#aljfklf

[pctaldrunk]

me, rereading the p.illowbook extra that I myself translated: wow it’s been a long ass time it’s so weird to see “xiao bai” spelled out in textual form

#ooc : give me a second I need to get my story straight #((we're a xiao jiu and a jiu jiu blog)) #((sometimes jiu'er and sometimes a-jiu)) #((also i read in chinese 10000% of the time so)) #((mine eyes are unused??)) #((fjsk;aljfklf aNYWAY)) #((reread train -boogies-))

[fatuii11]

usually i dont like posting things like this but...

it is terrible knowing what it felt like to be pinned down and have one of your wings ripped from your back. and it’s terrible to be hit suddenly with a feeling you haven’t felt in years and be nearly crying because now you don’t even have one of them.

gosh i haven’t felt like this even slightly since my angelkin days and YEAH this makes it all make sense BUT STILL.... it was never this intense, never intense enough that touching my back and realizing there’s nothing there anymore makes me want to lose it  im fine i swear i am i just didn’t think this shift was going to be as strong as it is, ive only seen like three episodes of the show ajfkal

it keeps crossing my mind of what it was like when my wing got ripped from my shoulders, as michael pinned me down with all his weight and used his stupid fucking strength that i used to have too to pry it out of my back it took so long to heal... there was so much blood....  and yet.... 

please god i just want my wings, even just one, back

#uriel.txt #so for context i would like to say this is uriel from makai ouji #not. bible #i am not bible kin sorry #aljfklf #anywyas yeah its sad kin hours apparently #time to get back to voice acting though