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realmzenith · 6 years

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answer All the questions for your newest oc

DEAD U HAD TO ASK FOR NEWEST DIDN’T YOU. welp in that case have ya boi eneko

What’s the maximum amount of time your character can sit still with nothing to do?he’s a patient dude! eneko can likely sit still doing nothing for as long as his physiology will allow aka until he needs to go to the bathroom or smth. he does well w low activity as he’s an introspective person

How easy is it for your character to laugh?FAIrly easy?? on a level of one to ten w one being laughs at anything that moves or doesn’t move i’d say he’s a.. 6. ok so not that easily like he IS fairly taciturn but he will smile and laugh at a good joke esp if he’s comfy around the person making it

How do they put themselves to bed at night (reading, singing, thinking?)by crying- no jk he doesn’t… cry… emotions? what are those??? (thats a lie he’s an emotional mess) he will plan for the next day, strategizing and such but that’s honestly rlly bad for him. he stresses easily. on nights when he’s got a clearer head he’ll hum softly or read if he’s not feeling too guilty abt burning off candles. he does like night walks they always clear his mind

How easy is it to earn their trust?oh oof that’s a tricky one. not that easy but at the same time- OKAy yeah just not that easily from one being the easiest to ten being the hardest he’s likely a 8

How easy is it to earn their mistrust?VERY hard. once you’ve gained his trust he will be LOYAL af to u eneko is quiet n not the most expressive but he will absolutely go down in flames for someone he’s deemed trustworthy. a solid 9.

Do they consider laws flexible, or immovable?laws are flexible defo. he PREFERS structure but if morality trumps laws he will break them. it also helps that he’s lowkey part of a rebellion so technically his existence in the present is breaking the law

What triggers nostalgia for them, most often? Do they enjoy that feeling?god save us all. he’s a nostalgic dude so uh, oh damn i dont have backstory for him yet i made him last night rainy stop bullying me but ykw we’re doing this. flowers defo. queen anne’s lace n bluebells esp? bring back memories n also pumpkin stew. mixed memories w that one. queen anne’s lace mean sanctuary n bluebells mean gratitude which is LOWKEY ironic considering they spawn memories of burning along w memories of his older sisters so yes?? he does like remembering his sisters but no not in that context. the stew is a weird reminder of his first love n that’s. also complicated

What were they told to stop/start doing most often as a child?talk more and talk better. he’s got a bit of habit of being short abt things and the middle sister of the fam was ALWAYS getting on his case abt no u can’t word it like that but the eldest was and is a terrible influence n absolutely encouraged it bc she found it hilarious. it’s good they love each other i swear

Do they swear? Do they remember their first swear word?yes he’s part of a rebellion and a soldier what more do u eXPECt and no he doesn’t remember his first swear word. he also doesn’t curse that much dont get me wrong. he has to be comfy around u

What lie do they most frequently remember telling? Does it haunt them?gosh uh. eneko is still v underdeveloped so i .. WELL I CANNOt tell u in the present it’s prbly smth angsty involving his sisters or his lovER but the answer to does it haunt him? yes absolutely he must Suffer :)

How do they cope with confusion (seek clarification, pretend they understand, etc)?it depends on the situation’s levity. if it’s smth important he will absolutely bluntly ask for clarification if it’s smth casual he’ll just nod and pretend like he knows what ur talkin abt bc social anxiety is a b

How do they deal with an itch found in a place they can’t quite reach?Suffer in Silence

What color do they think they look best in? Do they actually look best in that color?he doesn’t rlly think abt this. he likes green tho but he wears a lot of black (that’s partially required by his associations and partially bc idk what other colors exist thanks @ god) he looks best in hmmm red

What animal do they fear most?himSELF

How do they speak? Is what they say usually thought of on the spot, or do they rehearse it in their mind first?he’s usually fairly forthright so he sounds like he’s saying whatever comes to mind but the reality is he says abt 1% of what he’s thinking and he won’t say things that are quite obviously rude. who knows tbh maybe he gains secret enjoyment from watching ppl squirm under his bluntness eyes emoji

What makes their stomach turn?torture n he hates the sight of bones. blood he can stand but bones? no thanks. unfort in the business they’re in he comes across both of those more than he’d like. he also hates working in the theoretical. it’s unnerving but he’s fine if someone he trusts is wading thru the abstract for him aka thank u @ kent for being the resident intuitive

Are they easily embarrassed?nah not particularly

What embarrasses them?if u slap his BUTT in public jkjk i mean that would embarrass him if u caught him by surprise but hmmm he doesn’t like attention if u draw attention to him he’ll freak a lil that would fluster him also excessive praise esp if it’s expressed publicly. he squirms beneath the spotlight

What is their favorite number?19. day of the month he last saw his sisters smiling

If they were asked to explain the difference between romantic and platonic or familial love, how would they do so?he’d prbly say smth deep which i cannot truly replicate but prbly smth like. “familial love is steady. it’s the mountain beneath which u were born. it’s the protection n the stability n the impossible sheer volume of it that can’t quite be comprehended. platonic love is like cords linking u to them. it’s the promise, the assurance of i will pull u up if u fall and if i can’t ill fall w u. it’s a tug o war and an anchor. romantic love is a stallion. it’s the passion and the chance but if u know how to tame it it serves to make u a better man than u could ever become on ur own. it’s the teamwork and the flames”

Why do they get up in the morning? to execute justice and to experience each new precious day he’s been gifted

How does jealousy manifest itself in them (they become possessive, they become aloof, etc)? it’s ugly when jealousy rears its head in him. he doesn’t SAY anything but his actions become more erratic and he has a harder time focusing. it’s likely he’ll become more impulsive. he’s not DANGEROUs per se but it’s not a situation u want him in

How does envy manifest itself in them (they take what they want, they become resentful, etc)? envy he’s better about. mostly bc unlike w jealousy he doesn’t already have the thing. it’s smth he’ll just push down and soldier thru like he does w most uncomfy things in his life

Is sex something that they’re comfortable speaking about? To whom? oh MY GOD DONT TALK ABT SEX that’s SCANDALOUS- the answer is no he finds it unprofessional in his line of work but he would be comfortable discussing it w his s/o

What are their thoughts on marriage? good. he approves. however, for himself he finds the prospect unlikely considering the high risk nature of what he’s involved himself w. he expects to die before 35 in all seriousness

What is their preferred mode of transportation? in the sweet embrace of death horseback

What causes them to feel dread? the knowledge that everything’s falling apart. that fate and circumstance are slowly but surely chipping away at the very foundation of what u live for and there’s absolutely nothing u can do to stop it. also freaking the appearance of the antagonist or his minions

Would they prefer a lie over an unpleasant truth? in theory? no. in practice? he’s actually p sensitive that’s a difficult one to answer. it would greatly depend on the circumstance but in the long run he prefers the truth

Do they usually live up to their own ideals? yes but in his own eyes, no. he holds himself to extremely high standards and is very self critical. also he has rlly unachievable ideals he’s a lil bit idealistic beneath the guise of realism

Who do they most regret meeting? ohohOHO jk i have no idea not there yet in the story but prbly the antagonist he’s a b

Who are they the most glad to have met? funnily enough? he could almost say the antagonist. he’s the reason why eneko’s working as hard as he is for what he is. without the introduction of the antagonist he would’ve been oblivious to the terrible injustice around him and likely ended up a victim by some obscure mindless death order. however the person he truly admires is the rebel member who took him under her wing however she’s still in the works so i can’t give u much on her

Do they have a go-to story in conversation? Or a joke? i don’t think so, no

Could they be considered lazy? NOPE not in any sense of the word. eneko works extremely hard. he’s v dedicated n dutiful

How hard is it for them to shake a sense of guilt? oh, very hard. he’s naturally altruistic so he tends to take failures to heart and internalize them and considering the dangerous line of work he’s in he oftens has guilt building up inside him. he’ll likely carry it w him for the rest of his life once he’s decided to be guilty abt smth. if someone doesn’t help him w it it can break him down in ugly ways

How do they treat the things their friends come to them excited about? Are they supportive? yes!! he’s a pure son. you’ll definitely get a smile out of him if smth good has happened to u. he’s very supportive of his friends. he would die for his friends and likely all of u i just want u all to know this

Do they actively seek romance, or do they wait for it to fall into their lap?neither. he finds seeking romance irresponsible w his lifestyle. as i previously stated he expects to die young

Do they have a system for remembering names, long lists of numbers, things that need to go in a certain order (like anagrams, putting things to melodies, etc)? he has fairly good memory esp w faces! but otherwise? i would say he learns best by touch. he’s a tactile person and also fairly auditory. music defo helps him remember things

What memory do they revisit the most often? prbly the day he separated from his sisters. it’s not a particularly good memory but it’s seared in his mind

How easy is it for them to ignore flaws in other people? he doesn’t ignore ppl’s flaws per se? he’s p perceptive so it’s difficult for him to just turn a blind eye at least within his own mind but eneko is v tolerant of ppl and accepting. even if he dislikes u it’s doubtful you’ll know he’s fairly good at keeping up the same respect for most everyone he comes in contact w. but yeah? he knows what flaws are there but he will simply accept ppl bc he knows everyone, including himself, esp himself, has many flaws

How sensitive are they to their own flaws?oh oof yeah he’s?? a p sensitive guy so while he recognizes his own faults jabs to his weak spots will hurt him and he’ll prbly sit on the accusation or callout for days esp if someone accuses him of being selfish or immoral or not having done enough for the ppl he cares abt (smth along those lines) he’d absolutely hate that. but if u tell him he’s blunt he’s going to be like im well aware of that

How do they feel about children? he’s SUCH A DAD he loves kids and he’s rlly good w them they love him bc he’s SOFT ok but he doesn’t plan on having them himself even tho he’d like to for the exact same reasons he isn’t pursuing romance/marriage

How badly do they want to reach their end goal? enough that he’d die to reach it

If someone asked them to explain their sexuality, how would they do so?eneko is either demi or grasexual w pan preferences. he’s also panromantic. if someone asked for explanation he’d be like “i’m attracted to people of all genders” and just leave it at that unless ofc they were like RLLY curious or smth but he doesn’t rlly consider himself demi or pan or anything he just knows he isn’t straight LOL

QUESTIONS FOR CREATORS

A) Why are you excited about this character?…strong silent type. that’s all i have to sayB) What inspired you to create them?i’ve taken some inspiration from other characters from shows, etc. i’ve written so he’s a bit of a love child of the best of my musesC) Did you have trouble figuring out where they fit in their own story?im still figuring it out so that’s a probable yesD) Have they always had the same physical appearance, or have you had to edit how they look?he’s been edited a bit there were a few reincarnations of him like at first he had straight black hair in an undercut style but now it’s WAVY and dark brown and he also got darker. id say he’s like latino w a lil african blood this is esp amusing considering i literally created him last nightE) Are they someone you would get along with? Would they get along with you?i think we’d get along alright if we could get past the initial awkwardness bc we’re both kind of crap at interpersonal relationships actually he isn’t that bad it’s mostly me and i THINK he might find me slightly abrasive n energetic (even tho im PLOT TWIST low energy compared to most extroverts) but he’s tolerant it wouldn’t be too badF) What do you feel when you think of your OC (pride, excitement, frustration, etc)?love…. i love my soft boi i usually hate my ocs aka i would slap them if given the chance but eneko? deserves happinessG) What trait of theirs bothers you the most?he is not real in general and non existent in actual writing as of the present. the latter tragedy i will soon solve. in all seriousness it’s prbly his bluntness it has the tendency to give me second hand embarrassmentH) What trait do you admire most?his tolerance and patience i have none loLI) Do you prefer to keep them in their canon universe?for now, yes! i dont have a solid grasp of him so until then he’ll stay where he was BIRTHEDJ) Did you have to manipulate or exclude canon factors to allow them to create their character?not rlly! the entire story he’s in is still in the works so everything’s rlly flexible

#regneriisch #eneko #triad #long post #diavasi #dead what is my life #ykw if any of y'all are going to send asks just send a chara name i want to do tthis again and suffer w all my ocs #my ocs

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wintersvengeance · 5 years

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Verses

Verses for both my OC and Yusuke.

My OC’s are first. Yusuke’s are second and will be added later.

My OC’s Verses

If you would like a certain verse to be used or would like me to use my muse’s over 18 AUs, feel free to be direct about it! I totally won’t mind and would actually prefer that!

Persona 5 Verses

Unspecified P5 Verses: tagged as#{P5V}

P5- not a Phantom Thief- #{part of the Phandom}

After quite a bit of trouble, Jessica has finally managed to complete her move to Shibuya. With the help of her late father’s associate, Kaito Tanaka, she has found a small apartment in Japan and is going to be finishing High School at Shujin Academy. While she does speak Japanese rather well, aside from a few words that trip her up, she clearly does seem to stand out in the crowd. Be it her white hair or simply ‘American’ appearance, she doesn’t seem to blend in by anyones’ standards.

Upon arriving at school the first day, it is obvious that word has already spread. It seems that a good portion of the school, faculty included, are aware of the accusations that had been made against her. Even with not being found guilty of causing the fire, people seem to look at her with a mix of disgust and fear. As if fitting in at a school in another country wasn’t difficult enough, the rumors make it almost impossible. Fortunately, she already has a strategy in play…speaking to no one.

The girl keeps quiet, putting up walls to try and ignore the rumors running rampant and the glares that seem to plague her just as much. Being reserved will only get her so far though, as there are at least a few students who understand how she feels…

(This verse can be used for anyone who doesn’t want to do a RP with a non-canon Phantom Thief, so I consider this canon or “canon-ish”.)

P5- Change my muse’s heart/Visit her palace- #{let us break free from your prison}

Upon arriving to Japan and starting her high school days at Shujin Academy, she realizes that all of her peers’ conversations have been monopolized on two major topics: her past and the Phantom Thieves. She hadn’t heard about the Phantom Thieves before, as it was still fairly early in their debut, so the topic was actually a bit of a nice chance. That is, until the two topics collided.

Her name…was mentioned?

A quick search on her phone was enough to bring her to the infamous Phan-Site, where she saw it. That was her name…

Her initial reaction was…who? And why?

But then again, perhaps the real question was…who wouldn’t have?

The incident had been the talk of the school since her first day in Japan…as well as the accusations against her that had somehow made their way around the school. To most everyone at Shujin, she was seen as a monster.

So why wouldn’t they add her to a list full of criminals…

Regardless of the reason, it was sure to get plenty of attention…even from the Phantom Thieves themselves.

(This tag/verse will be used for any RP that involves changing my muses heart or visiting her palace. This is considered non-canon.)

P5- Phantom Thief- #{show them all a true criminal!}

A month or so after Jessica moved to Shibuya, she was woken up by a notification on her phone. The weird app kept popping up, no matter how many times she deleted it. Brushing it off as some sort of intricate virus, she decided to start saving up for a new phone and went on with her life as normal. Or…as normal as she had been anyways.

While walking through the courtyard, she overheard a rather loud conversation from a group of her peers. She had been seeing the group around a lot lately, and something about them just looked…odd. They didn’t look like they belonged together, as they all seemed to have outrageously different personalities from what she could tell. After a moment of listening, she sighed at the realization that they were talking about the Phantom Thieves. It seemed to be the topic of choice by everyone, since they had ‘stolen the heart’ of famous artist Madarame. Surely they were just another group of fans, which wouldn’t be so odd. It wasn’t like they were alone after all.

Just as she was about to ignore it, she overheard a loud blonde mention an app. A quick glance at her phone made her curious, but she never imagined what she would find after that…

(This verse is for adding my muse to the Phantom Thieves, so it is also non-canon.)

P5- Muse is 18/Non-High School Based Verse- #{steal back your future}{18+}

After being forced to finish high school in the US due to legalities, Jessica finally moved to Shibuya 2 years after the incident that took the lives of her family. While she may be a legal adult now, being newly 18 at the time of the move, the time alone with her thoughts hasn’t helped her to heal her. If anything, it has only made her resent herself and the world more. Jessica starts out working at the flower shop full time, still finding some joy in being surrounded by the flowers. She is living alone, spending most of her free time finding ways to avoid having any free time. After becoming tired of the fruit tea at the diner, she decides to go to a cafe she had been hearing about called LeBlanc. It is there that she meets Sojiro and eventually the Phantom Thieves, though she may not realize it yet.

(This verse is for any RP where my muse is 18. Examples would be for a college AU or just any AU where an adult muse would be appropriate, such as for romance purposes.)

Persona 3 Verses

Unspecified P3 Verse: tagged as#{P3V}

P3- without a Persona- #{no one can escape time}

After the loss of her family and the destruction of her reputation, Jessica made the choice to finally return to the place she had loved as a child…Japan. It was a bit sudden, but thanks to her late father’s friendship with Mitsuru’s family she was able to find a cheap, small apartment in Iwatodai and successfully get into Gekkoukan High School. She would be starting a little later than the first week back at school, but she hoped that it wouldn’t draw too much attention to her. She was just trying to live a quiet life and get through high school completely problem-free.

She realized on her first day of school that she wasn’t the only new student, but the more shocking realization was that this place seemed a bit…off. There were quite a few people at the train stations that just…didn’t seem well. Everyone seemed to be talking about Apathy Syndrome that was going around, which she could only assume was the cause of such strange symptoms. Despite everyone discussing it almost constantly, no one seemed to have any answers to why or how it was happening. Was it a disease? Was it contagious? It seemed like no one knew.

Well, almost no one…

(This verse is for a P3 RP that doesn’t involve my muse having a Persona/using an evoker/etc. I consider this one the most canon or “canon-ish”.)

P3- NOT part of SEES, but IS awake during the Dark Hour- #{you can’t plug your ears and cover your eyes}

Not long after moving to Iwatodai, Jessica experienced a true living nightmare. What was supposed to be a peaceful transition ended up being quite terrifying, as she quickly realized that something wasn’t quite right about her new home. Staying up late due to the jet lag, she goes out for a walk late at night only to be caught out in the Dark Hour. Alone in the dark and surrounded by coffins, she is confused and afraid. While she doesn’t have a persona herself, she has somehow found herself avoiding being in a coffin of her own. One would think at first that this was a good thing, however a wrong turn would prove rather differently.

Her walk turned into a job, which then turned into a full sprint. She was desperately running from the thing that had attacked her, leaving a rather painful scratch on her right arm. Having no idea what had just attacked her, where she was, or how to get home, she finds herself leaning up against a wall. Her lungs are burning and, despite having not had much sleep in the last few days, she felt abnormally exhausted. Not only that, but the fact that her arm is bleeding doesn’t help the situation any. Not sure of how she is going to make it home, she hopes that the thing that was chasing her has at least lost her trail…

Fortunately for her, it seems that someone else will find her first.

(This verse is for P3 RP where Jessica doesn’t actively use a Persona, but still has some connection to Tartarus/the Dark Hour. It could be as simple as she isn’t physically strong enough to fight or there could be a more elaborate plot that we can discuss in plotting!)

P3- with Persona- #{fight against the darkness}

When she had requested assistance in moving out of the US, she hadn’t expected her company’s new CEO to get in contact with the Kirijo Corporation in Japan. She had only met the Kirijo family once and, having been rather young at the time, she honestly wouldn’t have expected anyone to remember her. However, it seemed that she had stood out to one person she had crossed paths with during her brief stay in Japan… Shuji Ikutsuki. He had taken a particular interest in her, seeing some ‘potential’ that no one else in her family seemed to see or appreciate. Admittedly Ikutsuki felt a bit sorry for the girl, so hearing that Jessica was in need of assistance was the perfect opportunity to see just how much potential she had.

While sitting on the train towards Iwatodai, she practiced what she would say when she arrived at the dorm. It was going to be a strange time of day for her to get in, as her dorm-mates would probably just be getting out of school when the train arrived at the station, but just in case anyone was there she felt she should be ready to at least try and be social… She was scheduled to start at Gekkoukan High School the next day and even though she had tried to insist that she could find other housing, the director had insisted she stay in this specific dorm. While it seemed rather odd, she had this strange desire to trust him… Perhaps it was because he was the only person who had ever seen any good in her.

Little did she know the real reason why Ikutsuki had brought her there…

(This verse is for P3 RP where my muse moves into the dorm and joins SEES, hence having a Persona and all of that fun stuff. This is considered non-canon.)

P3- Muse is 18/Non-High School Based Verse- #{painfully burning one’s life away}{18+}

After finishing high school in the US, Jessica decides that it is time for a change. No longer having any stake in her family’s company, she moved to Iwatodai about 2 years after losing her family. She had heard that the area had been improving since she had last visited as a child, and decided that it would be a good place to make a fresh start since she was now officially 18 and considered an adult. Unfortunately for her, the area had some issues she hadn’t been aware of…such as the Apathy Syndrome. At first it was just a rumor, but when she started seeing people with the Syndrome littering the streets it became something she was interested in. It is while looking into the incidents that she happens upon SEES and learns the unsettling truth of the incidents. Once she learns the truth, she decides that she will do anything she can to help the group.

Non-Persona Verses

Generic Verse (can be either under or over 18, just specify when we start the RP if you want me to use my muse as an adult)- #{default}

All she had wanted was to be liked… To be accepted… She never asked to be the daughter of a company owner. She never asked for any of this to happen. But it had…and still was…

They were all gone. Her parents, her sister, her home…everything she had ever known was gone. She was completely alone, but perhaps that was for the best. This was her fault after all. She was a bad daughter. It wasn’t like her parents had kept that a secret from her. Nothing she had ever done was right. She hadn’t even been born properly, as her hair was naturally a ghostly white that her mother resented. It was odd. Freakish. Unfit for any daughter of hers.

She spent months alone, hiding from any memories of her life. Her parents, her sister, everything. She left school, left the country in a desperate attempt to escape the endless pit of pain and misery that seemed to consume her every living moment. She didn’t really expect anything to change for her, even as she stepped foot into her new apartment. As she started her first day at a new school and began her part-time job. So then why had meeting someone here made her feel so…so different?

Yusuke’s Verses

To be added later.

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