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ivyuns · 3 years
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[1:04 am] lee felix
bf! felix x gn reader
tw: mentions of family death and starving
your mom passed so suddenly and with the whole pandemic, you couldn’t go inside the hospital and say your final words to her.
today was her funeral and you came home, crying on your bed in the dark. your crying lasted for a few minutes and ended up falling deep asleep.
“y/n?” felix calls out. not hearing a response, walks towards your bedroom and knocks before entering. opening the door, felix sees you hugging the stuffed animal your mom gave you as a little kid with dry tears on your face.
your body was under your covers but he knew that you had lost so much weight after the news of your mother passing. felix goes to your side and caresses your hair, tucking it behind your ear.
“y/n, baby”
hearing the soft voice of your boyfriend stirred you out of your slumber. “hm?” you mumbled. “y/n baby you need to eat. have you eaten today?” you shook your head a no. “baby, you should eat. what will your mom think after she sees you not eating? i promised your mom that i will take care of you no matter what.”
the tears come running down your face again as you recall the enjoyable times your mom and felix had. “i-i’m sorry”
“baby, you don’t need to be sorry” felix wipes your tears away. “it’ll be okay. now how about i go make you food , hm?” felix says and leaves you until you grabbed his hand.
“don’t leave me” you whispered.
“oh baby, i promise i’ll be with you forever” felix tells you and leans in for a kiss on your lips. a smile appeared on your face, knowing that felix will be here with you, no matter what happens.
“now let’s go”
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note: here’s something little before i post the fifth part of landing in your heart. again, my apologies for the very slow update.
inspired by an event that happened recently.
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ivyuns · 3 years
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violation❆♞♣
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hwang hyunjin
genre: angst | bit of fluff
word count: 1.7k
warnings: swearing, mentions of guns, blood, death, pregnancy + not proof read oops lol
A/N: lol hyunjin kinda psycho in this
this was drowning in my drafts since may omg
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mafia!hyunjin x fembarista!reader
y/f/n = ur fiance’s name
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you owned your own cafe in downtown seoul. your customers and employees were always great people and bought positivity around you. it was currently a busy day and everyone was in and out of the main entrance. the employees were trying their best to stay calm and keep a positivity mindset. you however, were distracted by the co-owner, hwang hyunjin.
hyunjin always seemed like that flirty but a suspicious type. everyone told you to stay away from him since you were little but how could you when you two were inseparable. it all started in kindergarten.
you were running around the classroom til your teacher yelled out “stop” and everyone looked at her. you saw a little boy. next to the teacher, waiting to be introduced. “hello kids, we have a new student! please introduce youself.” the teacher says.
“hi im sam hwang from korea. please take care of me” he says softly and hides. the teacher tells him theres nothing to be scared of and let him wonder around the classroom. you went up to him and introduced yourself. “hi sam! my name is y/n kwon. i’m also from korea!”. hyunjins head went up and eyes went big. “y-you’re from korea?!” he stuttered since he was lowkey excited that someone in his class was korean, just like him. you smiled and nodded your head. you grabbed his hand and dragged him to the playground to continue recess.
2 years later in summer, your best friend came over with his parents to tell these news. hyunjin came in your room with a sad smile as you were playing with your stuffed animals. you looked up and smiled at him, “hi hyunjin!” you said cheerfully, obviously in a better mood than him. “y/n, i need to tell you something” he said sadly. he went to go sit across of you and picked up some of the toys around your room.
“i’m moving back to korea.” you stopped your actions after hearing what he said. “moving? why?” you looked up at him. “m-my parents said it’s best for us to go back to korea because we only came here for my dad’s work, but he ended up leaving the job and now we’re going to go back” hyunjin looks up to see tears falling out of your eyes. he went to your side and hugged you, telling you that you’ll be spending quality time before he leaves.
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after moving back to korea after years hyunjin left you, you opened your own cafe. as your shop was almost completed for the grand opening, hyunjin happened to pass by your shop. he looked through the window and saw a girl that looked so familiar to him.
knocking on the window to get your attention, you go the the door to unlock it and stick your head out of the window. “hyunjin?!” he looks at you with his eyes big. “y/n? what are you doing here?” hyunjin asks. “i recently moved here and now im starting a business” hyunjin nods his head.
“are you looking for any employees?” nodding your head. “yeah but i guess around this area, nobody wants to work at a cafe” you joked. “maybe i can help? i-i mean if you want to” hyunjin laughs. nodding your head, you lead him inside the cafe. hyunjin looks at your artwork and the nicely decorated shop, amazed.
handing a paper that has all the requirements and terms in order to start working here. after hyunjin was done signing it, you looked at the paper and gave him a thumbs up. “looks good! ill give you a call whenever we start” hyunjin nods his head and waves a goodbye to you.as hyunjin exits, he now knows where his target is.
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2 hours earlier:
“hwang” chan calls out.
hyunjin looks up from his phone and sees chan carrying files. “remember that girl youd always talk about? kwon y/n? your childhood best friend back in america?” he nods. “apparently her dad is in a gang too and stole our money for whatever reason. so now your mission is to find her, bring her here, and kill her”
hyunjin gulps.‘why? did you do something wrong? what do you have to deal with this? does she know about this?’ all of hyunjins thoughts were about you. “ill do it”he knows he cant do it. but he has to or else he’ll be kicked out of stray kids. after moving back to korea and his parents suddenly passing, he was lonely. until stray kids saved him from being in the dark and invited him to their family. he gladly accepted.
hyunjin goes to his room and does research about you. he finds your instagram and sees that youre opening a cafe around the little area of downtown seoul which was a few hours away from his place. after enough of his little research, he grabs his jacket and heads out to find you.
present time:
the first week of the grand opening was a hassle. the cafe was always packed and made the employees feel stressed. as the cafe was almost settled, you told the workers to take a break as you and hyunjin will do everything else.
finishing an iced americano, you could see from the corner of your eyes and sees hyunjins strange actions. ignoring it, you gave the drink to the correct customer and continued making drinks.
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closing time finally happened and everyone left out a huge sigh. having a group meeting, you gave everyone their weekly paycheck. “thank you everyone for working hard. i will see you tomorrow morning!” you waved goodbye and smiled. as soon as you saw almost everyone leave, you turned around and started cleaning.
hyunjin goes next to you and helps you clean the counters and machines. “jin, you know you can leave you know?” you told him as hyunjin lets out a chuckle. “nah its alright. plus as the second ceo, i shall help you” hyunjin winks. stopping your actions, you playfully smack hyunjin across his chest. “hey hey, im just joking. but still, after we finish cleaning, ill take you home” “but you said you have an exam tomorrow? shouldnt you be going home and start studying?” you asked. hyunjin nods his head, defeated. “alright you got me. i promise ill take you home another time” nodding your head, he goes and gets his belongings and leaves.
quickly cleaning the shop, you turn off all the lights and lock all of the doors. turning around to see the whole cafe in one point of view, a smile grew on your face. plugging your earphones in to walk home with your music blasting and texting your family group chat.
y/n: on my way home. the cafe was a success this week :)
mum <3: cheers to a successful opening
dad: come home safely, my son in law is waiting for you
smiling from the excitement, you started walking down the street to get to your house. as you entered this street, it was dark with the moonlight shining. feeling someone following you, you turned around and saw nobody. pulling up hyunjins contact on your phone just in case something happened, you continued walking in a fast pace, turning the volume down.
feeling the same aura from before, you quickly pressed the call button but you heard the familiar ringtone.
“sleep tight princess”
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you wake up feeling sore and lost of warmth. opening your eyes, youre in a room thats filled with drywalls and a hwang hyunjin to your left, sitting on a chair. “h-hyunjin?” you called out his name. he looks up from your phone after reading every conversation you had that was about him. “the princess has finally awoken from her slumber” hyunjin smirks.
hyunjin gets off of the chair and goes by your side, lifting your chin up. trying to protest only to be stopped as you felt your limbs tied up. “now now princess, no need to get feisty” hyunjin laughs. “what the fuck do you want hyunjin” “hmm? you really dont know?” shaking your head, hyunjin gets up and walks around the room.
“so, youre saying you dont know what your dad has been doing? the fact that he stole money from me just to help you other with the small disgusting shop of yours?” it hurt. both you and hyunjin. hyunjin wanted to give his mission up and hug you, wipe your tears away and apologize. you were more than hurt. more like angry. hyunjin knew you wanted a cafe when you grew up and he supported you more than anything.
“the fuck are you talking about? youre assuming that my dad stole money from you? from what information is getting in that head of yours?” you shouted out. hyunjin grabs his gun and clicks it. you hear the click and your attention is immediately on hyunjin. “h-hyunjin whatever youre wanting to do, put the gun down first” hyunjin closes his eyes as he feels fresh tears escaping and shakes his head.
“hwang hyunjin! do you not know what youre about to do? tell me what you want from us. we’ll give you your money back- anything just dont pull it-” you stopped talking as soon as you see him point the gun at you. “please hyunjin dont. im pregnant-”
he pulled the trigger.
everyone in the house heard the gun go off and goes to the basement. stopping as they heard hyunjins sobs, they see him on his knees, holding your bloody body and cries into your hair.
chan goes to hyunjin and pats him on the back. “you finally did it hwang”
as hyunjin takes his seat during your funeral, he sees your family and y/f/n go up the stage. after each family member said what they had to say about you and your death, as well as your unborn baby, everybody was now crying their eyes out. “my sunshine. thank you for everyone you love feel happy and we are deeply happy that you were able to start your own business. with the past events, i shouldve came by and picked you up from work before i lost both you and our child. without your presence, nothing will bring a smile onto my face. i love you so much kwon y/n, and i hope you fly high with our baby girl”
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lowering your casket down, everyone leaned on each other, crying after they realized the kwon y/n has suddenly passed for an unknown reason at a young age. hyunjin just leaned on a pole and cried. looking up in the sky, he see something that had a little smile form on his face.
‘you’ll be next, hwang’
hyunjin gets into reality and turns around to see who whispered to him. seeing nobody, hyunjins future is now crumbling.
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END <3
tf is the end 🥴
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ivyuns · 3 years
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landing in my heart info !
✧・゚: *✧・゚:*    *:・゚✧*:・゚✧
information:
CURRENTLY ON HOLD!
this series is based on the kdrama, crash landing on you. some scenes won’t be making onto the parts for this series.
i plan on starting this somewhere in december and have 16 parts, just like the amount of episodes there is. each part will be an episode and i’ll try posting 2-3 parts a month so cheers to a long journey! if there’s a time where i only post a chapter each month, plz be patient,, lately i don’t have time to create fics due to school. whenever i’m on break, i’ll be sure to post more :)
location is at south korea, north korea, and switzerland. let’s meet the characters!
characters:
ri jeonghyuk as han jisung
military leader of company five
older brother (deceased) mom and dad
dad was a former military leader
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yoon seri as y/n
owns her own famous company (la vie en rose)
2 older brothers, mom and dad
big money gang
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company five as hyunjin, felix, seungmin and jeongin
‘company five’ is a mini group in the military that jisung is supposed to take care of
pyo chi-su as hyunjin
park gwangbeom as seungmin
kim jumeok as felix
geum eundong as jeongin
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seo dan as yiseo (yeji)
arranged marriage with jisung (one sided love)
studied overseas
sis don’t show her emotions
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gu seungjoon as minseok
most wanted so he stays in different hotels
used to want y/n
loves yiseo
hates jisung
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additional characters:
y/n’s family:
yoon jeungpyeong = dad
han jeongyeon = mom
yoon sejun = older brother
yoon sehyeong = older brother
do hyeji = sejun’s wife
ko sanga = sehyeong’s wife
jisungs family:
chungryeol = dad
yunhui = mom
muhyeok = brother
seo dan’s family
ko myeongeun = mom
ko myeongseok = uncle
SKZ military:
cho cheolgang
leader
dudes a psycho
jung manbok
he’s actually nice
has a family
✧・゚: *✧・゚:*    *:・゚✧*:・゚✧
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* i do not own anything but the writing for these series! credits to owners *
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ivyuns · 4 years
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lost ❆✰
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seo changbin
genre: angst / fluff
warnings: pregnancy + car accidents + a vv bad fluffy ending
words: 2.1k
A/N: i wanna write for jeongin and minho more often but i’ve just lost my marbles 😔
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waking up from your slumber at 7 am, you hear shuffling with the sun rays shining on your face. rubbing your eyes to see better, you see your fiance getting ready for work. as changbin checks the mirror to see his outfit and sees that you had woken up. he goes to your side of bed and bends down and kisses you. “morning my love” and goes down to your swollen belly. “morning princess. be good for mommy, daddy loves you” and places a kiss.
the sight of changbin talking to your baby girl made you place a smile. changbin lifts his head up and checks the time. “ah, i got to go y/n. ill see you later”. as his last footsteps leave the bedroom door, you go on your feet and jog to changbin. catching up with him, you back hug him, making changbin relax with your warmth. “i love you bin”. he turns around and hugs you not too tight to suffocate the baby. “i love you too baby” as he kisses his forehead.
following changbin to the front door, making sure he has everything he needs. waving a goodbye to him and almost closing the door, changbin ran back to y/n and gave her a quick peck then ran to the car. making sure to see hes safely in the car, you both wave at each other then closed the door. turning around to get ready for the day.
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now 4:39 pm and laying down on the couch while eating your cravings and watching your kdramas, you felt a kick. looking down at your belly and placing your hands on it, you feel your baby kicking. “when your dad sees this, hes going to be on cloud nine love”.
hearing your phone go off, you reach to grab your phone and see changbin texting you.
| binnie baby 💕
babyyyy
i miss you
can you come to the studio 🥺
replying with a “otw” with a heart emoji, you carefully clean up your mess with the contractions you have. going upstairs to change to normal clothes rather than going out looking like a mess. grabbing your keys and heading to the garage, you unlock your car and start the car and blasting your favorite jams.
arriving at the studio, you parked your car in the parking garage. looking across the street, you see the members favorite take out food. crossing the street and entering the resterordering everyones favorite meal, especially for you since you ate for two. thanking the worker, you grabbed the bags and waited outside to cross the street.
finally turning green, you walked across and heard people yelling you to stop. turning to your left, you see a car, speeding. frozen on the spot, life taking you with the bags flying out of your hands.. you felt yourself on the hood of the car, making the windshield cracking. with the driver pressing the emergency brakes, you felt your body falling onto the concrete floor.
changbin who was looking down on his phone and waiting to cross the street to get the boys some food. hearing crashing and screaming, he looks up so see someone who got in a car crash. running to the incident, he looks at the figure who had been ran over, noticing it was you. only seeing your head bleeding and blood around the bottom of your body.
“baby! oh my god im so sorry” hearing the familiar voice made you open your eyes slightly. “c-changbin” you tried to find his hand with your shaking figure. changbin, who quickly calls the ambulance and ends the call after he tells them what happened. “im right here baby. keep your eyes open, please”. nodding you head and trying to stay awake. feeling sleepy, your eyes began to fail on keeping you awake. hearing the sirens coming closer, you whispered a “i love you bin” and close your eyes and gave a final breath, letting go of changbins hands. only to have changbin shake your body with his tears falling uncontrollably.
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the rest of the members who arrived at the hospital and seeing changbin with his head in his bloody hands. seungmin goes to sit next to him and comfort him, as well as the other members. “im sorry seungmin” changbin says as he lifts up his head and look at seungmin. “this is my fault”. seungmin goes next to changbin and pats his back. “its okay hyung. it wasnt your fault. you didnt know the driver was speeding nor could you control the speed. dont worry, she’ll be oka-” “no she wont! she wont be okay, she has a baby inside of her and now both of my babies are in danger” changbin says as he sobs onto seungmin’s shoulders.
after changbin was calmed down by the group members and your cousin, he heard his name being called. looking up to see the doctors and wanting to talk to him. changbin got up and went to follow the doctor to your room.
going to sit next to your bed, he sees how bad the car accident did to you. your rosey lips were now pale, your face full of stitches and scars, and your right arm in a cast. on top of that, the bump on your stomach was slowly going down.
“y/n’s condition isnt that bad changbin. just a few injuries but she’ll be alright in no time, as long as shes in the hospital for a few days. and as if for the baby, she was born premature, meaning she will also have to stay in the hospital for a while. thankfully you called us just in time before everything could have gotten more worse if you didnt save her”
changbin thanks the doctor as they make his way out of the room. changbin goes out and tells the members what happened and to go home, making sure to give them any updates. when they left, he goes back to your room to see your eyes blinking to adjust your eyes to the bright light.
“y/n, baby! oh my god i thought i was going to lose you” changbin goes to your bed and gives you a hug. “binnie what happened? what happened to our baby? oh my god im sorry for being so careless” you say as you cried into changbins shoulder.
“you were hit by a car baby. the driver was being so wreckless and kept speeding even thought it was a red light. next thing you see is your body onto the hood then on the concrete with blood surrounding you. and our baby, she was born premature and she’ll have to stay here for a few days or weeks. gosh if i didnt ask you to come to the studio today, you wouldnt be in the situation and our baby would still be healthy.” at this point, he couldnt hold it in anymore. seeing you all hurt and your baby girl born premature made the tears fall more.
“bin, its okay. im alive and so is our baby and that matters most” you said and gave him your biggest smile that he loves the most.
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a week after getting released from the hospital and 3 months for your baby girl to come home. after an argument with changbin on what to name her, the final choice was minji, seo minji. it was finally time to hold her. sure you and changbin got to see her and how small she was, but now she is the normal size of a baby and how healthy she was. securing her in her car seat with you sitting in the back with her and changbin driving back home.
arriving home and going inside, you take minji who was still in the car seat, to her nursery room which changbin helped you decorate. placing the seat down and taking her out of it, you held her. the feelings of becoming a mom was now happening. “hi my baby, its your mommy. im sorry what happened to you a few months ago because mommy was careless. i hope you already forgave me. know that me and your daddy loves you so so much” and gave her a smile as a tear drop fell.
changbin, who had just brought everything from the hospital inside the house heard you talking to minji. going upstairs to the room, he takes pictures of you holding minji. the sight of it made him feel like the happiest man alive. he goes next to you as the teardrop from you fell and wiped the tears coming out of your eyes.
“she’s really ours y/n” changbin says as he places a kiss on your forehead. “yes she is bin” as you put your head on changbins shoulders as changbin wraps his arm around you, both admiring your daughter.
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3 years had gone by and minji was now 4 years old. with changbin’s day off, you two decided to sleep in until you felt someone go on your bed. slowly drifting back to sleep, thinking it was coco puff, the bichon frise you got for minji’s second birthday until you felt someone shake you.
“mommy~ can we make breakfast? im hungry” mumbles and shakes you. changbin wakes up with something disturbing his beauty sleep. turning to his right, he sees minji on top of you, trying to wake you up. changbin gets up and whispers something into minji’s ear, making her get off of you as both of them left the room, letting you fall back asleep.
waking up to someone shaking you softly and opening your eyes to see changbin holding a tray of breakfast items and minji holding coco puff. “happy birthday mommy/baby!” both minji and changbin said. sitting up into a comfortable position, changbin places the tray on your lap and minji goes to sit next to you on changbins side of the bed as changbin sits where your foot is on the bed.
you were about to grab the fork to start eating til minji grabbed it away from you. stabbing the fluffly pancakes and feeding it to you. satisfied with the taste, you knew it was from your moms recipe who had told changbin how much you loved her pancakes.
you grabbed the fork away from minji and began feeding her, making changbin feel jealous. “hey ji, i had your mom first therefore i should be fed first” he whined and crossed his arms, only to have both you and minji laugh at his sudden behavior. “okay okay, here you big baby” you said and fed him.
after eating, changbin had offered to put your plate up as you did your morning hygiene with minji. minji got done before you and went to your bed and just laid there. changbin came in the bedroom with a smile and sees minji playing with coco puff and walks into the bathroom connected to your room.
“happy birthday y/n, i love you” as he back hugged you. you turn around and gave him a kiss, instantly regretting it since he still had morning breath. “go brush your teeth bin, oh my god ew”. he laughs and goes to his side of the sink.
drying both of your faces, “bin, what do you think of having another kid?” you ask changbin a particular question. “im ready for another one, im just scared that the same thing that happened to minji will happen again. i dont want you to get hurt again” “well bin, if you dont want me to get hurt then i suggest you move your studio in here” with that, changbin’s eyes went wide. “b-baby, youre joking right? when did we-”
“i found out last night and if you couldnt kept it to yourself, this wouldnt had happen” you cut off changbin. “now we just need to tell our pretty little princess and see how she’ll react to it” changbin wraps his arms around you, looking out the door to see minji. “she wanted a little siblings anyways” you told him then left him to go lay down next to minji with changbin following you to the bed as well.
“ji, me and your mom has a surprise for you” changbin spoke up. minji looks at you then to her dad, then back to you. “but mommy, today is your special day, not mine” minji whines to her mom. “lets just say, youre getting a sibling in a few months” you smile at her as she looks like shes on cloud nine.
“mommy, daddy, are you playing around?” minji asks and all you and changbin could do is shake your heads as a no. minji gets up and hugs you both. “thank you mommy and daddy, you two are the best”
months later, you delivered a healthy baby boy named minjun safely. with changbin working at home and minji helping out with her parents felt like ease. finally feeling like a complete family, you and changbin looked at minji playing around with minjun, full of happiness.
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END <3
wtf is this
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ivyuns · 4 years
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we’ll be alright ❆✰
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han jisung
genre: angst / fluff
word count: 0.9k
warnings: suicide thoughts + attempted suicide + self harm
A/N: this fic is based off of personal stuff bc i really be getting sad over stuff ):
this is another bad fic oops hehe, and i didnt want to go too deep into my personal life so im not sure if this is close to suicide??
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nonidol!jisung x fem reader
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sure you felt happy and cheerful but nobody knew how you really felt. everyday after school, you would come home feeling stressful and thoughts of suicide. everyday, just walking around the hallways at school and seeing the girls made feel more insecure. seeing them look so thin and flawless. all you could do is tug your sleeve down so nobody would see the cuts you made and slightly put your head down.
walking to your table in the cafeteria with only a bottle of water for lunch, you see your friends sit down around you with a full meal. you always thought if you barely ate, you would lose pounds but it didnt seem to go well for you. each month, your weight would drop down to 1-2 pounds. feeling useless, you ended up just bringing water to lunch. 
“y/n-ie, when are you going to eat again?” minhee pouted, concerned about you. “dont worry minhee, ill eat soon okay” you smiled and reassured your best friend. “okay whatever you say unnie, if i dont see a different, ill be telling jisung!” minhee threaten and pointed at you as you laughed and made her eat her meal. facing straight to have a drink from your water bottle, you were faced with minjae, your other best friend but who also made jokes that dont seem to be jokes.
“you’ll look like a hippo if you start eating again” minjae smirked. trying to hold in your tears, minhee defended you. “minjae! you know how insecure y/n is! how could you even say that when shes clearly suffering” minhee yelled. “it was just a joke jeez-” you cut off minjae by slamming your hands on the table, grabbing everyone in the cafeteria’s attention. “that sure didnt feel like a joke” by this time, your tears fell and ran out to the washroom. 
heading to a vacant stall and closing the door, you hold in your sobs and grabbed your razor blade. rolling up your sleeves, you see too many cuts all ready made. the tears rolls off of your cheeks and drips onto a open cut you made earlier. hissing from the sting, you out the blade into your uniform pockets and wash your face and calm down. 
looking at yourself in the mirror, you see the dark circles under you eyes and how bad your faded acne scars were. how did jisung still love you? is he just pretending? he deserves better.
looking at the time on your watch, you see its almost 5 minutes left til class was over. you couldnt wait any longer so you rushed out of the washroom and went to your classroom to grab your stuff and left school.
running home, many people on the street looking at you weirdly since school didnt end til another 5 minutes, they knew you ditched early. arriving at home and going to the bathroom, you went to open the cabinet behind the mirror and got the bottle of unknown prescription pills. as you closed the cabinet, you see the love of your life behind you, with fear on his face while tears are steaming down his face
“j-jisung i-” he cut your sentence off and went to turn you around, hugging you. you hugged jisung and leaned your head onto his shoulders. jisungs left arm was hugging your waist and his other arm on your head, gently soothing it. “im sorry jisung” you sobbed into his shoulder. “shhh dont worry baby, its okay. im right here, just let it all out” jisung caressed you, not minding his shirt getting wet from your tears.
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minutes pass by and you calmed down. you broke the hug and stared at jisung. noticing the tears on his face, you wipe them away with your thumb. jisung takes your wrist away from his wrist and leads you to the bed to feel comfortable. “jisung i-” “y/n let me see your wrist” jisung says sternly. you hesitated and lifted up your sleeve. jisung felt so guilty for not noticing your dark time.
“baby why didnt you tell me anything? when did this all happen?” jisung just felt like he had did a bad job at being your boyfriend. “i-i didnt want to tell you anything because i didnt want to bother you about it.” you paused for a second and wipes a few tears away. “and i fell into a dark stage when we started dating. i felt you deserved much better than someone who isnt as ugly as me. sometimes i wonder if you really love me-” jisung had yet again cut you off, but with a kiss. a passionate kiss. jisung lets go and smiles. “and you still think i dont love you? think again baby” he goes to the bathroom to get the first aid kit to clean up your scars.
“but baby, dont ever be scared to talk to me about this okay? minhee told me what happened today and im making you come to school with me and the boys okay? i cant stand you there with the teachers mistreating you and now that asshole minjae talking shit to you.  and with this 3 years of dating, im not letting you out of my sight. i dont care if youre not thin or if you hate how you look. as long as we love each other and dont keep secrets to ourselves, we’ll be alright. i love you y/n” jisung finally says as hes dont patching up the last scar.
‘i love you too, han jisung.”
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this is bad, my bad :(
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ivyuns · 3 years
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ANGIE | ANGE → IVYUNS (ivy-yoons)
ME: she / her — 7teen — asian / american
— jakehoonki + genshin lover 💔 i am a minor so pls be aware
my messages are always open <3
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stray kids — current faves: hours w/o you - lmh : moral of the story - hjs : come back to me again - ksm : a failed valentines date - yjn
enhypen — current faves: not the same - lhs : what do i call you - sjy : 12:45: the sun - sjy : youre worth it - yjw : series: fever - sjy + psh + nrk
txt
spotify playlist 4 angst fics
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MORE:
- i write for enhypen (!), stray kids, and txt (maybe nsb) with mainly angst to fluff plots.
- accepting requests: policies here
- i may not be the best writer, but i certainly do try my best
- part time student so i might not get to you asap 😣
- lets be moots! i promise im nice </3
12/16 TO INFINITY:
- ily guys sm :(
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est. september 2019
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ivyuns · 3 years
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about ivyuns :)
angie : sixteen
she/her : isfj-t
asian • mar 21 • aries
genshin player + luvr!
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genres i write: angst n fluff
groups i write for: skz, enhypen, and txt!
biases:
enhypen: jake, sunghoon, + niki
stray kids: jeongin and jisung
txt: taehyun, beomgyu, + hueningkai
was amore-skz + dazed4jaeyun
request here
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ivyuns · 3 years
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dazed4jaeyun’s wip
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writings in progress collection
ENHYPEN
fever: the series:
loving you - jake
bets - sunghoon
strawberry kisses - niki
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i just finished watching the concert and like let me tell you 🥺 (spoiler alert)
right as it started, stays on the video cheering we’re saying “yohhhh” and i was like ‘i should’ve joined the video cheering’ but i couldn’t find my vlive app number UNTIL the concert started so :((
my mom wanted to watch to concert with me but i told her to go away LOL i wanted to watch it alone
and then they performed a few performances and stg i got scared bc they played this scene where all members were being a bada$$ like pretend they’re in a mafia: y/n got kidnapped and they’re on their way to beat the shit out of whoever kidnapped their y/n ANYWAYS that scared both me and my cousin and i started crying bc i wasn’t used to seungmin being like that 👀
binnie tied seungmo’s shoelaces 🥺🥺
many more performances and they took a break and said their thank you to stays and like yeah that made me cry more bc uwu protect these babies 🥺
hyunjin took pictures of stays who where on the video cheering and i started yelling at my cousin about it bc she’s a hyunjin stan and i just want to be on the video cheering so bad but nOpe + skz took a group photo with stays
spoiler alert: the performance for ta is out (kinda idk) and there’s a korean ver of all in that’s coming out on the 26th, thx to binnie who said it ☺️
oh and felix and chan show their abs ;)
blueprint and mixtape #4 was cute bc they were on a ship and idk it looked cute, everything was cute
gods menu oof let me tell you; they played with knives. KNIVES LIKE SOSNSOAOANWO??!2&2&/&8$&@&%# anyways they good good
a surprise live happen and omg seungmin looked so lost in the beginning like a baby 🥺 they went back stage and answered questions for stays and then they said their goodbye 🥺🥺
my lightstick’s batteries ran out and like sksnskwowjsj i wanted to swing it and sing but sadly couldn’t :(
felix did that tiktok dance and he had a knee pad on and i was like: felix :( i really hope he’s ok like 🥺✨
here’s some pictures LOL these aren’t good quality bc i took these on my phone and i watched the concert on my laptop and with my led lights being too dim— yeah just understand
i also might post some videos on my ig uH— @amoreskz and i posted for the concert lol uh so can u plz like ?? uHm this a bit awkward angelinanitt
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ok hear me out... what about a jealousbf!hyunjin 👉🏻👈🏻 because the reader is hanging out too much with another member
hMMm, i don’t think i’ve done a jealousbf!skzmember but i’ll give it a shot :D
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