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lynsburner · 11 months

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BESTIE BESTIE BESTIE DID YOU SEE THE VID OF ANDY SINGING UNKNOWN ON STAGE????

https://twitter.com/hozier/status/1666156710816251927?s=46&t=LSoyIXqT91OLGNpISabobw

“you know the distance never made a difference to me” THE FIRST THING I THOUGHT OF WAS YOUR FIC 😭 this song is sooooo andy/lovely core im obsessed!! i can’t wait for it to come out, A) bc it sounds amazing already, and B) bc im so excited to hear your thoughts on it!!!

Oh... bestie... you might not like my answer for this one because I am absolutely begging him to put this one bACK IN THE VAULT (or whatever it is. Sorry I have too much Taylor on my mind after going to the eras tour twice now. And for the last time, I swear.)

Is it a bad song? Absolutely fucking not. It's gorgeous. But it hits a little too close to home for me.

So... I am about to tell a silly story. Picture this. It is late September. I am SEATED to see Carly Rae Jepsen at Radio City. I check twitter (yes I am on the hoz side of twitter. Not under this name, though lol). People are freaking out about a tik tok he made. I had only seen a small clip posted of him jamming on a guitar so I think nothing of it.

The curtain goes up. Carly comes on. I am having the most fun two hours of my life because how can't you when you get to hear the best opening number for an album ever made, sax and all? She ends with Cut to the Feeling, one of the most joyous songs ever made! I am on a happiness high! Nothing can ruin my night!

And then I am sitting at the bus stop and I check tik tok and realize it was a full song! A full song about a long-distance relationship! And I start SOBBING!!!! Because guess what? That song is SAD!

So I go from absolutely forgetting every bad thing that had ever happened to me to full-on crying about a failed relationship I was still not over!!! In the middle of 5th Avenue, no less!!!!

Idk if you've heard the full thing, but it is DEPRESSING! It's basically the opposite of Francesca (or the "I'd do it all over again" motif) ! He literally sings "And there are some people, love, who are better unknown" like??? Imagine thinking you're better off never someone than knowing them at all! (which, I know is my interpretation, and I can very much be wrong but that's what it's giving to me!) I can imagine! I was still in that mindset! Especially since this one was about a long-distance relationship! It hit me too fucking hard!!! I have literally ignored every live performance I've come across of it on social media since because it makes me absolutely sob!!! I wish I was joking!

Anyway, a hilarious bookend to this: the day he announced in that Instagram Q&A the date Unknown was officially being released? Guess who I was seeing in concert that night? That's right! Carly Rae FUCKING Jepsen!!!!! *Insert the "If I had a nickel" meme here*

But yeah, he got the real long-distance thing down to a fucking t, especially with the second verse, "Funny how true colors shine in darkness and in secrecy. If there were scarlet flags, they washed out in thе mind of me" because yeah, you can forgive a lot of shit when the person isn't physically in front of you! Also, "Where a blinding light shonе on you every night Either side of my sleep" to me is just a fancy little way of saying face time/late night calls lol. (Again, I could be wrong, but still!)

But (I am sorry for repeating "But"... BUT!) he also confirmed it's from circle 9, which is treachery! Which... well I am not defining a successful relationship as treachery, I'm sorry! Judas is in that circle! And I did too many years in Catholic school to know what that guy fucking did!

Anyway, unlike me and my ex (and whoever the fuck Hoz is singing about, may they have their peace and never have to hear this one randomly in a store or some shit), Andrew and Lovely are definitely on better terms in my mind and are absolutely thriving <3 As I said before, love those crazy kids! They're in their own universe probably looking at rings as we speak! Or face-timing since he's out on the road! Good for them!

This is also not an insult to long-distance relationships in general. I loved that shit. It was wonderful! The guy, though? He sucks! And I am still doing some reflecting on that (which I am sure will continue once I force myself to listen to Unknown in a non tik tok way!)

Lovely Anon, I know this is not the answer you expected, but hopefully, it makes you chuckle! Or at least gets you to listen to the greatest album ever made: Emotion, by Carly Rae Jepsen!

PS: thank you for that other ask because I have been putting "no plan" back into my rotation of songs and oh boy I forgot how fucking good it was!!!!!

PPS: I hope this didn't come off as too, "Uhm, actually!" because that was not my intent! The opening, out of context, is absolutely Lovely and Andrew coded! But the rest? Oh, she has words for him!!!!!

#like I said I know this is not what you expected but that song really hits me HARD #and I really don't cry to songs #except maybe treacherous and would've could've should've but that is for OTHER REASONS #anyway again i am sorry for this silly story #anyway these songs of his make me want to write an essay on the way hoz plays with perspective and how mayhaps he is the problem!#but again another story for another day #i need to go to bed lmfao #I need to start tagging these asks uhhh how about #lyn needs to stop talking

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nyxofdemons · 6 months

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THE WAY THAT THEY INVENTED ROMANCE WITH THIS SONG???? HELLO?????

#'i don't know why you waste your time on me' 'baby; all i got is time!' OH MY *GOD*#WHY IS THAT THE MOST ROMANTIC THING THATS EVER HAPPENED #im screaming and crying knowing no one else will ever have what they do #like i am so serious ive never REALLY cried at this show before but this song got me so bad #theyre so fucking cute. im going to lay on the floor and be overwhelmed by yearning #mine #fave #<- yes im tagging my own posts w this #helluva boss #helluva boss spoilers #fizzarolli #asmodeus #fizzmodeus #helluva boss fizzarolli #fizzarolli helluva boss #asmodeus helluva boss #helluva boss asmodeus #e: mammon's magnificent musical mid-season special

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babbimetal · 2 months

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SHUT. THE. FUCK. UPPP

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artekai · 4 months

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HZD was such a magical experience. It was a game about the apocalypse, but it still left me feeling hopeful by the end, twisting the despair it made me feel over its past into something like appreciation for everything we still have. It was a game about life and death, about nature and both its vulnerability and its resilience, about how technology can be used for either good or bad, about how it could destroy us but also save us depending on how we use it. It was a game about GAIA and Elisabet's love for the world (and each other), it was about a lonely queer girl's personal quest to find her mother that turned into a quest to save her homeworld, it was the story of an outcast who became the chosen one she never wanted to be, who went from carrying the weight of negative expectations to the weight of positive ones on her shoulders, it was about showcasing both the best and the worst of humanity, while still reassuring us that the effort we put into this world is worth it, even against impossible odds, because this is a world worth fighting for, and there might always be bad but there will also always be good, and life on Earth is worth protecting.

It was so deeply beautiful and moving and at the end of the day it was just a game. I wish I could play it for the first time again

#this hope and sappiness is so uncharacteristic of me... i guess this game really does bring out things i didn't know i had in me huh.#of course i never thought hzd was perfect but.... it had such a strong emotional core that i really miss #yes i listened to sad machine and started crying about gaia again. how do you know?#because i only get this emotional about hzd when i listen to sad machine? ah yes of course.#i mean this is THE song that really sends me back and puts me in the mindset i was in when i was finishing the game for the first time....#maybe i should just replay hzd and pretend i don't know anything about it. i could use the pick-me-up #but i don't WANNA replay it i just wanna relive that first experience :( i miss her i just want her back #i'm just gonna keep crying for now brb #ramble #hzd

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crystariumoath · 2 years

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It's too late to say goodbye..

#khgraphics #khgifs #khedits #kingdom hearts #KH1 #KH2 #KH3 #KH3 Remind #Sora #Kairi #Sokai #my gifs #my coloring #not free to use #don't repost #I can't tell you how long it took mask each one of these gifs;; but love this song and it actually fits #This idea for set came to me actually while listening to this song tbh I really want to try and make more complex gif sets too #This turned out be more emotional than I thought got me crying while making these #I am really proud of how all these turned out makes me happy see my blending multiple into one has improved

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chill-vibes-but-rainbow-panic · 6 months

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"God is Really Real"? Yeah, it's fine. I don't dislike it, but the calmer AJR songs don't tend to 'click' with me as much for some reason. Guess there just isn't anything that really stuck out to-

#Honestly I don't think I was really *listening* to the song until I heard this line #And since then I really like it #It did something to me /pos #Especially because it is so close to the end #It kinda recontextualizes the whole song #And don't even Get Me Started on “And we won't cry about it no we'll be manly men” right before #There is so much there #Maybe I should listen to Call My Dad #ajr #ajr songs #the maybe man

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sysig · 1 month

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It started with a whisper ♥ (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Helix #ZEX #Crackship #Xigbar #Of all the crackships that I didn't expect I probably wouldn't have expected these two the most lol #I super wasn't expecting to feel So strongly about them this is like multi-tier Big Feelings in varying directions #One - ZEX - obvious (lol) | Two - Xigbar (hehe II hehehe) - I think I mentioned it like maaaybe once over here but I was Huge into KH #Specifically Org XIII specifically-specifically 358/2 it is the only game in the Kingdom Hearts line that I've beaten and probably ever will #Oh no wait that's not true I did play through all of the DS release of Re:Coded but like......does that count lol I think no #I played the intro of Kingdom Hearts II and shut it off after the bit with Roxas and Sora like - the egg scene how do I non-spoilers this #I own it and I will never beat it I am too sad I want only my Nobodies lol <3 #Kingdom Hearts had a big influence on me - that and Magic Knight Rayearth are a big explanation as to Why I'm Like This lol #Cough cough casting away the dark parts of your heart only for it to come back and bite you later and also The Gay™ lol #But AnyWay lol - Xigbar!#He wasn't my favourite-favourite - aside from Main Characters that'd probably go to Marluxia - but I still hold him very fondly!!#Definitely doodled him a good bit he's very handsome ♪#And just - ah ♥ An old fave and a new(er) fave interacting and making each other happy and feel nice and play well I just fsalkfdf #As well as that being Max's body! There's something heightening about all these different aspects that was just overwhelming to me haha <3 #If it's not already obvious - yes this was the happy cries lol this is the only explanation I have haha #I feel very strongly about Them and Interactions and Feeling Nice and fjdslafsdf #Anyway! This isn't Just them! Just a lot haha ♪#I have started a playlist lol - so far it's just this song - Everybody Talks - but some of the others from SCII playlist fit well too :)#The rest is just ZEX being cute hehe <3 ZEX not understanding what crying is is very interesting to me :3c No VUX equivalent?#Seems like they don't have the same kinds of chemicals like adrenaline et al so I guess a flushing system isn't as necessary! Interesting :D #ZEX fumbliness leading to him being a bit on the back foot is so cute hehe <3 He wants so loudly and openly but actually accomplishing it-#I also really like how he holds himself - all the tension through him to fight against new muscles and bone everything too alien!#I imagine his hands as being very rigid and all the fingers pulled together straight but that could just be how he describes bones hehe #Alien in there <3 Plenty to read into :3c

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dummerjan · 2 months

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i just came across ai covers on youtube and people are requesting songs in the comments instead of getting enraged and i am further losing hope in humanity and turning to misanthropy

#meins #for a minute i got really excited about henning may singing take me to church :(#i hate people #have you no appreciation for or understanding of art? clearly not.#why would you want to listen to an ai generated song? even if it sounds like your favourite singer it's not them #it has no feelings to meaning to intention. it is empty and soulless #reading the booklet for sinéad o'connor's album of traditional irish and folk songs gave me so much appreciation for her #she wrote a little bit about each song. why she chose it or what it means to her.#it has added so much to my enjoyment of those songs and i think of it whenver i listen to it #they were chosen with intention with love with a deep appreciation for the music and lyrics and there is a story behind it all #it is art and love and human #i see aboslutely no appeal in ai generated 'music' or 'art'#and i hate that i fell for it for a minute #i was sceptical because i had never heard of henning may covering hozier and since it wasn't just 20-60 sec i am certain #i would have heard about it by now #and something was just a little bit... unsatisfying? something was missing which does apply to a lot of cover songs #(i could go on hour long rants about why people fuck up danny boy (and sinéad o'connor does it best (because she actually takes her time)#or trash madonna's version of don't cry for me argentina (again a song ruined for by everybody else but sinéad - once she has sung somethin #i have a hard time enjoying it by anybody else. the parting glass is an exception. hozier's version is phenomenal))#but! henning may not giving it his all for a cover? unlikely. very unlikely.#anyway this concludes my tuesday night rant. rather here in the tags than some poor person's inbox.#or i would have kept fuming by myself for another hour or two

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everywhere-all-around-the-world · 19 days

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#there are three categories of motivational songs #“I believe in you you can get through this I will give you a hug it will get better”#which is this #then there's “woo you got this! keep going!” which is like seventeen fighting #then there's “you are the most confident amazing person ever. go forth into the world” which is like gidle lion or skz easy or mamamoo hip #basically this is the motivational playlist I listen to while crying curled up on my bed making the decision to get up and keep moving #kpop #kpop polls #polls #itzy #nct #nct dream #ateez #atz #stray kids #skz #h1 key #day6 #tomorrow x together #txt #seventeen #svt #I have been the most inconsistent poll person ever recently I think i've given up on my old consistent scheduling #also nct dream loses on every poll I put up. I don't know why that happens I guess we just have strong competitors.#hope they get more votes this time because wow I felt sad at the lack of enthusiasm for broken melodies on a previous poll #I don't really stan them but damn I def like their stuff stream smoothie guys

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booskwan · 9 days

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i'm not an aroha i never really have been but i heard about fly and now i am crying

#it feels weird to say because i feel like people will judge me for it #but to be vulnerable for a minute moonbin's passing really hit me hard #i really don't know why but it did #and i was just crying every day for a week or two straight #i didn't gif or really come out of my room or anything i just sat around and was sad a lot of the time #and i still get emotional about it all the time #whether listening to yawn or any of seungkwan's recent covers/songs or just out of the blue #idk why i'm saying all this lol but there's probably others who have felt like this and i guess i just want to say you're not alone #and it's not weird to cry for someone you don't really know anything about or who you've never had any kind of connection with #idk i'm rambling idk what i'm saying i love u all #theo.txt #death tw #< lmk if i need to tag differently

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statementlou · 14 days

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sometimes I fantasize about Louis covering this soft beautiful song about (IMO) the struggles of fame and the images they want to sell but how the love of and for the fans and performing for them makes it all worth it (lyrics under the cut)

You always were the one that knew They sold us for the likes of you I always wanted new surroundings A room to rent while the lizards lay crying in the heat Trying to remember who to meet I would take a foxy kind of stand While tens of thousands found me in demand When you rock and roll with me No one else I'd rather be Nobody here can do it for me I'm in tears again When you rock and roll with me Gentle hearts are counted down The queue is out of sight and out of sounds Me, I'm out of breath, but not quite doubting I've found a door which lets me out! When you rock and roll with me No one else I'd rather be Nobody down here can do it for me I'm in tears again When you rock and roll with me Oh, when you rock and roll with me There's no one else I'd rather be Nobody down here can do it for me When you rock and roll with me When you rock and roll, when you rock and roll with me No one else I'd rather, I'd rather be Nobody here can do it for me I'm in tears, I'm in tears When you rock and roll with me

#and remember that bowie was ofc (sort of) closeted and fighting it like hell at this time #something I think is very present in this song #like he kept saying he was queer and it kept being brushed aside and he kept being sold as something else #anyway I just think it's such a pretty song really imagine Louis doing it?? it would be A LOT #it would really showcase his ability to emote with his vocals #(I would cry we would all be in tears)#vocally it would be... well he'd just do it his own way. covers don't have to be exactly the same! i thnk it would sound beautiful #in his tone and register and slightly different style and arrangement I suppose #get steve on it #rock and roll with me

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lacallemojada · 2 years

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#station19edit #station 19 #carina deluca #maya bishop #you can yell at me but please don't hate me #i've been thinking about the episode since it aired #and i've been obsessed with this song since friday #i thought it was fitting and also these lyrics capture maya and carina in last episode pretty well #sooooooorry #not sorry really #listen to the song think about them and cry with me #by apf #ps: yes it's the loneliest by maneskin

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fobnsfwdoodles · 9 months

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When your stitch comes loose I wanna sleep on every piece of fuzz and stuffing that comes out

#i never really feel a thing im too froze... the permafrost dreaming of spring #hold me tight or don't #thinking of the way pete doesn't touch Patrick anymore #quick question how are y'all ever not crying about Pete #we were lovers first confidants but never friends #were we ever friends?#best friends ex friend til the end better off as lovers #the distance between us sharpens me like a knife #letting people down is my thing baby find yourself a new gig #look idk how to understand every detail in any other way than that they used to experiment but for pete it was real and lasted and for Pat #it didn't #tell me how else to interpret the shit are they okay #i need to know that Pete is okay #mania #pete #Patrick #fall out boy #Patrick stump #Pete wentz #i had this imagery in my head the first time i heard the song so many years ago #i can't believe it's real now

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marivenah · 1 year

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bonded through the force, they cannot be who they are without the other

#oc: shireen oqir #x: to your deepest low #myedit*#templatebyme*#they have a force bond going on so whenever they flop they flop together 🥰#they really have me by the throat rn idk how they do it but every time i come back to sw i'm in SO DEEP #also don't look at me i needed to make sure everyone knows about the gb x mw dynamic #didn't mean to hijack the song but it's just everything to me #they can be besties with ani*dala ig <3 #all of their contacts are men this is so sad #also oh my first edit for them...#anyways gonna crawl back into my hole and cry and think of more ways to make them suffer and then cry again

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doushiteworld · 7 months

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Proseka friend told me that both God-Ish and All I Need Are Things I Like are being added to the game on JP covered by Nightcord (God-Ish) and Wonderlands x Showtime (All I Need Are Things I Like) and oh boy am I scared. They're also adding (Not) a Devil but it's not covered so I'm not worried about that

#look. I didn't like the nightcord non-breath oblige cover. I don't think I ever went into detail as to why but I really don't like it #I think. Non-Breath was a bad choice for them to cover music wise. I think God-Ish is better. because it's not as energetic #not a bad thing!! God-ish feels whispery which is so Nightcord's thing. Non-Breath was too high energy for them to pull off good #...so I'm gonna be double upset if they fuck up God-ish actually. I don't even care for God-Ish that much #Like I cared for Non-Breath so much. so it stung when they kinda missed the mark with it ^^:#I'm like. a little less worried about about WxS. Because they made like. The one Pino cover In the game I actually like #Ignoring the Saki and Tsukasa Cosmospice cover. I hate that cover so much sorry #But also like. All I Need Are Things I Like is one of THE PinocchioP songs of all time. to me. so like #I hold the same sort of attachments towards it as I do to Non-Breath. So if they do fumble the net with it I'm gonna cry #Also. I know. there's a possibility that TikTok. Will pick up on it #And I don't think I'm gonna mind too much. If they run with God-Ish more. because I think it's kinda hard to miss the thing with God-Ish #But if they make some fucking trend audio with All I Need Are Things I Like that completely misses the point of the song somehow.#I'm going to riot. I never got TikTok 'ruining songs'. Until both Non-Breath and Anonymous M became like. funny trend audios.#I made a better post on my main blog about this I'll reblog it here maybe #Guys I promise I like Proseka It's just my liking of PinocchioP comes before that #I like being a little hater also tho #pinocchio p #pinocchiop #vocaloid #pinocchio-p #project sekai #proseka #doushiteworld.txt

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dont-be-late-to-the-dance · 5 months

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Tried to get back into my Serrennedy childhood friend AU. And if I am allowed to be very personal on main for a moment, I think my being unable to work on a fic where Leon has a shit load of trauma because of my trauma is Something

And I'm realizing there's probably a lot more to unpack than I thought. I thought the reason trying to reread any of it and working on the draft for the next chapter was simply because I wrote it while in the traumatic situation, so it reminded me of it.

I didn't ever intentionally channel what I was going through into the fic… but it slipped in. Leon's hair not being washed often enough. One of the many, MANY traumatic things that happened this year was our landlord illegally having our water shut off, which we pretty much just lived with because we didn't think it was worth fighting. So I did go an extended period of time without bathing. (We had a gym membership where we could shower, but I have sensory issues with showers so :/)

Leon having no one except Luis. That's not a more specific trauma, but I've struggled with feeling lonely for a long ass time now, and the more recent big trauma fest definitely worsened the problem, because literally no one knows the full extent of it. I can't really talk about it because some of it is stuff that's been slowly building for years and the trauma dumps would have their own trauma dumps. Even with a couple close friends, that already know the background and wouldn't need all the context, I haven't felt like I could talk about it because a lot of the most traumatic elements are almost entirely self inflicted, which makes it embarrassing to admit to. (Things would have been traumatic no matter what, but it could have been significantly less traumatic.)

The dirty hair and loneliness are currently the only connections to my personal trauma that I'm aware of, but I'm certain more of it slipped in that I'd notice if I reread all of it. After having the realization about those, I just had to close everything I had open related to it because I'm just. Not ready to unpack all of that.

I think unpacking it will be necessary and therapeutic, but it'll be messy and probably get worse before it gets better, and the one very amazing event that served as my lifeline to keep going and not just give up on life when I was in the thick of the bad situation is in less than a week, and there's absolutely no way I'm going to risk jeopardizing my enjoyment of it by falling apart before it.

#i feel bad putting this in the main ship tags but i really need to get this off my chest #it's been festering for a long while #serennedy #serrennedy #rlly wish i was a fictional character so someone would make a post psycho analyzing me #bc the childhood friend AU is def a unique convergence of a Lot of trauma bc it's the only one that hits me so fucking hard #seriously it hits me HARD. ugly sobbing every time ive tried to revisit it. even tho other things w pieces of trauma don't do that to me #the piece of the rockstar AU that has luis sleeping in his car because he was evicted? absolutely 100% certified Heather's Trauma™ moment #and yet the rockstar au just makes me HAPPY. no tears #ok im done w this topic now. gonna get off here and have a geddy lee therapy session #(letting myself ugly cry while listening to a specific rush song) tonight but tomorrow will be happy #god i hope i don't wake up embarrassed i posted this tho

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