I've been sooo offline this week and I'll probably be even more offline this weekend bc I'll be out of town with a friend. so now I'm just using tumblr the way it was meant to, in the non mentally ill obsessed way -> poking my head in twice a day, pointing at three posts going Yeahhh, and then dipping again... sadly my tumblr addiction doesn't like that 👍
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I'm getting really nervous about my appointment at the hospital tomorrow. I mean, it's mostly fine because the anxiety meds are doing their job but it just feels so.. surreal? that I'm going there to get an appointment to have surgery? I know it's nothing big or unusual or anything like that (at least that's what the surgeon said), and I've had a diagnostic laparoscopy so I kinda know what to expect (just when it comes to the surgery itself), so that makes me feel a little less scared.
but, a week ago I never would have thought that I'd end up in the ER again, and the surgery thing is even more unexpected, it all just feels so weird and I don't know how to deal with it.
I'm so glad I've got the anxiety meds because without them, I don't think I could do this on my own. in a way I'm kinda proud of myself for.. going to an appointment in a hospital on my own 😬 it's not even a big hospital or one that's far away; I've been there many times because some of my doctors have their offices there, I had to stay there for a few days several times, and of course I was just there on Friday. but, I don't know, hospitals are just scary 😔
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time for daddy (yeah the ep is called daddy. sorry. it's not weird like it sounds just weird in a different way). maybe i will lose my mind
-i strongly STRONGLY doubt this episode will get me to like sherman but alright the song is kinda good. still angry frank didn't get a new song himself though. linda got one!! she's got like 3 now!!!
-speaking of songs if i hear our doors are open instrumental in the background at any point i will explode into a million and one pieces <3
-CHRIST OKAY. GETTING INTO IT
-MISSED THESE GUYS TOGETHER SO BADDDD
-me too nick lang :)
-HE SOUNDS SO HURT THAT SHE'S LEAVING i KNOW it's because she's one of his only employees but i am still SO! SO! AUGH!!!!!!
-ah yeah there it is there's the instrumental i'm dying i'm dying i'm dying i'm dying
-FRANK ANTI-AMAZON CONFIRMED <3 i'm so so so sorry i once implied you wanted to be like jeff bezos man you are nothing like that wretched waste of air you are a small town business owner doing your BEST. also this may be the one and only time i will say these words in this order but: lex maybe you should be nicer to frank.
-okay this shit is hitting close to home now...ouch. stores going out of business because of the prevalency of online shopping...
-I FEEL SO BAD FOR PUTTING THIS IN A FIC NOW. GOD. I'M SORRY!!!!!!!
-HIS DOG :(((((( this is so fucking sad i knew most of it was coming but it still makes me miserable
-after this episode confirmed frank has a genuine appreciation for toys beyond just selling them someone in the tags mentioned autistic frank and yeah i'll absorb that permanently into my canon of course i will. most of you weren't here for the post about frank selling stim toys after i explain to him what autism is but it has a sequel now. frank starts using the stim toys and does his own research and calls me later like Hey So.
-"and when the doors opened, it was my store!"
-sobbing. sobbing. crying and sobbing and TEARS! i just know i will look at all of his scenes in black friday differently after this
-still hate sherman but at least he keeps frank in business
-i will not be jealous that frank gets a love interest. i will not be jealous that frank gets a love interest. i will not be jealous tha
-it helps that she's evil. also helps that she's like. hot evil. yeah if i was in his situation i'd marry her too. i still have complex emotions about it.
-"yeah, she's a milf"
-when i said i wanted frank to get another song i did not mean the sugar glider mlp knockoffs' theme song.
-frank immediately getting less invested when sherman says "growing up is for poor people"... you do have morals king!
-STOP BEING A DICK NOW THAT YOU'RE RICH YOU'RE RUINING YOUR SPOT AS MOST REDEEMABLE/LIKEABLE OREN PRINCIPLE GUY
-sherman age reveal...
-"WHAT SHOULD I HAVE DONE, SHEILA? :D"
-the fucking exasperation in his voice. he has immediately become sick of this.
-becky barnes :)
-frank looks surprised and kind of grossed out when sheila insults becky. women respecter
-"because this is the pediatrics wing and he's a grown ass man :)"
-FRANK'S CAPITALIST DISILLUSIONMENT ARC <33333 SO SEXY OF HIM ACTUALLY
-okay yeah the man in a hurry is funny but i won't forgive people for caring more about him than frank in Frank's Episode
-YAYYYY!!!! FEAST OR FAMINE INSTRUMENTAL!! BITING AND CHEWING (POSITIVE)
-"I'M SORRY, LEX......"
-WEEPING AND WAILING!! AND LOSING MY MIND!!!!!!!!!
-yayayayayay lore...eats it...
-BAD END :(
well i don't like that frank is sad now but!!! we got new content!!!! he has motivations and hobbies and relationships!!!! that i can BUILD OFF OF!!!! and he really does care about lex...in his own way...congratulations frank pricely on the character development and sorry about your new awful son. don't worry i'll get rid of him in fanfic.
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started playing persona q... i meant for it to be a brief thing to do until i stopped being tired but then i played it for five and a half hours... im having so much fun!!! so look at these "screenshots" (translation: pictures i took with my phone) + some of my thoughts!!
they the fucking aroace flag!! also this opening is stuck in my head its sooo good 😭
no one is surprised but im doing the p3 side… im not sure how much differences there are between the p3 and p4 side but. i'll look that up later and see if p4 side is worth playing (or if i should just watch it) 🤔
i take my naming VERY seriously (this is a joke). since ryoji isnt in this game i named minato after him (i already regret it tbh anytime they refer minat by name i have to live with the consequences of my actions. and i think it'll be worse when souji actually shows up bc its going to be yosuke and yosuke... 💦)
also i need to say that the note taking feature is the fucking funniest thing. i wanted to be like "oh yeah btw theres a shadow here" and like... i did not fucking expect what i wrote to show up in the top right corner and i feel like i have been given too much power.
very fun game so far im really excited to play more :) i'm around halfway through the 2nd floor in you in wonderland!, i think i will play this game in my downtime throughout this month it's soo cute and the map making is scratching a huge itch in my brain tbh :3
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