#admin rae💀

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clutching up last minute late work so you dont completely fail the class>>

#stressful tbh im gonna be up all night then i gotta do an essay tomorrow before midnight #THEN i have finals which if i get less than 100 on im gonna fail that class too #wahoo #cant wait 4 summer tho even though i plan on taking some summer classes so i can get ahead #i cant wait for school to be over whsgsbsv im so sick of it im gonna cry #do you have a job or career in mind yet jay? #i remember you mentioned clothing i think youd be really good at it #i feel like im talking to myself lmao ill wait for ya #admin rae💀

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idk random

#admin rae💀 #dave and bambi #bro lowkey true expunged is cool as hell

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not even joking, but i fucking hate the word slay, ate, and bffr. and i know mfers are gonna be like “oh but it’s aave🤓🙀” OH BUT ITS FUCKING ANNOYING. cringe floptok humor

#if anyone else sees this i’m black #it’s so overused #and annoying #like pls stfu #admin rae💀

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tldr for the drama shit since it was long as hell. so r//pe, sh//tacon and l//licon warning

alr so basically one of these well known artists in the community was exposed to be a pedofile. he drew art of kids being r//pd by big men (the fuck), referred to characters as l//lis and sh//tas, and some other fucked up shit. he gave an apology but it was ASS, basically saying that they drew that with “non sexual intent”.

yeah, because drawing nsfw of minors being assaulted definitely isnt sexual /s

#i HATE this fandom #gotta find something new i cant stand these mfers😭 #admin rae💀 #theyve been doing it since february and they claim to change #i dont belive it tho lol #that shit is illegal #i asked why someone was defending it and they got pissed lmfaoo #along with other people do you know how dumb you sound defending a pedofile

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playing cuphead has brought out an anger in me i didnt know existed

#played for like 6 hours wnd im only 30(?) % done #and/ #ITS SO HARD #IT TAKES ME LIKE 50 ATTEMPTS (not counting restarts when i know ik screwed) PER BOSS #im/ why am i messing up so much LMAO #wasted 20 on the game + dlc #pissed rn #cuphead is a game for people who want to torture themselves without physical pain /srs #admin rae💀

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playing smash with my cousin rn and i want to hurt him so bad

#hes so fuckung baf #bad/ #spamming the same move like a faggot with no skill KYS #I AM SO ANGRY #admin rae💀 #im so angry i just wanna say slurs #and be mad #and frustrated #AND IM NOT EVEN BAD HES JUST SPAMING HIS MOVES #im so maf im gonna start crying i just wanna rip his fingernails off #i might have anger issues idk

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i know i said i wanted to practice art more and actually get good at it but honestly atp imma just give up

#this fucking bastard whos like 10 draws better than me and its making me frustrated #ive been sitting here for 2 hours just trying to sketch something basic but it fucking SUCKS #admin rae💀 #like it shouldnt be this fucking hard #to put lines on a canvas

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i hate drawing sometimes. its so hard to find a cool and unique art style then i just get so unmotivated when i see someone whos like 11 and can draw 100x better than me like wtf am i doing wrong

#admin rae💀

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IVE BEEN THINKING SBOUT THAT WRITING THING U DID BUT I LITERALLY HAVE NO IDEAS. ITS WRITTEN SO WELL THAT ITS BAD FOR ME IF THAT MAKES SENSE

#hold up #admin rae💀 #i KNOW I KNOW I USED TO TALK ABOUT AU SWAPS IN MY HEAD #and ngl i think about myself being in a different universe every night #but if il being honest this sounds like it would take place in a fantasy ish universe #i guess hxh is already like that though? #IDK THATS KINDA JUST HOW I SEE IT #prince and princesses yes

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jay bae did u hear about how someone is making an fnf mod about peoples suicides💀💀 its so fucked up

#i saw the video #one of them shot thenselves and kept singing #fnf players have reached a new low💀💀 #admin rae💀

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look at this shit i made💀

#it took me an hour #cause i had to do it all on the same layer #/srs #was it worth it? #no #admin rae💀 #dave and bambi

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YES YES U CAN SPOIL THE CHAPTER IDM!!

#i love reading stuff u like talking about pspspps #admin rae💀

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i know i know its probably annoying that i rant about this every three seconds but ive been up for hours with all this shit ij my mind lmfao

AAUAUAGAGGAUAUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I HATE MYSELFV WHY AM I LIK THIS. everytime i finally make friends with someone cool they have a 12 hour time difference or they just get bored and donr talk to me anymore )): im already a stupid loser with no social skills and when i make a friend ONLINE, THE EASIEST WAY POSSIBLE,, i somehow ruin everything. and i mean like i try to act normal ?? but i always mess it up anyways and everyones like “oh just be urself!!” I HATE BEING MYSELF AND WHEN I DO NO ONE LIKES IT AAAGAGGC.

i hate all these stupid people who post their stupid fucking relationships on the internet like DO U THINK I GIVE A FUCK?? DO U WANT ME TO END IT?? (besides u of course jay bae) likr i hope yoh wake up and find out ur related im a hater fr. then those dumb best friend relationships like wtf why cang i have something like that too )):

sometimes i try to do something productive with my life. my entire mentality is just “oh maybe if i can do something cool like those people on the internet then magbe people would like me too” NO BECAUSE I FUCKINF SUCK AT EVERYTHING I TRY. literally i can only draw thess stupid not even human looking people from a video game. i tried getting better st rhythm games but i can barely focus so i dont think im gonna make any progress.

man idk what the point of this rant was. probably just me being mad and throwing a tantrum cause people have stuff that i dont

#:(( #admin rae💀 #sorry i probs sound like a crybaby LMFAO #i just wanba be in that small friend group with cool people too #UGGHVVC I JUST DONT WANNA BE ALONE ANYMORE

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wait why does everyone hate andre tate so much? ive heard some stuff but it barely explained

#admin rae💀

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me when i come to the realization that i have no friends i keep in contact with

#BESIDES U #ur like the only one #and someone else i know named kat #i told i about them already #you/ #its been hours since we last talked tho😞😞 #im probably over thinking it #admin rae💀

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i just watched the ronnie mcnutt video outta curiosity and bro💀💀 I JUST THOUGHT HIS JAW WOULD GET BLOWN UP NOT HIS WHOLE ASS FACE

#probs gonna forget i watcjed it soon #THAT WAS SO #WHY THE FUCK DID HE EVEN DO THAT #admin rae💀 #then again he was using a shotgun #‘well guys i guess thats it’ #dude had outro music