#agnusdeisanctus

[everarddelanden]

🍼 — taking care of children (blenders not includee)

“You have to take the fun out if it?!“ he scoffed. “My only experience on this department is Benedict. It was quite easy to get him to cry, so I think I am not suitable for the job.“

#anonymous #thank you! #muse talents #agnusdeisanctus #Eve; Beauty and the Beast

[dannymolloy]

"Why are you so interested in us?"

Daniel looked at the young faced vampire with full focus, but then his violet eyes darted around the both of them, seemingly slightly worried. Eyes fixed on the ancient again then. He hesitated for a long while in silence, but then spoke silently. “Are you alone?“

#agnusdeisanctus #//♥!!

[desanctii]

"You look as though you want to scream -- but keep swallowing it."

Santino glanced aside, jaw grinding slowly. “Is that so? And what business is that of yours?” It was a snap rather than a question and Santino heard it as clearly as anyone else. His expression eased and softened into a mask of politeness. He lowered his shoulders with a deep measured breath. 

“Can I help you?”

#agnusdeisanctus

[actricedesvampires-blog]

agnusdeisanctus replied to your post: Did Rhosh make you kiss Benedict too?

“I’m not sure how to feel about questions like these.”

“Sweet Benedict. Don’t let them bother you, people have always loved speculating on the scandalous. Don’t share what you don’t want to be shared.”

#agnusdeisanctus

[silentmagiamoved]

2. What is their voice like?

//

Vincent’s voice light and melodic, but when he speaks his words could almost seem to wobble which is what gives him is murmur.

#meme; answered; #// thank you! #agnusdeisanctus

[nosferatu-pvssy]

You got: Venus

You are nurturing and attentive, thoughtful and affectionate — relationships in all of their forms are the center of your universe. Even-keeled as you might come across, for someone to challenge you on the things you care about would be deeply, deeply foolish. What an honor it is to be swept into your orbit.

The planet that matches your personality test: x

Tagged by: @amelthebravennian

Tagging: @everarddelanden @rhoshamandes @perladivenezia @sacredvein @agnusdeisanctus

#I GOT VENUS AHAHXJCN #APHRODITE HELLO NICE TO MEET YOU #it's very accurate though #Quizzes

[sacredvein]

 TAGGED  BY : @pandoratheancient <3

TAGGING : @clawstm​ | @altarsburning​ (nicolette or sabine) | @pupil-of-law​ | @aspecialprovidence​ (sophia) | @harkcr - jeremy | @svereties | @fulguritte, @agnusdeisanctus, @everarddelanden, @lordofthestrix, @fwm-gsm, @marakama, @eidolatria (lucita), @rhoshamandes, @caravaggiovagabond, @faintlyradiant, @desanctii, @tiffynco (antoine or tiff), @mercysought (the gentleman), anyone who wants it!!

▸     IS    YOUR    MUSE    TALL    /    SHORT    /    AVERAGE ? 

171 cm / 5′6″ - shorter than average by modern European standards. He might have grown a little more if he were turned later, but not by much.

▸      ARE    THEY    OKAY    WITH    THEIR    HEIGHT ?

For the most part, yes - it is something he is used to, and it was respectable when he was born. He could not imagine being any other way. Sometimes, though, he cannot help but compare against the form of older men and wonder.

▸      WHAT’S    THEIR    HAIR    LIKE ? 

He has naturally grey hair, often parted to one side, faintly curly but more wave-like at its length, which is cut in a style somehow vaguely archaic. His hair is medium, and would fall, page-like, at his ears if not for the slight curl.

▸     DO    THEY    SPEND    A    LOT    OF    TIME    ON    THEIR    HAIR     /    GROOMING ? 

Not really - he doesn’t require much grooming, and he rises the same every night as the one before. He might spend more time on the occasion of a special event, or otherwise to experiment with different cuts or styles.

▸      DOES   YOUR   MUSE   CARE   ABOUT   THEIR   APPEARANCE   /   WHAT    OTHERS    THINK ? 

For over a century, Laurent’s time in the cult necessitated that he deny all personal vanities - consequently, he has taken great pleasure in the pursuit and adoption of fashion and a pleasing appearance. He is familiar with how such appearance may be used to the greatest effect among humans, and will adjust his style to suit his purposes or whims.

—    PREFERENCES.

▸     INDOORS    OR    OUTDOORS ? ▸     RAIN    OR    SUNSHINE ? ▸     FOREST    OR    BEACH ? ▸     PRECIOUS    METALS  OR    GEMS ? ▸     FLOWERS   OR    PERFUMES ? ▸     PERSONALITY   OR    APPEARANCE ? ▸     BEING    ALONE    OR    BEING    IN    A    CROWD ? ▸     ORDER    OR    ANARCHY ?   ▸     PAINFUL    TRUTHS    OR   WHITE    LIES ? ▸     SCIENCE    OR    MAGIC ? ▸     PEACE    OR    CONFLICT ? ▸     NIGHT    OR    DAY ? ▸     DUSK    OR    DAWN ? ▸     WARMTH    OR    COLD ? ▸     MANY   ACQUAINTANCES  OR   A    FEW    CLOSE    FRIENDS? ▸     READING    OR    PLAYING    A    GAME ?

—    QUESTIONNAIRE.

▸      WHAT    ARE    SOME    OF    YOUR    MUSE’S    BAD    HABITS ?

He can be reactionary, arrogant, stubborn, easily goaded and close-minded. He has the tendency to throw himself in deeply from one paradigm to the next in order to make sense of the world. He is full of cynicism and idealism in equal capacity, callousness, ruthlessness, selfishness, prejudice, and a need for purpose and order.  He can be both brash and prideful, and find it hard to let things go or adapt to change.

▸      HAS    YOUR    MUSE    LOST    ANYONE    CLOSE    TO    THEM ?      HOW    HAS    IT    AFFECTED    THEM ?

He has. First, his younger brother Honoré of common childhood disease. Years later, his father the seigneur was lost during the occupation of Mantes from Henri IV’s forces. His infant brother Bastien soon followed due to the outbreak of starvation and disease as consequence of the occupation. Laurent himself was in besieged Paris, and knew many peers who succumbed to the same ailments, or to injury. Laurent was turned the following year. As a vampire, he has lost companions to suicide by fire, or when destroyed by elders in the blood. He has a terrible fear of ancients, which lives alongside a deep resentment and suspicion of them. He does not trust that they won’t simply claim the right of destruction by virtue of age or power, and therefore avoids them wherever possible. Though he now knows the extent of ancients that remain in the world, some deep, nihilistic part of him still believes in the inevitability of the old credo that age brings madness, and that all will ultimately find immortality intolerable and end themselves in fire, and that it is only a matter of time.

▸      WHAT    ARE    SOME    FOND    MEMORIES    YOUR    MUSE    HAS ?  

Learning to fix the stitching of costumes in the Théâtre at Eleni’s feet; stalking mortals in the hunt alongside Félix; dancing with the players at the tip of Nicolas’ bow; the evening routine among his collection of strange little mortals in the circus troupe; and he would not call it fond, but he has a soft, sad nostalgia for the simplicity of purpose in the purity of the austerity of prayer he found in the cult beneath Les Innocents.

▸     IS    IT    EASY    FOR    YOUR    MUSE    TO    KILL ? 

It is. The blood and the ways of the Children of Darkness sapped his humanity very early, and he has never cared to bother otherwise since.

▸      WHAT’S    IT    LIKE    WHEN    YOUR    MUSE    BREAKS    DOWN ?  

Volatile. He might rage and rage and rage, only then to fall into a dissociative state, barely responsive and yet suddenly explosive. Laurent can be almost self-destructive in these moments, pushing himself and others almost to his own endangerment.

▸      IS    YOUR    MUSE    CAPABLE    OF    TRUSTING    SOMEONE    WITH    THEIR    LIFE ?

No. While he does not believe that anyone would risk their own life for his, he does at least trust the survivors of the Children in Paris to look out for him and wish for his well-being.

▸      WHAT’S    YOUR    MUSE    LIKE    WHEN    THEY’RE    IN    LOVE ? 

Laurent is flaky with regards to romance; both inexperienced, flighty, and selfish. He chafes at commitment and the vulnerability it demands. Should he like someone, he is attentive, more patient than he would otherwise be, and more inclined to show affection through gifts or through actions. However, he is still terribly hard to pin down, himself often uncertain, uneasy or even contemptuous when confronting such feelings, and entirely disdainful of the idea of romance.

#about. #meme response. #torchbearer. #history. #stats. #(this took ten million years jkfhg)

[dark-eyed-elegance]

— answer these questions then tag 20 blogs you’d like to know better!

tagged by:  @greyveined fuk u <3 (i think i’ve done this before very recently? but ‘very recently’ could be god knows how long ago) 

tagging: just do it, bare your soul, become vulnerable, this is supposed to be funny but it sounds really creepy

nicknames: jer, lenk, j, jeri-cho, jeri (no), jer bear (don’t), shithead armand, fuckface

zodiac: cancer sun, sagittarius moon, leo rising 

height: 5′1″

time:  20:00

favorite band / artist:  o this question is impossible, i range from grunge to alt rock to indie folk, lo-fi, indie pop, lately lots of classical (shotakovich, schubert), 

song stuck in my head: i don’t know, i’m watching guy’s grocery games on netflix and procrastinating work 

last movie i saw: ‘the clovehitch killer’ and it was SO FUCKIN GOOD

last thing i googled: ‘jojo narancio’ (misspelled) @dominusromanus pff

other blogs: ffffff a fic writing blog i don’t touch anymore and @agnusdeisanctus (VC benedict) 

do i get asks: yes, i do, mainly tormenting me about current dash drama or santino’s/rhoshamandes’s/marius’s dick

why did i choose this username: no idea, it was like 7 or 8 years ago

following:  279

average amount of sleep: 7 - 8 hours depending on if i lay down again after taking my morning medicine, though i try not to go under 6 or beyond 7

what i’m wearing: a convention staff t-shirt and black boxer briefs 

dream job: where i am currently: grad student TA, writing, club dancing; where i’d like to be next year: grad student TA in seattle, writing in seattle, working the spooked in seattle haunted museum/ghost tours, club dancing in seattle; overall: bestselling author and indie actor 

dream trip:  i’m making my virginal trip to london, paris, and venice this december! next on my list: japan, greece/rome/pompei, entirety of british isles, amsterdam, st petersburg i would love to take a year or so off of life in general and just travel/bum my way around the us and europe

favorite food: fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck um cosmic brownies??

play any instruments: i played clarinet in middle school, u know how all us edgy band kids say, ‘lots of fingering and blowing hahaha i’m so mature ;)))))))’ 

eye color: light blue 

hair color:  dirty blond/strawberry blond, though i’m in between aurburn and blond at the moment for a show

languages you speak:  english, russian, scrape by reading and pronouncing french 

most iconic song:  the fuck does this meeeean idk, bohemian rhapsody? heart-shaped box? naara? bad guy? 

random fact: sharks have two dicks and my mom almost dated bon jovi 

describe yourself as aesthetic things: cool, grey dawn filtering through damp evergreens; blackbirds on university campuses; walking back to your car in the golden light of midnight downtown; flannel, ripped jeans with fish net showing through at the knees by night, oversized sweaters, parka, and ankle boots by day; the smell of new books; the taste of blood; cigarettes and coffee 

#{ dial paris yourself; ooc -- } #// thank you!

[iam-yourqueen]

BRAVA

@agnusdeisanctus and @rhoshamand

for bringing me to tears with your sweet interactions.

i die.

#benedict and rhoshamandes #good god #dear lord #my eyes are leaking #they give me life #the clear my skin #the have bless the harvest of my fields #someone help me #OTP #omg #ooc

[everarddelanden]

👀 did you ever love Rhosh or Benedict?

“Oui.“ he said after an exasperated sigh. “Or at least I thought I did. It is a pesky little thing, when you are in a position where it is impossible to distinguish dependency from genuine feelings. That difference is something I learned much later in life.“

#truth serum #//thanks! #Eve; Greek Eschatology #Eve; Beauty and the Beast #agnusdeisanctus #Anonymous

[desanctii]

❗ - Do you, too, dislike us?

“I have mild wariness where Rhoshamandes is concerned but only on Eric’s behalf. Aside from that I have no opinion of the man. He has never done me any harm as I have never done him any harm. You, however, all but chased me from your territory with a broom so I cannot say that I am particularly fond of you. You seem to have an ill opinion of me, which I find curious considering that we never met.”

#;;meme #;;the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth #//thanks! #agnusdeisanctus

[actricedesvampires-blog]

"Eleni -- how are you?"

“I’ve been well, I plan on continuing being so. What about you, Benedict?”

#agnusdeisanctus #//sneaks in

[silentmagiamoved]

Witch in the Woods

@agnusdeisanctus

Vincent couldn’t help it. His soul cried for the injustice he felt. A doe shot in the woods, her head taken away as a prize and her body left to rot. She had not died a natural death but he could right the wrongs of mankind but he could make it better.

Methodically the boy worked to crave his tools, flakes of Birch and bones of Yew to shape the lost, with his blade. He had dug a deep pit for the carcass to rest and flooding it with inky potion to cover the body. The Yew was a toxic tree, but one that held its connection to death and resurrection. There was nothing fancy to his work. He needed only blood and language. Candles and symbols made no difference in his work. Sceptically he perhaps even doubted the Birch held much power in its symbolism and all power could be connected to his bloodline, but it wasn’t worth the risk to change the method.

Here with his practice she could live again. A life where she would never suffer again.

His hands moved out to position the crude wooden bones to build the structure of what had been taken, taking his time to position everything into place within the inky soup he had laid her to rest in then sitting himself back to observe the work. His gaze strayed to the knife he had used to shave the Birch. Ironically this particular knife was a hunting knife, larger than what he liked, but for it was the much safer choice than using the blade of lindwyrm’s mirror. His hand strayed to the knife, outstretching his left hand to poise the blade to his pale flesh. This never part never got easy. With a sigh he dug in his palm, cutting the ancient script into his skin and speaking the word softly. “Balaṭu”. Life. His brow furrowed watching his envenomed blood sizzle and burn up quickly upon contact with the surrounding air. Swiftly he snatched up the birch shavings, crushing it tightly in his left hand. He meditated. The wood was quick to ignite with the blood, kindling in his grip as he worked to crave again the cuneiform up his arm. “Riabu”. Restore. “Taru”. To return. He paused and brought the burning wood to his lips.

The air became still to his voice. The world around him seeming to become completely void of sound.

“From the shadows and veiled realm return and forgive our wrong doings. I ask you to feel peace. Forgive our violence and your untimely death. From the shadows I call back you to live in peace. To live without the touch of famine, death, or disease. Upon earth be made whole. I, Vincent Montgomery, son of the bloodline known as Solaris, call upon you, son of he who is known as the Lindwyrm call you, son of the he who created the mirror of the dragon Kur, I call you. Upon earth find our soil. By my breath find yours. By my power I call on dragon’s blood, return and be strong.”

With that final word he held his breath and dipped down, releasing the ashes and blood into the murky pit. Like oil the pit was set ablaze in blue flame, bubbling, boiling and bellowing to the power at play.

The boy moved to his feet, and clutched his arm. His wounds would heal some time during the evening, but for now, all there was left to do was wait.

#agnusdeisanctus #// sorry for the length #// don't feel obligated to match

[sacredvein]

PSYCHOLOGICAL ARCHETYPE

The Orphan:  Orphans are independent, self-reliant and are mistrustful of authority. Orphans, fearing exploitation, seek to regain the comfort of the womb and neonatal safety in the arms of loving parents. To fulfill their quest they must go through the agonies of the developmental stages they have missed. Their strength is the interdependence and pragmatic realism that they had to learn at an early age.

Shadow Side: The victim. This will manifest itself in your feelings of being victimized by others, and consequently blaming your incompetence, irresponsibility, or even predatory behavior on other people. You might also expect special treatment and exemption from life because you feel so fragile. When your Shadow Orphan takes control it can attack those who are trying to help you, harming these people and yourself simultaneously.

Life Goal: Regain safety.

Fear: Exploitation.

Response to Problem: Being victimized by it.  

Life Task: Process and feel pain fully.  

Personal Gifts: Independence, realism, resilience, empathy.  

Personal Pitfalls: Cynicism, tendency to be the victim or victimized, chronic complaining.

tagged by: @whmwoods tagging: @desanctii, @crackedmxgic, @moral-cipher, @perladivenezia, @enterlilith (elizabeth), @mercysought (emilie, the priestess, or zofia), @felix-theatrica, @tremereastor-uriel, @maxym-the-devil, @agnusdeisanctus, @satanfall, @silentmagia, @everarddelanden, @rhoshamand, @damnedtobeadoll, @auburnandamberangel, @winterfollows, @starlingari, @glampiir, @angel-of-infinite-thirst @babyjcnks, @candomblemistress, @nailfanged, @claudiaindarkness, @thepharaoh-enkil, @ladamedemartel (haha hello!)

#(this came into my home and stabbed me) #about. #meme response. #ooc. #(feel free to use even if i didn't tag u!)

[dark-eyed-elegance]

get to know the mun better

ooc: tagged by @immortal-gentleman and @aeternalis-aelia <3 <3

rules answer 21 questions and then tag 21 people you want to get to know better

nicknames - irl is a secret lenk, shithead armand, 10/10 the real armand zodiac - cancer (sun), sagittarius (moon), leo rising height - 5′2 last movie i saw - i think it was birdbox?? last thing i googled - a shingles vaccination for work  favorite musician - oh sweet jesus, ummm some top picks are bastille, chopin/schubert, nirvana, haux, wolf colony, cigarettes after sex, daughter, billie elish, hozier -- i have a large range of artists i listen to, but mostly it’s classical, grunge/alternative, indie folk, dream-folk, indie electronic  song stuck in my head - well because i was looking at artists now i have touch by haux stuck in my head other blogs - @agnusdeisanctus (benedict rp), and inactive but not deactivated personal/fanfic blog following - i can’t find how many blogs i’m following lmao  amount of sleep - i run very well on 5 to 6 hours with a regular 20-minute 2 p.m. nap, and am either an early bird or a night owl, nothing in between  lucky number - 2 and 747 what i’m wearing - a black t-shirt, black boxer briefs, and morning black ginsberg-esque glasses dream job - at the moment, MFA student GA teaching freshmen intro to comp/creative writing classes by day, working Spooked in Seattle ghost hunts/museum desk and/or dancing at a club by night; in the long run i would like to be an all the time novelist and DREAM dream is charming my way into the role of armand in the new series dream trip - fuck um right now, italy (venice, pompeii) and greece (athens, mycenae), but ideally a year-long trip: new york, new orleans, england, paris, amsterdam, pompeii, venice, athens, mycenae, st. petersburg favorite food - sushi, pizza, peanut butter and jelly, eating like a bird all day on cheese, crackers, and fruit play any instruments - clarinet in 6th and 7th grade favorite songs - literally impossible for me to answer, it changes all the time random fact - i can stage sword-fight and spin fire, and my hips are crooked at the tailbone  aesthetics - a soft, rainy morning whispering through deep green fir trees; hot coffee and stacks of books; over-sized sweaters; a cluster of scented candles; the full moon and smoky quartz, amethyst; that first day it feels like fall; laying on top of the fremont troll at 2 in the morning after too many ciders and two lines in the club bathroom; fuxkin vampires and fucking vampires; polaroids

too many people to tag, everyone do it if you want! 

#queue; #// thank you! #{ dial paris yourself; ooc -- } #// LMAO I FORGOT TO CHANGE THE NICKNAMES ONE

[marius-roman-dio]

💬 you paid a visit to Benedict all alone

“And where did you hear this rumor? I can think of nothing that would bring such a story into the world, other than to rile things up. I have never spoke to the boy alone so let that be the truth.“

#agnusdeisanctus #//thank you