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#THIS IS ALL ABOUT ME TRYING TO LIKE BREAK DOWN A SUB-GENRE I'VE NOTICED like thats the main thing i'm trying to do here
moodlesmain · 11 months
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Hi. Look at this.
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I just spent two days straight making a digital conspiracy board trying to piece together my favourite genre that isn't really a genre and more just a very particular niche which doesn't really have a name.
If you want to look I reccomend downloading and zooming in on the image to read everything LMAO, I want to try and convert it to a page on my neocities at some point so its easier to view but for now you guys just get a big ol' jpeg. You're welcome :)
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love-strike · 1 year
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appreciating seungkwans thighs: a drabble
pairing: boo seungkwan x afab reader rating: explicit (18+) word count: 1.2kish genres: pwp, smut, boyfriend!kwan warnings: switch kwan (but mostly sub), switch reader, kissing, biting, unprotected sex, riding, some dirty talk, creampie a/n: this was brought on by the few convos i've had with my anons about… seungkwans thighs! it is not easy to get rid of seungkwan thigh brainrot. as long as someone else besides me enjoys this i'll be happy :-*
Seungkwan is gorgeous.
His soft skin, pretty face, and warm eyes — you could stare at him all day. You actually like when he catches you staring; he flusters so easily that it pleases you.
When it comes to the dynamic in the bedroom between you and your boyfriend, it changes a lot. Most of the time, Seungkwan enjoys taking control. However, sometimes you can’t help yourself.
“Do you feel good?” you ask from your spot between Seungkwan's legs. You’ve been taking your sweet time covering his chest and torso in kisses, enjoying the little sounds he lets out. You watch him swallow and lift his head, face flushed and dark hair messy.
“Yes, but I need more,” he says with pouted lips. You laugh softly and pull yourself up to kiss him, and he chases after your lips when you break apart.
“Needy baby,” you say teasingly. Riling him up is part of the fun, too.
“Not needy,” Seungkwan replies quickly. “I can take care of myself.”
You gasp theatrically at his words and you can see him smile a bit. He quickly grabs onto you like he’s scared that you’ll actually leave him like this. Your teasing resolve instantly weakens as you look down at him. Instead of saying anything, you lower yourself back down between his legs. You take a moment to appreciate where you are, soothingly running your hands up and down his thighs. You can feel the muscles relaxing under your touch.
“What are you — oh,” his impatience is quickly cut off by the feeling of your lips touching the skin of his thigh. You begin leaving open-mouthed kisses across the soft skin, letting one of your hands move up to rub circles on his stomach. You decide to test the waters by gently nipping at his thigh, smirking when you hear him whine loudly.
“Your thighs are so sensitive,” you mumble, more to yourself than him. You see his unattended erection twitch ever so slightly. Instead of giving him what you know he wants, you gently bite into the flesh of his thigh and then lave your tongue on the area.
“Oh,” Seungkwan moans again as if he's run out of words. “You're… you're gonna leave marks.”
“Don't you like when I leave marks?” you counter quickly, continuing your trail of small bites across his skin. He moans and you take it as a sound of affirmation. You take a moment to look down at your handiwork; you love seeing the small marks that will eventually turn into light bruises. You also notice that Seungkwan’s cock is hard — so hard that he’s leaking precum and the sight alone makes your mouth water. He must see your hungry gaze because you watch him wrap his hand around his erection, a drop of precum running down the length.
“Please?” he says so breathily that your mouth waters even more. You only see this side of Seungkwan when he allows you to, all vulnerable and wanting. You’re so close to giving in.
Instead, you place yourself in your original position to continue your mission of worshipping your boyfriend’s thighs. You lick over all the marks that you left in an attempt to soothe the delicate skin. If he was trying to be quiet earlier, that notion has completely flown out the window — he’s now writhing underneath you and openly moaning in pleasure. Each pretty sound that comes from his mouth makes you wetter by the minute. You suddenly feel Seungkwan’s body move as his hips stutter, thrusting up into nothing. You can’t help but bite your lip at the sight.
“I need to be inside you, please?” Seungkwan whines, almost quietly. “I need to fuck you, so badly.”
A relenting sigh leaves you and you're almost disappointed in yourself, but you need your boyfriend as much as he needs you. In reply, you strip your underwear off and leisurely crawl up Seungkwan's body until you're positioned on his lap as he continues laying. You watch his face as he lowers his eyelids in anticipation.
“What do you want?” you ask softly, taking your hand and grasping his cock like you've both been wanting all night. He gasps and his cock throbs a little in your grip.
“You,” he moans and delicately places his hands on your waist. “I want… I need to feel you.”
You smile in satisfaction and rub the tip of his leaking member between your folds, letting him feel how wet you are. He curses loudly and you let out a little moan yourself when you accidentally stroke your clit with his tip. The feeling has you clenching around nothing, eager to be filled up. The teasing has become almost unbearable for you as well.
In one movement, you line up Seungkwan's cock with your entrance and sink down on him with an exhaled breath. Once he's fully in, his hips thrust up slightly and you can feel him hit you deeper.
“Oh god,” you moan loudly. You hear him chuckle beneath you, causing you to narrow your eyes at him.
“What happened to your self control?” he breathes out, still looking as desperate as before; you can't help but think that he regained some of his cockiness.
You tighten around him and begin to move your hips, effectively shutting him up for a moment. His breaths escalate into moans, and then into drawn out whines as you move on his cock. You're moaning his name out, alongside a string of curses and other unintelligible noises.
In your frenzy, you feel his hands tighten on your waist as his hips move to match your rhythm. The both of you know at this point that you're giving up control, if only a little bit.
“You're so wet,” Seungkwan says, voice shaky. “You're soaking my cock, baby.”
His lewd words hit you in just the right spot and you can feel the involuntarily twitching of your pussy around him. You see him grin smugly and intensify his movements. Your dazed feeling is becoming almost too much as you move a hand down to rub circles on your swollen clit.
Seungkwan drinks in the sight and throws his head back in pleasure, groaning alarmingly loud. You know that he's close too.
“Gonna cum,” you whimper out. “Cum for me, Seungkwan, inside me. You've been so good for me.”
His hips stutter in reply, and you feel your orgasm hit you seconds before his cock throbs, his cum spilling inside you. You're both moaning in unison as you ride out your highs, cursing and mumbling each others names out loud. His cock is still twitching and emptying inside you after a moment, and you can feel his cum spill out of your entrance. Your overstimulated whine causes Seungkwan to drag his eyes away from the sight where your bodies are connected. He gently pulls you off of his cock and you roll into the spot next to him on the bed.
“Holy shit,” he says after catching his breath. “That was amazing.”
You grumble and wrap your arms around his body, leaving little kisses on his face. He hums and hugs you tightly.
“Look who's being all cute and clingy now,” he coos and plants a kiss on your head. You sigh loudly in an effort to hide your embarrassment.
“Don't talk to me, just go to sleep,” you reply and squeeze his arm, grateful for when he finally lets up on his teasing so you can both doze off in peace.
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thisaintascenereviews · 10 months
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Archetypes Collide - Self-Titled / Currents - The Death We Seek
It's true what they say that when you get older, your tastes in music kind of "slow down," so to speak. You're not listening to as much new music, and you're stuck listening to a lot of old favorites, but in the last few years, it's been necessary. I've been revisiting a lot of my old favorites, because of COVID and trying to find some kind of solace in the madness that our world has presented us with. There was a period of time where I didn't listen to anything new, but that changed at the end of 2021 when I spent some time catching up on releases from that year, plus a bit of 2020, and throughout the last couple of years, I've been getting into new releases. Things have slowed down now, but that's partially because I haven't found anything I care that much about. When it comes to consuming music (as well as writing about it), I'm more selective now. I'm only listening to what catches my ear, and not what I feel like I have to listen to, let alone write about, as that's why my postings are very sporadic now. I've also noticed another trend, especially lately -- I'm listening to music that's a lot more "generic" than I'd like to admit. Not that it's bad, but I've been listening to stuff that's more straightforward, fun, and catchy, versus weird, unique, and off the wall. I used to love music like that, and I still do from time to time, but I like stuff that I can have stuck in my head more so these days. A lot of my favorite bands and albums have that in common, but it's because those songs and albums are so iconic and catchy, it's hard to forget them.
Today I wanted to talk about a pair of records briefly that I feel very similarly about, and they both fall into the realm of "generic" hard-rock and metalcore that doesn't necessarily do anything I haven't heard before, but works pretty well for what it is. I've been getting into a lot of hard-rock and metalcore that's rather generic, but the hooks and breakdowns (if there are any, that is) are quite strong and they keep me coming back to the album. Two albums came out this year that took me a few listens to really get into, but I've been enjoying them quite a bit since their release. Those two albums are Archetypes Collide's self-titled debut and Currents' The Death We Seek. These two bands are quite different, as the former is more of a hard-rock meets metalcore band, whereas the latter is a djent / technical metalcore band, but both bands are similar in the sense that they're nothing necessarily special in their respective genres. That's not to say they aren't good, but there are other bands that do what they do better, although they are very good at what they do. Both of these albums are catchy, fun, energetic, simplistic, and somewhat memorable, all things considered. They do what they do well, and for fans of metalcore and hard-rock, that's honestly all you need, really.
Archetypes Collide released their debut self-titled album this year, and if you want a record that takes a lot of influences from various sub-genres of hard-rock and metalcore, you'll probably really enjoy this. I hear elements of Linkin Park, Bring Me The Horizon, Wage War, Breaking Benjamin, and even labelmates I Prevail (whose newest album True Power I've grown on quite a bit, too; I'll have to review that album again, and talk about how I've grown on it, but I do enjoy the album a lot more now), specifically nu-metal, hard-rock, alt-metal, metalcore, and even some pop-rock here and there, specifically with hooks and melodies. In other words, there is a lot to enjoy, and if you enjoy most mainstream styles of rock, you'll find something to like in this 41-minute album that never feels too long or too overbearing. Fans of the various kinds of hard-rock and metalcore that are popular right now will find something to like here, but I will say that on their next record, they do need to find something that makes them stick out a bit more. They can make the Linkin Park and Bring Me The Horizon worship work just fine on this record, because it's their debut, but they need to step up their game if they really want to make an impact.
As for Currents, however, this band has been around for the last decade, give or take, and this is my first experience with them. Known as a djenty / technical metalcore band, this record reminds me a lot of stuff like Erra and Northlane, but they have a few tricks up their sleeve that keep me coming back to this record, as well as make them stick out somewhat. Their vocalist, for starters, is very strong and honestly carries most of this album, but the breakdowns on this record are great, too. A lot of them sound alike, but they're really damn good, nonetheless. The Death We Seek is also only 41 minutes, so, it's very short, and it never feels like it's too long, but like with Archetypes Collide, they definitely need to develop more of a unique sound, because as cool as their sound is (and they do have some interesting guitar riffs throughout the record), it doesn't stick out as well as other bands. In terms of djent bands, there are better bands, but the only real major djent records we've gotten this year are the new Periphery album (which is good, but it's very long and self-indulgent), and the new Veil Of Maya record (which I didn't really care for, because it's even more generic than this), so it says a lot when this is the best record in that vein we've gotten this year.
I feel very similarly about both albums, despite them being relatively different, at least in the sense that these are generic records that are catchy, fun, and short, even if they don't necessarily reinvent the genre, or anything close to that. That's not why I like them, though, and that's the point of this double review. I wanted to highlight how albums like this work a lot more for me now than they did maybe a few years ago. It could be due to the fact that I'm more selective with what I listen to. I'm not listening to every single generic metalcore band anymore, so I'm not sick of this sound, or I'm not listening to 20 different forgettable bands in that vein. It's also probably due to just enjoying catchier music these days, and just wanting to enjoy music more than analyze it. I'm a music fan first, and while I won't say these two records are the best I've ever heard, I enjoy them for what they are. That's all I need. I can enjoy these albums for what it's worth, and while I can admit they're generic, they don't hinder that enjoyment. I'm just not looking for music that's very weird or inaccessible anymore, because I don't come back to that kind of stuff a lot. If you're a metalcore fan, I'd recommend checking these out, you might find a couple of your favorite albums of the year.
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not-the-lesbians · 3 years
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Can you do a stray kids reaction to body worship? Like their s/o body worshiping them. Please and thanks!
i love these kind of headcannons
genre: fluff/smut
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pairing: Sub!Stray Kids x Dom!gnReader
Stray Kids reaction to body worship
Bangchan:
-you were getting intimate and noticed that Chan was dodging taking off his black hoodie
-you don't wanna force him so you just rest your hands on the hem of the hoodie, he removed his hands from your shoulders seeing as he was straddling you and placed them on your wrists
-you pull back from kissing him and look up at him but he placed his head on your shoulder "Baby do you wanna stop? We dont have to continue" you say gently
-he takes in a shaky breath and shakes his head "No it's fine i just...i don't wanna take it off...thats all" he says quietly, tightening his grip on your wrists "Thats ok baby...but can i know why?" you say now rubbing his sides with your thumbs
-you wait a moment before he takes in a breath "It sounds silly when i think about it but... i'm just not confident with my body right now thats all" he says with a wet chuckle at the end trying to mask how sad he is
-you frown in confusion and pull back so he needs to lift his head so you can see his face, cheeks red a blotchy which now has tears going down them and his bottom lip quivering slightly, you place your hands on either side of his face, cupping his cheeks gently wiping the tears off feeling him lean into them as you do so, his eyes close and his body sags a bit
-"baby boy why do you think that, your beautiful" you say watching him intently he sighs looking at you "i don't know honestly i just- recently i've just been looking at my abs and stuff and just- thought it could be better and that i could...i don't know lose weight maybe?"
-your heart breaks to pieces knowing this is how he's been seeing himself "Baby you don't need to change anything, you are a healthy weight and don't need to lose any of it and you don't need to work harder to change yourself unless thats what you want and you do it in a healthy way"
-he nods taking in what your saying "I don't want to change... i think i'm just in a bit of a mental stump and i'm not feeling all too positive really" you smile gently pulling his hips closer planting a quick kiss to his soft plush lips "thats fine baby, that happens to everybody, no one expects you to be positive all the time, you're human baby boy"
-he tears up slightly as he comes to terms realising this and nods agreeing with you "Thank you, i'm sorry i just needed to tell you" he says placing his head back on your shoulder hugging you tightly "It's ok baby and it's nothing to apologise for you just needed to let it out" you say kissing the side of his head and dragging your hands up and down his back
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Minho:
-you were both laying in bed getting ready to fall asleep, but you tell something was bothering Minho, his brows were furrowed and he kept zoning out and picking his nails
-"everything ok kitten?" you say turning to look at him, startling him slightly as he jolts slightly and his eyes widen, he turns to you and quickly looks away
-"Hmm? No i'm fine, why are you asking?" he says unconvincingly as he starts to pick his nails more, you notice this and gently grab his hand stroking your thumb over the back of it "It's just that you've been zoning out a lot and keep going at your nails, please tell me if somethings wrong"
-he sighs knowing he isn't getting out of this and turns onto his side to properly look at you "You know the scar on my stomach?" now this caught you off guard but you nod anyway "Yeah the one you got when you when a child from a surgery?" "yeah that one" "What about it?"
-he lets out a sigh squeezing your hand, this obviously is causing him a lot of stress and is hard for him to say "I'm self conscious about it and before you say anything i know it's stupid ok it's just- i hate it"
-now this surprises you because he has never mentioned the scar in this way before or at all really so to hear this kinda takes you aback but you nod reassuringly to show your listening "Why have you never told me this before kitten? this clearly upsets you, but i think your scar is just another part of you that i get to love and worship"
-he scoffs slightly and lays on his back looking at the ceiling "it never really bothered me until we got more intimate and i realised that you would see this white stripe that went down the centre of my stomach and thought that it wasn't pleasant to look at"
-you frown and sit up straddling his hips and quickly push up his top, to his surprise and he quickly grabs at your wrists "Yah! s-stop" "baby, kitten it's ok, it's ok it's a scar...calm down love" you say slowly bringing your hands to stroke down his toned stomach, gently stroking across the scar in question, his quick breathing starts to regulate as he calms down and drops his hands by his side
-you slowly lean down so he has enough time to push you off and plant a solid gentle kiss on the white scar, noticing his breath hitch at the acton, you look up and him still kissing the scar and continue kissing all over his stomach
-"your beautiful and your scar just adds to it babe...ok?" "yeah...your right i just need to accept it" "and that will take time so don't force yourself to ok?" '''Yes i know...i love you" "i love you to kitten"
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Changbin:
-you walked in on the unfortunate sight of Changbin sitting on your bed with a pillow in his arms as he cries sniffling slightly whilst looking at his phone.
-"baby whats wrong?" you say quickly walking over to him, his head shoots up and quickly puts the phone down and wipes his eyes trying to compose himself
-"it's nothing really just me getting into my thoughts a bit too much" he says you grab the phone and read what he was looking at, hate comments
-"My god look at the state of Changbin he's packed on the pounds lol"
-"how is he still a member like he should quit seriously"
-"he can't even rap like why does he try"
"he's so fat like lay off the food"
-your mouth drops at the comments, how could people say such disgusting things about another human being, you look up at him, seeing him wrapping his arms around himself to hide, lips quivering trying not to cry but still tearing up as he looks at the floor
-you turn the phone off and toss it to the side, "baby boy you know those aren't true, you are so so talented and handsome you shouldn't even be looking at them" you say sitting closely next to him and placing a hand on his thigh and the other cupping his cheek to wipe the tears, feeling him lean into your hand
-"i know but- i just can't help it, sometimes i feel like it's true and- and i try to tell myself it's not but sometimes i can't" he says his beautiful eyes looking into yours and you pull him close hugging him tightly "Oh baby it will be ok, trust me, i know it's easier said than done but please try not to read them for your own health, and you are nothing like what those comments say you are so much more than that"
-he nods holding onto the back of your shirt tightly, you could tell the worst part was over but that there was still something he wanted to say "What is it baby boy, you can tell me?"
-he takes in a shaky breath "Do you think i'm fat?" he says, your eyes widen at this sudden question "No baby i don't, i think you are very handsome and muscly but no fat" he nods and leans back "is that the comment that bothered you most?" he nods again but doesn't say anything
-you gently lay him back and push his t-shirt up and lay next to him resting on your shoulder, you lean down and kiss him on the lips deeply whilst dragging your hand up and down his tummy and chest feeling the warm soft skin and faint bumps of his abs
-"You are beautiful" "Thank you"
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Hyunjin:
-you were sitting in a jyp practice room watching Hyunjin dance, when you look away to your phone your eyes widen when you see the time and realise just how late it was making you wonder about how long he's been dancing for seeing as when you came in he was already practicing
-"Babe it's 11:48 lets go back home" you say starting to look for your stuff that you put down somewhere when you entered
-"i need to stay longer you go ahead though i'll see you back at home" he says hunching over dripping with sweat and breathing heavily that he is almost wheezing
-you stop what your doing and walk over to him "Babe you've been practicing for 8 hours, you need rest and lots of it so come on go grab your phone and bag" you say placing a hand on his face feeling the sweat and heat instantly he huffs and stands straight "You don't get it i need to perfect this now i- i can't continue to fail at it" he says walking over to his phone by the couches, confused cause you watched him do the same dance for the past four hours and saw nothing wrong
-"Babe you have perfected it but you won't if you are exhausted and can't stand plus why do you need to perfect it now" you say sitting next to him "Cause all i'm seen as is the pretty face and nothing else and i want to show that i'm not just that"
-it made sense now, he did constantly get told that he is the pretty face but not recognised for his talent "I get that but baby boy you don't need to prove that to anyone cause you know you aren't just a pretty face and thats what counts"
-"i understand that but...i don't know, i just feel like i need to show them i'm more than the pretty face" he says going to stand up only you flinch and fall back down, you quickly lean over checking for any visible injuries but you see his grabbing his foot
-"Did you roll your ankle? what happened?" he shakes his head and you take his shoe and sock off to see his foot covered in blisters "Oh baby, this is why you shouldn't practice so long you're damaging your body"
-he nods as you apply plasters from the first aid bag that was in the cabinet behind you, when you finish you put his leg down and switch positions putting him on your lap, he leans into you and ends up dozing off
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Jisung:
-Jisung lets out a long whine as you start to kiss his neck, your hands wandering down his body, clothes already forgotten about as you start to roll his nipples in between your fingers causing him yo arch his back and his mouth drop open in pleasure
-"That feel good baby boy? Hmm? that feel nice on you beautiful little nipples?" you say teasingly into his ear nibbling his ear lobe "Uh ye-ah! yes it does...fuck oh!"
-you sit up looking down at his already fucked out face, cheeks bright red, eyes glazed over and lips raw from kissing "Fuck... just look at you baby, so fucking pretty, did you know that? you're so pretty and amazing for me" his eyes roll back at the praise and he nods moaning loudly
-you smirk and drag your hand down his chest to his waist stroking it softly "God just look at your waist, so tiny and small my hands go all the way round it" you say giving his waist a squeeze
-you get in between his legs and put his legs on top of yours and lean over him kissing him deeply, you slowly insert yourself into his quivering hole causing him to cling to your back and pull close to you, his mouth dropping open and little noises escaping him at the feel of the stretch
-"That feel good baby boy, me fucking you deep and hard cause thats what you deserve, you deserve so much, you understand baby?" you say picking up that pace as you pound into him, he nods moaning loudly
-"Tell me you understand baby?" you say slowing down slightly causing him to open his eyes and start to thrust his hips down against yours "Yes i uh i know i des-ah! deserve this... fuck! Ugh yes!" he says panting and gasping desperate for you to pick up the pace
-"Good boy baby, i love you" you say thrusting into him at full speed causing him to scratch at your back "I love you to-ah!"
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Felix:
-something about Felix you always adored was his beautiful freckles, you didn't know what but they are one of your favourite things about him, but when you see freckle remover in the bathroom on the sink one morning your heart shatters
-seeing as he was the only one with freckles it was easy to tell it was his, but you just couldn't work out why, you thought he had accepted them throughout his life, you need to ask him
-walking into the living room you see your beautiful boyfriend in your hoodie which is too big on him and a pair of sweatpants sitting on the couch curled up in a blanket dozing off slightly
-up walk towards him sitting next to him bringing him into your arms, he comes round and sees it's you and snuggles into you shoulder, you take in a breath knowing this is going to be sensitive
-"Baby boy?" "Hmm?" "Why is there freckle remover in the bathroom?" you let out a breath but stop breathing for a second when you feel him go rigid
-"Umm...i-i just um i don't know" he says sitting up so he can look at you you look at him with a soft gaze trying to not make him feel nervous "I thought you liked your freckles?" he looks down slightly "I do but...i don't know i just felt a bit insecure about them lately and i was so bothered that i wanted them gone...i know it's a stupid thing to get worked up about but i just wanted to see them gone i guess"
-you can tell this runs deep and personal to Felix and that although he has accepted them he still has a tough time truly trying to like them seeing as this runs back to his childhood when he hated them
-you nod understandingly and bring him close you cup his cheek and stroke your thumb across his cheek across the freckles he lets his body relax and lean into the touch
-"Thats ok Sunshine you aren't always going to feel 100% all the time about yourself and in general, we all have rough days and or longer than that but thats just being human sweetheart"
-he nods knowing your right cause he has really accepted the freckles but just lately they have been bringing him down, you lean forward and place a gentle kiss on his cheek and repeat the process several times causing him to go into a giggling fit gripping your wrists with his small hands as you grabbed his cheeks and turned his head back and forth
-"enough, enough please haha!" "Ok, ok but make sure to take a moment a realise just how pretty you are baby and that your freckles are part of that, ok they add to your aussie nature" he starts laughing but stops to kiss you deeply "thank you, really i needed to hear that" "Any day baby boy"
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Seungmin:
-you had just finished making dinner for you and Seungmin and were about to call him when he suddenly appeared in the kitchen behind you
-"Jesus! Minnie don't do that, i nearly dropped the food" you say as you walk to the living room cause you were both going to watch a movie and eat your dinner
-he giggles slightly but something is off, he seems to be zoning out and not paying attention, you sit on the couch and hand him his dinner thinking it is best for you to talk about it after dinner
-it wasn't until you look away from the tv and see Seungmin playing with his food not really eating it, you pause the movie a put your plate on the table in front of you and turn to face him deciding it is best to bring it up now
-"Minnie baby whats wrong?" you say going to grab his plate and put it on the table as well, he lets out a small sigh and shakes his head "It's nothing really, its just... i think it's best i go on a diet, i mean our comeback is soon and i want to be in my best shape"
-you clearly have confusion on your face and took to long to respond cause he looks up at you "What?" "You can't be serious baby, you are already thin enough, comeback or not you don't need to lose any weight, what made you think this?"
- he fidgets with his fingers picking at the skin round his nail slightly "i don't know i just think i could look better for stay and the comeback" you can tell he is clearly a bit bothered by this
-"Baby i don't know what made you think that but you don't need to change anything about yourself for stay, comeback or not you are perfect to me and stay ok?"
-he nods and you pull him close leaning to grab the plates and snuggle together on the couch to finish the movie "You don't need to finish the meal if your don't want to but please don't miss out on meals or anything like that ok, i want you to be healthy"
-"I won't don't worry, ok", you quickly finish your meal and you push him to lay back kissing him intently your hands traveling down his sides
-"I love you so much, you don't need to change at all ok?" "i love you to and thank you i know"
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Jeongin:
-Jeongin has been feeling really down lately about his performing and it has been taking a toll on his health, you noticed this in his schedule seeing the other members leave but not Jeongin and when he did come back he was either exhausted or his throat was raw
-and today was one of those days and he came back 4 hours after the other members left exhausted from dancing, stumbling through the door he drops his bag and sees you on the couch waiting for him
-"Hey baby, did you have a long day?" you say standing and walk over to him and cup his cheek pushing his hair back from his sweaty face and plant a kiss on his cheeks
-he nods, clearly exhausted so you tell him to go shower and to meet you in the bedroom after, he nods and starts to make his way towards the bathroom
-25 minutes laters he comes into the bedroom wearing nothing but a t shirt and boxers clearly feeling the heat of the shower and falls onto the bed next to you quickly snuggling under the covers and curls up next to you to retain heat
-you look at him fondly and pull him close "You need to stop staying so late after everybody and focus on your health more baby, you've lost a bit of weight and we want you to be healthy" you say gently, you see his head nod knowing that he needs to get his schedule under control and health back up
-"I know i've just been really discouraged lately with my performing and think i should be doing better for stay and the group" "And thats fine baby but make sure you're being healthy about it and doing it with your members knowing so they can know you're being safe and not overworking yourself"
-"i know and i know i need to get my health back in order, cause i think i lost some weight" "Yeah baby you have but take baby steps don't throw yourself in ok" you say turning on your side to face him and he lays on his back
-Jeongin lets out a stretch and yawn raising his arms high causing shirt to go up exposing his cute tummy, you quickly put your hand on his warm tummy and start rubbing softly noticing him tense then quickly relax
-"That feel nice baby?" you say moving your hand downwards lightly grazing over his slowly growing bulge, his hips stutter but he nods letting out a broken whine at the loss of contact as you move your hand away and up to his waist
-you smile teasingly and pull him in for a kiss, kissing him deeply causing him to grip your arm and pull you down onto him letting out a whine in desperation
-you pull back smirking "Now now baby, what did we just say, you need rest and to get your health up you need sleep so you can tackle this tomorrow but right now baby boy lets sleep i'm sure you're exhausted?" "Come on... fine lets sleep...i love you" "I love you too baby boy more than ever"
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𝐖𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐞 ❣︎ ᵏᵗʰ
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Pairing :- Taehyung X Reader
Genre :- Bestfriends to Lovers AU, Erotic, Angst, Romance and Fluff.
Rating :- 18+ ( M )
Word Count :- 4.4k
Summary :- "Not everyone in this world deserves to be loved. I am one of those little number of unfortunate people" that's what you thought after your terrible breakup which led you to your bestfriend's appartment at midnight to seek comfort until things went way beyond just 'comfort'.
Warnings :- It's CEO Taehyung (but no office romance shit), Broke college student, Dom Taehyung, Sub reader, Some angst that idk how I managed to write, Sexual Tension, Buried feelings, Past feelings, Teasing, Morning Sex, Daddy Kink, Pinning, Oral (M receiving), Unprotected Sex, After care (omg) with fluff (omg).
A/N :- I know that I haven't been very active on Tumblr, but trust me I am trying my best, also I am still working on the next chapter for "Chemicals Collide", so please be a little more patient. Also I got inspiration for this Oneshot from Jungkook's cover, I think you guessed it already, but then I saw I had already written a JK Oneshot, so I gave this to Tae baby. Enjoy~
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Not everyone in this world deserves to be loved. I am one of those little number of unfortunate people.
I could feel the numb pain in my stomach, feeling like I am going to throw up, going back and forth between feeling nothing and being unable to stop the tears. All I  could think about was if this is really the end. I picked up my pace, now breaking into a fast jog towards Taehyung's house. Tears we're rapidly streaming down my face, uncontrollable at this point. I sprinted through the apartment complex, my legs moving as quickly as they could to get to him. I wiped my face with my sleeve as I got to his floor, a failed attempt to make myself look slightly okay.
I knew Taehyung would see right past these attempts though, he'll quickly understand that I've been sobbing with one glance in my direction. He knew me too well. After knocking on the door, there was a faint thud before someone cautiously opened the door. Taehyung stood there, slightly disheveled with the smell of alcohol dripping off of him. Right, Saturday means Taehyung gets shit faced every night. Although intoxicated, he quickly realised I wasn't okay. "What happened? Did someone hurt you? Do I need to go and fight someone?" He slurred slightly, stepping outside. I chuckled, placing a hand on his chest and pushing him back into the apartment before he got the both of us locked out.
"How many have you drank?" I asked, going to the kitchen and grabbing a water bottle to give him. My legs were threatening to give out, but he should property drink something besides alcohol before he puts himself in a coma. I walked over to where he sat on the couch, handing him the water bottle before going to pick up bottles. Sure, drinking was absolutely terrible and Taehyung may have developed a problem. I just never comment on it because we all have our own ways of dealing with things, not all of them being good. After cleaning up his expensive ass apartment, I went to sit down with him. He was quietly watching TV, taking interest in some show that showed people getting hurt. He was slowly sipping his water, showing barely any interest in the almost full bottle he held in his hand.
"Tae, I asked, how many have you drank?" I asked again. "I counted like 10 while cleaning up." Taehyung didn't say anything, just shrugging as he propped his feet up on the ottoman. I sighed, following his actions and getting comfortable. It must be nice to have an apartment to yourself and not be stuck in a crammed dorm room with another person. Must be nice to not go to school and struggle everyday. Nice to not have your heart broken on the day of your anniversary. Without noticing, a small sob fell from my lips, catching Taehyung's attention instantly. Worry was written across his face as he peered over to me, one eyebrow raised.
"What happened?" He mumbled, moving to wrap one arm around me. He held me close to him, a mix of his cologne and alcohol filling my nose. "He broke up with me." I mumbled, another sob falling from my lips. I wrapped my arms around Taehyung's toned torso, hugging him like there was no tomorrow. "Isn't it your anniversary? Didn't you text me earlier today about everything?" He asked gently, trying not to make it seem like a big deal. Another sob fell, making him realise that maybe it wasn't a good idea to pull on that string. He sighed, moving so he could easily pull me into his lap. I quickly straddled him in order to bury my face in his neck.
My arms still held onto his torso as he wrapped his arms around me. He must've closed the water bottle and tossed it aside sometime earlier, deciding it was more important to comfort me. So, how the hell did a broke college student become best friends with one of the youngest CEOs in Seoul? It honestly still amazes me that we're even still friends, that I get the pleasure of being his best friend. He's everything you'd want in a person. Caring, beautiful, fit despite his work schedule, one of most hardworking people you'll ever meet.
We've been friends since we were teens, simple freshmen stuck together for a lab experiment. Thinking back on it, it's sort of funny because the first thing he ever said was I like your shirt. I smiled slightly, thinking back on the fond memories. Taehyung and I are some of the closest of people, and we're always joined at the hip when we aren't busy. I mean, we grew up together, figured out college together, lost our virginity to each other. I chuckled slightly thinking about it. Two teens frustrated and scared to lose it to someone who didn't know us. It just sort of played out one night, safe word established quickly since Taehyung was so worried. Taehyung shuffled slightly under me.
"What are you laughing about, Miss?" He teased, jabbing my sides. He's always loved fucking with me, and knew how to get on my nerves in just a few attempts. I decided to lie, figuring that, if he even remembered that night, he wouldn't want to hear about it. I shrugged, shoving my face into his neck further. "I was thinking about science when we were paired together." I said, my focus going to my shirt that was riding up slightly. Taehyung paid no attention to it, his hands resting on the bare skin of my back.
"Ugh, don't remind me." He laughed before mocking himself. "I like your shirt." I laughed, shaking my head at him. I sat up, my hands placed on his chest. He seemed tired, but sobering up a bit. His hands released my torso, going to wipe the tears off my cheeks. I smiled slightly before climbing off his lap and standing back up. "Finish drinking your water." I said, tossing the bottle over to where he was sitting. I walked into his living room, opening up the fridge and seeing what was there. I shrugged, settling on leftover takeout I'm assuming was from the shop near his work. I tossed it into the microwave before calling out to Taehyung.
"Do you want anything?" I asked, waiting for a response. "You." A small reply came, unsure and small compared to his normal loud ass. I laughed at him before asking the question once more. He simply said nothing, stating he wasn't hungry. He usually isn't when he drinks anyway. I took the takeout out, walking back into the living room. I sat and ate, making sure not to spill anything because I definitely couldn't afford to buy him a new one. This couch is probably my salary, the boy's got money. "Are you okay?" He asked, reaching over to rub my thigh. "Didn't I tell you he was a dick though? You should date better people. Like me."
I laughed at him, playfully swatting his hand away from me. I went back to my food, not paying attention to the hand creeping up towards my thigh once more. He rubbed his hand up my thighs once more, smiling slightly. "Taehyung, you're drunk." I mumbled, shoving food into my mouth once more.
Taehyung moved once more, placing his hand on my arm. Whines immediately came from me, complaining about the food and expensive couch. "Taehyung, I'm going to spill this on your couch and you're going to be mad at me" I threatened. "Fuck it. I can buy a new one." He mumbled, reaching up to smack the food out of my hand. I jerked my arm away, setting the tray down on the coffee table. "No you can't you drunk cunt." I mumbled, jumping over and pulling him down on the couch. I curled up under his arm, my face buried in his chest while I placed my arm on his side. He smiled, looking up at the TV after placing a kiss on my forehead. He held me closer, and continued to hold me until I drifted off to sleep.
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The sound of shuffling woke me up, my eyes barely adjusting to the bright light. Taehyung was shuffling next to me, struggling to get up. I let out a small grunt, moving so he could easily stand up. He apologized before running off to what I assumed was the bathroom. I smashed myself into the corner of the couch, trying to gain back the warmth that just left. Taehyung's chuckles filled the room as he passed by the living room, walking into the kitchen. He was probably going to go grab pain killers and a water. He waltzed back to the couch, plopping down. I let out a small grunt of disapproval.
"Come on, go and do your classes." He said, pulling me by my shirt towards him. He's always used his strength to do whatever, and it gets annoying every now and then. "Would you stop pulling me around like a ragdoll?" I said, rolling over to look at him. He had a smirk on his face, missing his shirt that he was previously wearing. "Go get a shirt on" I said. "No." He said, dropping a water bottle and laying down. I rolled over, cuddling into his warm embrace. His golden skin always give off warmth, and god I loved it. "Shouldn't you have classes to attend?" Taehyung asked, wrapping his arms around me. I rolled my eyes at him, wondering how stupid he has to be to not understand.
"I just got my heart broken yesterday, why would I want to do anything?" I mumbled, "I just want comfort and to rest for awhile." Taehyung nodded, holding me. He mumbled something that I didn't quite catch, but I was too lazy to ask what he said. "Why do you date douchebags? I mean, they don't give you the love you deserve and end up breaking your heart. You should find someone that actually cares about you." He mumbled, tangling his legs with mine. "Why does it matter to you Taehyung?" I asked, looking up at him.
"Because you come to my apartment at like 3 am sobbing usually. And you shouldn't even be out at that time, with someone else or alone for that matter. It's not safe. And you deserve better." He mumbled. "Would you stop worrying about that? I'll be okay." I could barely even finish my sentence when Taehyung crashed his lips onto mine, our lips molding together within seconds. Taehyung pulled away slightly, attaching his lips on to my jaw. My breath hitched, hands moving to grab at his arms.
"Taehyung, I don't think this is a good idea." I mumbled, his movements coming to a stop and his body stiffing. "I just mean we're probably just confused and I just broke up and you're a famous CEO hooking up with a college st-" I knew if I asked, he would immediately stop. It's not that I was afraid of him doing something stupid, I was afraid of the underlying feelings I had for my best friend. The feelings that make me want to cherish and love him just as much as have him fuck my brains out.
"Tell me y/n, do you really think I don't notice?" He asked, raising an eyebrow. "Think I don't notice the looks you give me when you think I'm not paying attention? You rubbing together your thighs when you're around me?". "Taehyung I still don't think-", "You don't think this is a good idea because you're afraid. You'll have a real man now, someone that will love and appreciate you as well as please you? Listen, I have no problem with that as long as you return it." He mumbled, moving over to whisper in my ear. "Do you know how much you affect me?"
He licked my ear, sucking slightly causing me to whimper. My eyes were screwed shut, head cocked to side. He climbed around so he could be on top, grinding our hips together slightly. His bulge rubbed against my thigh, rock hard. "Taehyung-", "Waste it on me y/n. Your love, please just this once. You waste it on everyone else, so why not me? Why not your best friend that's in love? Please, it's not going to hurt if it's just once." He mumbled, locking eyes with me. "Taehyung-", "Daddy." He corrected, is he serious right now?? He wants me to fill in his kinks now??
"Taehy-", "Did you not hear me babygirl?" He said, staring down at me. I gripped his torso, wondering how the hell I got myself into this situation. How I ended up here, with him. "Daddy, please." I said, coming out more whiny than I expected. He smirked slightly, a look of confidence flushing over his face. "What babygirl? Tell me so I can please you." He said, moving so his face was a mere millimeters away. "Kiss me."
He did, quickly getting rid of the space in between us. I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him closer to me. My hands tangled in his hair, pulling slightly. His hips slightly rolled into mine, pulling a moan from the both of us. Taehyung's hands slipped down, running up and down my sides, stopping to squeeze slightly. His hands found their way to my ass, squeezing and rubbing. "Daddy~" I whined, rolling my hips up into his. He let out a small groan, moving to place hot, open mouthed kisses all along my neck. He stopped to suck a small bruise here and there, making sure to leave his mark.
His hands slipped into my shirt, squeezing my sides. I giggled slightly, jerking away from the ticklish action. Taehyung smiled up at me before slipping my shirt up and eventually over my head. My arms instinctively went to cover my skin, Taehyung clicking his tongue slightly. "Come on babe, don't make me tie you up." He mocked, smirking at me. My eyes widened slightly, taking Taehyung back for a moment. "God, I don't remember a freak in highschool.", "Oh my God. Please don't." I said, staring at him. He's referring to losing our virginity to each other, embarrassing.
"So shy and innocent-", "I don't remember such a cocky shit in the bedroom either? You think you've gotten better?" I challenged. "I know I've gotten better." He answered. He's so full of himself. "Whoever cums first, loses." I challenged, staring up at him. He looked taken back. I smiled, sitting up in order to push him back on the couch. I straddled him, sitting on his hips as I took my bra off and tossed it somewhere across the room. Taehyung's hands flew up, squeezing and pinching what he could manage. I let out a small whine when he took a sensitive bud in between his fingers, twisting it roughly. My hips involuntary rolled, Taehyung's hips jerking up. I moved, going to pull on his shorts. The more I pulled down, I realized he wasn't wearing any underwear.
"This was your plan all morning?" I questioned. "Nope, just when I seen you over here looking like a fresh baked snack." He said, making me laugh at how stupid he was. I rolled my eyes, kissing his hips slightly. Once his shorts were off, he wasted no time kicking them halfway across the room. I giggled slightly, laying down on the couch so I was level with his cock. Taehyung threw his head back, his breathing becoming uneven. I licked a long stripe from bottom to top, stopping at the top to flick my tongue along his tip. I slowly wrapped my lips around his tip, sinking down slightly before coming back up. I took inch by inch until he hit the back of my throat, sinking down a bit more before coming up. A low moan fell from Taehyung as I swallowed around him, his hips involuntary bucked up into my mouth.
I fought off my gag reflex, hallowing my cheeks around him. I let him face fuck me, his hands roughly controlling my head to please himself. A loud whine fell from him, grabbing my hair and pulling my head up an off. He wrapped his fingers around his base, squeezing. Once he calmed down, he looked up at me. "Okay Miss, your turn." He said before basically pouncing on me. Our lips connected in a rush, molding together as his hands slipped into my jeans. He popped open the buttons with ease, sliding my jeans down my legs. His warms hands squeezed my thighs, coming up to link his fingers with my lace panties.
He pulled away from the kiss, locking eyes with me quickly before sinking down. He gently pulled off the lace, tossing it aside. After a bit, he nipped at my thigh, sucking a bruise. He continued nipping at my thighs, making me get more and more impatient. "Daddy! Please!" I whined, my hips bucking up. He moved, licking a long stripe. I whined as me began sucking on my clit, flicking his tongue every now and then. My hands were buried in his hair, resisting the urge to crush his head with my thighs.
I felt Taehyung's smirk, wrapping his arms around my thighs and pinning me down. I bucked my hips into his mouth, a low moan falling from my lips. "Taehyung, slow down." I whined, my legs shaking in his arms. He did, slowing down his tongue flicks. He let go one of my legs, moving his finger to me gently. Slowly, he pushed his finger in knuckle deep. I couldn't fight the loud moan that fell from me.
"God I fucking love your thighs." He mumbled, drawing circles where one of his arms was still wrapped around me. "So thick and full, so much better than the sticks that throw themselves at me." A small laugh came from me, shaking my head at him. "I'm sure you've had plenty of those sticks in here." He shook his head, drawing his finger out slowly before pushing it back in. I grabbed his wrist, positioning it a bit differently and told him to curl his fingers next time. He followed, hitting exactly where I needed him to. My whole body jerked, making him smile up at me.
"Fuck I've missed you." Taehyung groaned, talking to himself more than anything. I wasn't sure if he meant me, or my heat. I decided not to ask, not wanting to get hurt over something so stupid. His fingers picked up their pace, hitting exactly where I told him. Moans fell from my lips, my head thrown back as I held onto his head. Slowly, I felt an orgasm coming upon me. "Taehyung!" I whined, grabbing his arm and jerking him away. He could easily continue, overpower me completely with just one hand. But Taehyung isn't like that. He became instantly worried."Are you okay? Did I hurt you? Do you want to stop?" He asked, panic striking him from all sides.
I laughed, sitting up. I pulled him to me, kissing him as deeply as I could. "No, you're okay. Just, a bit overwhelming." I smiled. He nodded, sitting up. "Is it okay if I continue, I need to stretch you out. I'd hate to hurt you." He said, slightly hesitant with each word he spoke. "Of course. And what happened to the man that was just so cocky seconds ago?" I asked, teasing him. He scoffed, continuing. He started with one finger, slowly adding a second and beginning a scissoring motion.
Small moans fell from me, gripping his arm where I was able to. Looking down, Taehyung still wore his arrogant smile. After he deemed me stretched and ready enough, he sat up and in between my thighs. He looked around for a few seconds, for what I'm assuming is for a condom or something like that. "No condom." I mumbled, making his attention snap back over to me. His cheeks were slightly flushed and eyes full of concern and slight worry. "I'm on the pill." I reassured. "Yeah, but that's not a 100% you won't get pregnant." Taehyung mumbled, still worried. I laughed, shaking my head at him.
"It's pretty damn close, but if you're really that scared go find one. I'll be here waiting for you." I teased, watching his eyes narrow at me slightly. I giggled as he pounced on top of me, pinning my arms above my head with ease. A small smirk grew on my face as I nibbled slightly on his earlobe. "Daddy, please fuck me." Taehyung couldn't resist anymore, positioning himself before easily sliding in. He let out a loud grunt as he bottomed out, his head falling into my neck. "Fuck, when's the last time you've had sex?"
"What? What do you mean?" I asked, slightly panicking at his question. Taehyung slowly pushed himself up, sitting back on his legs with my thighs in his palms. I propped myself up on my elbows, watching as he slowly slid out before slamming back into me. I jolt of pleasure shot throughout my body. "You haven't been fucked in awhile, no? You're so tight." Taehyung said, placing on of my legs over his shoulder to give him better access. I let out a loud moan as he picked up his pace, gaining a steady and rather quick rhythm. Taehyung was letting out small grunts, his face becoming sweaty and his bangs sticking to his forehead.
"Ah, Taehyung" I whined, grabbing onto his arm as he pounded into me. He scoffed, leaning forward to nail my g-spot. He was folding me in half, basically. "I'll let that one slip, babygirl. But next time you're getting punished." He growled, crashing his lips onto mine while still maintaining his thrusts. As the kiss became rougher, so did his thrusts. The sound of skin hitting skin soon filled the room accompanied by moans. Taehyung's grip was harsh, holding onto my waist and thighs like it was the only thing keeping him alive. I could barely see straight anymore, pleasure washing over me. I smiled, remembering something Taehyung was absolutely weak for. I reached up, taking one of his sensitive buds in between my fingers and flicking it roughly.
He let out a throaty groan, head falling forward slightly. He was focusing on his thrusts, speeding up and slamming harder than before. Profanities spilt from the both of us, gripping onto whatever we could to keep us in place. "Fuck, I'm going to cum." Taehyung moaned, making me smirk up at him. I mumbled a small, then I win. His head shot up, completely forgetting about the dumb bet set long ago. His fingers went straight to my clit, roughly stimulating me. I yelped, holding onto his wrist for dear life while clamping down around him.
His thrusts we're sloppy and more desperate than before, quickly reaching his high. With a few lasts thrusts and moans, he came deep inside of me. As soon as he came, the stimulation caught up and sent me flying over. Bolts of pleasure shot throughout me, my toes curling and head thrown back into the sofa. I ripped Taehyung's fingers away from me, becoming too sensitive. He smirked, sliding his fingers into my mouth. I licked them, rolling my tongue in between. He watched, shaking his head.
My body was shaking, something Taehyung was quick to notice. He laid his body weight on top of me, kissing me with the most passion he ever has. The shaking came to an eventual stop, both of us relaxing for a few seconds. "Well, I guess we both lost." I mumbled, not really knowing how to not make this awkward. Taehyung laughed, shaking his head violently.
"Let's not do that weird thing where you think I'm going to suddenly leave you." He smiled, running his hands up and down my thighs. "I'll go run us a bath." He got up, jogging into the bathroom. I heard water turn on followed by a few drawers opening. After a few moments, he came back and scooped me up into his arms bridle style, making me laugh. Taehyung sat down first, then helping me sit down in between his legs. I let out a small hum, leaning against his torso and relaxing. "You know Taehyung, this is really nice." I smiled, letting him trace little patterns onto my shoulders and chest.
He smiled, kissing my shoulder gently. "Your girlfriend is going to be so lucky, she just doesn't know it yet.", "Well um, I was actually hoping you'd be my girlfriend. And I mean like, official official like dating and going out and doing things together." He laughed, "Not just hook-ups at 3 am.", "Are you serious? You're messing with me?" I calmly said, acting as if I didn't care but the frantic beating in my chest told another story. "Yeah, I've loved you since like high school." Taehyung said, becoming cheesy and acting offended when I made fun of him for it.
"I'd love to be with you Taehyung. I just think it's weird that the youngest CEO in the world is dating a broke college student." I said. "And don't get me wrong, I'm not dating you just because you're a CEO. I actually do love and care about you a lot. I always have cared about you in a more than friends way.", "Stop referring to yourself as a broke college student. You're my best friend since high school, my first ever love and my love now." He said, a dumb smile plastered across his face. I laughed, making fun of him again.
"I'm glad Taehyung. I love you too." I smiled, looking back and pecking his lips. He wore the brightest smile, kissing my shoulders while wrapping his arms around me and holding me close. I smiled, "Jesus Christ I'm happy that dick broke up with me." Taehyung laughed in response, "Get broken up by a dick and then dicked down after. You fucking slut.", I laughed, turning around to punch him in the shoulder. "Says the one that was willing to fuck me right there, on the spot." I said, mocking him. "Hey, you never told me to stop. And if you did you know I would've." He said, beginning to ramble and get cheesy again. "Okay, relax. You just fucked me, don't get all phycological about it." You playfully rolled your eyes.
"You know what?? I am glad that this time you wasted it on me" he lovingly kissed your cheek.
The End.
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