#and being one of the monsters himself

[lumberwoof]

really wanna make a super self-indulgent tskym AU where Yamaguchi is on the Sendai Frogs too

#haikyuu for blacklist #Yamaguchi really rides the line between being a normal guy who played with monsters #and being one of the monsters himself #this is mostly because I desire a timeline where Tsukki and Yama play as regulars on the same team #also Yams plays Wing Spiker bc he converted during high school #opponents hate it when Yams and Tsukki are both on the front line because their two-man blocks are nightmarish #not as openly terrifying as Tsukki and Kogane blocking together but Yams is deceptively good #me: I could make OCs to fill out Sendai's roster OR I could just steal players from other teams #*slaps Goshiki and Shibayama into Frogs uniforms* #*slaps Frogs into Div1* #there's an on-going joke that Hinata Kageyama and Ushijima all moved to European leagues because they didn't want to face Tsukishima #it's not true but Tsukki loves talking shit

[bluegiragi]

chasing tail.

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#ghost doesnt know a ton about werewolf etiquette beyond the commonly known stuff #wolves are social creatures but they tend to stay within their own communities so detailed knowledge of their behaviours isnt widespread #that being said #dont grab their tails like that #poor johnny's gonna have to excuse himself to rub one out in a bathroom stall and ghost's gonna be none the wiser #monster 141 au #simon ghost riley #john soap mactavish #giragi art

[bet-on-me-13]

What if I'm the Monster?

(Based on Monster from Epic the Musical, it's incredible, give it a listen)

So! For the past few years, Danny has done nothing but defend Amity Park from Agressive Ghosts, Lunatic Ghost Hunters, and the GIW, all on his own. But no matter what he does, he is always seen as a Monster by the people of the town, just for being a Ghost.

Over the years he has lost a lot.

His Best Friend. His Mentor. His Mom.

Tucker was caught by the GIW and arrested for helping Phantom, and was never heard from again. His Parents still visit the Mayor's office for any word of him, but no one has any idea what happened.

Danny and Clockwork had a falling out after Danny refused to go down his intended path. He wanted to live his own life, one not predetermined by a Time God. Clockwork had told him that he would regret the decision, and left.

And his Mom had died after discovering his secret. She had surprisingly accepted him, but then the GIW had tried to capture him and she decided to defend him, and she got caught in the crossfire.

Every time Danny tried defending the people of Amity Park, he was vilified and hated even more. He would never be a Hero in their eyes, he was no Justice League. He had lost so much just defending them, but he couldn't bring himself to resent them, they didn't know what they were doing, it was how they were supposed to think. He still needed to defend them.

But he could no longer do so acting as the Hero.

Being a Hero stopped him from raiding the base that he assumed Tucker was being held in. Being a Hero led him to disagreeing with Clockworks advice. Being a Hero led to his Mom's death.

So he would be The Monster, instead.

#Dpxdc #Dp x dc #Dc x dp #Dcxdp #Danny Phantom #Dc #Dcu #Epic the Musical #Monster #This is based on the song “Monster” from Epic the Musical #Danny decides that he has had enough being the Hero #The town hates him but he doesn't resent them for it #He still wants to save them and decides that if being a Hero isn't working he just needs to become the Monster instead #Dead Maddie Fenton #Missing Tucker Foley #Idk if he should be dead or not #Danny refused to follow Clockworks advice and let somebody die instead of saving them #He saved the person and accidentally set himself on a bad Timeline #Clockwork is Mad #Big Mad #Go and listen to Epic the Musical #It's genuinely incredible and so are the Animations done by the Talented YouTube Animators like Gigi #Not much DC in this one again but I thought the concept was cool

[thekittyokat]

you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah

#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again #the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys #saw #well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand #know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows #your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman. #there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn #thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down #something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness #the transformation of a man into a monster #and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption #sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this #do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind. #the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore #it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating #fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn #i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him #until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else #well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God #where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium #anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus #maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man #i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed #if only he hadn't been weaponized first #god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already #but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there #rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts #ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly #cat chat

[quietwingsinthesky]

it ever hit you out of nowhere that castiel is living in a dead guy's body and the show just does not care. it does not care. jimmy novak might as well not exist the moment he or claire is out of sight. cas stole a guy's body and his face and his life, and we can't ever talk about it or discuss it in detail because of how fucking horrifying it is that sam and dean's best friend just walks around in a dead guy suit. there's not even a human soul in there anymore. it's just a corpse. stone-cold body snatcher indeed.

#castiel spn #spn #this is not like a Castiel Crime (tm) to be clear. this is more me being (un)surprised that the show is Like This. #castiel is a horror story he is so much a horror story in the rapture #and then they just uh. never bring up again how horrifying and fucked up this is for another like 7 seasons #and when they do its to briefly go :( claire lost her dad :) but its okay! she forgives cas for it! #which!! NO SHE SHOULD FUCKING NOT!!! #but we can't have that discussion. we can't talk about that. because to acknowledge that it's fucked up would mean making cas kind of. evil #in a way that would vastly improve his later character arcs btw. if we had to reckon with not only this massive transgression #but with the fact that cas himself STILL DOESN'T SEE IT AS ONE. #that on a lot of fundamental levels. he is still functioning as he did in s4. a lot of that base programming is still there. #something something how cas never changes out of his suit under his trenchcoat #but it's like. jimmy said yes. so it's fine. that's what it is to him. #anyway. i wish they hadn't been scared of making all three of the boys more fucked up in later seasons. #thank GOD for dean being interesting in how he becomes Worse <3 because they were not bringing that for castiel. #again. good version of spn where jimmy's bloodline is an off-shoot of the lucifer vessel bloodline. explaining a) how lucifer Got In There #and b) letting lucifer possess claire later so that the two of them can have daddy issues together. #something about cas being the monster-not monster that jimmy let in that destroyed his life. #something about lucifer being the monster-not monster that castiel lets in later. the cycles. they are cycling.

[grinchwrapsupreme]

#being human uk #THEE season finale of all time #john mitchell #george sands #annie sawyer #really appreciating this time around the minor theme of george being the only living person in this house #the only one with a future who mitchell is fighting tooth and nail to protect #even as he fails to protect himself #and even as george goes off to save them without them knowing #that reversal in which he is the closest thing to human between the three of them and so he will become a monster to save them #poetic cinemon #george constantly saying over and over that he will never have a normal life #all the while clinging to normalcy

[mishapen-dear]

something about qbad mentioning how much horror he put red team thru every time purgatory gets brought up... something about how proud dapper was of him.

like this is just my late-night read but- it feels like guilt qbad is trying to twist into pride. he keeps needling away at it. “i killed them all, over and over and over again.” “they were hunted by a monster.”

it’s like- reassurance. like a nail he’s trying o beat into his head. he’s had SO much trouble with legitimately hurting his friends, despite making that vow all the way back when the eggs first went missing, despite all the tree talk and the promises to save the kids no matter what. He never faltered with elq, and that protected them. He keeps faltering now. Sometimes he doesnt remember the code, or cucurucho, or skeppy. But that doesnt matter, right? Because he’ll protect the eggs. He’ll be the monster. he is the monster. he can and he will protect them even as his seams start ripping and he keeps breaking further and further apart. even at his worst, he’ll do whatever he needs to protect the eggs.

he’ll be the monster. wont he?

#qsmp #he loves his friends and he wants to hurt them #he loves his friends and he doesnt want to hurt them #qsmp badboyhalo #ita like. He was torturing himself with the soul vultures because he kidnapped ron and threw down some scary magma mobs #and then forever changwd rhe whole fuckin narrative with that appreciation room and bad remembered the joy of community #and then cellbit. Where bad was like ‘i see him destroying himself to get the eggs back and i know where that road goes’ #’his loved ones dont want that to happen to him. i dont want that to happen to him’ #and then purgatory gave him the first actal legitimate lead for finding their kids and he just had to get worse #and so he fucking swandived into self destructive violence (and the cc was purposefully playing qbad more recklessly violent) #(bbgirl couldve been lured into a trap so so easily) #ive lost my point somewhere now im just rotating qbbh in my brain and all the parallels #ah yes. But now theyre out of purgatory. And he refuses to regret what he did because he *had* to do what he could to save dapper #and the other eggs #because he has a huge complex about being the ‘only one who can protect the eggs’ because of a thousand little cuts and his mental health #issues. Like he’s Wrong bur its such a fascinating little direction for his character. Yes king burn thyself on the pure of protection #and then burn in a nuclear blast too because your self sufficiency left you to care for your egg alone #you can take care of the eggs. you can hurt your friends. look at how much you hurt your friends #look st the monster you are . your teeth are sharp and your claws are large #never mind that time you sent tina into a panic attack because you tried to recreate safety #never mind that your friends and family are worried about you #you are falling apart. but so many monsters survive the killing blow

[winchester101]

They are vampire and werewolf coded

#but it’s always funny to me that people make sanji a vampire and zoro a werewolf in aus #because zoro licks blood off his face/sword regularly #and talks about ripping out throats #and sanji beings forced to turn into a ’monster’ every full moon against his will writes itself #sanji losing himself every full moon he doesn’t know who he is #come on!!!! #cross posting with my Twitter #zoro #sanji #one piece #jambles #Roronoa zoro #sanzo #zosan

[homoeroticvillain]

you would not believe the world building i do in my head and hardly ever post

#that one image of i can imagine anything #been thinking about the differences between magical beings #as to which ones are human originating and which ones are pure magic #and which ones in those categories are considered people or monsters or creatures #and in which cases those classifications have changed over time or are not necessarily correct or are based in prejudice #this is all for the uhh still dont have a name for it but the magic family one #oh also again i always encourage people asking me about it hehe hoho #klepto talks to himself #klepto rants about ocs

[chiprewington]

Why should I bother "fixing" how others view me, when it is easier to be the worst version of myself?

#self deprecating #horror #uncanny #blood #implied blood #silhouette #dereality #chip revvington #chainsaw consultant #altered beast #not putting this in any of the main toontown tags because of the grittier imagery #sigh. mr. revvington when he has so many issues. #for the folks wondering though “altered beast” is not the override #it's like. a projection of chip's feelings towards the override #in a way it's kind of basically how he views himself #he refers to the override as a monster and by virtue of that likely views himself as one too #he's got rumors spread and he gets hatemail from his employees. he's probably given up trying to recover his image #being this unfeeling stone wall that isolates himself likely feels like his only logical answer. and not to mention- #toons constantly show up to his office and then there's a giant gap in his memory before he wakes up on the floor in pain. why bother.

[bluegiragi]

debrief.

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#soap is naturally more volatile leading up to a full moon but he just also dislikes feeling sidelined. #his previous teams were always pretty heavy on the offensive #(there's also a part of him that's annoyed at himself for still finding simon hot even when he's being a bit of a tosser #OH ALSO. im testing out a newer brush on this one #since for some reason my brain decided i hate how thick my lines usually look :3 #captain john price #john soap mactavish #kyle gaz garrick #monster 141 au #simon ghost riley #giragi art

[raiiny-bay]

dressing up the boys again pt. 2

#i present: dhes & kel collegeAU edition #ngl this is one of my favorite AUs #it's basically monster boyz if the boys didn't become monsters & the apocalypse never happened #sooo i guess it's a spinoff of the apocalypseAU #mm this is getting complicated isn't it. it's ok. i have everything written down lol. #i do have multiple journals dedicated to these guys #but yea it's called the collegeAU bc the boys... meet in college... uh #kel genuinely hates dhes for the longest time in this AU bc he thinks dhes is super cocky & full of himself #which. to be fair. he is #more so than in the canon universe even #but dhes has the biggest crush on kel & flirts with him relentlessly & kelly just fuckin ignores him #bc he doesn't realize dhes is being serious lmao #eventually kel gives in & lets dhes take him on dates & such but #getting to that point is a journey ngl #rainyrambles

[mad-hunts]

it's the fact that barton is possibly the biggest fumbler in history for me. i think i've mentioned this briefly on an earlier post, but he dated a woman in college named auriel and he met her through salsa dancing classes. and she was such a good dancer that she probably didn't need the classes... like, barton ☠️ i can't make excuses for your ' bad luck ' in relationships anymore. ( not that i ever did but still LOL )

#I am proud to say that no one will ever hate on Barton more than I do / j #NAHHH but seriously... people being good dancers? is so attractive?? to me??? #and there is kind of a common denonimator whenever it comes to his failed relationships. #* cough cough * barton * cough cough * #istg he is TOO freaking fond of sabotaging both himself and his relationships... like what are you doing. #OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings. #ooc post.

[sysig]

You’re gonna die if you keep that up (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Helix #ZEX #Kayako #And Teisel's there technically #*Die again - he's sticking with his track record lol at least he's consistent #Ghost/Curse GF arc!! I enjoy seeing ZEX happy but I am Concerned for him lol #ZEX be attracted to something/one that won't brutally murder him challenge - difficulty impossible #His affection for the grotesque and monstrous - I mean while it's admirable he does regularly put himself in dangerous situations! #Runs solely on the Suspension Bridge Effect lol - attraction and fear so conflated in his mind <3 #I keep thinking of his human instincts as specifically Max's instincts since it's his body - Max's self-preservation and fear and hunger #Which ZEX dutifully ignores lol Max's body tells him to bolt and privately replies like ''Yes yes in a moment'' haha #His fascination wins out! To his own detriment haha #Although I say all that as though I don't relate in my own way - I have maybe just a few too many notes relating to ZEX lol #It's always been hard for me to get into horror in the way it's intended to spook and scare because I tend to get sad :') #So many monsters and ghosts and creatures are victims of circumstance! Like Kayako! As she is here she's not even malicious just dangerous #I've never seen the Grudge so it's only speculation but it seems very sad that she was tethered as a Curse rather than a malignant spirit #Like a battery moreso than an individual - what a terrible after-existence! It makes me sad to consider! #ZEX reaching out to her in his own way is very sweet <3 He's so biased towards his darlings hehe #In a way being human does suit him - we'll packbond with anything that Might have even the slightest inclination to not maim us lol #And the way he personifies her! (VUXonifies her?) Reading intention or emotion into her actions with no proof and no understanding! #The way he ''tries to read her face'' as if he hasn't been struggling with that this entire time - with other humans who can tell him so ♪ #His pride is so delicious <3 He is so easily blinded to his own shortcomings in the face of pleasure and the potential for connection! #It's no wonder DAX worries about him so much hehe ♥ #It also always makes me so happy to have something fit together so perfectly like those last two hehe <3 #That vine didn't exist when this happened! But there it is!! I love newer memes on older media hehehe ♪♫

[sidsinning]

People always sayin there is no one good in Hellsing

I beg to differ!!!

#shes never hurt the innocent #has only drank from a living human when it was offered to her #shes a monster but still retained herself #all the violence she enacts are to those who do evil or to protect someone #heart of a hero #everyone is morally grey in some way except for seras imo #shes the most cut and dry good person #probably the ONLY one lol #alucard is...himself #integra allows alucard to mow down innocent humans despite being able to stop him #wild geese are mercenaries hired to kill for $ #anderson has fun killing monsters but has no qualms about killing innocent humans that arent catholics and get in his way lol #the vatican is...what it is #hellsing #seras victoria #sidrabbles

[bunnieswithknives]

How many has David killed?

Only a couple of people, he doesn't really like killing as its always gross and stressful for him. Most of his puppets come from graverobbing actually!

#dhmis #dont hug me i’m scared #two of us AU #two of us!David #when he does kill someone its usually someone who everyone collectively dislikes #its the only way he can justify his actions to himself #he doesn't feel bad about killing itself per say more that he can't stand feeling like a monster #no one likes thinking of themselves as a bad person #that being said none of the people he kills are even close to ''''deserving it''''