#and I don’t remember how cater responded but later while watching lilia interact with diasomnia and call them his family he thinks lilia is

[calloohly]

heeheehee

#this was inspired by #a moment in cater’s #halloween story I think? #where he is telling lilia and Kalim about having to move around a lot and he never formed permanent connections because of it #and lilia says something along the lines of ‘I can relate’ #and I don’t remember how cater responded but later while watching lilia interact with diasomnia and call them his family he thinks lilia is #a hypocrite and that he could never understand how cater feels #and in general just feels pretty bitter towards lilia #and I think that’s one of his defining character moments for me #an i just think it’s funny lol #plus it’s not like this is something cater would actually post because than people would see past his carefully constructed persona #and I do think that he genuinely wants other people to be happy and likes other people #but also #I just feel like he holds a lot of resentment in his heart #for people getting things he envies and not seeing through his facade enough to help him #despite doing nothing to reduce said facade… #anyways this is a lot of character thoughts for what was supposed to be a funny meme redraw #twst #twisted wonderland #cater diamond #my art #meme redraw