#THIS IS JUST LIKE AFTER PURGATORY

[wyrmswears]

more of this fuckass idea (jay-centric doodles this time)

a couple people said they were thinking about making fanwork based off of the purgatory administration idea.. if anyone does please please please tag me 👁👁

#ninjago #lego ninjago #ninjago jay #ninjago administration #jay walker #re; villain jay: being dead actually makes you a formidable opponent! zane cant sense a heartbeat or thermal presence :) improved stealth #he wouldnt understand how jay kept getting the drop on them lol #jays death.. i like the idea of it being a really sucky mech crash after the merge. he doesnt die on impact and tries to contact the team. #no one receives his signal. #purgatory administration #suit jay #ninjago nya #ninjago zane #wyrm draws #ninjago dragons rising #ninjago dragons rising spoilers #for administration & jays presence in it & because i talk abt villain jay in the tags #jaya #ninjago jaya #cw blood #blood cw #just minor but still

[tastytoastz]

It’s honestly impressive that the second fitpac date got cockblocked by lore not once, but twice, by two different factions and events.

#after the resistance lore thing I was like okay we can still salvage this #and then purgatory just kidnapped pac #lore really wanted to stop this date #why does lore hate fitpac so muc #😭😭😭 #fitpac #hideduo #qsmp

[piecanl]

Do you think Tubbo would recognize the path Bad is going down, because it's one he's already walked down on?

This self-destructive behavior coming from a broken heart?

He hasn't seen Bad at his best, before the eggs got kidnapped. He's seen him a victim to grief more than a father. It's why the blue staining Bad's being isn't out of the ordinary.

But suddenly he starts carrying flowers to remind him of the love he lost, suddenly the void calls out his name even louder and suddenly Tubbo sees himself in the older demon.

And it's scary, because suddenly he sees what he has become, how it affects others.

And for the first time of many, he sees Bad walk down a road he's paved. For the first time of many, Bad is the one repeating Tubbo's mistakes.

#the parallels between soul hunters make me SOOOOO ill you hav no idea #i needed to get this out of my brain I might've misscharactarized Bad on the way and If I have sorrayyy..... #their fascination or connection with death #their undying loyalty to those they let in their circle #the switch of their perspectives on resolving conflicts after both Purgatories #the self-sacrificial mindset when it comes to the eggs #the fact they're some of the most trusted people with the eggs #Bad is openly trusted by parents while Tubbo is silently trusted by the eggs while they're both simultaneously safe spaces for the kids #Tubbo has been there for a lot shorter than Bad which lead to him following a lot of previous islanders' including Bad's steps #but suddeny he's been trust into many tragedies and now he has his own path people may fall down in #JUST AGH #i feel like I'm going in circles #i don't know #i dont think they'd ever openly discuss their weaknesses infront of eachother #but I also don't think they'd ever outright shut off a conversation over grief they share #qsmp tubbo #qsmp badboyhalo #soul hunters #soulhunters

[zeb-z]

dude. foolish surviving a 3v1 inside a tiny obsidian box for over a minute, taking away most of the eggs health with phil before dying for the first time. making nuisance of himself, playing smarter not harder, operating as a distraction with half a heart and a dream as phil deals the final blows. then him and cellbit’s collaboration on their base, the large build and crazy fucking lava maze and decoy obsidian boxes making it impossible for the other team to destroy their egg in return. red team winning not by being the better pvp team, but by playing to their strengths - building, strategy, communication, and complete and utter chaos. they started preparing early, they made weapons, they built extensively and prepared traps and decoys. and with their gas masks and bombs and chainsaws and complete refusal to give up, they had to have been terrifying. if they played the tower defense strategy, they would have lost faster than green had. if they had spent time getting just armor and gear and none actually working on their base, they would have lost worse than blue. the red team won by playing smarter, grinding their ass off, and by turning the playing field into incomprehensible chaos even they couldn’t navigate. they didn’t even know where their egg was and they defended it perfectly. it was a well earned victory today - here’s to hoping there’s no repercussions

#there’s definitely gonna be repercussions but yknow. we can live in the victory a little longer I think #BOLAS ROJAS BOLAS ROJAS BOLAS ROJAS #AND SHOUT OUT TO BLUE FOR HELPING AFTER THEY WERE DIVIDES AMONST TEAMS. OUTSTANDING WORK #I do feel bummed for blue specifically for niki who didn’t fully know what was going on and Tina who came in after they lost #but like it’s not surprising. as easy as it is to say they lost the numbers game they just didn’t have any defense at all. they spent their #time in short term victories. even green was last minute but they at least had fully enclosed the egg yknow #even if they had more of a team they would have lost because they just didn’t prepare and it was disheartening but not surprising #anyways foolish man. he was quick with it today goddamn. elquackity’s and rivers’ worst nightmare #it was fun this was a fun event I’m glad excitement picked up as it went on #mcyt #qsmp #qsmp purgatory #z speaks

[uncanny-tranny]

I think what might actually help the families of trans loved ones is to actually engage with where the trans person is at - especially if the family isn't quite understanding yet. When I came out, I was completely alone in figuring out my manhood. I had peers and I had exposed myself to so many trans people who explored gender, and while it was amazing, it isn't quite the same at times. I grieve quietly, sometimes, about all the missed opportunities that might have just made it easier for my family to have seen how utterly happy I was. It took them a very long time to actually notice that I was happy, especially once I got on testosterone. I'm lucky that they saw that happiness eventually, and slowly accepted it. My manhood is completely detached from their influence, both to my relief and chagrin. It's sad to me that I learned to shave from a kind online stranger, somebody who didn't even have a father and yet, I do. I have a father. I grieve at the loss of a potential shared experience. I grieve about the pain I went through when I was in that stage of transition, especially because it was raw and vulnerable. I grieve that many trans people today are traversing the path I had to, because it's sometimes lonely (even when you do have other forms of support).

It's hard to know that I will never have gotten my sense of being from my family. In many ways, it has severed a lot of connection with them because there were so many times that I was begging them to see happiness when they were focused on the idea that I was almost in a state of purgatory - flesh which felt warm but held no familiarity to them. I don't harbor ill-will toward them, I hope I don't leave the impression that I despise them. I understand what they felt, even if I can't conceptualize it myself. However, it's a raw wound in my heart, and I don't want to leave anybody else feeling that way, either.

#trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #mtf #nonbinary #ally advice #i'm thankful that my manhood is the way it is. but it was a painful journey to get here and i did it partially alone #i absolutely am grateful to have had my friends and the trans people who made themselves known though. i owe these people my life #i still think it's not unreasonable to have wished for my /family/ to have been part of that journey sooner especially when i was young #sometimes it seems like parents who believe their child has died after they express their transness make that a self-fulfilling prophecy... #...in that the parent often aloenates themself/themselves from their child in a variety of ways... #...i was alienated from my dad when he threatened my transition - it became a self-fulfilling prophecy in that i shut myself down... #...i retreated inward and in a way became a ghost - corporeal to the touch but a spirit who may not be seen... #...in many ways i felt in limbo between life and death. it was a cycle of purgatory #and that is something i think is best avoided. it's lonely and scary and it makes it hard to imagine a future #i need to emphasize that even though this was shitty i am still lucky in so many ways #i just faced a lot of undue shit even so - shit i don't think was conducive to a good environment or well-being

[rebby-draws]

BOLAS ROJAS

Also a bonus version without the overlays and shadows so you can see them better :), kinda annoyed stuff gets lost on the shadow but thats what you get when you are a dramatic team haha

#slimecicle #philza #cellbit #baghera jones #jaiden animations #carre qsmp #qsmp #qsmp purgatory #team bolas #my art #yes I know there are more people on the team now but my hand hurts just after drawing the original team haha #Also Philza is def the only one not in a jump suit cause hes the leader of the team #nothing to do with the fact I forgot to put him one in the other drawing I did of him and liked it too much to change :)

[merakiui]

learning that rollo eats the same lunch (16 grapes, 2 croissants, 1 café au lait) every day is so funny to me. he’s so cute. T-T rollo, please eat a feast. you deserve it. why limit yourself to the same thing over and over?

also his voice line where he invites you to check out the mostro lounge with him. saying, “i like cafés. shall we take a look?” casually asking you out on a date…… rollo, you’re exceptionally cute.

#meraki mumbles #his hobby is gardening… T_T <3 #he’s the man of my dreams #studying at the lounge with rollo but the tweels keep flirting with you #and trying to distract you so that you and rollo can’t study (i.e. get closer) #ENEMIES TO FRIENDS TO LOVERS WITH ROLLO AAAAAAAA OTL #the two of you taking care of and looking after each other like a married couple… #reminding each other to eat or go to sleep at healthy times or knowing exactly what the other needs #the two of you forever stuck in the purgatory that is the pining stage/‘do they like me or are we just close friends?’ stage #I’M SO ILL FOR HIM HE DRIVES ME MAD ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´ω`ﾟ)ﾟ｡

[svtskneecaps]

also in terms of the bolas playlist it's fascinating to me that the songs added by each person have a slight tendency to represent a consistent aspect of bolas

like

the songs added by slime are their chaos

the songs added by philza are their rebellion

the songs added by cellbit are their rage

the songs added by baghera are their anguish

it's so fucking FASCINATING TO ME but i don't know enough music theory to elaborate lmfao this is Vibes Only

(mouse's songs i can't boil down to an easy noun which is why they aren't mentioned lmao anyway they go hard asf)

(also i went on the longest fucking unhinged elaboration in the tags lmfao i almost didn't have enough tags left to tag "long tags" at the end

(i could have even gone on longer in terms of where their characters were at entering purgatory [philza: cage for a cage; cellbit: fed worker murders; baghera: her past as a federation experiment; slime: turning into a code because of the code pretending to be his daughter] but i ran out of space and also time it's 4AM AAAAA)

#qsmp #qsmp purgatory #this is a sweeping generalization btw esp for baghera's she added a WIDE variety of music #qsmp bolas #sorry i forgot that tag existed lmao #i will elaborate slightly: #slime added: find your flame; gas gas gas extended; waltz of the meatball man; foghorn sound effect #philza added: b.y.o.b.; throne; the melting point of wax #cellbit added: hayloft II; brazilian dança phonk (which roier literally played during purg while beating the shit out of bbh lmao) #baghera added: can you feel my heart; still waiting; and coincidentally she added 'it's been so long' (the fnaf song lol) #TO BE CLEAR THESE ARE GENERALIZATIONS #baghera also added the government knows [REBELLION] and oops [CHAOS] #philza added given up [ANGUISH] #cellbit added zombie [ANGUISH] and tokyo drift [CHAOS] #slime added as above so below [ANGUISH] #it's not a perfect category; ESPECIALLY for baghera's songs i want to make that so clear in these tags #HOWEVER. it is interesting. #anyway i went after lyrics for these examples but just generally when going through the playlist the first time #i kind of learned that like. #music to murder to was probably cellbit; punk millenial music was probably philza #the wackiest shit was probably slime (was shocked to find out tokyo drift was a cellbit song for this reason lmao) #baghera's i usually could only pin down bc it didn't sound like anyone else's #and mouse's added songs i could not describe the vibe if you threatened me for it but it has one #i guess the closest vibe is 'a college radio station run by anime fans' and even then it's not that close #it kinda excludes songs like the b//ad bun//ny songs #unless college anime fans are also fans of them in which case great! #IDK IT'S 4 AM I WAS JUST MAKING MYSELF SAD ABOUT TILIN I NEED TO GO TO SLEEP #shut up vic #block game brainrot #long tags

[yb-cringe]

i was starting to make a post abt how like. qpac in the past has, when things went wrong, let himself spiral into despair but thats. not what happened. at least not recently.

when mike went missing, when the eggs went missing, fit was there to lean on. tubbo was there to lean on. he was able to process his feelings even while going through the fuckin wringer, he hasn't been as bad as he was during maybe the happy pills in a long while. yeah things got bad but he had people there for him (he had fit)

and i was like oh thats rly good! and then!! i remembered!! that his whole getting up and moving on immediately, especially for other people, has always been something he's done for Mike.

After being kidnapped, if he didn't have the space to safely be depressed he just would move on. he even did an outfit change then too. Specifically just to quickly move on so MIKE could have someone to lean on.

I don't know exactly whether thats better or worse I just think its so fucking interesting that he's actually reverted to coping mechanisms he had before fit showed up, now that he's certain he's gone. or in general; if he doesn't have someone to /feel bad with to process those feelings/

#qsmp #qsmp meta #this is a lot of like. jsut character analysis theres no big point here #i just think if thats an intentional character choice then thats brilliant #because i may be wrong but i dont remember him doing this exact quick move on from anythiung else #like maybe purgatory 2 but thats in dubious canon territory #maybe after purgatory 1 but i felt like pac was still in that outfit post-purgatory talking about it until the new eggs came along #so maybe its just a matter of if he feels like he cant be a #burden or he cant feel his emotions so he throws them aside #idk long rant lmao sorry

[mangofanarts]

Thinking about how in purgatory....They split Bad off from his closer relationships with people by having them in different teams (Max, Bagi and Etoiles in Green gay ninjas, Foolish and Baghera in Bolas). How Bad's only close friend that was in the same team as him was Aypierre and then he ends up with Aypierre as his cellmate too < 3

#Also when I say Bad's only close friend - I mean like in terms of BEFORE purgatory #he and aypierre were pretty good friends and still remained good friends after it #pre-purgatory obviously Bad's connections with Pac and Tubbo weren't the best #their relationships got better after purgatory < 3 which I'm grateful for #while Tina and Bad are friends - I wouldn't say they're as close as Bad and Pierre? if that makes sense #It's not like Bad wasn't on friendly terms with other members in soulfire like Pol or Niki or Lenay but again - it's more referring to #someone closer to him #bug testers #game breakers #qsmp purgatory #tagging for purgatory for those that don't wanna see it #qsmp aypierre #badboyhalo #I'm just happy that Aypierre and Bad get paired off together < 3

[pettyprocrastination]

I know it goes against the whole point of the story of TLOU but I want to see Sarah survive. I want to see sarah and joel navigate this new broken world that is slowly repairing itself into something not quite mundane but the closest it can get over the first few years after the outbreak begins. I want to see sarah grapple with this new side of her father she never knew existed and that is exists solely to keep her safe in a world where death is always inching closer. I want to see them go from suffocating military outposts to abandoned houses in the middle of nowhere where they jump at each noise. I want to see Joel teach Sarah how to shoot a gun and ready herself for the kickback because she’s still so small and he doesn’t want her to get knocked over from it. I want to see joel struggle in his role as a protector to try and keep his sweet little girl young and innocent as long as he can but he can’t. She’s experience the horror just the same as him and changed because of it and one day he looks at her and realizes she isn’t the same little girl that woke him up on his birthday because he slept through his alarm, and she never will be. I want to see Joel get into an argument with her because shes buying into the firefly propoganda just like Tommy and god damnit he can’t loose her too. I want to see them shouting at eachother before they go dead silent and sit next to one another and he pulls her into his arms as tears run down his face because she’s all he truly has left. I want to see these two settle down in that shitheap apartment in the QZ and Sarah doing whatever she can to make it feel like home. 

#tj talks #i may delve into fanfiction that focuses solely on joel and sarah tbh theres just SO much potential there you guys what can i say #tlou #the last of us #sarah miller #joel miller #i know the whole point of tlou is ellies journey but SARAH!!!! SARAH!!!! #i also like #i have never played the game but tis so interesting it takes place twenty years after the outbreak so theres just this like.. #empty pocket of time where the world went from pure chaos to an organized purgatory in a sense #sorry i know i said its oberyn night but joel miller is just. so compelling

[demodraws0606]

I love everyone already preparing Green Team's funeral like, it would really be so unbelievably funny if they just split them into the other teams after everything.

#qsmp #qsmp purgatory #qsmp green gay ninjas #qsmp green team #i would prefer if they get like some kind of execution for angst purposes #but like imagine after all the post writing angst about their potential death #they're just like. fine. #it would be SO funny actually

[lovexmemonster]

Mairuma drawings on animal jam I never posted 💥

#purgatory is drawing w a trackpad on animal jams horrendous art system #anyways i am just saying these are sold in my den and i have like 5 dimonds rn leans on car and gets run over #mairuma #welcome to demon school iruma kun #animal jam #animal jam classic #animal jam masterpiece #my art #i have a irumeanie themed character guys did you know im utterly insane about irumeanie #i also have a little pet snake themed after azz #irumi #iruma suzuki #shax lied

[azzimations]

the 3 power hour designs/doodles :)

plus some pre-horrors wwph and thdph bc I don’t feel like making them full designs rn

they all live in a frat house btw

#I wanted to incorporate the album cover cuz I feel like no one does that for wwph #anyways the story for that is like. bro got trapped in purgatory after memento mori and that’s just. how he looks now #he’s self conscious leave him alone #chonny jash #azzy’s art #cj wwph #cj thdpw #cj tmph

[elcucurucho]

surviving each day by having faith that one day qcellbit will be back from the dead purgatory and qroier will not be a rat and they can get revenge and kill even more fed workers together and get covered in blood and maybe even kiss about it. this is my prayer amen

#qsmp #murder arc one interrupted by purgatory it’s ok it’s fine. we can just have murder arc TWO #listen I’m reasonable I would settle for ONE murder. then we can suffer consequences and advance character arcs or whatever #sorry was just thinking about how ratoier is definitely not going to like the feds MORE after this #and isn’t it funny that now he has specific motivation to seek revenge. hm #anyway new date night idea!

[slimeprincejax]

slime in white

#inspired by his stream background just being white today #called it white purgatory without even like realizing until after i sent the message #so i had to draw it after that #slimecicle #my art #qsmp #qsmp purgatory #qsmp fanart #qsmp slimecicle #can't believe i haven't uploaded any art this year lmao