs during your first day at Jujutsu High. He was kind and patient, the type who's easy to get along with; and you were relieved to find out later that he was your seatmate in class. "It saves me the trouble of introducing myself again." You had explained with a grin.

You were both quick to share moments that led to small inside jokes shared between the two of you, as well as precious memories you like to replay in your mind when struggling to sleep at night. Your friendship grew stronger as you learned to fight by each other's side, patching each other up after a particularly rough sparring session or mission. Eventually, the two of you had such a good dynamic that people tended to associate the both of you as one, surprised when one was found without the other.

Somewhere along the line, you had caught feelings for your cheerful friend. It was hard not to when his presence brought you such comfort. It had started out as a small, insignifcant crush before turning into full-blown feelings. The more time you spent with Yuji, the harder you fell for him. However, you constantly felt the need to remind yourself that Yuji's kindness isn't something you alone had been graced by. Yuji was kind by nature, meaning he got along well with all of his friends. You were aware that your proximity with Yuji wasn't necessarily anything more than platonic, yet you couldn't help but let your mind drift a little, forcing your silly dreams away at the sight of him laughing with other female friends he had. You'd be lying if you said it didn't hurt, but the joy you felt when you were with him compensated for the latter.

"You're doing it again, aren't you." Nobara sighs, taking a seat next to you and interrupting your train of thought. "Him being a social butterfly doesn't mean you don't have your chances, you know." She reminds you, nudging you with her elbow.

"Nah, he's just being nice. I need to stop being so delusional before I get hurt..." You smile sadly as you rest your head against her shoulder.

Nobara snorts, giving you an unimpressed look before wrapping an arm around your shoulders. "I think it's a little late for that, idiot."

You frown playfully at her words, knowing her intentions weren't to offend you. "Yeah, well, what can I say? I'm just protecting my feelings."

"Nah, you're just being a chicken."

"Hey!"

The two of you laugh, basking in each other's presece for a while. It was during times like these where you were glad to have a friend like her, despite her occasional teasing.

"I'm serious, though." Nobara continues. "Yuji's a simple guy, just talk to him about it. It's not like he's going to hate you for it."

You let out a small sigh before shrugging. "It wouldn't hurt to try, I guess..."

"Good, because he's heading this way right now."

"Wait- what??" You gape in disbelief as Nobara walks away just in time as Yuji makes his way towards you, a massive grin spread across his face.

"Hey there, you. You'll never guess what just happened. I was talking with Maki and she told me she saw Gojo-sensei walk straight into a glass door!" He snickers, taking a seat next to you and stretching his legs. "I wish I could've been there to see it myself..."

You try to speak, the suddenness of his appearance had caught you off guard. Your heart thumped in your chest as you stared at him, unsure of what to do. Your fingers trembled slightly, mirroring the buzzing of your nerves as your mind went blank.

"I like you."

"Huh?"

"What?"

Your face goes red as you realise what you had just said. "I mean- not like- whatever." Panic rushes through you, pushing you onto your legs and turning you away from Yuji who stared at you, his expression unreadable.

"... please say something." You mumble, keeping your back turned as to hide your burning face from him.

"Why didn't you tell me sooner?" He asks, his voice gentle and confused. "All that time wasted..."

Your heart drops into your feet; this was it. He regretted being friends with you. He was going to leave you. You had ruined your friendship. You had-

Yuji reaches out and takes you by the hand, pivoting you towards him. "I like you too, I have for ages." He admits with a sheepish grin. "Sorry for not telling you sooner, I figured you just saw me as a friend."

The irony almost makes you laugh as you shake your head softly. "If only you knew."

#yuji itadori #jjk x reader #jjk #itadori x reader #yuji x reader #jjk yuji #jjk itadori #itadori x you #yuji x you #itadori yuji x reader

[seijorhi]

Hey Rhi 👋

It’s been established that I’m completely obsessed with your fic “Means to an End” and I was wondering if you could PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE just spare me a couple more crumbs!!!!! Whether it’s just a couple of backstory ideas that didn’t make it into the fic, outtakes, lil fun facts, more info on the twins and readers highschool drama, or more info on Atsumu and Ames relationship, LITERALLY ANYTHING.

At this point I’m starving 😔, you could throw me a bone and I would die happy.

OBVIOUSLY I don’t want to force you or anything, if you’re not comfortable with doing any of those things, or if I overstepped a boundary, than I’m sorry and I understand. I wouldn’t be at all booty hurt.

This is just me being desperate, delusional, and annoying 😭. ( I was going to ask some questions but my mind is blanking for some reason 😃)

With that being said, hope you keep your mental and physical health 🆙. And in case nobody’s told you this today, we love and support you babe ☆*:.｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆

-🌫️🌬️

nonnie do not let it be said that i leave y'all to starve

atsumu's not usually the grateful type.

some might argue that he should be. the talent he's been blessed with, the opportunities that came with it – but what none of those whiny little piss-ants seem to understand is that those things weren't given to him. he worked for them. hours on the court, practicing with samu, competing against him. drills, endless fucking drills, running til he puked, set after set after set, serve after serve after serve until he was practically fuckin' flawless.

he won't be grateful for his teammates, or his coaches, not even for samu. they worked their asses off to get where they are, too, and samu– samu's his other half. a part of him. it'd be like being grateful for his right foot or grateful for his lungs.

you certainly didn't trip and just fall into their laps – onto your knees, pretty mouth begrudgingly parted – back then, either. never let it be said that he and osamu half ass these things.

but as the girl behind the counter lays out her tray, glittering, shiny – expensive – pieces splayed out to show him, atsumu decides that maybe he has to rethink that.

because he is grateful, really.

ame might as well be a gift, wrapped in ribbon and fucking lace, delivered right into his hands. his sweet, eager to please, idiot girlfriend. atsumu grins, hardly listening to the sales assistant prattle on about the collection – but to his credit, he pretends, throwing in a nod and thoughtful hum every now and then.

'just get her a decent looking fake, s'not like she's gonna know,' samu had said. 'why waste the money?' the why bother goes unsaid.

osamu's not wrong, exactly. he isn't in love with ame, some days he can't stand her. she's fucking annoying at the best of times. ame's not the end goal here – more of a means to that end – but he's not gonna sit and pretend he's not kinda looking forward to breaking her heart and kicking her to the kerb.

but if ame's been good for one thing – if he's grateful to her for anything – it's that she making all this so damn easy.

always chattering, giggling, smiling, bulldozing over your worries and fears. not that you told her the full truth. he doubts that even she'd be able to overlook that, but you told her enough that would've raised some serious red flags with anyone else.

not ame. not his girlfriend. your best friend, supposedly.

what's there to worry about? he and samu, they've grown up since high school, matured, lost that mean streak of theirs. she's so in love with the idea of him that she can't even imagine the atsumu you're intimately familiar with.

he almost died laughing when, at dinner the other night, she'd bashfully admitted to wanting to play a little matchmaker with you and osamu over the weekend. like he and samu haven't already seen you naked, fucked you – claimed you as theirs in every way that counts.

and sure, you've always been easy enough to manipulate to where they want you. even without ame this reprieve of yours was only ever gonna be a temporary thing – til they got their shit together, at least – but fuck it all if she wasn't going out of her way to make it a nice, smooth transition.

he glances up at the sales girl, a grin already taking shape. 'the earrings.' he says, jabbing a finger at the diamonds, 'i'll take 'em.'

she deserves something nice, considering he's just so damn grateful for her help in all of this.

#but also #do not expect this on the reg #i had a thought and i ran with it #this brain is a temperamental piece of equipment #gotta hit it with a spanner just right before it clicks on and starts spewing stuff out #it is now firmly tapped out #fhdjkslfdjs #fic asks #means to an end #-🌫️🌬️ anon

[foolishnpd]

good lord I'm remembering Swimming Lessons 💀

I think I went when I was somewhere around 7-9 years old. and I already knew how to swim but I needed to get my diploma. so they put me in a class with kids <5, the water was up to their chests and at my hips -_-

and I remember spending every single lesson seething with rage and superiority over everyone else in the class. I'd get unbelievably pissed for the entire day whenever a teacher dared to correct me on something because "who are YOU to tell me I'm swimming wrong. you're telling me I'm swimming worse than these literal babies??? I know how to swim, idiot. go help the babies who actually need help, not me, because I'm doing everything PERFECTLY"

I think I'd rather be shot point blank than have to be criticized while a literal toddler is getting praised for doing worse right next to me again

they went easy on them because they were babies, and they just fucking hated me I guess. I know how to swim I didn't even need to be there, I deserved to be put in a class that was my actual age group with water that was suitably high enough to swim in easily

and in the end I quit the class out of sheer built up rage before I got my diploma 😔😔

and the saddest part is that I still think and act exactly the same. I suppress my actions a little more nowadays but I'm still having the same mental processes as I did at age seven 💀💀 they should rename narcissism to Never Grows Up Disorder fr

#lilyroaring #npd safe #considering how I acted as a kid #and how I still basically haven't changed (outside of heavily suppressing outwards emotions and behaviors) #I wonder if it's actually npd #or I just happen to have always acted in a narcissistic way #without all the trauma that actually causes it to become a disorder #like I did not become this way #I just always was this way and never grew out of thinking like this #I mean maybe this was a bad example because I was pretty righteous about being pissed in that situation #but that superiority Don't Criticize Me I'm Perfect attitude shows up everywhere in my life at all ages #like maybe I don't have a disorder and my personality has just always been shit 😭

[half-doomed]

HELLVETICA DAY 1 - AUSTIN

- we got to the venue at 2ish and set up camp

- we were around the 21st in line (dont remember exact #s but it was low 20s because somebody else had started a numbering system)

- we met somebody who we played uno with but we didnt really talk to too many other people that day other than to give the people in front of us an umbrella

- we ended up at the barricade to the far left of the stage

- savannah conley was funny and has a great voice but i wasnt super into her music (I tried listening to her set beforehand but i didnt rly like the vibe)

- joywave was incredible live and daniel has a great stage presence. Their set was so high energy right from the start to the very end

- during tongues dan pointed the mic at somebody in the crowd who shouted the line and his face was priceless (pretty sure this is a fan inside joke but I'm not the expert on them)

- their visuals were also on point

- idkhow time!!!! Their visuals were also super cute and everyone looked like they were having a great time

- lights go down and heaven is a place on earth were not on the set ):

- BUT someone gave dallon a trans flag ((:

- during jw's set dan told us to cheer as loud as possible when dallon did his bit at the end about forgoing the crowd chanting for encore and playing peekaboo so when we heard the word peekaboo the crowd went insane. It was very funny and dallon thought so too

- dan did his own verse for nltob, it was very funny. I had avoided the videos of it til that point

- after the show, we met daniel who had seen my tour bingo card on twitter so he took the card and checked off everything that had happened on tour so far. He also signed the card and tour poster i made

- I almost argued with him about one of the things he checked off because i forgot that a letter is technically an unreleased idkhow song 🤦🏽‍♀️

- I asked him if clibbus could open for dallas and he called beef over who said he would for $3000 but unfortunately he has a job to do so the answer was no 😔

- I also forgot to get a picture with dan bc i blanked but he was wearing an HHM shirt

- then anthony came out and i gave him the gift i made him and he talked about some gross strawberry water he had earlier that day

- he also commented on how me and my friend had matching strawberry shirts but it actually wasnt planned lol

- Ryan had run off as soon as we had gotten to the buses and anthony said he hadnt seen him since he got off stage

- he had said he would get the other guys their gifts but then dallon came out so i asked if i could give him his and he jokingly was like "you dont trust me?"

- dallon was very sweet, he was on vocal rest so couldnt talk but i gave him his gift and his appreciation was very clear through what i could see from his face (he was masked) and body language

- I'm an idiot and didnt even take pics of the completed gifts but trust me they were cute and when he heard how long they took to make his eye went wide (this is bc i only decided to make gifts after tour started and i saw they were meeting fans lol)

- I asked him to write out a lyric for a tattoo and told him that i've been a fan since basically the brobecks days and he made a motion like when i was little which i thought was rly cute

- he also wanted me to wait and think on it for a year before i got the tattoo

- he was incredibly nice and i forgot to ask him for a pic with his gift bc i was frazzled but i did get him to also sign the bingo card/poster

HELLVETICA DAY 2 - SAN ANTONIO

- We got there around 2 again but this time we started talking to more people and made a few friends including some people i knew from the jw discord server and one of my twitter mutuals

- The time went by much quicker when we had started making friends

- We saw ryan and anthony walking across the street at some point and they waved. I'm pretty sure anthony recognized some of us

- I wore glitter dots for this show and then right before doors I got sweat, makeup, dirt, and who knows what else in my eye so i went to the bar next door to use their bathroom and had to rush out bc they started letting ppl in

- We ended up barricade again on the right side this time

- Savannah's outfit was cute, and her music had started to grow on me at this point

- Joywave usually has a car on stage with car wash outfit/uniforms but the stage was too small so they instead played some older stuff from content which was a really special set just for us <3

‐ They also had everyone tweet about them being the best punk show that had ever played the venue

- Also this venue does not have a physical barricade and so we were pressed right up against the stage to the point where my friend got dan's sweat on her

- Overall a very fun silly intimate vibe

- Dan said this was the smallest venue on the tour and we'd be able to reach out to touch dallon's toothpick legs and he ran out on stage to whisper in his ear

- !!! He was in the shorts !!!

- During sound check i asked val if he got his gift and he said it was above his bunker 😭💖 i almost asked him or eddie if they could give me a setlist but didnt wanna bother them while they were working. We also kept making awkward eye contact with beefus lol

- During idkhow's set anthony recognized us and gave us picks (:

- He was also wearing glitter! <3

- I'm pretty sure dallon heard us chanting die die die during choke bc he kept smiling in our direction

- When he said peekaboo a lot of us that were at the previous show cheered

- It was a very intimate show and not just bc dallon was showing off his legs lol

- Dallon was a lot more talkative and silly at this show!! He poked fun at guitar players and anthony's face was great

- Since lgd (and heaven is a place on earth btw) was back on the set he introduced it as they were playing an older song that was on the EP (he misremembered but none of us caught it til we were talking to him in dallas the next day) (more on this later)

- We also brought roses for both bands which will also be important later ! Some beautiful and iconic pictures came out of that, you can thank my roommate and i for getting dallon those flowers <3

- We didnt wait after the show to meet them bc we had a long drive the next day but we should have bc ryan was meeting people 😭

HELLVETICA DAY 3 - DALLAS

- We left late, then got stuck in rly bad traffic on the way in but dallon had a twitter q&a at that time so it made it just slightly more bearable

- We ended up getting there at like 5:30ish, about 30 mins til doors

- We actually still ended up 3rd row back from barriers and saw all our friends we made from the previous day (:

- Savannah's set was very enjoyable and her cousin and some other people were there

- Many ppl from the jw server were there so we went rly hard for their set and made plans to take a group photo with dan after the show

- I cant even remember much about jw's set bc i was going so hard but it was extremely fun. 3 nights in a row seeing them and i was still blown away each time

- We sat down in between sets bc we were all tired as hell and a lot of ppl joined us. I told them dallon would be very supportive of sitting in between sets. Everyone around us was very friendly <3

- Dallon was extremely silly during this show! The vibes were immaculate

- I'm actually gonna skip straight past the show bc i wanna talk about meeting them afterwards and I'm fighting for my life to stay awake rn

- We finally got to meet ryan!! I forgot to take a picture with him but my roomate got to talk with him and i got my cds and poster/card signed. I'm pretty sure he and paul got high after the show bc he completely misheard what i said when i asked if he got my cross stitching gift lol but we were both pretty out of it

- Like it literally took me 5 mins to realize dallon was standing near us bc i was busy talking to daniel

- I brought a the hoodies cd and he told dallon that that was his brobecks and that he would've hated them bc they were emo lol

- He signed my roommate's razzmatazz cd (lol) and i introduced him to my friend who shares his name

- I told him about how a lot of us from the server were there and he agreed to get a group pic with everyone

- Paul came out at some point completely zooted but i didnt get to talk to him bc i thought he was busy meeting other fans but he signed my roommate's hot dog bucket hat (we all had bought matching hats and dan was given one as well for the group photo)

- Dallon signed my pick that i got from anthony bc i didnt get a chance to talk to him again ):

- I did finally get a solo pic with dallon and he wasnt on vocal rest anymore so he stayed for a pretty long time to chat with everyone which was very sweet

- I did have a slightly personal question for him but i completely blanked and freaked out a tiny bit and he told me to wait a few minutes and it finally came back to me. I had wanted to ask him if he ever got my rose/gift card/letter in houston back in february. He said he didnt remember but that if he did it was probably in his house with the other letters he's gotten. He was very reassuring that he remembered faces and that having adhd made it hard to remember names but he always remembered faces. I said smth along the lines of it's great that he's learning more about himself since his diagnosis. Then he told me that he really appreciated the flowers (the ones from san antonio were in the tour bus) and that he enjoyed my presence and i didnt know what to say to that. I dont really know what happened immediately after that because that kind of a compliment coming from him completely scrambled my brain.

- He also talked about how he screwed up the lgd intro again in dallas and my friend mentioned that she thought he was introducing absinthe and that they should put it back on the setlist and he agreed. He talked about how lgd was supposed to be on the ep but they flipped a coin and got diatt i think instead

- He also told us that he was very excired about the idea for the new album and that it just needed to get recorded but he wouldnt give us any hints about the title or anything

- All my friends i had made at the previous show were there as well and we had a group pic taken with him. It was all so special and it was genuinely one of the best weekends of my life and I'm so sad that it's over 💔

And if you read this far thank you and I'm sorry

#i would've put this under a read more but i forgot how to do it on mobile 😭😭😭 #hellvetica tour #my show #jaime posts #.txt

[goldenrevelries]

If it’s alright, maybe Gamma and Aria (khr) for your ship requests? I never see anything for them and they’re just adorable

i hope i did them justice, anon! :3c (i surprisingly enjoyed writing about them omg and please ignore any mistakes/typos!! wrote this on my phone ahaha!)

also, sorry for the late posting, I'm a slow writer 😔

Lichtenberg figures

an Aria x Gamma (KHR) drabble

cw // violence, coarse language, slight mention of alcohol

note: to be expanded and posted to ao3

Gamma isn't sure how he's sitting in the Giglio Nero Famiglia's reception room, clutching a tea cup filled with what he discerns to be Earl Gray and avoiding eye contact with one of her Guardians eyeing him like he was a bug under his shoe.

Sighing, he stares out the floor-to-ceiling window but angles his body so that he can still see the other man in his peripheral vision.

—

It went like this:

As a freelance assassin, Gamma is free to choose any of the hits his multiple contacts with various Families occasionally put on the table.

And, it just so happens, Gamma chooses the hit of one small Family he barely spares a thought to.

It'll be easy! his contact says.

Half a day, tops! he says.

You'll be a 100,000 richer! he fucking says.

And, like the idiot he is, Gamma shrugs and takes the job.

Once he had enough information to go forward with the assassination, Gamma gets comfortable on his stomach at a rooftop across a quaint café. His target, a woman with a curious tattoo under her left eye, arrives but he hasn't even peered through the scope before he feels the unmistakable press of a barrel against the back of his head.

Biting back a curse, Gamma freezes, mind whirling a mind a minute. He hadn't even heard the bastard move, much less open the door to the roof!

Damn, damn, damn!

"Remove your hands from the sniper rifle. Slowly."

Gamma gives a minute growl and flexes his hands.

The gun presses harder. "Now."

Knowing that he wouldn't survive a point-blank shot to the head, Gamma obeys.

The last thing he sees is the way the woman darts her eyes to lock with his then she grins and waves.

His mouth barely drops into an outraged gasp before the goon behind him raises his gun and clocks Gamma against the back of his head in one smooth motion.

Darkness is a welcome feeling. At least he can inconvenience the fucker in hauling his lax body to wherever they are planning to interrogate him.

—

He wakes up to a raging headache and, surprisingly, hands and feet not tied to anything.

As he adjusts to being awake, Gamma swears to raze his sleazy as fuck contact to the ground until his Family won't even recognize him. By the rumors he had heard from various credible sources, the jackass won't be missed, what with his... dipping into different pastures, so to speak.

Gamma blinks.

He's on couch?

Alright, either this Family is strong enough to leave a potential threat untied or composed entirely of noobs.

"Believe you me, one Guardian is enough to put you down for even thinking of harming our boss."

Gamma snaps his head up and sees a man glaring at him, arms crossed on his chest. Clenching his jaw, Gamma berates himself once he realizes he had spoken his thought out loud.

He stays silent.

The other man snorts. "Don't worry, Boss will be here shortly." Tilting his head, he moves away from the door he was leaning against. "Hmph, sooner than you think."

The words aren't even completely out of his mouth before the double doors open.

Gamma braces himself.

"Join my Family."

With the image of the Giglio Nero's Boss grinning with a glint in her eyes and her teeth bared too widely to not be considered feral, Gamma promises to buy himself a delectable wine bottle and get absolutely smashed because what. The. Fuck.

#khr #katekyo hitman reborn #aria khr #gamma khr #aria x gamma #khr request

[mairahcore]

AYEEEEE

Hello my love! How have u been? I hope u are doing well ❤️

Also! Do u have some music recommendations? 👀

Helloooo bubs! How are you?!

I have been amazing, like genuinely. Sometimes college gets hard, of course if you are juggling two courses together like me (i am an idiot) but hey i am still in one piece and very much content and happy!

I actually saw this ask yesterday night and i was gonna answer it right then, but i saw that you had asked for music recommendations and that time my mind was blank, so I waited till morning and went through my playlist and decided on a bunch of songs to recommend hehe.

I am a dancer and a naturally agressive person, who keeps their agression inside (Leo mars) so I need to let out that agression through something active, in my case it's dancing, so i have a shit ton of edm songs and just upbeat songs for that, every song i have in my playlist has a catchy music so yeah, i have tried to include all the types of songs i have, but it's truly too much, but if you need some more, i can always recommend you more afterwards. <3

> New artists i have discovered

> some feel good songs? Like the ones that make you sing along and vibe?

> Edm-ish songs?

This one's really old, i used to listen to it in my childhood? Teenage? and i still listen to it everyday

> Proper edm

> Some more?

I heard this again somewhere and omg i fell in love with it AGAIN, i used to love this so much when it came out.

Oh so Tumblr has a limit ^_^ I will just link them down below

> Malamente — Rosalía

> This one's in chinese so yeah but its good

> Bacardi drop | EDM

> Loca

> Doin' Time

> Poetry in motion | EDM

> Carnival | EDM

> If we have each other

That's all for now? Yeah, if you do have some recommendations too then please please please send them all to me, i need new music in my playlist and new music to obsess over lmao, kinda tired of listening to the same old same old 😔

#my playlist is 40% edm 50% bollywood and 10% mixed #[🌈] — moots ! #[📬] — mail ! #[🎶] ~ song recs ~ #lemme assign you an emoji real quick #[❇️] — Hani !

[rukunas]

Bestie ok omg here's the thing- I hadn't read any Levi Ackerman fics since 2016, back when my SnK hyperfixation was peaking, you know? And like, I was scrolling down your masterlist bc you write for Sukuna and if anything, I am a 💖 hoe 💖 for that man, and I came across your "Love Hate me" and I was shit remember when I was obsessed with this man 6 years ago lol how embarrassing !!! BESTIE LET ME TELL YOU!! I STILL AM I JUST DIDN'T KNOW!! Your writing awakened smth in me that was SO long forgotten, so deeply buried, an emotion so old and crusty but so warm and lovely, like a semi-burnt chocolate chip cookie... your writing made me realise that no matter how much time passes, I am a sucker for Levi the Acker Man ✋🙄 point blank period ✋😔 also um?? Wth your writing style is so good?? Omg?? especially like the way you made the reader repeat some phrases in the last part, like "I'm an idiot" etc. It just gave it so much flavour, drama, pazzaz, if you will!! And like, the way you wrote Levi, his actions and words so endearing without being ooc?? *chef's kiss* ART!!! Anyway, I'm done being annoying for now lol emphasis on the "for now" part I'm gonna annoy you with unsolicited feedback more often oop 🤭😌 you're a queen or a king or royalty in general honestly, whatever works for you best 💖 I hope you have a wonderful day and a wonderful weekend 💗 make sure to drink a lot of water, seggsy people are always hydrated!!!

i read this like 92939494 times and then proceeded to take a screenshot of this to send to my friends because WHAT THE FUCK

this is literally the sweetest thing in the world omg. i always felt a little meh about that series because whenever i reread it, i notice certain things that i disliked about my writing and then i’m like self conscious about it. but then when i get messages like these, gah. literally no words to describe how happy i feel 🥰🥰🥰

pleaasseeee leave more “unsolicited feedback” (it’s very much solicited now), i love you so so much!!

#the part where you say queen or king or royalty makes my heart throb #AND ALSO semi-burnt chocolate chip cookie PLEASE #i love you so much mwah mwah #rue’s anagniou <3 #rue rambles

[vexilexicon]

hiiii, how are youuu? can i ask, in that etta is bella's twin au, how charlie would've found out about the shape-shifters? and jacob's reaction to the twins turning? 😔

of course I can!! thank you so much for the question, and I’m so happy you asked. (under the cut again cos i dont know how to shut up dfghjk)

in general, I don’t have the exact event for Charlie finding out in my head, but honestly it would be something like him just y’know, being able to do some detective work cos I mean, bodies drained of blood? sus. I think in the au specifically he would’ve been more invested in the idea that his friend (you know, the one the nomads killed early in the first book) got the shit murdered out of him and want to find out more about it. also not gonna lie, the cullens were never that subtle - Charlie doesn’t seem like an idiot, so he ... I JUST REALIZED YOU SAID SHAPESHIFTERS AND NOT VAMPIRES, GOD DAMN I’M STUPID-

well it still works. he finds out about vampires first, like I said up there, but the shapeshifter knowledge comes into play because due to his newfound awareness of vampires the reports of ‘giant animals’ and also ‘Emily getting mauled by a “bear”’ and ‘teen Quileute boys going through weird mood and physical changes’ makes Charlie think somethings up. honestly I think he would be following leads in the forest and he might even just see wolf Sam. and then he and Billy have a Talk, mostly cos Charlie and Billy had an earlier Talk in this verse about the existence of vampires cos Charlie ofc let Billy know he knew and that his intense hatred of the Cullens now made so much sense.

as for Jake’s reaction to them turning it would be Not Good but not total ‘I wish you guys were dead instead’ like he was in canon with Bella (cos, uh, yikes). there is more exploration of the fact that the Cullens couldve yknow moved anywhere else but they chose this place again with the treaty and how their presence literally forever altered the lives of all these children by triggering them turning into WOLVES. however, through actual good communication and the Cullens not being so fucking elitist, dismissive, and bonkers racist in this au, the antagonism isn’t as strong. the friendship between jake and the twins is never the same, but the changes don’t ruin their relationship beyond repair.

(sorry, I know that’s vague... I kind of blanked fghjk)

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