#Personal Ramblings

[ittybittybattyart]

Finally beat everything from Pokemon scarlet and I’m hyperfixating on it haha, I’ve always loved Pokemon and I’m so glad I got to play this, the last gen I played was 7 (moon(Guzma my beloved)

There’s a lot of characters I like from this game that I’m hoping to draw (Rika, Geeta, Jacq, Hassel, Brassius, Ryme, Carmine, Drayton, Amarys, Giacomo, Eri) but I thought I’d start with one of my absolute faves Kieran! (Tied with Arven)

I really resonated with Kieran and Arven, it’s so cool to see the improvement in the storytelling/character writing with Pokemon, I hope they keep it up and keep improving too!

Semi personal rambling of why I relate to this dude under the cut

If this game had come out when I was a tween/teen I would’ve resonated even more with Kieran than I do now, since I was dealing with a lot of similar stuff at that time.

I’ve gotten to a much better place with myself and situation in the last five or so years, most of these unless otherwise said aren’t things I really struggle with anymore but I was so reminded of my younger self while playing through Kierans story

The self esteem problems and wanting to prove others wrong about what they think of me, the passive and overt bullying from others, the need of validation from others, especially those I admired/envied. Additionally the constant setbacks in life and trying to achieve my goals despite it and the envy of other people’s lives that seemed easier than mine

… also some of the obsessive tendencies just like generally, I'm extremely monotropic so its VERY difficult to get me to focus on something I'm not fixated on already, I will talk about it without even realizing and do it for days/weeks/months its still something that really effects me, I'll fixate so hard i dont sleep much for weeks and forget to eat/drink kind of levels, I've always been like this (AuDHD)(I'm working on taking breaks and self care in this regard tho)

Therapy really helped/helps (Kieran please go to therapy lol)

#ittybittybattyart #ittybittybattyart2024 #pokemon kieran #rival kieran #champion kieran #pokemon #pokemon scarlet and violet #pokemon sv #pokemon scarlet dlc #pokemon dlc spoilers #personal ramblings

[newtness532]

it takes a lot of work to be the awkwardest person in every room but someone has got to do it

#jo says stuff #personal ramblings

[yokoyas]

there’s a through line in fob lyrics that i might have just made up into a half formed thought about feeling fundamentally put together wrong, being hard to understand and hard to love unless you make yourself more palatable am i making sense

#digging this out of my drafts lmao #fob #fall out boy #personal ramblings #beth fob posts

[andillwriteyouatragedy]

being an adult = saying things like "i have dnd tonight so i HAVE to take a nap this afternoon or i WILL be cranky"

#know thyself #to thine own self be true #et cetera #dnd #d&d #dungeons and dungeons #personal ramblings #classic

[heilos]

Thinking thoughts out loud again, but everything that's been going on with AI and the disrespect towards our entertainment industries and artists as individuals has actually had the exact opposite affect on me where i'm far more spiteful in wanting to make new artwork more then ever before. I'm so so angry and I think my brain wants to channel that anger into projects that I've been putting off for too long instead of letting an overwhelming feeling of apathy take over. If I can't stop assholes from scrapping or stealing mine or my friends shit then at the very least I can still make things that I know people who care about artists will appreciate and that's enough for me for now. I'll know it's not a cheap imitation trying to be something it's not. It's my own authentic work dammit and I'm gonna love making it and sharing it no matter what.

#personal #personal ramblings #your creative endeavors matter. I promise you that they do #I don't want any of you to give up your happiness making art just because someone invaded our creative spaces regardless of who gets hurt

[aromantic-diaries]

I'm not lonely because I'm aromantic I'm lonely because I'm akward as hell and not very approachable

#aro #aromantic #arospec #personal ramblings

[sincosma]

I know this connection has already been talked about in excess, but as someone that was deep in the doctor who fandom in the early 2010s, I think this recent and violent obsession with good omens is really just revealing i have an uncontrollable desire for tragic love stories that involve David Tennant and a lovable blonde.

#good omens #ineffable husbands #doctor who #tenrose #personal ramblings #really trying to resist writing GO fic at this point

[white-flower-blooming]

Maomao will willingly eat Xie Lian's food every day for the sake of testing its poisonous effects. To her, his food is sweet nectar.

#personal ramblings #tgcf #the apothecary diaries

[drippyboycunt]

me: i'm gonna do something productive when i get home

me when i get home: t4t sex t4t sex t4t sex t4t

#my posts #personal ramblings #trans nsft #trans ns/fw #t4t nsft #t4t ns/fw

[mediocremelatonin235]

A rant on Pavitir

As a South Asian ( particularly South Indian) it is SO REFRESHING to see someone who is on all accounts UNAPOLAGETICALLY DESI AND PROUD OF IT. This is someone who grew up in the US for a good majority of my life, and one of the few instances of representation I usually get is A: Desi people trying to be white B: Desi people mocking THEIR OWN accents for cheap laughs and validation. or C: Just people who unpack their internalized racism later in the series but it takes FUCKING FOREVER to do so.

And Pavitir does not do any of these things, he is proud of where he was from THROUGH THE GATE WITH NO HESITATION. It might not seem much to you but to me, it means a whole lot. Seeing cultural influence, his charisma, and his accent being celebrated and not stereotyped just makes my heart warm.

I get the chai tea bit can be dated but keep in mind it took YEARS for this to be animated and they were probably doing the voice acting before the animation. Other than that he is the only desi rep based in the US that doesn't want to make me rip my eyes out of my eye socket

#pavitr prabhakar #into the spider verse #spiderman #across the spider verse spoilers #across the spiderverse #personal rant #personal ramblings #shitpost #ik ppl would argue but im too tired to care atp

[mama-forest-witch]

Some spooky pictures of my cat, Ghost, that I took on Halloween.

#ghost #cat #personal #witchblr #personal ramblings #green witch #zen #witchcraft #nature walk #cat in clothes #cat in costume #Halloween #spooky #fall #autumn #autumn vibes #fallvibes #forestcore #naturecore

[maoam]

I'm... so Kishi just wrote as straight forwardly as possible that Mitsuki is gay for Boruto. What?

I don't know if I should feel annoyed or not because this is clearly rip off of Sasuke's feelings for Naruto. Naruto is Sasuke's sun.

Context, his memories were rewritten so what he feels for Boruto he thinks he feels for Kawaki here. But he actually learned now that Kawaki isn't the person he actually likes. Like you absolutely CAN'T deny this isn't just rip off of NS. Kishi put that symbolism everywhere with NS.

Kishi drew it everywhere like even here, when Sasuke is actually listening to Naruto, he drew Naruto stand beside sun symbol.

Driving it in again how they are opposites, Naruto is the warmth, the sun. Sasuke is the moon, the lunar glow. Like come on.

Also "I am your sun, no one else"

Lol.

Also "just thinking about him makes my chest feel tight with pain"

Yes, I am annoyed because who cares about not-Naruto not-Sasuke dynamic. But yeah, other sns who are constantly worried they might have misread the manga and feel insecure, just look at all this crap. Like Kishi knows very well when something is romantic. He ain't writing shit accidentally, and he definitely didn't write Naruto and Sasuke as brothers. End of discussion.

But seriously. First Kishi drew Minato and Kushina with Naruto and Sasuke's tropes, and then he does it even more blatantly with Mitsuki. Just lol. And when you remember Sarada and Mitsuki talked about "being honest about ones own feelings" chapters earlier.

While Sasuke and Boruto are having their own conversation, and Sasuke gives his headband to Boruto, that he said he would hold onto until he had "settled things between him and Naruto".

Also currently Sasuke is possessed and is looking for Naruto with some other guy (they are enemies, Sasuke is possessed by the enemy). Where is Kishi even going with this?

But he constantly brings up romantic love. And on top of that Boruto still calls Kawaki "bro" even when they are now enemies. Naruto and Sasuke do not call each others brothers in Boruto. So how are they brothers in some people's eyes? Lol.

#personal ramblings #i'm not gonna spoiler tag #bcos I don't want stans in my post #you just have to take the spoilers tho idek if anyone reads boruto

[newtness532]

ive been seeing tea packets say "plant based teabags" and i was so weirded out by the idea of animal based tea bags that i didn't even consider that the alternative would actually be something more normal like plastic

#jo says stuff #personal ramblings

[nocturnowlette]

One of my worst mental traits is that I cannot stand "maintaining" something, I always need to push further.

I find a community, become one of the most beloved people, then get bored and leave.

I do hypnosis sessions with people, but can't do the same thing every time so I can't reinforce triggers.

I can't make a low stakes art piece, I always need to do better than last time.

I can't just play a game I like, I always need an objective and it always gets harder and harder.

My enjoyment of things seems to be entirely rested in my ability to keep advancing, and while it isn't this way for literally everything, it's enough to get myself hurt over and over again.

#owlette #hypnosis #mental health #adhd things #adhd problems #adhd brain #adhd #actually adhd #rant post #rant #personal rant #personal ramblings

[andillwriteyouatragedy]

judas used tongue

#that's it #that's all #judas #jesus #whatever #god there are tags #jesus christ #jesus x judas #judas x jesus #of course there are tags #personal ramblings #classic #boys kissing #....... #queer #i tag things like an old man #judas used tongue

[heilos]

You know what? I realize now that I was way too stressed and harsh on myself back in college when making personal logo designs in my graphic design course. Seeing what large companies think is professional "branding" over the past few years in simplifying their logos into unrecognizable and/or boring shapes is an unexpected confidence boost I wasn't anticipating.

#logo #logo design #graphic design #patreon #patreon logo #personal ramblings