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hi! i'd send an ask on your kin blog but it doesn't have asks on, i just had to drop by and say it made my day discovering that it IS possible to find people who kin rigr stafford in the world!! i don't want to just message you because that would be a Lot of kin feelings to throw at a stranger!! but just . envision a guy wearing shitty halloween costume angel wings with a smudged nametag that says "michaela", peering into the doorbell camera of your blog . that's me

omg this made my day !!! my bad for not having the correct inbox open (i am silly and never fully set that blog up at all) but i am waving !!! i hope u have a good day as well !!!

#i think it should also be stated that #we (as a system) have sika. hes my sika. from my rigr canon. hes my whole dad

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UH,, hi i might've found yr page while pathetically combing thru old kin calls and i was just wondering if it's ok to just contact u?

oh yeah hi !!! it'd be best to message me at @partingofwinter (my kin blog that i made after this one) but its more than ok to contact! (as a note though, im really bad at getting back to messages, so im reallllly sorry for that if it takes me a while >_<)

#as another note #im 21 now . idk how old you are so keep that in mind!!! #asks

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I NEVER STATED THAT I MOVED MY KIN BLOG OVER HERE . SHIT

hi if you wanna see me be a) dumb and b) really gay all of the time my actual kin mem blog is @partingofwinter

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like. this is dumb. so don’t read it. this is vaguely kin related and not important so just. dont open the cut. 

i dont know why i feel bad about this all of a sudden i do hold the belief that at some point all of them need to get to a point where they can say his name without censor and look at him and hell i think they should meet someone not from their canon that kins him. i think that would be healthy and good for them to get out of being stuck in that mindset so much. i would know 

but i feel bad about not being able to stop it i feel bad about not being able to prevent such things in general, and while it’s mostly aimed towards my partner, i mean it towards every one, in the end but im not from their canon at all  and if i am, i doubt im who they want me to be but what do i do if they find who they do want me to be? then that opportunity is gone, and what will happen? thats another character they had something with in another life, will i have to fight to make sure that i don’t get left behind if they find him? 

everything in that canon makes me feel bad cause i know i wont be able to be apart of it. in the end, thats just how it works, i dont. get to be apart of much but thats more personal venty than i really want to be on here. this is my kin blog

i feel bad that i couldn’t prevent it but i also feel bad that i know i likely wont be part of that canon. they know too many people and theres only one chance for it to happen, and if it doesnt, then what do i do? what do i do if they find him? ill know and ill be bitter and thats all i get out of it. im scared and worried that one day they’ll find him and the fact i kin from the series wont even matter anymore

i dont like it but i. i needed to get this out. if you read it, im sorry, this is very literally a vent its just kin related for the most part so it. it goes here

#this is very literally a vent its just vaguely kin related so #please don't read it. i just needed to put it somewhere. to get it out

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um hi i saw the Hades kincord invite in the Hades kin tags and was wondering if that was still around/active since it was posted a few months ago and with a community as small as this servers sometimes dont last this long...

its still up but its really dead!! hard to keep things active with smaller servers, as you said ^^;;

#asks

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Dark purple Yagen icons for @fatui11 !

Hey! Here are the icons you requested awhile ago! Sorry it took a while to do them, internet issues for the majority of the week, big surprise. But, I hope you like them!

Please let me know if you’d like anything changed and thank you for requesting!

#SO IT DIDN'T TAG ME DUE TO MY URL HAVING TWO I'S #BUT THANK U BEA THESE LOOK WONDERFUL #ICONS

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when you can FEEL yourself shifting and getting new mems but cant tell what the fuck those mems ARE 

#rigr.txt #CONTEXT #i'm updating my docs so they have my new format. well. at least the docs i know are important to a degree #usually it's just ones i consider important kins of mine or ones i know i'd send around for canonmates #and i updated my ferid one. horrible btw when i remember that saito. #but then i got to MY saito canon. which is the thing that got me to stop like freaking my shit out when i'd see saito? good right #but now i know for a fact that im remembering something about that kid #i can vaguely see an image of a small silver haired kid in what seems to be a white dress #BUT THATS ALL I CAN MAKE OUT #THERES NOTHING ELSE I JUST KNOW THAT #AND IM GONNA LOSE IT ALKJFA

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Xiao and Kazuha aesthetic for @theostiszois !

Hey! (Guesssss whooooo /j) Here’s your aesthetic! I wasn’t actually sure whether to include a picture of the characters or not, since those are typically only in moodboards — but I was given a ref so i’d figured why not.

If you’d like anything changed, including replacing the image of the characters with an aesthetic image, let me know! And I hope you enjoy! ^0^

#this is so nice thank you sm!!! #has very nice vibes i like this a lot <3 #aesthetic #gi #👹 #again thank you sm!! ik briar sent it as a present for me but still akljfkal

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this is only partially a kinnie post BUT i think it’s super funny that every time i pull wishes and get characters, the game just refuses to give me anyone from liyue  the only characters i have kinfirmed that are playable show up in liyue

#LIKE. I CAN'T GET MY KINS. dainsleif isn't playable and tartaglia and zhongli are gonna be a while to get #same with kinsidering xiao #the closest i could get is albedo which is the only mondstadt kin i even kinsider these days cause i dropped kaeya #SO THAT LEAVES. xingqiu #at least i have bennett ik he's happy about that #and at this point i nearly main him so i'm not too upset alfjkal I JUST REALLY LIKE THE LIYUE CHARACTERS OK...... #i really gotta start saving up though because i want to try for kazuha. not cause i kin him but i knew that boy once #leon.txt #ok enough kinnie gi rambling

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haha is it gay to realize that you, a 500 year old man who is physically in his 20s, had a thing for the man you saw once when you were like 15 500 years ago who for some reason, is no longer five years younger than you . is it 

#the timeline is FUCKED physically we were like 3 to 5 years apart but he was frozen for 500 years and i didn't age #what even is age at that point??? #sighs #dainsleif.txt

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ok sorry for the dainkae im having a moment

#dainsleif.txt

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Commission for @/primeofadepti on twitter 💙

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#images that make me soft #dainkae #🌟 #gi #art

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失敗。

#oh! pain #wonderful art though #art #gi #🌟 #dainkae

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DainKae

#dainkae #🌟 #gi #art

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aggh them

#art #gi #dainkae #🌟

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dainsleif kidnapping prince kaeya and return back to khanri'ah and they live happily ever after~~ whew~

#heh. yoink #dainkae #🌟 #art #gi

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Kiss 💋

#🌟 #gi #art #dainkae