#THIS IS THE MOST IVE SAID IN LITERAL DAYS

[pyjamaart]

the construction crew B)

#these three are besties i will die by this headcanon #with every new robot master i draw i come closer to my goal of drawing them all one day #ive said it on twitter and im gonna say it here again: #stoneman is literally the most forgettable robot master in the classic series. which is why ive turned him into a lesbian. #that just makes him a hundred times more memorable #like dont change anything about him except that hes a woman. #gives a whole new meaning to the term stone butch lol #megaman #mega man #stoneman #gutsman #concreteman

[skyburger]

"fnaf is the scariest game ever" "no its silent hill" "well i think its resident evil" everyone shut up!!!!!! youre all wrong. its actually zack & wiki quest for barbaros' treasure (on the nintendo wii) but only the level "keeper of the ice". that level scared me so bad as a kid and you can tell because its the only individual level i remember the name of off the top of my head. like there is nothing scarier than a) being chased and b) being on a time limit. and you know what this level has? BOTH OF THOSE. this level is still scary to me im like AHHHHH!!!! and then i die

#i had to google horror games after i thought really hard for silent hill and fnaf #because like. resident evil is just not a horror game in my mind... its just cool zombie game... #to be fair though. the only one i actually played a portion of was re6 which is probably the least scary one in the whole series #anyway do the kids still find silent hill and fnaf scary. i dont know. #well the former id say yes given how prevalent ps1 horror has been in recent years #fnaf i have no idea. im a massive wuss so its scary when i play it for myself #but watching someone else play them especially when i know them well isnt scary #and ive watched fnaf videos for YEARS #so i dont know. (old man voice) these damn kids... back in my day we watched markiplier scream at freddy fazbear and we LIKED it! #anyway its objectively a horror game and thata literally fine thats all i needed for this post #MY POINT HERE. my point here #IS THAT HIT ZACK AND WIKI LEVEL KEEPER OF THE ICE. IS SOOOOO SCARY #its not that scary but i see tjat level and im like 3 years old making my mom play this level for me again #and for the record yes me and my sister really did make our mom help us with z&w #she remembers helping us with frost breath the most because we like did notttttt get that one at all #and she could never remember how to do the mirrors based on what combination of stands is there (because tjeres like a few variations) #so she always had to look up a guide 😭😭 #my poor mother on fucking gamefaqs or something in like 2010... legends only #anyway if you have no idea what level im talking about (any of my oomfs reading this that isnt end) (hi end) PLEASE look up this level #and i need you to think of like a 5(?) year old making her mom play this game. #this aforementioned child is still a massive wuss as an adult btw. some things never change #anyway watch that level and think about how someone like me. whos already a scaredy cat! #imagine how someone like me felt at age 5 possibly younger playing this level #I WISH I COULD LIKE CONVEY EMOTIONS OVER TUMBLR. why cant i attach a .emotion file to this post #anyway ramble over <- hes said that like a million times today #scariest level in a game ever...!!!!! FUCK that keeper of the ice bitch im GLAD he died #muffin mumbles

[good-beansdraws]

For the MerMay requests, how about Princess Elise (from Fates)? 🧜🎀

Thank you so much for the request, she'd make such a sweet mermaid!! I went with an octopus design because I felt the shape of the tentacles really fit her spiraling ribbons and skirt look :) Also, it has some pop-culture villainous associations, so it'd work well for a ruler of the 'dark' kingdom of Nohr to make it into something absolutely adorable ✨🎀 While her siblings lean into their intimidating looks, Elise befriends every single animal, mermaid, and sailor that passes through her waters.

#fe fates #fe elise #fire emblem fates #fire emblem elise #(dont tell the others but this was the most fun design to play around with hehe) Ive never drawn a tail like that and it was real cool! #i know its not the classic look but i really liked how she turned out :D #i think shed enjoy staying close to the surface while her siblings hung out deeper #shed get into the habit of greeting all the boats that pass by #i didnt give her side gills because it turns out octopi dont have them! who knew... #thank you for your patience aahh i literally started these the day i got the requests but then May said No 😭

[whatsanameanyway]

honestly still the biggest personal tragedy of session 5 is that when grian joined gem in the tower building. in gems episode, there were almost a solid 10 minutes of just that. them hanging out, calm, peaceful, no danger, away from people that could hurt them . and guess what ? grian left LESS THAN 3 MINUTES OF THAT IN HIS EPISODE dbjksffejw

#rant in tags #gems episode straight up got me to start drawing the most complicated fanart in a year or so just of that scene #and grian just. cut most of it out #(gem probably did too. but come on g. only 3??) #i think i know what im feeling. i called it in a yt comment on session 2 or so #im clinging to the last remains of peace and happiness we get #i watched every pov and i think this episode grian's is my favourite (even if he cut out most of my fav scene overall) #he almost died' rigged a charity' loved bdubs and built a tower. it was nice #he barely interacted with the reds (love them too but). he was just hanging out. the cleo&etho&grian & i guess bdubs team is my fav #literally not a single spec of danger in that house. all positivity (thanks etho for starting the 'we love bdubs' day too bdw) #even martyns single trap got disarmed immediately #i was hoping for an grian & cleo team because of the potential for chaos but i think i love this more at least for now #ive been thinking too. the heart foundation honestly stresses me out so much #i love them with all my heart. i do #but i dont trust bigb at all. havent since episode one and wont start now. feels like that man has no loyalty to tango and skizz #hes very fun dont get me wrong but he makes me worried. i still have no idea what his deal is #theyre also very open. no fortification ( i like walls theyre safe) #and their system is very easy to rig (as shown in this episode) #(also bigb straight up saw grian throw his quartz in and said NOTHING) #“this is a death game! why do you not want death? what are you even here for?” SHUSH #this is all /positive. its good stress #(and i love death and betrayal martyn's win is my fav ending so far) #i just got too used to the peace and happiness at the beginning #i did not mean to rant this much but i have a lot of feelings about this series i dont have anywhere else to express #trafficblr #secret life

[s0fter-sin]

“maybe if i, an 8yr old, managed to talk sense into my groomed and deeply traumatised 13yr old brother, maybe he wouldn’t have accidentally almost killed himself and become a villain” and no one in that room disagreed with him??

#none of them? #not one of them went hey maybe it wasnt on us literal children to try and help him? #this is where the endeavour redemption completely lost me #it was as well written as it could be up until this point #natsu still hating him fuyumis trauma response of lets just bury everything and be a normal family shoutos conditional forgiveness #especially when endeavour said ill buy you all a house and you never have to see me again #i could live with that. i hate it (make him face a lasting consequence for the love of god) but i could live with it #he doesnt deserve forgiveness and he deserves every ounce of emotional pain hes experiencing bc holy shit he irrevocably ruined five lives #but then they really turned around and said yeah us victims share the blame for how touya turned out #what the fuck #reis level of blame is debatable since even if she was mentally stable she was still always in the mindset of hey this guy Bought Me #and his continued Buying Me will fund my parents who Sold Me to him #even before any anbuse happened she was never going to be able to stand up to him #endeavour groomed touya just like afo did with shigaraki except even worse bc it happened from day dot #then he completely cut him off from the thing he groomed him to be and dumped him on rei until he got the child he wanted #dabi was never anything but endeavours fault and the fact that the narrative is trying to make them all share the blame #and frame it as a see endeavour when we all share fault and support you isnt it easier for you? cant you stand up and solve the problem now? #its the most classic victim blaming ive ever seen and were supposed to just take it and be like aw theyre facing dabi as a family #fuck off #and even then he still freezes and makes shouto fight dabi #you cant do it so i the 16yr old you also abused will fight my brother the kid you drove to accidental suicide for you #and when he finally gets over himself (after shouto is nearly killed dont forget that) and decides hes finally strong enough to fight him #were supposed to cheer that moment? #yay hes finally going to look at touya! were the fuck was he an hour ago cause he aint done shit against afo #the family needs to share blame and support him so he can face the blame and support himself fuck off #go beyond plus ultra #coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt #endeavour #dabi #todoroki shouto

[gibbearish]

am finally back home and can say without a doubt that i am just fundamentally not built for long distance travel however the train was much nicer than planes

#that being said. pressurized cabins drive me insane a little bit #and also it gives you pretty intense sea legs for a While #like. the ones from the first trip hadnt gone away by the return one. so. might be stuck with that for a few days #we shall see #also ajr live fucks severely #the albums were already incredible but that was a goddamn religious experience #like. idk the way i think abt it is theyre more djs than a regular band esp w their performance showing the making of way less sad #like their music is very electronic‚ theyre making mixes of their own sound effects more than singing in one go #so like. the vocals were a teeensy bit rough at times #notably times it has taken me Literally Hundreds Of Hours Practice to be able to consistently sing along with #and times ive found its literally physically impossible to like. no matter what #idc how big your lungs are‚ there is no human on earth who can do that final run of karma in one breath #much less to An Entire Stadium After An Hour Of Jumping And Dancing And Singing Loud As Fuck #so like i dont blame them for that‚ you dont go to live shows expecting it to be 100% perfect anyways jwbdjsbfksb #the trumpet however. well she was certainly playing sometimes. and was very enthusiastic about her flares. #however. in most of their songs they use midi trumpets to my ear at least #meaning she was likely an addition specifically for live performances and in my personal band kid opinion #prooobably was not in any of the like. higher tier bands? idk just. a lot of the mistakes she was making were hitting as stuff that got #taught out of us the instant we joined any band beyond regular concert #so i would guess she was probably just like. a friend who happened to play trumpet in high school or maybe even just middle school #and they knew that the trumpet parts in their pieces were big and distinct enough that like they /had/ to get a live player #and just kinda. didnt anticipate the audition -> performance gap #like. her tone was really fried the whole time like she was playing as hard as possible #which. she was mic'd. have the sound guy turn her up. #the way they did it made it sound like she was using a mute but not. like she only got the bad parts of a mute from it yknow #her tempo and timing were. bad. theres no nice way to put that one it just Was Bad‚ like the trumpet runs in ajr songs arent. complicated #like. quite literally if you handed me the sheet music right now i would have it down perfect in a week at absolute most #and better than that player on sightread. like. we did so many sightreading drills. #like ill share my band kid creds if anyone cares but i need to emphasize this isnt me being braggy like. they genuinely just arent hard #fuck im out of tags. w/e i think only like one of yall also listens to them anyways so i can leave it there

[rhymaes]

good news drop bc one of my favorite coworkers came up to me on shift today (adore her fr) & straight up went "the other day i got lunch with [insert my other fav coworker] and she was talking about how cool you are and i was like no i love working with her & she went 'i want to be her friend so bad' and we agreed on that" & i was like ?????? GIRL !! i was like ummm not to b Emotional but yall are my favorites i want to be YOUR friend so bad!! & she smiled and was like !!!! so anyway sometimes life is GOOD

#posts that sound fake asf but it's just . literally the way ive always made friends is just #sincerity & honesty & if its meant to be from there it will be because it will be sought after honestly #& evil cohort girl who ruined my life took that from me for two years but she CANT ANYMORE #& now i can make friends again!! i really. didnt think i would be able to do that again #i was v afraid of being percieved as fake or insincere bc she was saying how all women shes known have done that #which i was like youre a fucking liar to her face but she said it so much it made me paranoid #that i was hurting others and that my honesty & compliments were being seen as mockery #& now its like fuck HER i will make someones day kinder by giving them a deserved compliemtn #she was and is just too fucking insecure & couldnt stand when i got any attention and didnt immeditatly give it to her #but now shes dating ugly men who treat her like shit & will fr end up pregnant and drop out in im giving it a year at most

[netscapenavigaytor]

the stage in a hyperfixation wehre every day you go talk to a friend on the same wavelength of insanity about it as you, and every day emerge from the dms shaking and covered in blood .

#error 0 #literally nothing but evil shit goes on in the interest channels i have with my sibling i stg #for the past week not a single day has gone by without one of us making the other so fucking sad about our jsr hcs. #to say fucking nothing of the darkness that was going on back at the peak of the kirby hypfix. #true ----- veterans remember us talking abt our oc finite as Haha Wacky Cabbit and then like 70% of the art we put out #was alarming eyestrain unreality bullshit that no one had the ----- and pseud context for #i think. most people never even found out all the Finite Deeplore #...hm side note this is maybe the third time ive found myself talking about me and pseud's jsr headcanons and the finiteverse #in the same breath. i hope thats not an omen #kirby is one thing bc kirby has a Lot going on #but a 1-2 year jet set radio hypfix where i get consumed in an ouroboros of my own nonsense? that's scary. #i think it's not super likely though - as stated it's an ouroboros #jsr is so starved of official media and i have a chronic aversion to fancontent #so the moment me and pseud stop feeding into each other's brainrot the fixation is dead in the water #...That Being Said. you never know. bc the finiteverse kept chugging along #even when me and pseud could go months at a time without touching any official kirby content #and honestly the kirby hypfix might have been the START of my fancontent aversion #and things got so scary in the finiteverse. writing a fucking worldbuilding wiki and shit #(never got to a presentable state though) #why am i speculating on the trajectory of my hyperfixations like its a goddamn weather forecast. that wasnt the point of this post #welcome to netscapenavigaytor dot tumblr dot com where i say anything #remember kids. be shameless in talking about your interests or else you will be like me #and just talk AROUND your interests instead of about them

[skitskatdacat63]

Also also I just voted for driver of the month, Nando is 100% gonna win for the third time in a row hahahaha MY BOY!!! If he can't win the championship, he'll just body a different competition 🤭

#i need him also to get a large percentage of the driver of the days pls ty #okay and also need him and lance to have another weird homoerotic moment when he accepts the trophy #just the fact that nando has two voting options and then also has 70% of the combined vote #as ive said hes literally the most exciting part of every race fr #also its weird to think theres only been 2 races this month it feels like it should have been more #catie.rambling.txt

[caorl]

posting in ehre bc my friends are prob tired of me yapping about this on tt but i cant wait to get a neurologist appointment and got exams done bc im sure i have narcolepsy and have been for a couple years now yet im so so afraid of going bc what if i do have it. and worse. what if i dont have it and all my struggles actually have no explanation other than me being lazy and weak lmao i cant stop thinking about it im so anxious over this

#this is the year we get diagnosis DONE #but fr im so much more interedted in getting this sleep shit checked out #than i am on confirmingg my autism #bc at this point like. theres no way im not on thr spectrum lmao #like if my autism avaliation comes out negative it will be shocking to me #but i'll live ive spent 20 years thinking im just a freaky creature before i found out it could be autism so it eont weight as much ig #but the narcolepsy slash hypersomnia shit..that fucking bothers me.sm #it explains everything ive been having since i was about 13 lmao the peak was the last years of high school #and then living alone in college and getting sleep apralysis every day i got to the point i wouldnt even br frightned anymore #i still have it about like ojce every two weeks now but nowadays what bothers me most #is feeling my muscles go numb when im walking home from college bc i want to sleep #and having hallucinations when im waking up or falling asleep although im also used to these so they dont scare me bc i know im hallucinatin #yk.. #but yea the sleeping all day everyday fucking sucks #even when im having fun lol there are couple of videos of me playing the guitar for fun and just sleeping in the kiddle of it #also . when i got put on wellbutrin i had multippe convulsions #that tookme to the er and i dont remember a thing from that week so idk if it made some damage #bc they didnt make any exams at the hospital #they literally said i had overdose although i took the right dose #then injected some muscle relaxant w me #that made me convulse and go unconscious again #and then got me stable and sent me home like Yeah that happened idk just sleep it off #and i have migraines since i was 12 so liek #i hope the neurologist i get sent to takes me.serious #i feel like there is something going on yk #anywayssss #personal #narcolepsy #idk if theres a commujity here on the tags but lmk i feel all alone on this

[stinkrascal]

#vent tw #bc this turned emo #i feel like ive said this a lot so just ignore me if im repeating myself #but ive been so exhausted lately its ruining my days :( #i literally sleep like 13+ hours a day if not more #sometimes im out for like 20 hours #typically its not straight its like. i’ll sleep for 4 hrs then wake up for 30 mins then sleep again #and then by then end of the day its like 7pm and ive just woke up. i hate it #its 5pm and i just woke up but like thats basically my entire day gone now #i just feel so tired all the time. like i cant do anything but sleep. my motivation is zero #i hate it i hate it i hate it. i feel dumb #ik im complaining about stuff that seems trivial bc like most people have real things to stress about. meanwhile im just sleeping my days #away. but i still hate it. i wish i could stay awake and see thru the day without sleeping through the majority of it. :( #health wise i’m terrified there’s something like legitimately wrong w me. i mean mental wise too #it’s just that i’m so resistant to change and VERY resistant to getting help for myself that nothing gets done #i’m sorry ik this is heavy i’m just frustrated 😭 i don’t have anyone to tell this to so i’ll tell this to you 🤸 #kinda feels like i’m talking to a friend then. even if it’s just the tumblr void

[juicezone]

mmgngmmg

#vent post #tl posts #having another really rough day.... have 2 write a paper on a subject that i just cannot handle recently (mental health stuff) #and ive been so exhausted lately.. like i spend all my free time sleeping.. my rooms gotten super messy aagain and i havent done- #-any laundry recently and im running out of clean nonwork clothes (and i gotta do my work clothes first bc. work) #but literally ive had the last five days off bc water main at work broke and #apart from the fair ive spent most of it sleeping #and my dad said i was being lazy and idk kinda feels like hes right #sorry to vent on here m vjdfv f

[hella1975]

bagged a trial shift at a new pub just for my manager to immediately put on facebook if anyone wants an extra shift on wednesday. he knows what im doing

#he said GET YOUR ASS BACK HERE RN #lmfaoooo the notif came through literally as i put the phone down i was like 😳😳😳 #like that 'CONNOR' tiktok audio like no king im not doing anythinggg haha wdym #anyway im a bit annoyed that the first place to get back to me from my applications was this one #bc im pretty sure their pay is still minimum wage and also my cousin worked a trial shift there once #and not only did they not pay him but they also never called him back or even emailed to politely turn him down #literally just used him for free labour and that was that #word of warning from a very tired waitress if ur thinking about starting: always take trial shifts with a pinch of salt #if the trial shift is longer than 2 hours they really really should be paying you and if they dont the odds are you got mugged off #also the woman on the phone after i said i worked at the place i currently work at was like 'and do you still work there?' SHE KNOWS #and when i said yes she was like 'would you be willing to leave?' HOW CAN I BE TWO-TIMING BOTH OF YOU RN #LYING TO ONE JOB ABOUT SEEKING ANOTHER JOB LYING TO THE NEW JOB ABOUT LEAVING THE OLD ONE COME ON NOW #IM NOT BUILT FOR THESE LAYERS #but yeah summary here is i have a shift at my actual place on wednesday (thank god i havent had work in over a fucking WEEK) #and i have a trial shift at a new place where i'll most likely be offered a job. life is picking up #ALSO i have enough money to change my america flights bc basically something came up with that and i need to change my return flight #and i was originally rlly worried bc the change cost was £161 and that piled onto my current no-shifts stress was Not Fun #but ive been working a lot for my mum and i got paid for the shifts i HAVE done and it all kinda fell together anyway #the way everything is sorting itself today within the same HOUR yet ive been stressing about these things for days now #hella goes home #hella slaves to capitalism

[nomaishuttle]

guys remind me to watch la bamba later

#nicha said i should watch it #also nichas my beat friend thank gd for nicha. shes like the only irl person ive talked abt it with #and shes like . no you arent overreacting r you crazy . which makes me feel a LOT better #im so sad shes leaving thi :[[ she keeps telling me t move t great wolf lodge with her JFNFJFBF #and she said that if i ever need a ride to a job interview or a drs appt or anything like that t just ask. shes my bestiee #she has a yojnger sister my age (18 (nicha is 25 BTW) but her sister sucks so nicha literally said I wish you were my sister instead. #common kamille w. she also said im her favorite and i get all rhe stuff on her cart when she leaves ^-^ yay #but tbh. i might frrr look into great wolf lodge bc their starting pay is $18 dollars an hour #plus its. hotel work. which is wayy easier than apt cleaning if im being fully honest #and allegedly its closer to my house sooo... #plus. nicha fiona and i thinkk nee? r all leaving? which leaves me dee and brenda ? brother i gtg im not gonna be one of 3 housekeepers. #ik theyd hire more but i just got here i cant be like the 3rd most senior housekeeper 💀 #sry 4 doxxing myself. potentially #oh also the pay here is 16 dollars an hour with literally no room for growth #brenda is housekeeping lead and she makes like. 17. #nee i think has been here almost since the place opened and she still only makes like 16.... which is insane #so ya i might look into gwl. #im mainly scareddd abt getting rides bc rn marian gives me a ride... #n like she could probably still give me a ride in the morning if im sooo niceys but likee. yk. how would i get home at da end of the day #ik i should just suck it up and ask my roommates bc kate is rly nice and prolly wouldnt mind but. gets scared... she also works closing #shifts so she wouldnt be able t bring me home. lily works a ton of different shifts so its not rly a reliable thang so i cant ask her #plus.everything. and then hal . yeah obvious reasons hes not giving me a ride LOL

[lunarsapphism]

my little brother turned 17 today :( most of the time i dont think about all of my siblings ages and whatnot cause usually none of it is relevant but god. i remember when i used to make that guy blueberry oatmeal and feed it to him in his high chair when he was a toddler and ur telling me hes just seventeen all of a sudden?? that shit is fucking wild.

#ive spent the day so far going 'you cant be 17 cause i was literally JUST 17' (i turn 21 in a few months i was not 'just' 17) #also i think my perception of my sibs is like. to me you are eternally ten years old and to me i will always remember middle school you best #and do you remember when you turned 15 and started high school and you were so scared because i do #ive watched you grow up and ive watched you develop a personality and ive watched you achieve so many cool things #ive been here for all your most fucking insufferable years and i love you both despite them and because of them #and i hate you sometimes but also i cant imagine who i would be without you because youre so important to me and i care about you #ive been a stand-in parent more times than i think we all realize and ive made so many mistakes and bad choices and yet #we're all still here and everything is okay #idk. being the oldest and watching your siblings grow up is fucking insane. its so wild and just gets more so every year #i think i said something similar when my sister turned 18 cause that was also crazy #but yeah. they are both so old now #anyway happy birthday to my stupid ass brother #he's great #aiilov-personal

[spoofenshmirtz]

I don’t wanna work on my thesis I want to play my silly little games and draw my silly little emotional support characters and wait for my silly little video game merch without having to worry about graduating on time

#technically i dont even have to worry too bad bc my internship already said they wanna hire me after i finish interning #and that they dont technically care if ive finished my thesis by the time we write the contracts #and that i can take some time off in between finishing my internship and starting my actual work period to work on my thesis #but i want the bastard done!!! out of my life!!! its been so long i barely know what im writing about anymore #and thats not like super helpful when i work on it at most one day a week and otherwise work fulltime #SIGHHHHH academics sucks and my thesis doesnt even have anything to do with my work so it literally just matters for me graduating #which is why its so hard to do. its just like my bachelors thesis that was virtually useless on all fronts #cant even do shit with a bachelor in psychology #but i need a master to be a real psychologist but the thesis doesnt have anything to do with my practical work #so its like who give a shit!!!! #ok im done yelling now. hi tumblr i barely have a presence online bc its exhausting but i still live #spoovy's thoughts