#akskd

[lastoneout]

I want you to know that I originally had no intent of watching a four-hour tome of a video essay, then saw your posts on it, and well, now I'm over halfway through it lol

Does this mean I'm an influencer now?

#akskd jk #I hope you enjoy it

[bellcza]

pick your footballer breakdown haircut era: bleach it or buzz it

#PABLO GAVIRA WHAT HAVE YOU DONE AKSKD #but i get it #mans was bored #pablo gavi

[thewingedwolf]

taran was reenacting the chillers breakup by the pool on the morning update and kirsten mcinnis accused him of scabbing bc his acting was too good and taran started yelling that he supports the strikers he swears

#got a chuckle out of me akskd #bb25

[burning-academia-if]

me: well i can't have mister owens then i'll guess the closest i can get is to date lars, same vibe, right?

Wild how a 23 year old already has a sick of the world divorcee energy /lh

#em answers #ch: lars #tbh I'd argue they're not similar because Owens is just...tired and a lil grumpy akskd #where Lars is a lot more actively malicious LOL #but yeah close enough ig

[aastarions]

the people pleaser in me needs to RELAX

#c shut up #i wanna talk about it but i also dont cause it feels v vulnerable to talk about #so ill vague post instead AKSKD

[atopvisenyashill]

I am wired to develop hatred against any character the author doesn't only favour but tries to shove down our throats, which is why I will always hate Daemon, Tyrion, Bloodraven (Blackwoods in general). It helps that all these are despicable men with very little redeeming qualities. Then there is Arya who as a whole is a hero, despite her progressively darker nature, but I don't hate her because she is a child, I just don't give two fucks about her.

i get it but also EYE am a fantasy enjoyer i like the weird tomboy who identifies as both a wolf and a girl who has wolf dreams where she guards her mother’s bloated and decaying body from being nibbled on until the magic fire zombie nearby can come and kiss her mother awake! like, yes i DO like that benjicot blackwood with the fun sigil and the cool pagan religion experiences being responsible for death for the first time and rises to the occasion even as he’s continuously hysterically crying over all the death he himself has a hand in, to the point that he keeps the bones of a man he loved from that man’s brother for years because he can’t let go of the terror he had a hand in.

like i definitely get you, we all know i have bitched about tyrion being overwritten ie just relying too much on his pov to move the plot along so the scenes can get repetitive (how many scenes do we need of him and shae fucking and feeling weird afterwards) or how some of arya’s time at harrenhal drags a lil bit but imma be honest i don’t quite understand when people are like “he made this character too cool so i’m gonna spite hate them” like everyone’s so mad about how there’s no way we should know what dialogue was exchanged before daemon and aemond died and meanwhile i’m over here rambling on the phone to my cousin like “and then daemon did a sick backflip offa caraxes’ neck and had his sword angled Perfectly to get aemond right through his good eye it was awesome” aksjdjd I like to laugh at how obvious his favorites are but it’s HIS story i think it’s ultimately fine if he thinks tyrion is cool as fuck or wants to give me like 5 chapters in a row where arya is just chillin in braavos, if it bothers me i put my audio on 2x speed 😎

#i do understand spite stanning where it’s like ‘the author clearly doesn’t like this character so the character is mine now’ #altho i think u should be aware how much of that is necessary for the story and how much of it is Genuinely a weakness in the writing. #asks #anons #i also think sometimes people get deranged talking about barba bethany melly and naerys but that’s just typical misogyny #but like yeah i do think there’s parts of the stories that are Slightky weaker bc of his favoritism. #but that’s mostly f&b i mean so long as tyrion getting chapters doesn’t detract from say cersei’s arc that’s fine. #like i think you can tell he REALLY loves sam (who doesn’t) but sam’s pov and jon’s are evenly handled AND sam getting a pov doesn’t detract #from gilly as a character or jon or small paul or alliser thorne etc instead he gives us slightly different insights than jon. #i think agot does a good job of balancing all the povs in kl for example. the middle of acok struggles imo. #i’m not like picking at you specifically anon just like rambling with you about the series in general btw #idc if u hate daemon tyrion or the blackwoods so long as you’re not weird about arya & don’t call tyrion like #straight up slurs akskd 💀

[deathfavor]

Had an unmarked police car who was behind me almost the whole way to work and 0/10 that was awful. Police driving next to me always makes things x10 more stressful.

#mobile ooc #Awful hated it AKSKD #like yes it's just main roads to get there #But i was still just “go away” 😭😂

[griddlegold]

If you get this, answer with your top 5 music artists and send it to the last 7 people in your notifications! 😊💕

i completely forgot about this omg i have the working memory of a goldfish i'm so sorry

okay so i have different answers for like "all time" favourites versus "current" favourites, all time is more like emotional attachment and nostalgia though versus current being actually listening to them a lot, so i'll do current (in no particular order):

- isaac dunbar

- jhariah

- tally hall

- conan gray

- lovejoy

also bonus entry of specifically i can't touch you anymore by the magnetic fields

there's really no rhyme or reason to what i listen to at a given point though. like i've been looping grapes by james marriott and microwave popcorn by bo burnham for like a week and a half. it was no cock like horse cock before that. audial stims go brrr

#my on repeat playlist on spotify is always a disaster #also fwiw. my all time favourites are seventeen / ab6ix / mcr / gordon lightfoot / great big sea / johnny cash #& specifically wicked game by chris isaak and night and day by ella fitzgerald #do i sit down to listen to canadian folk music that often? no. but i was raised on it and be damned if it doesn't go hard #as hard as 70s folk can go anyway #el speaks #this was fun to actually sit down and think about thank you :D #sorry i forgot about it for like a week akskd

[aceofspades-sml]

Oooooo but what if Race gets into trouble and has to fight to save his skin but it results in some guy being severely hurt/maybe accidently killed, and then the bulls start sniffing around looking for blood.

nooo this would be so sad because you know Race didn't mean for it to end like this and he feels like hell and definitely gets trauma

anyway after that he shows up in brooklyn covered in blood, shaking and crying and he tries to find one of the girls because he is terrified to go back to the lodging house after what happened

and then he has to hide because. the cops. so spot does what she has to do to protect him but that also means that the boys can't know where he is

#akskds please tell me more about this one idea it's gonna be so angsty *laughs maniacally* #newsies #leo's asks

[whilomm]

i finally caved into those youtube ads and decided to give curiosity stream+nebula a try (mostly bc "eh sure ill support my fave creators getting a better cut") and okay turns out curiousity stream is basically just like. history channel+science channel Before They Sucked. just a million random ass cool documentaries. okay cool 👍 i just watched a cool doc on the engineering of roads over history. maybe ill actually keep this.

#buzzy #i dont have like any streaming subscriptions akskd #i just. mooch off ppl usually.

[what-aboutno]

Ms Paint Outsiders doodle dump

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#jve been thinking about this smp way too much akskd #oh god i have to tag everyone now 😔 /d #ill post a few close ups later #outsiders smp spoilers #outsiders smp #owengejuicetv #apokuna #rasbi #soupforeloise #mohwee #magicsings #watermunch #willowmvp #zara's art

[dreamaze]

i am so curious (but also, currently too busy to properly investigate) if any libraries have a dedicated collection of kpop albums. as a cataloger i just think it would be a fun little challenge to make note of all the different pieces and track the various editions/versions. is the collection as comprehensive as possible or do you just buy one version of each release? do you collect multiple formats? is it important to identify the members in randomized inclusions like photocards, or is "includes one photocard" sufficient? i am soooo curious

#distracting thoughts as i clickety clackety type away at my portfolio essay on database design querying & evaluation #also flashback to that time in spring semester i told meg that designing the metadata scheme for a kpop album database could be. fun. akskd

[burning-academia-if]

I feel so bad for ignoring rook’s texts but my mc needs a hell of a moment to process shit 😭 I promise I still like you boy, I’m just emotionally constipated and uncomfortable with being watched like a hawk (via the mom)

If it helps, this isn't the first time you've ignored each other-

#em answers #ch: rook #tbh Rook's reaction is based on a combo of MCs personality and the background you decided yall had #it's not a big deal either way akskd

[imaginariumgeographica]

Van Helsing, muttering: "Unscrew the locks from the doors! / Unscrew the doors themselves from their jambs!"

#the joke is its from Walt Whitman's 'Song of Myself' and we all know bramward is a big whitman fan akskd #dracula #dracula daily #im nearly a day late but i woke up with a flash of inspiration lmao

[keyleths]

here come the besties!!!

#let's go slovenia let's go #they were like a pastel måneskin akskd #eurovision lb

[zephspoetry]

I, oh I,

am a ghost

Am I here?

Who knows

I, oh I, am scared

of the unfeeling death

of the unfeeling death

I, oh I, am scared

of the feeling life

of the feeling life

I, am afraid to die

but I cannot lie

I dont want this life

[bridge]

So I float

with the cold

unfeeling death

and the cruel, callous life

I'm toeing the line

You're a lot like me

We feel things similarily

We see things through

broken mirrors, hazy eyes

but were different,

'cause I'm a ghost,

and you're alive

[bridge]

So I float

with the cold

unfeeling death

and the cruel, callous life

I'm toeing the line

a zombie walks circles

around my head 

I get the feeling

I'm almost dead

an apparation

who doesnt know

what hes thinking

or what he hopes

Im a stranger

to all alive

im an heir

to those who've died

Im getting close, now

I'm feeling lost

I think I'm better now

But I'm not

it never lasts long

feeling well

If I sleep now

could you tell?

When I'm happy

When I'm said

When I'm neutral

When I'm mad

I start to drift, I start to float

Does it matter?

I'm just a ghost

#poetry #original song #i hope to learn to add the musical components myself akskd