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sal1ne-s0lution · 3 years
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#tmmy.vnet#im ujst a thig to fck.#im a sx object a whoe#we dserevd it#fcuk us we dnt care#we dnt mater#our opnion dosnt matter#fcuk#tby dont look#if yuo did you dindt do nayhing#juts waht our dad sid earleir#thts all#fckk
i dsereve it
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sal1ne-s0lution · 3 years
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#tommy.vent#I feel so fucking bad I'm a fucking failure my men.#I can never met any fucking standards and I'm such a bad fucking person.#I worry him too much. I talk about myself too much. I care too much. I'm too happy. I'm too negative.#Theres so much fucking more I can list and talk about but I can't evne fucking think about it my men.#I just feel a fucking blur of bad emotions#God my boyfriend deserves so much better than me.#Toby deserves so much good and happiness and love and care and he deserves a good person but I'm not that.#I'm just a mess.#I'm not going to attempt suicide again my men. To think I used to actually fucking like myself or a least I think I did.#But then I stopped just fucking never allowing myself to feel anything other than postive shit#I let the barrier though and now I have to face the fucking facts the reality. I fucking hate that anyone might blame themselves#but its all my fucking fault my men.#I'm so fucking sorry and I wish he knows that. I don't even know why I feel so bad but I know I have to apologize my men.#I'm not going to let myself fucking cry or anything like that my men. Can't fucking do that can't fucking show that.#I'm going to stay up late again my men#then we'll work on these fucking projects tommrow and the next day and the next and the next#over and fucking over my men all of us barely talking to fucking anyone.#and the worst part is I don't know the fucking point I don't think any of us fucking know the point as to why we do#all the shit we fucking do my men.#I know this sounds like we're gonna commit suicide but we're not.#I at least am losing the fucking vision as to what the fucking point of any of this shit is for.#I'm sorry this is so much fucking shit.#no one should look at this.#Another thing to list as to why I'm a bad person my men I guess.#Too fucking late to be a good one. I used to fucking believe I was good. I used to convince others they were good.#and I was good at that.#Now its fucking slipping away my man.#I used to be good happy and fucking the Biggest man round haha. People liked me then I think. I don't think that happens anymore.#I doubt people do anyways my men. Toby likes me. tumblr delted rest of the fucking tags oh well.
vent post in tags my men.
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sal1ne-s0lution · 3 years
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I make it worse. If I wasn't bad in the head I wouldn't make it worse.
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sal1ne-s0lution · 3 years
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I feel bad for pratically running away but It's alright my men. It's better for him.
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sal1ne-s0lution · 3 years
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I just fucking wanted to be polite. Look where that got me my men.
Things were good AGAIN and I had to fuck up AGAIN. My men I am telling you I might need punishment again soon if this keeps up
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sal1ne-s0lution · 3 years
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I don't care who's fault it is I'M getting the punishment my men
Things were good AGAIN and I had to fuck up AGAIN. My men I am telling you I might need punishment again soon if this keeps up
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sal1ne-s0lution · 3 years
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It hurts but I have no other choice?? Why can't he see that.
Things were good AGAIN and I had to fuck up AGAIN. My men I am telling you I might need punishment again soon if this keeps up
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sal1ne-s0lution · 3 years
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fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck
Things were good AGAIN and I had to fuck up AGAIN. My men I am telling you I might need punishment again soon if this keeps up
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sal1ne-s0lution · 3 years
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Things were good AGAIN and I had to fuck up AGAIN. My men I am telling you I might need punishment again soon if this keeps up
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sal1ne-s0lution · 3 years
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#tommy.text#There seems to be an error in the the rules my men.#Err just Me Men since I created this new blog and the rules today!!!#I'll tell you my men one day the similarties in icons is gonna fuck me up and I might post to the wrong one
The rules are supposed to make everything NICE. So why am I feeling odd????
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sal1ne-s0lution · 3 years
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I confess: Sometimes I want attention from him, to talk with him for long periods of time.
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sal1ne-s0lution · 3 years
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If I force a even more negative assoication with the feeling, maybe it'll go away my men!!
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sal1ne-s0lution · 3 years
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Reminder to self: Today would've been good if you didn't just HAVE to post about your emotions on your blog which in the end led to him feeling bad my man. It's not worth it to express your emotions that aren't postive.
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sal1ne-s0lution · 3 years
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I miss the days when I only allowed myself to feel happiness and good things. I caused no issues then. Now I'm a piece of shit.
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sal1ne-s0lution · 3 years
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Piece of shit
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sal1ne-s0lution · 3 years
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It's punishment time 🙃
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