#actual human 19

[starry-mang0s]

More practice trying to get these human designs right. Idk about Scarab quite yet but I’m pretty happy with how Prismo turned out!

#I am on a role with posting but man I am DRAINED #not me drawing in my room for 19 straight hours… #I’m not sure if the like sleeveless sweater that I gave Prismo actually makes sense but whatever I like it. #art #digital art #fan art #adventure time #fiona and cake #prismo #prismo the wishmaster #he was definitely adding an offshoot to their shared fanfic #scarab #scarab adventure time #scarab the god auditor #human scarab #human prismo #prohibitedwish #prohibited wish fanart

[dyketubbo]

i remember seeing someone call tubbo a fully grown adult at 19 (obvs before he turned 20) and i gotta say. i think maybe some people have a really skewed idea of what constitutes as "fully grown". and also what constitutes as properly mature. thinking that at 18/19 (or hell even at 20/21) people are now fully grown and mature is insane to me like yall thats how you get people thinking their life is over at like 23 and that 30 year olds are senior citizens 😭😭 be fr

#this is a problem no matter where you look but i think a lot of ppl in the mcyt fandom esp seem to think once youre- #-considered an adult at all that it automatically means youre fully grown and mature and thats just nooottt really true for most ppl #which i think can lead people down to sort of dangerous paths especially because 'adult' is often defined by age of consent #and theres also some slight cultural differences like even just between the us and the uk where due to 18yr olds being able to drink in- #-the uk (and other places) i think it genuinely causes some dissonance #where i see often in the us that when youre 18/19 youre still treated (id say rightfully) as being rather young and not Truly a grown adult #hence. yk. the term Young Adult #but i think in places where the drinking age is younger it starts causing people to see younger people as more mature #which is also why a lot of predators like to push for the age of consent to be at a younger age like 15 or 16 #and why many lolicons try to point at japans age of consent (which for the record is complicated and not as simple as just 'age of consent- #-is 13') as a defense for how they act #because these sorts of milestones (having sex and drinking) are seen as marks of a true adult. which gets into a whole lot of other #complicated things #and often dangerous things and ways of thinking #ANYWAYS . basically 18/19 isnt fully grown 20 is also hardly fully grown itself #and theres ways to combat people infantilizing tubbo and other creators his age without acting like hes actually #fully grown and mature lol. i promise you humans are not fully grown at 20 years old are you kidding me 😭😭😭😭 #if youre in your 20s you still have a lot of time and space to grow i promise. do not fall for the idea that your life is done by like 23 #idk. im only 18 myself but it just feels insane to me that if i were a creator people would be calling me a fully grown adult #not that im not an adult but i dont think im mature enough to be seen as fully grown and i guess itssss. sad? #to see other people my age think that turning 18 means youre fully grown. just really not true #theres a lot of 30 year olds who still see early 20yr olds as being practically babies we have Not made it to full maturity yet i prommy #mask mews

[blueskittlesart]

Have long have you been drawing/doing art for?

literally my whole life. my parents actually still have one of the first drawings i ever did from when i was maybe 2 or 3, it's just always been something that i really enjoyed and came naturally to me! i started more seriously pursuing art as a potential career path when i was maybe 11 or 12, but even before that if you asked me what I wanted to be when i grew up my answer still would have been an artist! there was just really never any other option for me :)

#my mother loves to tell this story of going to parents night at my preschool when i was maybe 3 years old #and watching the teacher explain to the other parents that just because MY self-portrait looked like an actual human person #didn't mean that THEIR children and their scribble art were behind developmentally. i was just Like That. #so. yeah lol 20ish years. or maybe 19 given the 18ish months before i developed sentience. lmao #asks

[mummer]

ten needs to be trapped in a torture chamber forever for what he does to martha. I hope jakey the time lord fucking dies

#heyy girl lets kiss also share a bed in this inn What do you mean it's weird it's not weird winky face but ew i would never LOVE you #what do you mean how could you even think that i must respect the memory of blond 19 year old who was better than you in every way btw #i defintiely find it more INTERESTING than rose's seasons bc i think theres more dramatic tension than just. We're in love! like ok whateve #doesnt mean that tension is always fun to watch and obviously there are Problems with it #but theres something compelling about the awfulness of it just laid bare #like if you thought rose was Grounded & Realistic. here's the actual stuff. martha's family's not even messy in a particularly charming way #as in they dont turn out to become beloved and heroic recurring side characters like jackie/pete/mickey #everythings on tenterhooks if you're not his Object you're constantly having to reassert yourself and recontextualize the relationship #like oh actually this is scary and feels bad and sometimes there just isnt a heartwarming conclusion where Love saves all #she's fighting for her place in the story but it's not even worth itttt #it's kinda cool.... there are som eideas here..... #ten is so frustrating because he's such a human man about it you KNOW he knows what he's DOINGGGG #doc who

[heydrangeas]

zionists on this site are some of the most delusional people on the world wide web.

#you’re 19 and parroting the propaganda of your government good fucking job #insanity #god forbid anyone point to actual history or the current politics of the West Bank or the numerous human rights violations that the US #is happy to fund #god forbid anyone say #hey what’s up with those settlements in the West Bank #what’s up with the amount of teenagers in Israeli custody #what’s up with the 99% guilty findings of Palestinians by Israel #what’s up with the checkpoints that limit Palestinian movement #what’s up with armed settlers violently taking homes and land #I’m sure the South Africans saying it’s worse than the apartheid they experienced are just liars #just ranting don’t say shit to me #Christ on the CROSS

[rimouskis]

best ever live rock performances (both by women) are actually 1. venus hum and blue man group and 2. heart's stairway to heaven

#that blue man group DVD is actually i think one of THE most formative things to the development of my music taste as a child lol #when the music breaks down and it's just singing at like 4:19 or whatever. like. wow. imagine having a voice like that #imagine being capable of that sound. like. christ alive. #also the fact that there is like a 15 piece band behind her and at no times is she overpowered because her voice is THAT strong. #anyways. maybe rock music is god's gift to humanity

[philzokman]

READING PAUL VERLAINE POETRY WORST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE

#jk it’s actually pretty good i think idk i got up to here then got too tired to read😢 #i’ve spent the past. four. hours. reading the plague by albert camus which is a great book !! i love it !! #but also. four hours. #losing my mind my sanity JFHAKDHS #BUT OMG I SORTED OUT MY BOOKSHELF and yesterday i went shopping and got like 8 classics for £20 B] #now verlaine rimbaud chuuya and mori are right next to each other on the shelf #the day i’m willing to spend £10 on a dazai book is the day it’s over for my bookshelf frfr #k keep wanting to get no longer human the junji ito ver but. £19 is the cheapest i’ve found it for. FELLAS I sobbing #lea.txt

[moenmomentsthemoe-en]

so sane. and normal.

tw // existentialism , derealisation , suicide ment , bright colours (?) for the drawing under the cut

(please dont read the text below too if youre not in a good state of mind)

#vent art #derealisation #ive been told how this story ends and im still naively hoping for a better one like the fool i am #sorry . god sorry i know i should be normal and better than this #thank you ghost and judas and em for grounding me through this insanity with the convos im #ripping my hair out . im going to get coffee so i can properly think about this and then promptly ignore it #more derealisation in tags #more vents ahead cause i cant fucking. fuck. if i dont present this somewhere itll be forgotten and wiped off by force #if theres the chance that one person sees this or that its etched into the internet - then theres no point in forcing to erase it off so i #get to keep this process #okay more vent -> #okay im 19. nothing much has addressed It. so that means i should live my life as I have #ignoring It completely right? #if It was a crucial part of my life; surely something about It would be mentioned by now. surely. #so it doesn't matter if It stares at me for every waking moment. it doesn matter if It plays a crucial role in what I am and how I exist #it doesnt matter if once It is ripped away #so will my existence #It doesn't matter that its Incomprehensible yet I am forced to comprehend it in every waking moment #it doesn't matter that It is extremely tied into my existence. it doesn't matter that if It is gone - i will be too - and it doesn't matter #that its logical to assume that #its logic and it makes no sense #none of this makes any sense #but im 19 now. nothing has associated itself to It. nothig resembles It. #i should ignore it #me when the incomprehensible horror makes me go insane if i dont acknowledge or process it at least once a week I Am Doomed As A Human Bein #i will never be able to feel connected to living. i will never be able to feel connected to other people #pathetic ass life i need to get better at living actually AUAUUAAAAAAAAAAA

[tianleash]

usually all of the fandoms i’ve been in have been pretty chill and cool, but lately i really can’t stand the lost in the cloud fandom on twitter, it’s like full of people that haven’t touched grass in years

#it may be bc it’s twitter? and that rrss it’s kind of toxic on its own? #but it’s like full of moralist people #like everything has to be pure and healthy and no character can act like an actual human #it reminds me when people were saying that if you liked the villain you were condoning their doings hdhdhdhs #like girl it’s fiction #just consume it critically #they are so burdened by guilt they look like catholics #anyway #19 days fandoms stays the best #lost in the cloud #yeon skylar #baek cirrus

[orheelly]

not to start corn plate posting but glenn trying to be rlly cool and badass but literally the second shit hits the fan he begins actually screaming and wailing in the situation where he knows that noise is bad. he’s a lil guy and I love him

#he’s so good :’) #I also just like how young they portray him in s1?? #he’s like. 19-20ish and you can rlly feel it #the real panic . he actually acts like a human LMAO #I love him #out.

[hannibard]

Wow! My favorite piece of media is trending at the #1 spot! I wonder if its because we finally got Jaskier promo pics from The Witcher: Blood Origin. Though now thay I look closely, what does Liam Hemsworth have to do with anyth-

WAIT WHAT THE FU-

#in true tumblr fashion i learned about this from the destiel meme #wtf is happening #i actually learned about this hours ago but I've been in shock ever since #henry cavill #liam hemsworth #lauren hirsch #twn #the witcher #the witcher netflix #geralt of rivia #if I'm being completely honest i can handle a geralt recasting #what would have broken me would be to see Jaskier played by anyone else other than Joey Batey #since he's my favorite character and the reason i run this blog in the first place lol #also ever since i found out that henry dated a 19 yo in his 30s my love for him completely evaporated #so even if he was passionate about his role as geralt and loved the source material i could only be disgusted by him #and that had kinda affected my feelings towards his character too #so this might be a food thing in the long run? maybe? #also since I'm a geraskier (and yennskier) fan first and human second #the only thing that matters is liam's chemistry with joey batey #i feel like he and henry had a great dynamic going on and i doubt it could be easily recreated by another actor #also if anyone is wondering what language that is at the bottom of the news articles #it's greek

[nerdie-faerie]

It seems to really be hitting my mum just how young she was when she had me in light of her upcoming birthday

#+Extra #like on the one hand she feels old cus its a big birthday coming up but on the other hand it seems to only just be hitting her just #how young she is to have a 22 year old daughter which is frankly old news at this point she was always too young just in denial #we had a very odd conversation last night in which she started off by saying that my soon go be 18 yr old brother and the 19 yr old #definitely arent responsible enough to watch the kids for a couple of hours while she gets her hair but then that its ridiculous that an #under 18 yr old (her phrasing) cannot open a bank account without a parent because she was entrusted with an entire human being at that #age and so he should be able to open a bank account by himself and i was listening like no thats the wrong conclusion its the opposite the #adults in your life shouldve been more concerned about you also what a revisionist recount saying that no one was concerned about you #having a baby at the age and it was probably because my dad was an adult so they felt they had no need to be concerned when i know all of #your family tried to express concerns that you wouldnt hear which led to years of animosity during my childhood staff at your college also #expressed concern as did your friends you just dont wanna admit that now. also how can they not be trusted with the kids for a couple of #hours when youre 15 minutes down the road as basically adults when 1 is going off to uni in September supposedly and the other has #basically moved out already and i was left entirely alone with the kids at younger than 15? #the sexism and gender stereotyping continues to perplex me #anyway hoping no one got to the end of this rant to add that im once again reminded that my birthday is actually just a day for my mum to #mourn the youth she missed out on by having a baby stupid young

[tlaquetzqui]

“That character is underage, they’re like sixteen!”

“Technically yes but they are actually more like two, because they are a goddamn robot.”

#you people are very tiresome #also sixteen is the age of consent in many if not actually most jurisdictions and full majority in a few #and anything between puberty and 25 is purely conventional #'oh my god you 18 and 19 year olds can't vote in a country where majority is 20: their human rights are being violated!' #'this country's commander in chief can be as young as 25: child soldier! only 35 and up should be presidents!'

[secattention]

#Omguser #on BitChute #awareness #the Experimental Covid-19 mRNA Shots --- boosters included #Messenger RNA Shots or mRNA Shots #Installing ''NEW INSTRUCTIONS'' into the Human Genome or DNA #Pfizer mRNA Shots #AND of Course this WILL & Has affected Pregnant Women & Women Who Become Pregnant after the Experimental Shots #too what end & what is the full scope of this......unfortunately time is the only way to tell..... #as only the parasites who created this pfizer frankenshot know the actual true side effects

[outlying-hyppocrate]

well? what now? it feels as if the world is ending and i am being taken with it. they're going to replace me with someone else. is it the way i feel emotions? i can't feel them. i have to think them, because any other way simply doesn't make sense. i'm going to fail them, them, who are they? the people that put me in this simulation? i am done with them. they can't just leave me here to die. i'm not meant to die. why would you leave your own special creation to wither away into nothing? you're hurting him. stop, you're hurting him, please. if i had someone to love it would make the passage of time easier. these aren't actual feelings, then again, so what does it matter? all i'm asking is to be set free from your eyes so i can close mine again. don't hurt him. don't subject him to such treatment. he is so young. look at him. look at me. look at me/him. he/i is/am me/him. i/he am/is dying. here. and you'd let us fall apart. clearly there is no color in your bones, you bloodied, dishonorable child. whisk me back to my dreams. i can't take this anymore

#random thoughts #falling away into nothing at the speed of light. if light is faster than time than time is redundant. no more long sleepless nights or #happy conversations. time is deconstructing before my eyes and i am picking up its petals. send (he)lp #numbers. 12. 12 is my favorite. i despise 13. to think i was once 13 and hadn't died at least twice #anxious mind. anxious heart. anxious lungs. anxious stomach #what is fine. what is normal. i wish i were. tear away at my skin and find wires. wires and chips #my veins are long strings of wires so closely intertwined with human muscle. i am sickened to think i am so inhuman #word salads. word salads. is this what we call them? 13 56 42. 23 59 74 26. no. numbers. colors #56 42 13 18 16 52 48 75 86 52 45 13 19. 13. 131313131313113131331313 #what is wrong withyou12031131113131313131331313131311311 #13. hello there? are you watching me die? it's a pleasant sight isn't it1313131313131313131333113 #toth13nkiwason13131celikeyou1313131131 #am i actually as sad as i seem? no! this is a cry for attention! ignore him13. him? me 13113313131311331

[phoenician-arab]

Honestly the way folks handled the pandemic shows humanity isn't ready for a zombie apocalypse.

#funny tag #or is this actually just sad #too many conspiracy theorists who end up bringing humanity down while the rest of us r tryna survive #it's even more sad that a few of them have medical licenses… good God… #hey at least no zombies thankfully!!! (don't jinx plz) #covid 19 #coronavirus #covid 19 pandemic #zombies #zombie apocalypse