#TOP of my Christmas list!!!

[alphashley14]

THERE’S AN SDMI LOUNGEFLY BACKPACK!!!! 📣🤩

AND THERE’S ALSO A MATCHING WALLETTTTT!!!!! 📣🤯

I AM SCREAMING!!!! This is SO near the top of my Christmas List!!! 😍

#Seriously look at all of the pictures on Amazon there are so many great little details on this bag #my one complaint is that they used a Scooby Doo! Where Are You? monster with SDMI meddling kids #Like why? #if they’d used the Freak of Crystal Cove it would be literally the perfect bag #still. it’s so beautiful #the ghosts glow in the dark #TOP of my Christmas list!!! #loungefly #sdmi #scooby doo mystery incorporated #screaming!!!!!

[sillygirl-sketches]

me when my designated gift under the tree isn’t a lanky blond bespectacled pastry-addicted autistic Creature from space

#ugh how could Santa forget the top item on my christmas list 🙄 #trigun #the brainrot has infected me fr #vash

[songofsaraneth]

thought to myself "maybe there ARE things to do out here in the boring suburbs in winter since I don't have time to transit all the way to/from the city the next few days" and looked up things to do in the larger town next to mine. and number 7 on the list is just Go To Kohls, so, so much for that plan

#2 of the top 3 were 'go look upon this nativity scene' and the other was a brewery as were 5 and 6 #they placed target after kohls on the list which i personally feel its the other way around #i make fun of my family here for not having Hobbies or Doing Things but god it truly is a 40 min drive to any Places or Activities #in the summer i can go to the forest preserve and such but in winter theyre just brown and sad and u cant bike bc Wet or Icy #sigh #tho it was warm enough i did go kayaking on christmas so at least theres that #anyway im officially Stir Crazy its been 5 days of Get Togethers that consist of Sitting Around and im no longer midwestern enough for this #also this house is so cold. like 62-65º. so i also cant leave the Blanket Nest ive constructed on the couch despite wearing 2 pairs of pants

[hetchdrive]

i should learn how to make gifs all pretty, i want to know people’s opinions on my favorite x-files episodes

#my top ten list would be like. darkness falls. quagmire. the ghosts who stole christmas. #monday. eve. humbug. bad blood. ice. død kalm. jose chung’s. not necessarily in that order #the x files

[phoenixcatch7]

Having been on several fanfic sites for several years, I can hands down GUARANTEE you that anything 'classic media' has done, fanfic has done better.

#This is not hyperbole I am 100% serious #“I wish there was a book or show where *insert thing that happened in a fanfic I read at midnight*” #Anything. Anything from weird puns to comprehensive and in depth analyses of the human condition #I see people gushing about the 'groundbreaking ideas' and 'awesome concepts' they read about and I'm just like #Do you want that with a dash of gay found family hurt/comfort or a heaping of misogyny #Once I read some shmancy prim article discussing the use of themes in some famous classical text I'd read and like. #Off the top of my head I listed three fics that had done it without the unexpected and unappreciated assault scene partway through the book #At least fic authors TAG #Ao3s filter system and the increasing lack of blurbs on books has ruined me for normal reading activities #I get a book for Christmas or something and I look at it and there are no archive warnings or desc or additional tags #No word count chapter count nothing #Anyway this is about how fanfic is a superior media to the competitive publishing industry of today and if a fic makes enough readers cry #It should get automatically added to the literary canon #Makes one feel more emotion than I did with the school assigned reading and there's SIGNIFICANTLY LESS chance of untagged 18+ stuff #ao3 #Long tags #I did my final project of the concept of the literary Canon and its requirements and LET ME TELL YOU #Fanfic absolutely counts the higher ups are just cowards #'this book is a literary masterpiece it breaks down the human understanding of the future and our capabilities of distinguishing reality #From fiction and how one might develop detrimental coping mechanisms to handle it that leads to almost self destructive behaviour due to a #Self enforced blindness that renders one an outsider in their own life and by the way its all a metaphor for the oversaturation of media #Accessible at a young age leading to Youths Of Today absorbing negative traits unrelated to their environment through escapism ' #Great I can list ten self insert fanfics with that exact premise I can just read them for free #And I can guarantee no racism or Victorian era style sexism

[pillowprincessvarric]

I genuinely love "what's the worst film" reblog bait. All the mutuals start listing things that I own on DVD and rewatch regularly

#you can't just start listing all my top 5 christmas movies. there are girls here.

[foxgloveinspace]

saw your tags on my post and i hope you find that ‘spark’ to really go feral over sleep token again! they’re so much fun to be batshit crazy over, there’s just so much going on and they all seem like such genuine dudes i can’t get enough

that post was sparked by seeing a video of vessel sobbing through the end of ascensionism and like i was so done for after that. like physically shaking so i figured i needed a break for a bit 😂

also i think that altar sounds like an awesome idea! as soon as i move my dresser into my new place i’m setting up an altar on it

1). i am trying so hard to get it back, for real for real. I lit the candle I associate with them this morning, and thinking about the *altar thing has helped a bit.

2). share a link👀?? if you still know the video?? even if you don't know the video still, maybe send some others?? I would like to be a menace over them lol.

3). * I am now going to info dump to you about my sleep token altar a bit. Cause I am thinking too much about it lmao.

(readmore cause this got long and something... 'tragic' happened.)

(a little.. background, I am currently irl in the closet for everything including witchy stuff lmao) So far my idea for stuff on it includes: a small back prism, a small whale statue, a small apple pendant (each to represent the three albums). A bottle of oils (the little one I made, but also maybe something like the prayer oil we talked about). The candle I associate with them. I'm kicking around getting the incense holder if it comes back in stock on their website. bones/teeth (wolf, I'm thinking wolf). I'm thinking it'll be a little place on my main/working/creative altar. I might also try to find a tarot deck that i associate with them, I think that would be fun. something else I have been thinking about, but it would be so freaking expensive to do, is making a rosary with the 'offical' -

shit.... fuck shit fuck. I think I just spoiled myself on accident cause of google. I didn't see much but i think an old pic of vessel came up, but fuck google man. I went to google the official scythe pendant and google change sycthe (yes misspelled like that) to members for some reason, I am so confused and actually mad. Ok. I think I have forced my brain to forget. worst google fuck up ever.

ok, so ... trying to move on... I want to make a rosary with the official scythe pendant, some tahitain pearls and some black amber beads. I think that would be so pretty, and nice to hold and maybe wear. ( i know traditionally you don't wear them, but like.... I am making one to a band/fictional god lmao, it's not traditional at all.) but that would be very pricy for a piece of jewelry and I would probably never wear it cause of that haha. it would be like 400$ to be able to get the supplies.

#grumping ahead about the thing that happened in the end of this no spoilers i wouldn't do that to you. #I think I know one first name now. I am pissed. fuck google. I probably know what Vessel looks like fuck.... no spoilers but personally? #i am correct he's pretty. #I have never been so anger at google in my whole life?? why did it do that??? it took the top search from scythe to MEMBERS///// #I have never been more angry about being right about someone being pretty in my whole life fucking fuck. #ok I'll stop complaining it had to happen eventually but i'm pissy now *grump*. #I think.... I've already blocked it from my mind already... I think I know IV's first name tho?? or III's. Poo. I know it was down the list #so it wasn't Vessel's name. ugh. That was so upsetting and especially after the stress of the afternoon. Ugh. #our oven is borked and is putting out co2. so we have no oven for christmas oof. i was gonna make cinnamon rollsssss man. I'm sad. oh well. #I have calmed down by the time I am posting this. but dang I'm very upsetty spaghetti about that. honestly more upset about this then the #oven haha.

[mycological-mariner]

*incoherent screams of frustration and tears of exhaustion*

#I bloody hate Christmas #imposter syndrome was so bad at the christmas dinner too I wanted to curl up and die #everyone is very sweet so I can’t complain #but re-enactment is very much a rich persons hobby or at least independently wealthy #I may drop out of doing actual events which. sucks lol #but I can’t afford it #I haven’t been able to afford food for two weeks let alone a bloody uniform #I can still help out. managing the website and etc #but all the things I want to do and love to do I can’t afford #no wonder most reenactors are older well off folk or younger people who’ve been brought up in it #not to mention coming home and finding empty beer bottles littered everywhere #my mums coming tomorrow and shes ain’t given a time for arrival #I gotta work out sleeping arrangements get food clean the house do dishes etc #I just want to sleep? #I really really bloody hate Christmas for many many reasons #but stress of planning and getting shit in order is top of the list #christ #I want December to be Over #just depressed bc now I may not even get to meet up with this group when they’ve been so lovely bc… well fuck man. #just so much on my plate rn. I haven’t been able to relax. oh well. no choice but to do what needs doing #I just wish it wasn’t so much that needed doing #no wonder I’ve been having heart troubles

[martianbugsbunny]

I feel I must present a formal apology for forgetting to put Ebenezer Scrooge on my list of redemption stories that make me the happiest. It was truly wrong of me to leave him off the list and I will not make that mistake again.

#/jesting #but I feel so bad about it lol he's one of my top five #I can't believe I forgot to put him on the list!!!! #he's literally the redemption story ever #GOSH #Ebenezer scrooge #a Christmas carol #redemption story

[trashy-roadkill]

Also I'm telling yall the moment I saw this I flipped out

#possum.txt #TOP OF MY CHRISTMAS LIST FOR YOU SILLY MAN!!! #ii mephone4 #inanimate insanity invitational #inanimate insanity

[tentacletournament]

This is very off topic but- i thought you would appreciate the fact that i'm going to write about the classic to geno to error timeline in my philosophy essay.

IM SCREAMING THEIR TIMELINE IS MY EVERYTHING I HAVE BEEN OBSESSED FOREVER AND EVER IF YOU DONT GET FULL MARKS ILL DIE

#if you ever feel like sending it you know where to find me #no bc im obsessed with the entire timeline of basically decay and tie in lore of the entire thing #the concept of not only the affects of trauma and isolation but also the changing of situation and environment having that big of an impac #is so fun to analyse #the impact of knowledge on this guy and how this relates to the entire concept of timelines is such a good psychological stufy #on top of the environment changes that sans goes through theres also the entire thing with all the relationships in his life #starting with gaster that is clearly a large affect on the sci to classic time until eventually the genocide route changes him again but #more drastic because of his new position stuck in save forever until eventually the void #and then you apply the little typology pseudoscience to his personality and way of thinking throughout this #and then apply the whole multiversal war lore to how he reacts and responds to the creation of aus #and then you consider all the fandom relationships between the sanses and how they react to one another specifically between the main #timeline and aus because of how different their lives weny #AND THEN ADD ON THAT SANS IS HOT??? #ive been obsessed for 8 years sorry for the tag essay #also sans is just funny #sci is my personal favourite because of everything listed above like he hasnt even experienced all of that #but in some interpretations you assume that he DOES know all that happens and he still goes on?? #also cpau is my yearly christmas ritual best personification of sci not in terms of anything important but like just how he acts and talks #bhc did blue best thats irrelevant but i need everyone to know about it #not a poll #mars talks #mars is talking a LOT

[xxcherrycherixx]

Guys i might have done something impulsive again

Im legit shaking and that has never happened to me before

#ever after high #c.a cupid #doll collector #she is my christmas present when she comes i wont even look at her #i will have my mom check her to make sure all is good #im actually shitting myself i was ready to drop £94 for this doll yes im insane and obsessive #holy fuck what have i done was this a good idea??? shes legit my grail doll shes like at the top of my doll hunting list #now to find through the woods cupid and just sweet blondie my other top grails lolol #i speedran doll collecting i started in september and now i only have 30 dolls left on my list to collect lmao sadly theyre all rare

[penname-tbd]

i want to do nanowrimo so bad this year but idk if it's actually like Feasible… mental health in shambles, busy with school, etc. i was already gonna modify to just "write something every day" with no word count goal, but i'm not even sure if i'll be able to swing that :(

#they speak #i mean it's still a couple weeks away #but still #also im workshopping stuff for school during november anyway #so like i guess i'll count school writing? #but ONLY if it's fun #god i just wanna write the hell life au christmas special tho #that's on the top of my priority list for Fun Writing

[wabanzas]

Is it too much to ask the universe that empires x hermitcraft last long enough for them to do a secret santa bit.

#hermitcraft #empires s2 #hc x empires #hermitpires #please this would be the top of my christmas list

[lerr-writes-fic]

Finally watching my favorite Christmas movie 🥹

#if Die Hard is a Christmas movie then so is The Godfather #The Godfather #is number 6 on my Top 10 list of favorite movies #about me

[palominodragon]

I have a bizarrely long history of being kicked out of online groups/roleplaying games and then weaseling my way back in. It's a whole thing.

But I was just thinking about it in terms of how autistic people are more likely to ignore rules that seem unnecessary/illogical, and while that hasn't been the reason for all my escapades, it's definitely played a part.

And I guess even when it's not the direct reason, there's still the mindset of "well, I was kicked out for a stupid, unjust reason, so I'm just gonna refuse to accept that."

I can be a real brat about it.

I once hid my identity and continued playing in a game for years after I'd been told I couldn't play the character I wanted to. Did play her. I was just impressively sneaky about it. They only found out after I got bored and started testing how much I could hint before I got caught.

And no, their reason for not letting me play that character never became an issue.

#autism #neurodivergence #probably autistic #there was the time I got kicked out for saying anti-American things on 9/11 #and then snuck back in anonymously to have my character leave christmas gifts for her friends #there was the time I led a whole protest to save another player from being banned #and we were all welcomed back with no consequences after the issue was resolved #there was the Kingdom Hearts self-insert roleplay where we weren't allowed to play our Nobodies #so my character kept it secret until I felt I'd proved that I could do it without “being a mary sue” or whatever the mods were afraid of #this ended up becoming a major plot point that changed the course of the game #and THEN there was the indirect sequel to that game in which we weren't allowed to play any of the characters from the previous game #which I felt was unfair and I really wanted to continue my character's story #that was the one where I hid who she was for actual real-life YEARS #and now there's that star stable club made for the sso tumblr community #which I got kicked out of for being a scawy pwoshipper #but all members have the ability to send club invites and I've already been reinvited and kicked out again once #wonder if that will go on... #oh yeah back to the top of the list: I did get an apology many years later from the mod who kicked me out on 9/11 #and we followed each other on twitter until I left that hellsite #so that was pretty great