#Wishing he could give these people hope

[choochooboss]

Two tired guys lost in their search...

With help of his friend Elesa and her extensive social network, the lone subway boss gets in contact in the international police. He's slowly running out of options.

Looker sighs. Another person has disappeared without a single trace. All he can do is watch him despair.

#submas #Looker's job must be very emotionally rough #Wishing he could give these people hope #but he has to stay realistic #Even so he will do his best to help out! #he likely suspects this is another ultra wormhole incident #subway boss emmet #pokemon emmet #submas emmet #pokemon looker #pokemon #pokemon black and white #old piece from July #How about Looker & Emmet teaming up?

[southern--downpour]

having upsetting thoughts about the “live” ending

#what would he think? would he think the audience just wants to see him suffer for as long as he's entertaining? #how do you feel being dragged away knowing you're going to loose every memory you've ever had after just getting them all back? #how do you come to terms with the fact that you *begged* to die and they refused you? #do you think h'ed fight back? or just accept his fate silently and let himself be dragged away by showfall's drones? #sorry genloss is giving me such severe brainrot #it hurts me so good #honest to god want to write stuff for this and i am not a writer #shut up virgil #genloss #like you know if chat picked live it'd be because we couldnt stand to kill him/had *some* kind of hope he could escape eventually #but he wouldnt know that #he'd just think that however many people (hundreds? thousands? he doesnt know) wanted him to suffer #i so fucking wish gl!ranboo could know just how badly chat wanted to find a way to save him #GENUINELY almost tied the poll 50/50 to find any other option than kill him or have him suffer #uwahhhhhhhh

[captaincleverusernamehere]

Okay so I’ve purposely not read anything about the new companion/her actor, but like, with the way RTD has started off his return, with Tennant’s costume and calling him the 14th doctor and overshadowing Gatwa’s entrance and naming Donna’s daughter Rose, it all really feels like he’s trying to milk nostalgia to bring him/the show back into the good graces of its worst critics from the past few years.

Like, with Ruby Sunday (what a name…) being a young blonde girl immediately after the Doctor’s return to Tennant’s body, I feel like RTD’s just going to use her to be the vessel for the Doc’s Very Own Morality Nostalgia Trip/Getting Over Rose Time like he did with Martha, which I think was a pretty universally disliked decision.

Maybe I’m wrong, but Doctor Who has been built over the past half century to be a show about moving forward, and all of these gestures look more like bringing things “back to normal” to me, which i think is the wrong move.

#doctor who #not to be overly negative #I would LOVE to be proven wrong #and of course I’m still excited about everything in the future of the show #but with Disney having some creative control now #and russel REALLY not going with the flow of everything the show’s become since the end of his run #it feels sort of… not even cheap; just in poor taste #people were excited for his return to see what new stories he could create; not to see the old ones all over again #I hope he still lives up to expectations but right now he’s really treading water #this really does sound so angry; I promise I’m not; it’s just that this is the only outlet for my thoughts on this show and this is the only #show that makes me think like this at all #so most of these posts are just thought experiments and exercises in argumentation. I still love this show with all my heart #:) #but yeah I hope I made my argument clear. I wish I could show my blog posts to my English teacher bc everything here is better written than #anything I give him fhgdhfgdh #russel t davies #millie gibson #ruby sunday #rose Tyler #doctor who series 14

[hazmatazz]

realizing how much physical affection means to me literally. like i always get that as my #1 love language for every fun test i do but oh my god they're right. i don't get enough physical affection or i don't get people saying they're giving me physical affection when they can't and suddenly i'm staying up that everyone hates me

#logically i understand my best friend loves me but oh my god. we haven't hugged in a week. what if he never cares to see me again #or like . i understand my guy probably likes me but haven't been told i'm getting affection in a while . my affection has been rejected. . #so . ugh. just need a fucking hug dude #i wanna ask my friend for niceys rn but it's 3 am so she's probably asleep and also . :( what if he doesn't like me #(<- guy who's been friends with it for years) #like . i wish i could tell someone like “hey give them reassurance rn” without.... asking for that #like i'd post “need someone to be niceys to me rn” because that's usually the most i can do to communicate that but he rarely is on tumblr #and what? do i send this post to my friend? no wtf #this happens with like. everyone close to me btw. i just care a lot about my best friend #so just. ugh. gonna try and sleep now. i'm getting a hug from him tomorrow #i really hope he plans something with me...i think that's all i need reassurance wise #i don't plan shit with people because what if they don't wanna be around me? but when ppl plan shit with me? YEAH . <3 #godddddd #🤞 please invite me to something soon i miss you and i feel like you hate me for no reason but that i'm sad always

[livvyofthelake]

also fun fact. you can effectively punch holes in plastic glow in the dark stars using a push pin and a rock and just pressing it really hard into your carpet or something so it doesn’t damage anything once it penetrates the plastic. in case you ever needed to know that

#i hope all my actors come to the premiere because i do not think i will be finishing this shit by sunday when we stop filming #going to need to tell them i have surprise presents for them all and use that to make them come see my mid short film #i have to stop putting down my own film. it’s not going to be mid. it’s going to be good. perhaps not as good as some others in the class #but it will not be as bad as the annoying ‘men’s mental health story’ bs one group is doing #frankly i don’t give a shit about men’s mental health but whatever #actually it might not be bad as a film idk their skill levels. but i won’t care about it due to there being no women in there #actually another group is making a film with no women (except the firdged mom) but i think theirs will be good #they have a cast of two people it’s not insane that there’s no women so i’ll allow it #and also of course that guys script was very good and he was actually my first choice when we voted on who’s scripts to make #no i was not my first choice…. i was trying to be humble…. #also i wouldn’t have had to be director on his film. i could have been the bitchy production manager….. #i also would have had to go on multiple hikes due to the locations they needed. so perhaps it’s a good thing my script got voted in too #and i know i complain but i do actually like my group they’re great people to work with #even if the Annoying one and i clash sometimes. i like to think of our dynamic as Divorced Coparents #which sounds more sexy than it is. it’s not sexy at all. there’s no sex going on metaphorical or otherwise #i just mean. we clash sometimes but we also have good rapport. it’s like a tense middle school friendship #and the other guy. he’s great. cringe at times but we love him #i wish i’d known him before this semester so we could have had more time to become friends this timing kinda sucks #anyway. i don’t remember how this post started. #ok bye

[italictext]

I desperately need to befriend a Death Note fan irl who likes Death Note the way I do.. The only DN fans I've met irl are anime only Near haters :'(

#I NEED someone to shake while I rant to them about Death Note pls pls pls #I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO GIGGLE WITH WHILE WE STARE AT DEATH NOTE PANELS PLS PLS PLS #My sister has seen Death Note but she's not really into it + anime only + Near hater </3 #It sucks to remember that the Death Note fandom isn't just my mutuals.. Some people genuinely hate Near :(( #I LOVE the anime the animation is beautiful the soundtrack is beautiful and OOOOO THE COLOR CODING EEEE but #It butchered the 2nd half soo so badly and changed Near's personality and I'm not a fan of the ending :( #THE MANGA ENDING IS SOOO SO GOOD AND BEAUTIFUL #OMGGGG when Light admits to being Kira and gives them his speech and calls himself god of the new world AND EEEE NEAR SAYS “NO YOURE JUST A #MASS MURDERER“ #LIKE EEEE THAT ALWAYS ALWAYS MAKES ME GIGGLE NEAR WAS SOOO SO COOL FOR THAT LIKE HE'S LITERALLY FACE TO FACE WITH KIRA THE GUY WHO KILLED L #And Near REPEATS IT. HE CALLS HIM “JUST A MURDERER” TWICE. #Sorry but the anime made Near so stupid “lol just let him run away it's not like he'll survive” #I love Near and Light's dynamic so much they're so funny. They have the prettiest panels too #Maybe an unpopular opinion but Near vs Light was wayyy more entertaining that L vs Light #And it hurts me to see people say that it should've ended at the 1st half. I know people can have their own opinions or whatever but THEYRE #WRONG!! DN is SOOO much better with the 2nd half + if it ended at L's death that would've sucked. So glad L died midway #I wish I had a friend I could talk about DN to :( I'll just hope one of my friends decide to watch it because idk how to make new friends #Discord servers scare me and while I love my mutuals if any of you tried to message me I think I'd cry out of nervousness lol #Gosh this is long shoukd I even post this

[illegiblehandwriting1]

GOOD MORNING Y'ALL i woke up at o'dark thirty, got caffeinated, spent a few hours reading and now i am ready to make Sky's life a living hell :D cuz today is WRITING DAY even if i don't feel like it i gotta start, gotta go down the rabbit hole and get in the zone, gotta make some BIG DECISIONS cuz how the fuck do i want this to go lmao

worst part is that i think i know how i want ch17 to end but just the general gist of it, not the actual details but we'll figure it out!

#illeg updates #chicken scratch #smoke & ashes #lu sky #giving myself a pep talk lol #i'll pick something and hope it sticks honestly #OH OH OH WAIT I CAN DO THIS #I WISH I COULD TELL YOU GUYS BUT I CAN'T #I JUST GOT SUCH A GOOD IDEA #sky's fear of abandonment and being alone is giving me so many ideas rn #man can only function w/ other people and he keeps meeting people and then having to leave them behind #SO oh my goodness yes ok that works #ok ok this will help for later on #cuz he's gonna be Thinking things in ch17 i think #and they're gonna come back when something else happens #WAIT NO THAT DOESN'T WORK #YES IT DOES BUT DIFFERENTLY #oh shit he won't even knowwwww... #keeps leaving people and then OH YES WAIT THAT WORKS #THAT WORKS I LIKE THAT #LET HIM ANGST WITHOUT KNOWING THINGS THAT I KNOW AND YOU WILL KNOW BUT NOT YET #we need✨buildup✨ #also more angst #and he should interact w/ society probably #ok ok i have a game plan #maybe #ehhhhhhhhh we've got this it's fine #just throw it on the doc and see what sticks lmao

[dutybcrne]

When Kaeya gives out hugs, they’re almost always a little too tight. If asked, he will answer it’s because he wants to test how sturdy they are or teasingly ask if his hugs are not to their liking and offer to never do them again. Really, he’s just microdosing on the sort of hug he craves without having to ask for it.

#hc; kaeya #//He wants the sort of hugs Crepus used to give #//The kind that are tight enough to make yer spine bones crack a lil bit and squishes the air from your lungs #//But are also just so WARM bc the person's putting their all into it; like they don't want to let you go #//LOVES those sort of hugs; misses them dearly #//He realized Diluc would probably be the only person who could possibly give them; of those he's comfortable with #//Him being so strong and all #//But Kae would rather DIE than ask him for one #//The answer would absolutely be no; he's well-aware of that #//So he'd rather spare himself having to swallow his pride and be vulnerable just to be turned away; thanks #//If by some miracle Diluc were to offer though; he might either bluescreen or make the man Regret it by NEVER LETTING GO for the next hour #//Prolly bluescreen and freak out; bc whO IN THE HECK IS THIS PERSON??? THIS AIN'T THE DILUC HE KNOWS- #//It's extremely wishful thinking and foolish to hope the man ever would though #//He really likes giving hugs to His People; would do so every chance he sees open #//Knows it makes Klee squeak a little when he does; the way he used to. He finds that adorable #//She's his favorite to hug for that reason; though he's careful not to crush her too much #//The moment she wants out; he's letting go and checking in on her #//Prolly spooked her the first time he did that; felt bad enough to take her for a sweet treat and explain why he hugs like that #//Klee alone would probably know it's bc he's mimicking Crepus #//He knew telling her would basically ensure the secret would be out; but he still makes her promise to keep it

[cheekblush]

just watched a few minutes of jongin's latest ig live and my heart breaks for him 🥺

#seeing him cry..... i can't take this #i wish i could hug him :( #hasn't this man served his country enough already???? and now they give him a one week notice that's just cruel 😔 #if he would've enlisted after the exo comeback this wouldn't be so devastating #but he clearly had so many things planned and now out of the blue he has to enlist so soon??? #i feel so sorry for him... i hope the other members are comforting him.. #it really broke my heart seeing him outside by himself crying... #i guess it's sweet he wanted to talk to us but i really hope he has people who support him and offer him a shoulder to cry on irl #i should be studying for tomorrow's finals but instead i'm worried about jongin 😭 #☁️ #exo #kim jongin

[groovytimes]

The fact the he ignored my kindness in the times I reached out but took offence when I decided to stop for my own peace of mind says a lot about him.

#Personal Ramblings #maybe he liked the attention I was giving him? #I honestly don’t know and I wish I wasn’t giving this more thought that it deserves #but it just goes to show that I had hopes and I tried but a wise person once said you can lead a horse to water #but you can’t make it drink it #I’m like Tony Soprano rn repeating the wise words of people smarter than me #but I turned on that green light and kept it on as long as I could #but all I can do is just wish him well and move on #and hope maybe I’ll hear from him again but I cannot allow myself to reach out anymore #and the weight of waiting for a response is gone and that feels good

[toygirljackal-archive]

Fuck I feel so dumb

#vent in the tags #she doesn't follow me anymore. why does such a simple thing hurt so much. #I'm mourning a relationship that barely even happened... but it feels so impossible to move on from... #I... really hate that I feel this way. it feels unfair to people I love now... #vaguing but do you ever instantly hit it off with someone and fall immediately in love but then fuck it up and become unable to interact #for like weeks. and she cared about you and you cared about her but it didn't work and it was your fault. and you try to move on... #but every fourth thought is about her and how much you wish she was in your arms and you in hers. and you love other people but not like he #like somehow this person you've only known for a week and a half is more important than anyone else but she's the one person you forced awa #and it's been weeks and you still can't say anything because you know you'd only hurt her. but what if you could make her understand? #but if she can't you'll just be hurting her over and over and you can't bring yourself to risk that. bc you love her #you love her too much to love her. cruel irony #and maybe if she wanted she'd text you. but maybe she's feeling the same way and is waiting for you. so you're torn #do you share your feelings honestly and risk hurting her or leave her alone and risk hurting... #would it be better if you made yourself the bad guy? would she hurt less if she believed you were as bad as you think you were? #would it be better if you told her a lie. that you moved on. that you didn't love her anymore. or would it break her heart? #all I want is for her to be happy. and I know I can't give her that... #and she shared her struggles to feel worthy... and I KNOW she's worth it all and more... a million times more than I could ever give her... #I feel like I gave her false hope and broke her even worse... she said I didn't hurt her. I don't believe her but I really hope it's true #I think I'll be thinking about her forever. wondering “what if”s till I die

[vorpalmuchness]

thinking about Dick Hallorann's line where he says, "911 ain't the answer ma'am. I only wish it was. I only wish I was the one in trouble" after Danny shine calls him and how sometimes we wish we could take on the burdens of those younger than us.

#there are things I wish I could carry for other people #just give that stress to me I can handle it #and sometimes there isn't a way to help #I really hope he lives through this #the shining 1997 #the shining #ramblings of this emma #dick hallorann #ALSO HE IS UNDERRATED PEOPLE DO NOT LOVE HIM ENOUGH #HE LEFT MIAMI FOR THIS #in the Kubrick version he DIES FOR THEM

[thatsalotofdragons]

need to kms and laugh while i do it

#FUCK i hate grief. i don't know man #talkin tag #HE WAS SO GOOD!!!! HE WAS SO GOOD AND I WISH HE WAS STILL HERE!!!! AND I HOPE THE GRIEF NEVER LEAVES MY HEART #I HOPE I GRIEVE EVERY TIME I LOOK AT THE STARS. I HOPE I GRIEVE AT SUNRISE. AND SUNSET. AND MIDDAY AND MIDNIGHT #I HOPE THE GRIEF SITS AND SITS AND STAYS. I HOPE THE LOVE IS NOT WASTED #fuck. FUCK #everything is terrible and i hate all my friends and i wish i was gone and i wish none of this happened #but everything is not terrible because the sun shone today. and i don't hate my friends but i wish they hated me. #and i don't wish i was gone because i have so much love to give. and i have hopes and dreams and i have a younger self that was so lonely #and i need to help her. and i need to show her that she was wrong for hating life. and i need to show her that she can be loved deeply #and i don't wish none of this happened. because then i never would've met my best friend or my boyfriend. and i never would've started #writing or making art. and i never would've found the same joys. but oh fuck i wish it didn't hurt so much #i run from the grief and it doesn't chase me but sometimes i turn the wrong corner and i am overwhelmed by its intensity #he was so good. he was so good. he was the best. he had so so SO much joy. i wish #... #i wish. i wish #... i wish he had more time. i wish i had more time. i wish i had more agency more strength more more more #everything. i wish i was more. and then i could stop it. and i could stop my best friend hurting. and i could make sure everyone loved me #and i could pass all my exams. and save myself. and save my friends. and save my people. and save the world #but i am only a child. and i can't do any of those things #and i suppose that means my grief comes from a feeling of helplessness. and that will never go away #sigh.

[euphor1a]

look who’s our b'day boy today 🥺;; my baby, my angel, my star, he really tried to look angry, but he ended up looking like the “🥺” emoji 😭🌸🥺🌈✨🦊🧚🏼‍♂️🍒

#junnie 🦊 #i love him so much it hurts 😞💘 #happy yeonjun day everyone 💞 #i fell in love head first from the moment i saw him in runaway mv </3 no one’s surprised bdfhghdgh #he’s chaotic and all (literally my polar opposite) but he’ll always be my kpop comfort boy 🥺💗 #junnie has made me smile and laugh in times i thought i was incapable of doing so :( #i also re-watch his old vlives because i’m in love with him and watching him gives me so much peace and happiness </3 #more than often i feel the urge to just go *nom nom* but sometimes i simply want to throw my hands at him... let’s not talk about that tho #i want to be all wholesome and lovey-dovey today #if my heart is imagined as a large home... i’d say yeonjun is that guy who’s everywhere. like; he has never stayed in a specific place #+ since the day he entered. why? well... the love i hold for him is kind of like a rushing river from the mountains. #however i’d say that the water is gentle despite it’s rush to meet the sea or maybe another river. #he’s the type of person who gets more and more lovable as you get to know about him 🥰 #and the river in my heart reaches the nooks and crannies i didn’t know existed in the first place... #loving him is like walking barefoot on the grass and bathing in the early rays of the morning sun #the calming sound of the river flowing by and some unknown bird singing sweetly can also be heard #i hope he is always happy. no matter what happens. i hope he knows that he is so so loved. #i wish i could hug him and tell him how much he means to me ☹️ #choi yeonjun... you’re light years away from what people think/say about you. #i love him :( #didn’t wanna cry but is anyone even mildly surprised?

[scare-ard--sleigh]

idk sometimes i see succ opinions im not fond of and then i see that op thinks greg is on some higher moral ground than the rest of them and i gotta just stay quiet lmao can't engage for the sake of my blood pressure, etc.

#this doesn't count as vagueing it happens every. time. #silver jelly #successionblogging #also on record related to nothing; i don't think it's stupid or whatever to see a character you relate to and want them to heal lmao #like. mechanics of storytelling aside. narrative doom-age aside. #they're fictional characters lmao respect me enough to know i know the difference between wanting ken to be happy and wanting real #life billionaires to have any more power (or be alive even lmao) #also !!! #their happiness is not likely going to happen; if they end up free (which is the most we can ask for in canon) the cost will be huge #and i think we all know that???? (i certainly do) so idk whenever i see stuff about wanting their happiness it's more like #knowing how this is going to end and wishing we could do something about it. which i think is a lot of what succ is about. #you know what i mean????? #also on record i think it's actually a GOOD sign that people want abuse survivors to heal [loud shrugging] #i don't think jesse will give us roy happiness but i do think he might lay the foundation for healing for them (or at least i hope) #and i will actually be kinda sad if that doesn't happen

[magentagalaxies]

i didn't wake up this morning and go "hm. today i will experience catharsis" but sometimes two separate conversations with members of the kids in the hall will do that to ya

#''but paul bellini isn't technically a cast member-'' shut up he's a kid in the hall in my heart #fucking. met bruce mcculloch and ended up having an in-depth conversation about mental illness and dark comedy #which had me telling bruce shit i haven't even told my therapist bc he was so understanding #and then paul bellini emails me that he finished watching other girls and he's proud of me #i really wish younger jessamine could see me now. i truly wish. i would give zir so much hope #thank you younger me for surviving the shit that inspired other girls and the shit that happened while making other girls #so that i could experience the joy that comes from people loving other girls