#alvojake rant

[alvojake]

idek what I was doin here, but enjoy this drabble that I may or may not finish... (I wrote it at like 3am with a major migraine, so I apologize if it's trash ☠️☠️) this also is probably only going to be lightly edited bc my brain hates me, and I feel like I'm about to pass out from tunnel vision

full fic here!!

paring: bf!heeseung x afab!reader genre: angst w/ fluff??? warning: cussing, mental health issues (overthinking), heeseung forgetting y'alls anniversary, lmk if I need to add anything! wc: 1.3k

The rain had started right before you walked up to their front door, drenching you from head to toe seeing as you had no way of protecting yourself. The raindrops covered the tear streaks that had stained your cheeks from the tears that had fallen moments ago. Lighting cracked in the back, muffling the sound of your sobs. 

You wanted to knock on the door, you knew that they wouldn’t care, they never did. Hell Jay would probably give you an earful, but you wished you were here on more happy terms. You wished you didn’t have to track down your boyfriend only to find him at his friend's house. He never responded to any of your texts and all of your calls would ring until eventually going to voicemail. It was tearing you apart because you didn’t know what you did wrong, why he would forget such an important day and ignore you on top of it all.

You raised your hand to knock, but there was a hesitation in your movements. You were scared, scared of the rejection, scared of the confrontation, scared to see Heeseung mad at you. There was a little voice in your head that was telling you to just forget about it and that you were sure he just hadn’t seen the date. Telling you to forgive him to keep from arguing because arguments normally led to yelling and you hated yelling.

Just as you were about to turn and walk away from the house, the door swung open. Jake was taken aback seeing you standing there, eyes wide as you looked up at him. He was just as shocked as you were, if not more, because why hadn’t you knocked yet? And why were you just standing in the rain?

“Y/n, what the hell are you doing?” He finally spoke, causing you to jump at the tone of his voice. Was he mad? Did you really do something to cause Heeseung to come running to his friends? You tried to rack your brain for anything that could have happened, but the more you dug, the more it started to hurt your head.

Before you could dwell any further, you felt your body being pulled before you could even register it. You were standing at the entrance of Jake and Jay’s house. Your body shivered at the sudden temperature change, a sneeze threatening to break through.

“Stay here. I’m going to get a towel.” Jake’s voice was softer this time, causing your brows to scrunch together.

Jake could clearly see that something was wrong. You were never this quiet, never so out of it as you were. He was shocked to see you standing on the porch, drenched in water as if you had been standing there for a while. Heeseung had said that you were going to stay home because you had a test you wanted to study for, so why were you here now? 

The questions continued to eat at his brain as he walked down the hall, stopping at the entrance of the game room, where they were all huddled.

“Hee, your girl is here,” he said, jabbing a thumb over his shoulder. The silver-haired male looked at Jake, confused. You hadn’t told him you were coming; in fact, he hadn’t heard from you all day. That’s what he thought, at least until he reached for his phone, only to realize that it wasn’t on him.

“Fuck.” He cursed under his breath as he stood from his seat, meeting Jake at the door as he was walking back with a towel which only confused the male further. Jake rolled his eyes before shoving the towel into Heeseung’s chest, annoyance pooling in his eyes.

“She’s drenched, and I'm pretty sure she’s been standing out in the rain.” Jake’s words sent a wave of panic through Heeseung’s body. Why the hell would you just stand in the rain? Or even forget your umbrella?

Grabbing the towel, he walked past Jake towards the front door. As soon as he laid his eyes on you, he knew something was wrong. He, however, pushed that to the side as he wrapped the towel around your body, pulling you close.

“Why the hell were you just standing out there?” Your heart skipped as his voice engulfed you, and your eyes trailed up to meet his.

Heeseung could tell that you had been crying. Your eyes were bloodshot, making the color of your iris stand out. Concern and worry etched themselves into his skin, and his hand came up to cup your face in his palms.

“Baby, what’s wrong?” His voice was softer this time, causing more tears to pull in your eyes, and your bottom lip started to tremble once more.

Heeseung could feel his heart breaking, he hated seeing you like this, wanting nothing more than to make you feel better. He needed to know the source first, though. Needed to know who had hurt his precious baby.

“You’ve been ignoring me.” The way your voice came out so broken and hoarse was enough to completely shatter Heeseung’s heart.

“No, no, baby, I left my phone in the car by accident. I wasn’t ignoring you, I swear.” His reassurance mended your heart a little bit.

Key word: little bit

That still left the underlying issue that he had forgotten about your anniversary. You didn’t wanna speak it into existence in case it started an argument. That was the last thing you wanted right now. Heeseung could tell that there was more than what you were letting on; leaning forward, he pressed a kiss to your forehead, noticing how cold your body was. “Fuck baby, you’re freezing. Come on, I’m sure Jay or Jake have some-”

“It’s our anniversary, Heeseung.” The words tumbled from your lips before you could even stop them. Your hand immediately came up to cover your mouth, and your wide doe eyes looked up at him. Confusion pooled in his eyes; he was sure that it was next week. 

“It’s not until next week, though, beautiful.” He sounded so sure of himself that his eyebrows scrunched together in confusion.

Your breath hitched in your throat, words failing to be spoken, but your eyes did all the talking for you. Heeseung cursed under his breath before pressing a soft kiss on your forehead once more, then making a beeline for the game room. Not even a few seconds later, he was making his way back to you, his jacket in his hand.

You stood still as he pulled the towel off of your body before draping his oversized jacket over your shoulder. His scent instantly fills your senses and brings you some kind of comfort. You weren’t angry; you weren’t even angry, to begin with. No, you were scared. Scared that he knew but just didn’t care. Scared that he had finally grown tired of you. Scared that-

Your thoughts were cut short when Heeseung cupped your face bringing his lips to yours. It was soft, almost a ghost of a kiss, but enough to fill your frigid body with warmth.

“Whatever you’re thinking, stop. Nothing that your brain is telling you is true, baby.” His voice was low enough for only you to hear, and tears brimmed in your eyes once more, your bottom lip pulled between your teeth.

Heeseung knew how easy it was for you to get into your head and start overthinking things. He knew that if he let you continue that you would only start to pick yourself apart, and he’d be damned if he was going to let that happen because of his mistakes.

“Jake, I’m taking your umbrella.” He called down the hall, not even giving the younger boy a chance to protest as he opened the door and ushered him out.

@alvojake | Do not steal, plagiarise, translate, or repost any of my work

𝖉𝖎𝖘𝖈𝖑𝖆𝖎𝖒𝖊𝖗 : ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ɴᴏ ᴡᴀʏ ᴀ ᴛʀᴜᴇ ʀᴇᴘʀᴇꜱᴇɴᴛᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ᴏꜰ ᴀɴʏ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀꜱ. ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ᴘᴜʀᴇʟʏ ꜰɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ᴀɴᴅ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇɴᴊᴏʏᴍᴇɴᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴛᴀᴋᴇɴ ꜱᴇʀɪᴏᴜꜱʟʏ.

#alvojake rant #kpop #enha #enhypen #enhypen jake #sim jaeyun #enha x reader #lee heeseung #heeseung #enhypen heeseung #heeseung enhypen #engene #park jongseong #park sunghoon #heeseung fluff #heeseung angst #heeseung x reader #heeseung imagines

[pprodsuga]

omg so ordered a necklace with Jake's signature on it and it came in the mail today, I was so excited. Then over the weekend my friend got me a really cool t-shirt with Jake all over it (love her for that tbh) and now I'm started to think he's slowly climbing the ranks to my ult... This was all the good I needed after my phone broke over the weekend �� N e who... how was your weekend?

hi kay!! firstly, WOW that’s so cool! what color is the necklace? are you willing to send a picture? your friend is also a very good friend for getting you that jake shirt :’) who are your ults as of right now? that’s kind of how i feel with sunghoon (yoongi is the ult of my ults but he’s been growing on me).

NOOO YOU BROKE YOUR PHONE? i’m so sorry ): i need to upgrade mine soon since it’s been like 4 years since i got a new phone, i think? i’m not someone who needs the newest iphone all the time but mine has run its course so time for a new one :D

and my weekend was really great! i got to see some friends i hadn’t caught up with in a while and we out to get kbbq. sunday scaries hit me so hard yesterdays but we persist. 😌

rant with josie

#ask #jake’s signature as a necklace is such a cool concept #is the shirt one of those designs where it has his face a bunch #if yes my friend bought me one of that but jungkook #rant with josie #alvojake

[wonryllis]

、ㅤ🪷 ⋆ ࣪ 午 MY LOVES (MOOTiEs) ᵎᵎ ✶ 𝐍𝐒𝐅𝐖 so srry for the tag.

THERE'S NO SPECIFIC ORDER,, IF I MISSED SOMEONE IM SO SORRY IT WASN'T INTENTIONAL JUST PLS LMK ASAP ILL ADD YOU!!

@jungqkook ( rora ) the writing goddess fr, all the talent in the world in one person you see. and she talks so sweet too? an actual creation of god.

@heesbaby ( cinna ) she's lovely, and so hardworking literally amazes and inspires me so much, one of my all time idols on here!

@heelvsted ( rin ) my girlfriend who is married to my other girlfriend. my solace, where i can rant freely, chem haters! if i could attend a halloween party with someone it'd be her!

@cornenhapovs ( cherrie ) the sunoo to my jungwon! we have so much in common you gonna be shocked,, we're twin flames

@taeghi ( ocean ) can you believe it? no? i can't believe it either. the literally the icon of enhypen blr the diamond gem and the apple of my eye, yes.

@jaylaxies ( aria ) the very very talented and cute honeybun who makes me nervous but i love her vibe and her blog and absolutely can't wait to get to know her more :)

@moon7jay ( xynia ) love love love her content and she's so talented and cool and hot, im burning away.. my shy and awkward partner if that makes sense, (secretly trying to seduce, don't tell her)

@alvojake ( kayla ) so nice and supportive, my new buddy who's got an amazing writing it makes me drool, would love to roast her but i have nothing on her right now,, one day..

@sserasin ( sage ) my wonyoung, crazed for all her content! her vibe is so hot i can't explain really. associate her with calm green and emerald eyes like a siren O_o

@pockettwinzz ( haze ) my girlfriend who is married to my other girlfriend. she's cute and she's mine, she's talented and she's mine, she's crazy and she's mine. back off.

@hooniehon ( claire ) her page is my secret den which has me intoxicated. my soul is trapped there forever and if i ever escape it's because i brought her with me.

@pprodsuga ( josephine ) apple pie, sweet and nice, classic and reliable. admire her a lot, she inspires me and i see my big sissy i never had in her.

hmu if you wanna be mutuals/frnds im always up for it!

MUTUALS I HAVEN'T TALKED TO BUT WOULD LOVE TO! (the way i got the shock of my life when i checked the mutual list and saw people i did not expect to be following me back)

@lilmashae

@sparklovespink

@gardenwons

@riftanswhore

@swanpetals

୨ৎ . . 𝓂o𝐨𝐭 𝓰a𝗺𝗲s ᵎᵎ

moots in prompt generator with bias and i rate them.

moots as tropes assigned with any idol.

moots as kpop idols they'd be.

moots as songs, webtoons and who'd be travel buddy + sibling vibes

moots as favorite drinks.

moots as kpop songs.

moots on the level of delulu-ness.

#totally wrote the good things on my own accord wasnt threatened at all ^^ #. ` ˃̵ᴗ˂̵ ⭑ yeonie #﹙⪩⪨.﹚ 𝒎𝒚 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥𝐬 ˃̵ᴗ˂̵ #MUTUALS

[alvojake]

I FUCKING CHOKED AHHHHHH

@yeonzzzn @karinasbaby @ikeuverse @enha-stars pls tell me y'all see my vision.....

THE INSTRAMENTAL AMOUNT THAT I NEED THIS MAN IS BEYOND BELIEF. BUT FOR A JAKE X SPIDERMAN, OMFG, I'LL FOLD. NOT EVEN SPIDERMAN. VENOM. LIKE PLS HE'D FIT THE ROLE SO FUCKING WELL 😩😩

#kay talks ☕ #hes so fucking fine #and could you imagine a scenario #where hes venom #and say like #heeseung or jungwon as spiderman #then then then #you just so happen to go to school with all of them #but obvi youre clueless #until #you happen to run into heeseung/jungwon while he's in his suit #so you end up getting dragged into everything #then when you find out that jake #your crush #is venom... #omfgggg #alvojake rant #enha #enhypen #jakey baby

[alvojake]

the thoughts……….. lord the thoughts….. 😏🤪🥴😮‍💨🫠🫣😵‍💫

yall are not ready....

im not ready.....................

#like the obsession i have with blonde jake should be studied fr #that and his silvery ash colored hair #like i will eat that shit up 24/7 #7 days a week #12 months a year #and to have him as the main in dwdk.... #god i am so sorry #but so excited #like you guys cant even comprehend how excited i am #kay talks ☕ #enha #enhypen jake #sim jaeyun #alvojake rant #enhypen

[alvojake]

"If I can't have you forever, then at least let me have you tonight."

oh, I am so sorry in advance 😭😭😭

#like i am so sick in the head #ilybyam was supposed to have a happy ending #but then #i was like... #nah #we're gonna make it #angsty #like heart wrenching angst #just pls dont hate me afterwards 😭😭😭 #someone tell me why hoon is so easy to write angst for??? #n e who... #i have finished the outline for ilybyam #and will hopefully have it all written out by the end of next week #kay talks ☕ #alvojake rant #enha x reader #enha #enhypen #park sunghoon #sunghoon

[alvojake]

I know I said I was going to bed and all, but I'll have to postpone that 🙂😭 (y'all can blame heeseung for this)

#its like he doesnt want me fo go to bed #like i cant NOT listen to him talk #hell he might just lull me to sleep #HOW IS HE SO FUCKING PRETTY BRO?!?!? #ITS ILLEGAL #im dead #deceased #gone to the afterlife #his voice is so pretty #i wanna cry #ill go to bed after i promise!!! #alvojake night talk #kay talks ☕ #alvojake rant #enhypen #enha #kpop #enhypen heeseung #lee heeseung #heeseung #heeseung enhypen

[alvojake]

Hiii omg i have been having the biggest jungwon brainrot recently, and NEED to let you know!! why can i see jungwon being like 2-sided, not in a bad way, but theres this like cutie patootie side, but also a dark side.

For example, reader and jungwon just laying together in bed, legs tangled, reader kissing jungwon on his neck (i feel like he'd love that), and it just being so amazing, in this scenario i also imagine jungwon's hand strictly on reader's waist. and reader wrapping her arms around his broad shoulders.

But i also see a 180 switch, like if you piss him off or annoy him a lot, he just smiles or clenches his jaw at u first, but then if u get him really mad... oop... like why can i see him grabbing you harshly, harsh touches, pulling you towards you etc....

pls elaborate on this if you can!

omg esp if reader is shorter and smaller than jw.... AAHHAHA

OMG ANONY YOU HAVE COME TO THE RIGHT PLACE!!

I am a firm believer that Won has a darker side; he's so sweet and a cutie patootie, and there's no way he can't.

So normally, he'd be so sweet, always caring about your needs, whether that be just cooking for you, helping you clean, even sexually he's always, always attentive to your needs making sure that you always cum first (sometimes he's a little too into it causing him to overstimulate you.) his kisses are so gentle as well as his touch making you feel so loved and like you're a walking goddess, like ugh he's so lovesick its adorable.

BUT

when you really get under his skin, whether that be from acting like a brat or just simply not listening... oh boy, is he the furthest thing from nice. no, his hands are rough on your soft skin, manhandling you in any position he sees fit. reminding you just how much stronger he is. he'd have you sobbing into the sheets as he edges you for the nth time, "Aww, is it too much for my baby?" He'd say with a sinister smirk on his lips as he rips yet another orgasm away from you.

you can NOT tell me that this man isn't kinky as fuck, like there's no way he isn't. I definitely feel like he has a strength kink and is probably into edging and/or overstimulation and dacryphilia, too. like seeing that he's making you feel so good that you're sobbing? it just boosts his ego tenfold. and lord if you're shorter than him... the streanght kink for sure but also a huge size kink, just the thought of how tiny your body is compared to him will have his dick hard in an instant 😩😮‍💨...

#this man has a darker side #theres no way youre convincing me otherwise #same can be said with sunoo too #its always the sweet and cutie ones that are the fucking nastiest #alvojake answers #enha #enhypen #alvojake rant

[alvojake]

I realized something today that if I were to go back and watch Kingdom I wouldn't be able to vote for anyone 😭 (I was only a skz stan atp) now I would rather jump off the tallest building into a burning pit of lava then ever choose now (as I'm now an ateez, skz and tbz stan.....)

#like i was all for skz winning #when i first watched it #cheered them on with my whole heart #but now? #i would be cheering for the top three groups #like i wouldn't care who won as long as they had fun #which sadly #they didnt always #it was a tough time for all of them #and thinking about it makes me wanna just give them and hug and a head pat #before telling the producers and directors off #like they would not hear the end of it #and so lord help me #i will get violent #like drag your ass before leaving you in a burning building #that i started #gotta make sure the boys and the innocent are safe first #but as soon as they are... #😈😈😈 #kay talks ☕ #alvojake rant #kpop #stray kids #ateez #the boyz #kingdom

[alvojake]

#alvojake rant #need some help

[alvojake]

Y'all ever look at yourself in the mirror and compare yourself to your biases? Like to me it's so funny bc you'll look at me and automatically assume I'm a Heeseung girlie when in reality Jake has my heart (as well as the rest of the '02 line, don't tell Jake 🫣)

But no I was getting around for work tonight and stopped to look in the mirror and was like 'I'm so Heeseung coded" 😭😭

#alvojake night talk #kay talks ☕ #alvojake rant

[alvojake]

So the repair company f i n a l l y sent the stuff for me to send my phone in, so starting tomorrow I will be without a phone, that doesn't mean I won't be on here it just means I won't be on as much until they send it back, sadly :')

#this is going to be the worst few days of my life #ik i sound dramatic #but srsly #i do so much with my phone #that im actually gonna feel lost without it #like damn #but im hoping theyre quick about it #and i have my phone back by early next week #until then i will be going insane #kay talks ☕ #alvojake rant

[alvojake]

The way I get so embarrassed so quickly trying to start a conversation is criminal 🤡 like I'd love to talk to y'all but I suck ass at starting conversations 🧍‍♀️n e who... I love y'all I swear 😭🫶

#kay talks ☕ #alvojake rant

[alvojake]

This may sound super sappy but with the rough week and weekend I had I genuinely feel like I needed Jake's cover and his live. Because he made me realize that it was indeed okay to not be okay. That just because you have a rough patch now doesn't mean there won't be days that aren't so rough. So I am entirely grateful to Jake and for this song (even if it had me crying like a baby at work 🤡)

#i love this man so much that it actually pains me #he is my comfort that i seek on the bad days #the light i need on my dark days #the person i know will have to right words to help #and even if he doesn't have the words #his presence is far more than enough #i really hope that he knows how wonderful he is #and i hope that he knows that he is loved #bc if no one loves jake sim its bc im dead #alvojake rant #kay talks ☕ #enhypen #enhypen jake #kpop #jakey baby

[alvojake]

yk how you said that it sounds like a plot to a fic…. yeah. been there, done that. my relationship with my ex literally started as friends to strangers to enemies to friends to lovers. i am not kidding when i say i can’t do any more drama 😭 need me a mans who’s a loser and knows NO ONE I KNOW

PLEASE 😭 I would simply pass away like that just sounds like a roller coaster out of hell...

#alvojake rant #alvojake answers #alvojake night talk #kay talks ☕ #my mooties 🫶

[alvojake]

the amount of mental exhaustion that I have felt this past week without my phone is astronomical. like i have felt so out of the loop with everything triggering my fomo then i always have this feeling that if i dont respond to my friends quick enough they'll just get tired of me and ignore me. it also doesn't help that I don't really have anything to distract myself with so I'm always in my head about shit that I shouldn't even be worrying about but yet here I am.... ughhhh I just want my phone back, and maybe I won't feel so sick with anxiety :(

#i just needed to vent #like its been eating at my brain #and giving me a migraine #but just ignore me being dramtic #ill probably delete this later #brains suck ngl #kay talks ☕ #alvojake rant