#Why? Cus more ideas

[jumpybox]

Future Mikey back in time

cus I'm still on about it and have another version for it so far so here are mainly stuff that happened during it so far...I'm always up for questions/suggestions/ideas to implement! Either one day I write it or try drawing it...but writing seems more possible for me hehehe...anyway!

Michelangelo after using all his mystic powers to open the portal , somehow ends up going back in time himself

Yet its not with his own body, no, his energy and soul ends up in the Mikey from that time, and it ends up in a dormant state

Mikey during the following months starts getting nightmares of Michelangelo's future/past and his mystic powers getting stronger each passing day

At first Mikey hides it from everyone but after a sudden surge of the mystic making his arms hurt a lot, he admits to his family that he seemed to not be able to control it

Mikey soon starts getting lessons from Draxum

A few weeks after Mikey starts that, the boys get into a fight with a new mutant villain that can control plants (its a sort of butterfly mutant) 

During one of the attacks, Mikey gets thrown against a wall and gets knocked out for a few seconds

Its during that time that Michelangelo finally wakes up, opening the eyes of the body he was in, only to groan in pain 

Michelangelo during all that time had been awake and knew what was going on, if anything he feared that the body he was inside wouldn't be able to control more of the mystic power.

So while he gets help from Leo to stand up, Michelangelo decided to use his mystic powers to put a stop to the mutant.

Of course he uses them flawlessly but at the same time he had meant to do that to try and …

Michelangelo tries to stop existing, he was aware that he couldn't be a part of his younger self, it was unnatural, not how it should go.

If anything, he was pleased during those months to have been able to see Casey again, starting a new life as a normal teenager should….or as normal as someone with PTSD from an Apocalypse could be

And...he was glad to see the rest of his family, he really was, if anything he wished his Leonardo could see all of this.

The body he is in, suddenly starts to lose consciousness and he can feel part of the mystic power go out of it, at least with that Mikey will be able to slowly be able to control the mystic powers instead of being some kind of ticking time bomb because of Michelangelo.

The body faints once more and this time Mikey doesn't wake up after three days.

Michelangelo had thought that he would finally reunite with his family but instead he wakes up with a startle, coughing out water and feeling his whole body in pain and hard to move.

He questions himself if death is supposed to feel like that but once he opens his eyes, he is met with a pair of heterochromatic eyes that have tears in them.

"THANK THE ALL MIGHTY YOU ARE ALIVE MY CHILD!" The loud voice makes Michelangelo whine softly and he can hear the person holding him gasp and whisper 'sorry' before cradling him close to a chest.

And that was the first time Michelangelo met Yua ('binding love and affection') , a witch-yokai that had been experimenting for decades in the hope of being able to make a child of her own

So sue her, she might or might not have stolen Baron Draxum's idea(or papers, you can’t prove anything, everything exploded that time...she might or might not have also something to do with the lab destruction... Again, no evidence found) of super soldiers mutant and instead of soldiers, just trying to make a family for her own to raise.

Of course she wasn't really an expert or knew what was missing, but she had ended up successfully being able to create a mutant child, a Red Footed Tortoise type.

Sadly the poor thing didn't seem to have a conscious of himself and even seemed to be in a vegetable state, yet Yua refused to exterminate him, he was the first to  survive of many other types she had tried before.

So after 10 years of taking care of the body of her child (making sure of taking him out of the magic filled tank she would put him in to help with keeping his body stable, to move his limbs and exercise them) the moment she didn't think would happened, happened and that was the awakening of her child.

Of course she had been worried, she hadn't even attached the breathing gas before he took a deep breath and started to choke.

So that's how it had happened and Michelangelo or Asahi/Nikkō( 'sunlight'/'sunshine') was once more living and in a new body at that. 

He isn't sure how to feel about this second? Third? Chance in living but he guessed that he had to keep his family waiting for him for a bit longer, because he wasn't about to leave his new mom alone...stars, she was a mess and she needed him.

Nikko has to admit, the first few months he starts living with her are a bit hard on his poor body, after all, the muscles weren't fully there yet and as much as Yua copy Draxum's notes, she didn't exactly make a super soldier, sure, his body is regenerating but is not as fast as if he had been in his old body, still he is happy to slowly start moving or crawling around the first few months

And speaking! Its hard because again, this body didn't have the chance to speak during those 10 years

Its after a year of rehabilitation, love and dedication from Yua that Nikko(Michelangelo) can walk a certain amount(with help of a cane) and talk 

And Nikko has to admit, Yua is the best parent he has met in all his life...well Splinter was a good parent too but...not good good, if he had to be honest.

Yua is from Japan but moved to the hidden city many decades ago .Why? Because she just got bored and wanted a new change in her life...and maybe because she had done something that had her kicked out of her Clan.

Nikko tries to ask about the Family, Clan, but he can tell that it is some kind of a sore spot for his mom, so he instead enjoys listening to her when she talks about other stuff.

Imma keep writing more but honestly I would love more ideas! Also sorry if some phrases sound weird, I talk more in Spanish than in English, so my mind just translates some stuff weird lol

#ROTTMNT #Future!Michelangelo #Ideas #ROTTMNT post movie #ROTTMNT Mikey #I'm so tempted to call this #You are my Sunshine #YAMS AU #Why? Cus more ideas #EVIL LAUGH #Also there might or might not be a f!Leo #Who knows...well I kinda do lmao #But shhhhh #I don't think anyone will read the tags #And if you do shhhhh shhhh #rottmnt donatello #rottmnt leonardo #rottmnt raphael #rottmnt michelangelo #unpause rottmnt

[moesartblog]

I cant speak for anyone else obviously, but being a fat butch in fandom feels like this way too often

PLEASE stop calling female characters (or often feminine men) butch just because they have ONE trait thats not as feminine as the rest of their design.

#Im gonna delete this but god i had to get this off my chest #ive seen a bunch of people call feminine male characters butch and i just #have to put my head in my hands cus it often feels like they do it bc #they want to see “butches” but male characters tend to be the closest to that #but they hardly do it with masculine male characters and usually just hc the feminine ones as butch hmmmmmmm i wonder why #I have no probelm with headcanoning male characters as butch #i do it too and male characters can be butch and still be men too #it just feels like that one tweet of “the butchest a character can be before gettign scared” #i want to say though i do appreciate butches who present in ways that dont align perfectly with the popular ideas of masculine #but damn i want to see more butches like me where it takes someone a minute to be like “is that a man?” if you know what I mean #I get misgendered pretty often lol

[sleep-nurse]

uh. basically wtf is Wrong with her. like how did the Hima go from silly lil fella to Oh God (aka: i just need a short enough summary of the backstory where I can make lyrics about it i guess)

OHHHHHH HER GENERAL BACKSTORY? well. cracks knuckles

i've posted about it ages ago but here's a summary basically himawari was a girl who used to suffer from illnesses that mostly have to do with the digestive tract (just like me fr!!!!!!!!). her family wasn't the best at taking care of her either because her mom passed out when himawari was really young (like 2 years old) and her dad (miu akabara) is a busy scientist-doctor who works for a really long time. so she was hospitalised really often then one day at the age of 16 himawari died from gerd that progressed into esophageal cancer from too much acid exposure. the hospital akabara works in though works in a project that is aimed to transfer the memories & personality of a deceased person into a robot body who resembles them, which involves transferring their brain (if it hasn't been damaged yet). himawari was the first ''success'' of this project and is often nicknamed as ''the angel in a robot body'' because of this. i say ''success'' because himawari deals with the engine being fucky and that often leads to her being really distressed and sometimes it causes not so good incidents since himawari wanted to work as a nurse or a doctor ever since she was young, they decided that himawari was gonna be the mascot of the hospital and work in there as a nurse

#asks #miu himawari #sleepy nurse #lore drop #also i have a bio on a notepad that i posted before #but this is the general backstory of hers that i kept for like. almost a year #fortunately i was also able to expand the reasons on why she died because in the past i had no idea #a lot of her lore is supposed to resemble me and my past in a way #as always if you have more questions feel free to ask cus this is the Basics Of The Basics #we arent gonna talk about how hima still has her real bones inside of her robot body #and also uses blood as one of the fuels

[mugentakeda]

i keep looking at the whole thing im making here of fuhua and lu ten and im like, is it realistic for lu ten to grow a resentment for his own family in favor of his mother he never knew. but then i think about all the times i grew up hearing awful stories about how my dads side of the family treated my mom and im like no actually it isnt. and him not ever even knowing fuhua doesnt matter cus. well. basic empathy. when you hear a story about something bad happening to someone you feel bad. cause and effect

#its just sharper and more personal to him cus how close he is with ursa #and it hurts cus he never even thought his own dad would do such a thing #but then its doubled cus then he wonders when has iroh ever given him a reason to make him think he WOULDNT #and then he starts doubting how good of a friend he even is to ursa because if he really was as loyal to her as he claims to himself #why did he not consider that idea before he even found out the specifics of fuhua #why did he not start wondering about his own mom when he started hating ozai for his treatment of ursa #LIKE. am i makinf sense here #dai li lu ten #alicias writing stuff

[altruistic-meme]

so i need 1600 words by tonight ;;;; oh boy;;;; wish me luck

#why do i always end up writing so much tho like once again #this is supposed to be like 50% done and im not actually anywhere near that :'))) #but it IS gonna be at least 5k #which isnt actually........ what eeds to happen... it SHOULD be 50% of whatever its gonna end up as.............. #but i have no idea what it'll end up as bc i can never predict that #so we're just gonna try and write fast and hard through dec-jan bc ill have more time off :'))))) #and try and get the story to a good point #i man i know what the ending will be but im trying to hit all of the scenes i wanna include ;;; #i think..... #maybe once we get through the beginning.... we can do a story of montage of shorter scenes??? #and then go back to another longer scene at the end ???????? #like 2-3 Long Establishing Scenes - #5-6 Short Connection Scenes - #2-3 Long Finale Scenes #???? #that #..... #that may work...... #ok so really what i need to do tonight is get through the opening introduction scenes #cus that'll at least get me to 1/3 the way done....... #it won't quite reach 50% cus that's be including some of the shorter scenes #but it'll be SOMETHING #ok #ok we can do this #i need to go back and write the first scene with Kevin #and then I'll need one with everyone....... #but we need to get a little bit more of just the one first.............. ok...... #I'm 1600 words or more. shouldnt be too big a problem..... #i ahould. move to my desk for more confortable sitting..... #shh ac

[kithj]

decent video covering the work of kitty horrorshow. for the most part he just goes through each game and relays the plot, but it is interesting to see them all laid out together, how they are similar and how her work has evolved and the common themes that she keeps revisiting in each one. his analysis mainly focuses on the Places that she explores in her games; the environments, the haunted houses, and how they are all "built wrong." he talks about haunting of hill house, house of leaves, myhouse.wad, vivarium, and a few other movies towards the end.

my own ramblings about some of the games under the cut :-)

one thing i've always projected onto haunted houses, and especially some of the hostile, haunted places prevalent in kitty horrorshow's work, is a trans narrative *everyone pretends to be shocked*

sagan does mention this briefly in the video, and he admits that it's not his personal interpretation that he plans to talk about (which is totally fine) but that is very obviously there, these themes of autonomy and transformation in these works all go hand in hand with gender identity, with the trans/nb experience.

so when people talk about a house being "built wrong" it always reminds me of the trans narrative of "born in the wrong body." i know this isn't necessarily a mindset a lot of people still agree with anymore now that our language around being trans has evolved, but i also know there are some people that do still feel this way regardless, and even if we don't completely consider ourselves "born in the wrong body" i think the majority of us do have a very... contentious relationship with our bodies.

i always see a house that is intent on haunting you as a body that is inhospitable.

we see people in kitty horrorshow's work that try and change the world around them, or failing that, that literally change themselves. in rain, house, eternity, the structure we've been traversing is someone who has broken free of her physical form and been reborn into something that she chose for herself, after her community forced her down a path that she did not want. sagan brings this up again at the end of his analysis, where he talks about the way the environment is molded by the player as well as the way the player is molded by the environment. he mentions the movie vivarium, and how people are forced into these littles boxes (ie the nuclear family, gender roles, preconceived stereotypes, etc), whether they want it or not, by their environment and the societal expectations that are a part of that.

but again, the environment can also be molded by the player; it is influenced by the characters within the narrative. the environment grows flesh and teeth and has a heartbeat and i like this idea that our environment is alive and is also flesh and blood that can be reflected back at us. it could be cathartic or horrifying depending on how you feel about your body, about your experiences, about how society perceives you. in the end we can become the structure, we can change ourselves and become our environment, undefinable and infinite, or we can be restricted by it, and forced into something we don't want-- made inhospitable.

there is both a lack of agency in the house being built, but a reclamation in the haunting as someone or something transitions and fills the empty rooms with a new form. stone to flesh or flesh to stone as it is in rain, house, eternity, or drywall to glitches and blood like in anatomy. inhospitable but at least it's mine.

in 000000FF0000, the game itself doesn't even want to be found. it's a living thing that's hidden itself away and is in great pain. it's restricted by its own code, it longs for the seasons and the sea but it can only think about the cages it's been locked in. the only agency it finds is in shutting itself down after the player reaches a certain point. we are forced to be perceived by others, by society, even when we are in pain, even when we aren't really ourselves, due to how we look, how we were born, or whatever other cages society has put us in. the lack of autonomy, the lack of control in our own creation... this game is actually one of the ones that have stuck with me the most, i think it's extremely well executed and impactful and is possibly her second best behind anatomy.

and then there's circadia-- the girl returning to her childhood home, seeing her childhood and memories and her body reflected back at her in this house. wanting to hurt it, feeling trapped by it and how she used to be. the people there that don't really see her as she is now, the trauma literally in the walls. she laments her apartment, missing it "like a lover" because that's the place she carved out for herself versus this house she was forced into, this house that's always there and always waiting for her to come back even though she clearly never wants to come back.

when you're trans, there are always people trying to get you to "come back," to be like you used to be. looking back at yourself, childhood photos and old memories of when people treated you differently. your body a new space now but there are still the bones of that old house you left behind. the world trying to force you back into the house even if it doesn't fit anymore, even if it's painful, even if all you can do is haunt it.... the code in 000000FF0000 confining the game to exist in one way even though it hurts them, no other option but to bury themselves deep in various folders within your computer and hoping to never be found. hiding from the world because there are people that insist these things are hardcoded into your biology, that predetermine how you have to live and there is no other way for you to live. and if you go against that code it breaks the game for them... does that make sense?

and in rain, house, eternity, she demolishes the house and turns herself into stone, she finds autonomy despite what the game wants and what the world wants. indefinable and infinite because there is no binary and the walls of this house are your house to destroy and rebuild as many times as you want in any way that you want.

i definitely recommend kitty horrorshow's work if you've never played any of her games before. she's most well known for anatomy, which i didn't really touch on because it's so popular (for good reason) she does have a few twine games, hornets and wolfgirls in love, and then circadia is just a 5 page flash-fiction. and of course i also super recommend rain, house, eternity, and 000000FF0000. i already linked her itch page up there but here it is again! check her out.

#fellow kitty h. o7 #wow sorry i got annoying under the cut lmfao #stopped abt halfway cus anatomy is pretty well covered at this point and with the haunted cities collections #i'd like to play more of them myself #anyways im sure someone has made this analysis before but its not something ive seen myself #idk the idea of a house being alive and trapped and unable to change and haunting its occupants.... #it feels. familiar. sometimes i feel like im haunting myself #this problem i have where my body is not me #maybe houses feel like that too. you know? #lmfao <- throwing that in to make this less serious teehee #video #dare i put this in the IF tag? sure why not #interactive fiction #games

[merryandrewsart]

A jet with 10 rockets! :3 @acetonitril

#I blame top gun for this idea #ok here it is. why jets don't carry more rockets?! #and remove canopy glass too🤌 #cus we replace robots instead of pilots!! :(( #:)) #fighter jets #jets #top gun fan art #top gun maverick #merryandrewsart #watercolor #....why I typed :( #i meant :) instead of :( #🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️ #art #fighter jet

[homosexual-fanfiction]

in celebration of the fic ALMOST being done here's a piece of the scrapped outline from 2019 that still makes me laugh

#back when the plan was uh #that... #well #i drafted this version in 2019. let me emphasize. before 2020 #and back then it was going to be a respiratory pandemic (uh oh) that suddenly breaks out and tons of people catch it (UH OH) #and the concept was going to be introduced by someone on the news wearing a mask and talking about it (UH!!! OH!!!) #and there's this huge rush to scramble around and create treatments for it (FUCKING UH OH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) #AND YOu can probably see why i didnt continue to roll with that idea come 2020 #like it was mostly because i had started going sicko mode and deleted my old account around then but like alkfdjsklf #i like how the new version unfolded anyways i prefer it much more over what was going to happen before #once again i am glad im writing this now and not then #anyways #i still laugh at 'who the fuck is jimmy i dont care?' #not an update #i also have an old thing i drew in 2019 that i keep going back and forth on posting here cus i still like it but also i have an art account #but also i do not fucking use that account it is empty #i'll probably put it up here at some point #im just getting all like. Nostalgic i guess now that its almost over cus i first had the idea for this story like almost four years ago and #now its almost donneeeeee #ANYWAYS. #my favorite hobby is writing essays in the tags <3

[seven-thewanderer]

Okay I got bored, and I don't have anything better to do, so I may or may not have made a random au...

but QSMP...

(it's not like a lore AU really, it's more like the same story just with the looks changed a bit)

but yeah imma call it the Treats AU!!

I only really drew 3 of them for now, that being Cucurucho, Baghera, and Gegg

Cucurucho is ice cream!! (more specifically, based off of a chocolate vanilla soft serve)

Baghera is marshmallow!! (more specifically based on Peeps) (I know most people don't like Peeps but I do fight me)

and Gegg is gummy jellybean!! (more specifically... the Jelly Belly Gummies Apple flavor) (also I know Gegg just looks like Gegg, but trust me he gumi)

But yeah other than things being based on sweets & treats, not really much is different lore-wise or story-wise

Also I don't have really any other ideas for other characters, but:

the capybaras may be chocolate drops, or coffee beans, or something else entirely

that one iv bag (that I just found out about) is a candy cane 100%

The eggs will most likely be egg-based desserts (ex. Chayanne or Tallulah may be egg coffee, but most likely Chayanne cus I think Tallulah once said she didn't like coffee)

The island might either be entirely sweets, or legit a Quesadilla

But yeah that's that :3

#random post #my art #please don't steal my art thx #I may make more designs for this AU #that or I'll think it's a dumb idea and decide against it #probably not that tho #cus I really like the idea #(plus I liked drawing ice cream cucurucho that was fun) #(also cucurucho was actually kinda why I made this #cus I found out cucurucho meant ice cream cone) #(or as I heard) #(so I made this based on that) #QSMP #QSMP Treats! AU #Treats! AU #QSMP Cucurucho #Treats! Cucurucho #QSMP Baghera #Treats! Baghera #QSMP Gegg #Treats! Gegg

[jrueships]

chuck/mj gives friends to lovers to enemies to strangers (lmao) and idk how to feel abt it. like oh this dude you've known and loved for decades suddenly hates you because you made a comment about the people he surrounds himself with on air? you haven't spoken in 10 years even though you once considered yourselves inseparable? you were fierce rivals at the height of your careers and now it's radio silent between the both of you? and you hate that it's dead static because you miss the talks and the good days? inch resting

like yeah the story makes mj sound like a massive diva and all but like. the Narrative

theyre perfect for each other 🥰

#TBH #they kind of deserve each other LMAO #and charles misses it :( #THIS IS SO INTERESTING id love to hear more of ur thoughts on them bcs!!! real!! #chuck always speaks his mind!! even if it may be unwelcome sometimes #mj needs that but mj hates that LMAO he loves yesmen and charles is Not a yesman.. #mj likes showing ppl up.. chuck likes learning new things #eventually chucks learns enough to make mj feel like hes the one getting showed up and all a sudden #it's not so fun anymore #i think abt mj looking thru chucks salary (lmao??) over a deal he wasnt even involved with #he just made a similar/same one before charles #so he calls him up and tells chuck the value of stock that he learned from his nike deal cus mj looves stock #and charles went with it even tho he had no idea why until now (which he always sings his value over) #they were both so proud of it LMAO chuck being amazed with mjs genius creativity n mj givin unique tips o the trade #but that was a while ago... and now chuck is telling mj how to handle his business #that does Not fly with mj... #i love friends to lovers to enemies to strangers LMAO vintage ball loves to parade their masculinity then have friendship coldwars over #mean girl issues. it's hilarious. TY for this info!!! this is so! YES!! like!! someone needs to look into it! keep asking!!! #i need them to make up!!! mj can be a diva and charles can be dumb but they can BOTH be demanding #they could be so powercouple it's almost upsetting #ted asks #VERY inch resting!! we need to keep tabs on them !!

[spaciebabie]

I used to know you by your sun & moon stuff but now everytime you post I go "Ah it's the rotten rabbit fucker"

why not both?

#spacie splains #i mean ig i see why ive barely made any dca art for months now #its mostly cus this has been the most stressful and hard semester of my life #hopefully i can make new stuff when i start break tomorrow #i have been craving ta draw more than sketches for months now #i got a lot of ideas but the burnout from this semester is also eating at my legs

[kiwisoap]

When i was going to the gym regularly with my friends we would always try to do a mile or so on the treadmill as a warmup and I pretty much always had the slowest time and had to stop to take a breath because I would be fucking DYING. But I remember the one Single time when for some reason I was able to just. Run? Like a normal person? Without feeling like my lungs were on fire or my heart rate reaching 190bpm. And I was like "OH. OH. IS THIS WHAT ITS SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE. IS THIS HOW EVERYONE ELSE HAS BEEN FEELING THIS WHOLE TIME." anyway turns out I probably have exercise-induced asthma

#i need to ask my dr about like. an inhaler or something cus i would Like to do more running if it didnt make me feel like i was dying #jawjackin #still no idea why that one single day didnt trip my body into 'oh fuck we are going to die' mode

[peapod20001]

In my...✨ depression bed ✨ phase <3

#vent #oho five hours babeeee hungry AND hot AND depressed?? what is this?? my birthday? #hahaha yeaap. it’s cool it’s cool I’m chillin #just vibin. head feels. weird. but I don’t entirely know what up with that it could be a few things if I’m being honest lol #hmmgf when was the last time I just. laid here this often? #laid? layd? layed?? whatever lol #hmm I found a fuckin uhh. vent diagram thing that showed BPD ASHD and Autism and their specific traits and overlaps #is uh. uhm. too close!! like sir!! who gave you!! permission!!!! #oofy anyways uhmmmmmm. realized that I!! don’t interact with people!! as much as I did when I was younger!! #like I had my classmates. my friends. my family. the ppl on tumblr and stuff. yknow #I was talking to someone and shit like!! every day!! for multiple hours!! a day!!!! #now it’s like. wow boy howdy. what are the chances I y’all for more than an hour with LITERALLY ANYONE today :) #uhhghgh gross ew ew nasty. I totally. don’t care that I’m not getting my enrichment #I’ll jus read tags on my art and look through old messages in place of actually. talking to anyone #mmm. conversations hard. hate talking about myself. don’t know anything besides myself. hate certain topics (but won’t say anything bout it) #anndd yeaa!! I don’t understand ppl and their motives and why they like me specifically. I put on my best personality for youu #I’m playing off of you and mirroring how you act so you’ll be ok with me <3 but that’s ok I suppose. I don’t think anyone here is out for my #guys so I’m doing good at least somewhat lol. ahmm. you ever not care about being something special to someone else. and then they kindaa. #squash that idea? and in theory you shouldn’t care since you didn’t want it in the first place but. them saying it hits? different? like oou #oh and question I don’t expect anyone to answer. you ever cried cus. someone aid you were their friend? best friend specifically? idk man #2 ppl have said I’m their best friend an I had to literally force myself not to get emotional at the first one and then I legitimately cried #with the second one LMAO like. how ridiculous is that yea? yeah #it’s. yeah. I’ve called ppl my bffs or whatever before but. it’s different when someone says it to you first ig. before I think they only #gave me the label out of convenience. not that we weren’t actually friends (at least I hope we were DHHDV) but. idk!! I literally yearned #for like!! basic shiittt!! I got put in time out like beginning of kindergarten cus I cried over my 1st best friend partnering with a new #girl instead of me!!! 😭 woof. that was the ONLY time I ever cried in public EVER. didn’t matter how many time I got hurt physically or #emotionally or how stressed I got or how confused or embarrassed and humiliated I was!! I’m NEVER letting people look at me like I’m stupid #for caring EVER. AGAIN. woof ok getting off the rails here I was like at least sort of ok when I started writing this but now I’m very much #NOT lololol so uhhhhhhhhhhh. anyways. let you get back to scrolling or swiping or whatever. I’ll be finnee totally. just. here

[rowanthestrange]

(I hate how I can’t even deal with a regular non-respiratory infection without my chest hurting. I’m 30, I’m reasonably aerobically fit, but had like two 7/10 chest infections a year apart, and now everything just messes up my lungs. Good thing this covid thing that’s going to be around forever isn’t a respiratory issue or else- oh wait.)

#but i got a free vaccination booster #which is good #uk not giving them out free now unless you’re on an at-risk list #you just got the one booster then no more again #seasonals are only for at-risk list #which i probably should be on #but ‘chest get sore’ ain’t a reason #i just got sent an appointment randomly #the nurse saw me #asked if i knew why i was there #i said i assumed she’d know #cus /they/ called /me/ #and she has no idea how it happened #cus apparently none of the boxes that should do that are ticked #she gave me the injection anyway of course #asked if i had any conditions that might be relevant #i said ‘i have eds but i don’t think that’s on the list’ #and she hums and goes ‘no i don’t think it is’ #‘but hey we’ll tick that box anyway’ #so who knows #maybe i am on the special at-risk list now #clerical error or divine intervention you decide #but that juice might save my life so i’m gonna be thankful anyway #cus if i pull a hat trick on infections with covid as third #pretty sure without a booster i’d be in the hospital

[ablog]

I love pov!! I love povs so much!!! I love to see stories of why and how the "bad guy" got to where they are! Bonus points if from their pov they are the good guy!

I would LOVE to see a show/movie that starts with us following the regular hero backstory and see the character grows and becomes a better person and all of that, and later have corruption arc, but not from some evil dude doing something to them, but from the inside and all that occurred to them, the bigging of a hero and a villain are often similar with little differences from their lifes and the environment around them it's so fucking interesting and i would LOVE to have it as the show's "twist"

#whatthefuck where did they pulled that stupid nonsense from #WHATTHEFUCK holy shit omgggg #now #if I'll have more character development I will develop into the villain #but it only works if both sides have a really valid reason! #i have so much to say about this thing #ig it's kinda like star wars but i have this idea for YEARS and i still think about it cus i can't think about someone doing that really? #yes ofc we saw lots of villains backstory and sometimes it was tragic n all but we see ut AFTER we already know they're the villain #i want to be led to believe that's the hero right there #with my whole life and soul #and see them go through difficult thing ass yaknow character development #and be absolutely shocked and betrayed by watching the part they fully totally change #but not betrayed as in like but in a and for #it to make sense tod the character arc and the world and circumstance of the situation #i feel like i might have watched something like that before but every example that comes to mind it's never the journey we see #just tha backstory after it happens #like it's not in the timeline of the show were watching #like Anakin we already knew what will happen we just didn't knew why. it's pretty close for what I'm thinking but not this this #or Omni man we just saw the backstory and circumstances #or like idk other existing character all over the universe that i don't think much about them as for this moment of my existence #this idea will be EXTREMELY hard to pull of cus you REALLY need a powerful story #like you spent all this time developing them as a hero and having morals and life lessons and all of that to go the other extreme and havin #g them change the morals is SO hard to pull of i literally have no idea #I'll also probably will never use this one cus the only concept i have for that is a short movie AT BEST I'm not really jdjdksks about it #but for me this is a proof of concept for my silly little head #anyway #yeah it'll be fucking sick to watch it #. #ya know that meme of something like that ig lmao

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re5 gets like. okay again its very racist the whole time i need to emphasize this every time because it does need to be stated that firmly but it has the most cruel and unkind opening both to itself and every player ever in any game ever made

#like im still reeling cus i dont remember it being like that at all but maybe it makes more sense if youve never played it before #like youre just kind of feeling around in the dark scared of the systems #if you actually know what youre looking at the first two chapters are HORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRIBLE but not even just in gameplay #the visual and level design are soooo much worse than the rest of the game #literally as soon as you get to the epic turret level the game just actually starts #i have no idea why it didnt just start there