#So like the game just “yeah they ate that.”

[sunkissed-zegras]

Paige nsfw hcs pls

─ warnings | NSFW under the cut! read at your own discretion!

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─ ev's notes | the long awaited nsfw headcanons for paigey, i finally got the motivation to write it after i kept reading the INSANE smut yall keep writing (keep it up im lovin it) also this is such a mess, this is just rambling and not organized whatsoever, but wtv i hope yall enjoyed :)

woo, where do i even begin?

let's begin with the obvious, paige is a TOP, i can't stress this enough

i genuinely can't see anyone topping her she's just .... a TOP

but that doesn't mean she won't let you take the reigns every once in awhile, esp after a bad game/tiring practice because everyone once to be taken care of sometimes

i'm def not the first person to say this and certainly will not be the last but STRAP GAME GOES SOOOOO HARD

i feel like at first she's gonna be weirded out cus like... she likes only girls for a reason??? and she has her mouth and fingers??? why would she need a piece of plastic to make her girl feel good???

but the first time y'all try it, she's hooked

she forgets ab her hands after that

jk but like

yeah she's HOOKED

she gets really into it LOL, def can imagine her calling the strap her dick

oh and she fucks HARDDDD like, no room to breathe or anything

like you'll be gasping for air after and she'll be super duper proud

i read this one fic with like the dual ended one (i didn't even know that existed) and then i was like yep, yes this is the oneee

with positions, i can't see her doing anything more than like missionary (cus she loves to see your pretty face) and like from the back

but as soon as she discovers riding, it's OVERRRRR for you

she's making you ride her strap anytime she can, cus she loves it

she has her hands on your hips as she's guiding you and she LOVES IT so fucking much, like the power she has over you makes her go feral

oh and do not get me started on sucking her strap, cus again she loves the power she holds over you

she has your hair in a ponytail and the more you get comfortable with the whole thing, she WILL make you gag

she acts like it's her dick (yeah i know we covered that) but like esp when you're sucking her strap, she will just dirty talk u the entire time

"you like my dick, pretty girl? like gagging on my dick?" cus yeah, u do

oh and yes, she does have breeding kink

it breaks her heart that she can't get you pregnant 😪

but she sure as hell will pretend to!!!!!

will 100% bend you over and just yap about getting you pregnant

also if she's fucking you in missionary, she expects you to look at her the entire time

so if you turn away, she will grab your face and keep you looking straight at her

FUCK IDK WHY THAT'S SO HOT

paige is a D1 yapper i fear, and that would 10000% seep into the bedroom LMAO

mostly praise cus babygirl would feel really bad but when she gets into, she GETS into it

like she will call you her slut as she's about cum

that post-nut clarity goes hard the first time tho cus she's like no way i called my gf a dirty fucking slut 😭😭 she sits with her thoughts for a good 10 minutes trying to recollect herself

she is a munch for sure, like she will eat you out for hours and hours on end (not an exaggeration btw)

but she LOVES when you give back

it makes her go fucking feral when she sees you eating her out, like yessssssssssssss

she has to close her eyes bc if she keeps looking at your face, she WILL cum

she has a bad hair pulling problem, like she will grip your hair so hard your head will hurt after

it's apart of the appeal tho 🎀

her fav spot to get absolutely ate is her gaming chair cus like, she needs you in between her legs giving her support to get that victory royale 💯💯💯

she hates when she gets ass or tits bc she genuinely cannot pick

it depends on the day bc they're both great, she will never pick one

i feel like she's definitely thought ab fucking you in public but she can't risk it

SHES A D1 ATHLETE !!

the only time yall did was in a bathroom at an event and it was SOOO bad afterwards cus everyone could tell

you had to pretend like you didn't get your brains fucked out and paige had to pretend she didn't DO the fucking

but lowkey she enjoyed it a lot, but would she do it again?

maybe, a solid maybe (with the right motivation)

okay but like ....

she def has fingered u while the girls are over cus like, she was in a silly mood?

you just looked too fucking good, she had to

but thank god no one noticed (at least to yalls knowledge...)

she's a horny fuck ARGUE WITH THE WALL

she will get turned on by anything you do, like homegirl is just sooooo down bad for you

you could be applying chapstick and paige will be like "we need to fuck, now."

paige's aftercare is just giving you water and cuddling with you for 10 mis while scrolling on tiktok and then gets up to play fortnite with kk

she literally is the tiktok where it's like "after he rearranges my organs he goes and plays fortnite" i hope yall know what i'm talking about

but you don't mind ofc cus she makes you sit on her lap while playing

but then turns into another round cus shes a horny fuck

paige is all for hickies on YOU but she gets pissed when you give her a hickey cus she's like people are gonna see

like she's the only one who has to deal with the public 🙄🙄🙄

but she loves marking you EVERYWHERE, esp on your collarbone like it's so sexy

oh and god bless you in the summer, the ones on your thighs are getting AIRED OUT bc paige does not care

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#wcbb x reader #wcbb #ncaaw #uconn huskies #ncaa wbb #women's college basketball #paige buckets #paige bueckers x reader #paige bueckers #paige x reader #paige bueckers fanfiction #paige bueckers smut #paige bueckers x oc #paige bueckers headcannons #paige bueckers fic #uconn wbb

[cevheris]

Abby Anderson.

Fucking you on her motorcycle ☺️

tags: no need to sugarcoat anything she eats you out on her motorbike, semi public sex, she's kinda rough with it, dom/sub undertones.

You were riding on Abby's motorbike, been so needy lately but she was a busy woman, so you weren't able to play around as you'd like. You had missed her touch, the way her muscles would flex when she had her strong hold on your flesh. But now you were alone, well on the road, no less. Your tits behind the flimsy material of the shirt you were wearing pressed against her back as you hold onto her.

Arms wrapped around her lower belly, playing dangerous but it was worth it, traffic safety be damned you were fucking dripping for this woman, head too fuzzy for consequences.

She was taking you to a friends house or whatever, you weren't listening when she told you that, instead you were busy grinding yourself on the seat of the bike like a pathetic little slut, but you pay no mind to such labels anymore. I mean if the shoe fits.

But you weren't completely stupid, obviously, so you wait like a good girl for a red light to strike, your hand drawing closer to her parted thighs once she stops the ride you are onto her.

"Abby-" delicate fingers playing with the material of her pants, near her inner thighs earning a surprised gasp from her. And as if taking that as your cue you press against her further and cup her clothed pussy.

She involuntarily drops her head back, with a heavy whine she spells out "What are you doing-?"

"You know exactly what," you apply pressure with two fingers on where you know her clit to be under those layers.

"Are you out of your mind-" her hips rise a little to gain more friction from your palm involuntarily, you take your hand away just to be a little shit. Making her groan at the lost.

"Maybe i am," but before you can do much else the green light is on and your time is up. She pushes on the engine and you almost fall back with the momentum, barely finding the time to hold back to her. "Whoa- hey- hey" maybe she was the crazy one.

Now you weren't the only one playing said dangerous game, her's were deadly though, nowhere near close to your little teases of cat and mouse. You realize she's changed routes, and her grasp on the handlebar lever a little too strong for the speed limit.

"Wait where are we even-" she cuts you before you can finish.

"We will play what you want, how you want bunny."

Abby pulls near a back alley, without telling you anything she spins you around and you brace yourself against the stone wall of the shady corner, only support being her motorcycle.

"Acting like a cheap whore will only get you so far you know," she gives a little slap at your butt, so rudely "Good thing i'm here, yeah?"

Goddamn, seeing her mean like this was something new, but fuck was it a welcome surprise. You whine then, she presses you further into the wall with your cheeks squashed and her hand on your ass.

Abby's next move was simple, pulling your pants down together with your underwear, bunching at your bent knees, leaving you open on display. The cold air of both the alley and reality of being bare in public, well, semi public but still, was making you drip down hard.

Abby kneels down, presses her face to your cunt, laps at your slick as if honey, only getting you wetter. Eating pussy from behind felt dirtier, cheap.

She spreads your lips to lick deeper into your wet hole, teething on your slick pearly clit. Kissing your puffy lips and playing on your rim, she knew how you liked it best.

Well she also knew she had to keep it short, unfortunately. If it was up to her she'd keep you open on display like this and lick you clean until you were out of it and spent, but alas, you were getting your ass ate in a back alley for fucks sake.

Her tongue continue it's magic for some more, enough to get you off for two times, your hole leaking down like some fountain of youth.

But before giving you the pleasure of a third orgasm she pulls back, slaps your pussy from the back and pulls your pants back up. A needy whine slips your lips while you move your hips together to feel better. That was not enough.

As if reading your mind, "Look at the mess," trust she was no different under those clothes, "We'll continue later baby, when we get back."

Yeah and when you do get back, she'd split you apart with her eight inch strap, well lubed up and well pampered until you can't remember ever feeling so needy.

#need her viscerally #abby x reader #abby anderson x reader #abby x you #abby anderson smut #abby the last of us #abby tlou #cece writes #cevherudite

[venturelovebot]

A/N: This took me longer than I wanted it to but it's finally done! That means there's only one fic left to finish before I open up requests again. :•) Enjoy!

Premise: Depressed!GN!Reader finds out they're not as worthless as they think they are.

Warnings: None! Pure fluff.

You scribbled on the corner of the page to test your ink pen.

I have to vacuum the floor again soon. Dishes need to be done again today. I don't know what I want to make for dinner. More chores need to be done tomorrow. Is it even worth it anymore?

You pause. Every entry from the start of this week looked exactly the same. Flipping through the pages you notice that the beginning entries aren't much different either. Seems like every day has turned monotonous and bleak for you for a long time now. When you really think about it, when was the last time you were truly happy to wake up in the morning? Nothing came to mind.

The amount of hopelessness that filled your mind, body and soul was immense.

"Good morning!" Sloan sets down a coffee mug with a cat meme on it for you. Their smile had genuine happiness behind it– not something you could relate to.

"Good morning." You mimic their smile and watch as they take a seat next to you.

You're not sure how they could be so happy to wake up to the same burden every day of their life. Surely they must of thought you were baggage at this point. You were just waiting for the day they got tired of your presence and finally packed up and left. Everyone did. It was only a matter of time for them, too.

You bookmark the current page of your journal and close its cover.

"Don't forget your medicine!" They set your pill case next to your cat meme mug.

"Thanks."

They give you a kiss on the cheek.

You want to cry. Instead, you just watch as they take a seat next to you at the dining table for breakfast.

"Not hungry?" They ask.

They fork small bites of waffle into their mouth.

"I already ate." You lied.

"Oh? What did you have? I didn't hear you making anything."

You knew they were worried about you, but your brain didn't accept this.

"Just toast."

They're quiet for a moment. "Just toast?" They repeat.

"With jam. I'm not completely tasteless." You halfheartedly joke.

In order to dodge more conversation you open your pill case and down everything on an empty stomach.

"You have therapy today, right?" It feels they're playing a game of Twenty Questions.

"Yeah. I can make it there on my own, though."

"Well, I don't have anything to do right now. Why not let me take you?"

Right. You forgot. You were used to them being gone for weeks on end because of field work, studying or traveling. They took a couple weeks off to spend time with you. It seemed to be happening increasingly often as of late.

"It's alright, really. I don't want to bother you with it." You insist.

"It's not a bother! I promise!"

They're smiling again. It's hard to say no to that face.

"Alright."

...

Your therapist gives you back your journal after reading the last few entries. Nearly fifty minutes had already gone by and you don't feel like you've gotten everything off your chest yet.

"So, you feel like nothings gotten any better then?" They inquire.

"How are things supposed to get better at this rate?"

You collapse into the sofa and stare at the wall behind your doctor.

"I'm a burden. I can't do anything right. Everyone else already has everything figured out. What am I supposed to do? I'll never be good enough at anything."

Your therapist jots down everything you're saying before looking back up at you.

"If it's okay to ask... what do you want to be good at, exactly?"

You think about it. "Anything."

"Do you really think that's true, that you're not good at anything?"

You nod.

"You woke up this morning. You're breathing. You're very good at doing those two things. You're taking up space and existing. You're listening. You're feeling. You do these things without even thinking about them. Is that not a sign of skill?"

"That doesn't make me a worthwhile person, though." Tears start forming in your eyes and your therapist hands you the tissue box.

"You don't have to do anything well to be a worthwhile person. You exist, and that enough makes life worth living. If you want to learn more then you can, but knowing everything won't increase your value. You're valuable just by being here. Your worth as a human being is not determined by what you can or cannot do, or what you do or don't know."

Your therapist stays quiet as you sob into multiple tissues. It takes several minutes for you to calm down enough to continue your session.

"I still can't help but feel like a burden to everyone though." You still find it hard to speak after crying so much.

"Those who see you as a burden will never be worth your time. People who want to be around you will stay around you, even if they can't be present in your life at all times."

Rain begins gently tapping at the office window.

"... wouldn't it just be easier to shut everyone out, then?" You point out.

"Well, sure... but then you would never find out who truly loved you, or find others who are going to love you despite it all."

Another moment of silence passes between the two of you before the clock chimes in the distance.

"Same time next week I presume?" Your therapist fills out an appointment card for you.

"That sounds good."

...

You forgot your umbrella. The rain has already begun to pour.

Y/N: Alright. I'm ready.

💛lil meow meow💛: ᕕ( ՞ ᗜ ՞ )ᕗ

💛lil meow meow💛: ON MY WAY!!!

A car speeds by while you're waiting and splashes you from head to toe in puddle water. You're lucky enough that your phone case is water proof and that your journal is in your bag, otherwise everything would've been ruined.

Weird. You haven't thought about the positives in a long time.

You carefully wipe the droplets from your phone before another text message pops up.

💛lil meow meow💛: [Uploaded a photo at 3:56 PM].

It was a photo of you from behind.

💛lil meow meow💛: Omg? There's just a cutie pie standing outside? Do you think they're single?

You turn to look in the direction the photo was taken, then Sloan snaps another photo of you.

💛lil meow meow💛: OMG they noticed me!!!

💛lil meow meow💛: They're walking towards me!!!

You open the car door and the warmth hits your damp face.

"Wow. Now there's a cute person in my car! No way!" They grin and gesture over to you.

You can't help but smile.

"Sorry I wasn't fast enough to pick you up before the rain started..." They add.

They reach over to hold your hand and give it a comforting squeeze.

"It's okay. I can shower later." You reply.

You look out the passenger side window at the world covered in gray. The sooner you could get home, the better.

"So, how did it go?" They ask.

For a moment you replay the conversation with your therapist in your mind. You're not sure if you want to bring it up.

"Well..." You start to say, but you choke back the rest of the words.

Tears form in your eyes and you turn farther way from your beloved to hide them. You attempt to focus on the street lights passing you by instead.

"It was okay."

A brief silence passes between the two of you.

"You can be honest with me." There was a genuine concern for you in their voice that you were all too familiar with.

You bite your lip and think about your therapist again.

"Do you think I'm a burden?"

The question seems to come from no where for Sloan– but for you, it's all you've been wondering for a very long time.

"No! Of course not! Why would I ever think that about you?" They answer almost a little too defensively.

"Because you're smart, and you already have your life figured out– and I'm just a nobody, really..."

"No, you're not. Not to me."

You wipe the oncoming tears with your sleeves. The weight of the world comes baring down on your shoulders once again. Hot breaths escape between choking sighs and you can't stop yourself from sobbing all over again.

"I'm sorry–" That's all you could repeat, over and over again, like a broken record.

"[Y/N]..."

You can hardly hear them over the sound of your downfall.

The crisis seemed like it lasted forever to you. Everything you've been keeping bottled up for so long comes pouring out all at once without any warning. Even though your heart still hurts, you can feel it becoming lighter with every passing minute.

You can't form words. All you can do now is cry, cry, cry.

So cry, you did.

For minutes on end, tears flood out from underneath your swollen, bloodshot eyes. Your face was pink and pain pounded in your head from all the upset. It felt like forever until you were calm enough to form coherent sentences again.

"I'm sorry you had to see that." Once again you find yourself apologizing for things beyond your control.

"There's no need to say you're sorry. Let's just get inside so you can get out of those wet clothes."

You didn't even realize you had made it home already.

...

One mental breakdown, shower and ibuprofen later you felt like a brand new person.

In the same cat meme mug from this morning your beloved sets down some hot chocolate for you to help you cheer up.

"Do you want to talk about it?" They ask.

You can feel them wrap a blanket around you before sitting down and scooping you up into the warmest hug you've ever received. You close your eyes and melt into their affection while placing your head on their chest to listen to their heartbeat.

"I guess I just feel worthless most of the time." You admit.

"But why? You're not worthless to me. Not one bit." They comfort you the best they can.

You can feel Sloan place their hand on the back of your head and gently stroke your hair.

"I feel bad for taking time away from you. You have everything in your life figured out. I can't imagine why you still come around to visit me."

"Because I love you." There's a softness to their reply that makes your heart feel safe and secure. "I love spending time with you, so I take time off to visit you. If I didn't want anything to do with you I'd be gone already."

You think about their words for a minute and wish you had something equally as nice to reply with, but instead drowsiness begins to fog your mind.

You open your mouth to speak but a yawn escapes first.

"Rest, mi vida. Don't let those thoughts bother you anymore. I love you so much–" They place a kiss to your head. "– and I'll love you even more when you wake up."

They let you lay down and listen to their heartbeat for a little while longer.

"You mean the world to me. I don't care about anything else right now– just you. I'm here for you. Everything else can wait."

"Promise?" You nuzzle into their chest, ready to fall asleep at any moment.

"I promise. I'll write it on my tombstone." They reply.

"I'll hold you to that."

"You'll have to wait and see. I plan on spending the rest of my life with you, first."

For the first time in a long time you felt yourself genuinely smile.

#this took me rewatching my entire comfort game to finish oof #overwatch #overwatch 2 #venture x reader #venture x you #overwatch fanfiction #overwatch x reader #overwatch x you #sloane cameron #sloan cameron

[grandmasickomode]

So fun little note about Palworld's pal ai:

When other Pals are defeated, most carnivorous Pals will not only completely ignore you (as opposed to instantly aggro-ing on you when ur in Line of sight), but they have animations of EATING the deafeated/dead Pal.

These two Direhowls actively beelined towards this mammorest after it got destroyed by another and startes just going to town.

It was also actively seen in Gobfins, lil humanoid sharkfolk, as they ate one of their own after it was defeated.

Not only is it a viable strategy to get hostile Pals off ur back, its an interesting set of behaviors that really really makes the world feel more alive.

#Palworld #Palposting #I just needed people to see this fr fr #It was like “where are u doggies going” #Also after a while the corpse despawned #Which NORMALLY doesnt happen unless u leave/quick travel #So like the game just “yeah they ate that.” #Its p cool.

[skelekins]

Horror!Kelek drawing from this morning :D been meaning to draw the design @cranberrytea451 did for a while! Cranberry shared the design here!

#skelekins art #this was meant to just be a warmup #but i need a nap now lmao djsjkldf #kelek #scar!kelek #naming him after scar from the lion king #is scar a d-bag? yeah #did i think he was cool neway bc he had a neat song as a kid? yeah #ready for the lore stuff? #i gave him a rapier bc i liked to yell gimme ur organs when i used a rapier in a game #so uh #he aims for the heart and brains to not spoil the meat #tag warning: idk how to warn this. just uh. horror-setting mastectomy #cw cannibalism #cw autocannibalism #im undecided whats up with his eye #leaning towards someone ate it #he also doesnt wear a binder #but thats bc some other monsters were more than happy to assist him #and uh #have some fresh meat #this was meant to go with a larger kelek sketch dump #but ill share the undersketch n stuff instead #wanted to share the finished version of this since i shared the wip with friends :3 #he aims for the soul on monsters obvi

[dimiclaudeblaigan]

this is a very venty post don't mind me :D

that nintendo direct was so horrible.

it was literally like 80 percent remakes and remasters.

never in my life have i seen an announcement video exist just to say "every game you've ever known since the 90s is being remade/remastered, sorry, we ran out of originality".

literally like all the video game market is anymore is remakes and the movie industry is just as bad.

the nso releases are fine because they're not like, remakes taking up full game slots. they're old games that are being made accessible and that's great... but there's no need to remake this many games when they can do that. remakes used to be rare. remember stuff like the wii u shop and stuff? with all the games they had on those things? now it's a tiny selection and everything else is a remake :/

also I feel like a lot of new rpgs are just like... lowkey fe knockoffs now instead of original rpgs.

i'm happy for like... two existing remakes, but one of them is mario rpg which people wanted waaaaAAAAAYYYY before the remake and remaster era, and the other is baten kaitos which im not actually happy about remaster-wise (the updated ui is trash, they took out very specific charms of the original ui), just happy that it will get more recognition/notice from people since it was never popular.

they also completely removed the english voice acting which like okay yeah it wasn't always that great but the voices fit perfectly and it wasn't as bad as fans meme on it for! it just sounded like they were talking through a tube and that was actually the worst part of it lol.

someone suggested to me that they may have just lost the data for it, but idk. i wish they'd just admit that somehow if it was the case, because it bugs me that the english audio is just completely gone when ultimately i really liked it. i wanted the game to be accessible to newer players, sure, but i also wanted the english audio there. ig that's because i grew up with it and i liked it, but it's still such a bummer for me!

paper mario being put on the nso and tyd getting a whole remaster does make me sad tho bc it feels like they're leaving the original in the dust when it was so good. if you're gonna do tyd, at least do them both.

good for innersloth though, i'm sure they never imagined being on a nintendo direct. they're the real winners here.

#DCB Comments #the FE fandom is just as bad too. every single solitary direct that comes up they're like #OMG FE4 REMAKE. like ??? I used to be just annoyed but #now I'm just feeling the “shut the actual fuck up” mood bc it's ALL they care about for FE anymore #nobody wants new FE games. they're just obsessed with the idea of remakes #it's more annoying bc it's all the majority of the FE fandom talks abt anymore #also does anyone even know if games on the NSO ever get a remake or if originals of remakes go onto NSO? #wondering bc I don't think I've seen a game on NSO get a remake or vice versa #like I was always wondering if Mario RPG would be on the NSO but it never was and now it has a remake coming #since FE4 6 and 7 are on the NSO I can't see why they would be if remakes were coming #also if they're in the process of making a new console do y'all still think they'll release Gamecube on the NSO? #idk if they'd release PoR on it since they'd prob remaster that one (I don't want a remake for it but remaster might be nice if they #update the map graphics and stuff) since it would net them way more money to release the game as a standalone but if they #did put it on NSO I'd really love that. I get up I play PoR. I lay down I PoR. I go in the car I play PoR (I don't drive lol) #but anyway yeah I'm just tired of every single Direct having FE fans being annoying as fuck #also ppl were apparently legit like omg the new banner coming means fe4 remake will be on the direct #oh my goooooddddd stfu at this point I just don't want it remade bc i am 💅 p e t t y 💅 bc ppl are so annoying abt this #when a leak for a new game came out (engage) from a very reputable source ppl knocked it and called it ''obviously fake'' #(the joke is now not just ON them but IS them) but then when they got a ''leak'' abt an fe4 remake they ate it up #like wow lol. wow. they won't believe anything unless you say fe4 remake then suddenly they believe anything you say abt that alone #it's rly sad that my favorite game has become a cesspool of annoying fe fans #the thing is fe doesn't come out with a whole lot of remakes. it never has #it's just that when gaiden got a remake ppl have NOT shut the fuck up ever since #and I've seen ppl saying every game under the sun should be remade #frankly if they remake anything right now it should be poor fucking shadow dragon (yes. the remake.) #anyway most of y'all know how annoyed i get abt this lol like yeah maybe someday fe4 could get remade but #it's the fact that the modern day fans are SO fucking annoying about it now. back ten or so years ago fe4 fans were just happy TO play it #we were just happy to have it at all even in emulated form and it being an snes game #we loved it as it was and didn't bitch about it bc it wasn't uwu modern enough (and i've played casual mode since new mystery) #now ppl are just like oh i like it but i don't want to play it unless it's remade

[liyawritesss]

successfully convinced my technical theater professor to let me send her some screenshots from assassins creed as a resource for class

#like yeah its a game and it's not suppose to be taken seriously when it comes to historical accuracy #but ac origins and odyssey and the ezio trilogy absolutely ate with their architecture reconstruction in the games #so ill be sending her screenshots of the theaters and other architectural pieces from origins and odyssey #LMAO AND SHE PLAYS IT TOO!! #this class suddenly just got super fun #liya talks #assassins creed #ac origins #ac odyssey #ac 2

[heatobrienswife]

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#my blog so imma post what i want #but I've been thinking abt two of my aus both to do with the second game fjhchgc but i don't think I've mentioned this one before soo #i like the idea of sera making an ai of my s/i just like she did with the others yeah it breaks my canon but idc #my s/i was always like an older sister figure to sera so why wouldn't she make my s/i too n of course her ai is shipped with heat c: #my other au revolves around the big incident basically sheffers isn't the only demon in that room #so ob is still shot but not fatally he's still bleeding out tho cause bros been shot but anyway sheffers leans down to do his whole #people are just tools thing my s/i either heard the shot n ran to see what was going on or she was there anyway but either way she kicks #sheffers straight in the face to get him away from ob n basically tries her best to stem the bleeding n keep him alive sera sees n hears it #as she does in game but in this version sheffers n my s/i become demons but while sheffers is just a ravenous creatute who slaughtered n ate #everyone in the facility my s/i is hell bent on protecting ob she basically stands guard over him like a guard dog n gets into a vicious #demon brawl with sheffers once he's devoured everyone else n has set his sights on ob n my s/i #she keeps him away till he's gunned down but cause my s/i shows no threat n is just ob's guard dog rn she's subdued n taken for studying #ob is taken for medical treatment cause he's barely hanging on n was one of the only two survivors from the incident #my s/i basically becomes his demon wifey n is pretty much glued to his side #they both still work for the Karma society but it's more to make sure seras safe then anything for the organisation itself #i do also like the idea of heat n ob meeting iyfyjfjhf #shut up rattie no one gives a shit lol

[oscill4te]

there comes great pleasure with being an annoying unbearable vegan im sorry. im bad at it bc im always like "nuance tho" but it's fun to at least pretend im a preachy stereotype

#im not as annoying about it as i could be bc im a fawn >.> im always like #“cafo practices are evil and unsustainable long-term but um um um. um um.... its okay if u dont agree :3” #i dont think being vegan is the only way to protest or reform CAFOs but hey. hit them where it hurts right?- their profifs.... #i actually may not even be considered a true “vegan” in that my views are different from other vegans #i dont believe eating meat is bad and i think humans thrive best on an omnivorous diet #but CAFOs are so evil to me. i wish humans ate small game like fish or squirrels or even grubs/eggs #and only sparingly.. #only when needed. some ppl may need more than others bc we all have different needs. and uh. uhm. yeah. thats my deranged thoughts on it al #also i try to be careful abt veganism bc ED territory.. again.. being vegan isnt the only way to protest CAFOs i think #i just dont know any other ways tho except raising chickens for eggs or fishing for urself. um >.< #and in this capitalist society who has time for that. right #ugh back to my fawning ways i am actually bad at being an annoying vegan bc i think about nuance all the time #im still annoying just in a different typa way #txt #i dont think CAFOs will ever go away and there is so many horrible things happening to other humans that we can't even stop #so i guess i understand why this isnt peoples first priority #idk doomed hopeless world mindset

[saturniade]

medical status: fell from a bicycle in the rain because i got scared of a car driving <30 kmph

#will take this opportunity to talk about how ive been #so. basically im good! #my family and friends are as ok as it gets here/in germany/in ukraine #ive been in switzerland for almost a month now #me n my friend live with a local family in their house. theyre very nice :) weve a separate room for ourselves its great #got money food devices etc #go on walks and enjoy the free public transport........or erm......... also bikes #i go to deutsch courses so im almost a proud A1 user. ich kann deutsch sprechen etc! #WE PLAYED D&D WITH SOME LOCAL NERDS WHICH WAS WILD #i dm'd for the first time in ages and it was awesome and everyone liked it and we'll play again in 2 weeks! #i still wanna return to ukraine asap but im super terrified on what horrible developments could happen on may 9 so im j. im just sitting #want the war to be overrrrrrrrrrrrrrr wanna find out if my apartments been bombed (probably yeah its in a Hot District) #found out that Knoppers tm r is a great chocolate bar so if youre ever in der schweiz or deutschland i do recommend you try it #watched Santa Clarita Diet. absolutely incredible and i loved it all the way #couldnt watch sonic 2 -- genuinely a horrible movie. turned off on the moment with siberian guys dancing classical ukrainian hopak #no offence especially to my treasured mutual t4tails sorry #ummmm ated a fucking chip......................... listen my life has been fucking slow ok #i just wanna go back and fullfill my OG plan of QUIT JOB STREAM TWITCH !!! #BUY GAMING PC for that i need STABLE HOUSING and for that . well :) #sigh #imma play stardew valley now. my leg hurts. see ya soon + hopefully i figure out the drawing situash cause i wanna draw digitally #yoo my post

[onepiexe]

i just realized i never sent a msg back oops

#logbook #showed interest in a job and my msg sat in drafts to their response. embarrassing. #also i spent yesterday so tired i just. lay in bed and ate food. and slept a decent portion. #i cant decide if im getting sick again or if my depression is starting to hit me harder than usual bc im not doing anything #and im worried abt working money etc etc lol #i cant even play a game or anything bc i have no energy for stuff i like. and i cant go to my shops bc a) plant shop = no money and #b) i dont have a job update and dont wanna talk abt it at the other so. . .cant do that #and i dont have energy to hikeand weather has been bad so that too #so im stuck in the house in my messy room eith dying plants. yeah. im depressed lol. #while nobody moves fast on a job im stuck doing nothing. i tried to room clean for an hr and i got overwhelmed and quit. #may try it again. for now i'll maybe push myself to play a game today. ik i dont deserve it but itd be smth. #oh gm btw<3 im having. a month lol. #oh yeah and im still reeling over beinv 25 and going wow this is my life lol how pathetic. ok ill shut up now. blah.

[astrxealis]

hi besties i'm like. so hot

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #today. but also everyday ofc <3 #WAHHH OKAY CHRISTMAS PARTY OVER !! it is now break omg <3 tho i have school work still :(( #OUR THEME FOR OUTFITS WAS 'YOUR TYPE' SO I JUST WORE WHAT I LIKE !!! i am very happy #an old friend who is vv cool and funny (humms student fr) uh. i am best friends w someone in their class so i stood outside? #BAKED SUSHI W SEAWEED IS SO YUMMY BTW! tbh i barely ate today at school but i had so much zesto #ANYWAYS UHM YEAH they told me You're So Hot and i kept thinking about that. its been hours now HELP #IT JUST MADE ME REALLY HAPPY OKAY. also flustered /p humms student fr lmao they have the vibes so much anyways tysm #i replied to that with 'i know' & 'thank you' HAHAHDHRJSGJDJSKSK ANYWAYS. YEAH TYSM AGAIN TO THEM #one of my vv nice classmates also told me they like my outfit! also my other best friend/s <333 #omg yk. this is fucking funny bcs it's after the first sem and once christmas break starts but #i will hmu some of my classmates ... mostly just the one (who is also an old friend). agh #MAYBE THE OTHER TOO (an old friend as well) BCS THEY LIKE HYPMIC #anyways i rlly look so good today mwa my hair my eyes my glasses my outfit my everything so true <3 #i got a few gifts... mostly just from my teacher/s who gave to everyone + a classmate who did as well #and from lune's friend-classmate HEHE technically a gift to mostly lune or us generally #secret santa gift. i wasn't able to give mine bcs she wasn't here today :(( and i didn't get it yet either #MY CLASMATE SAID NEXT YEAR! which means i think they are giving me that thing i want from etsy. ffxiv charm of exarch #or maybe not... the other stuff there are games on steam and uhm either a jacket of sorts or a stuffed toy #whatever it is. i am >___< jshdjsjdk I DOUBT ITS THE GAMES BCS THEY AREN'T A GAMER BUT YEAH #anyways rambles Over hi welcome once again to apollo's rambles of daily life. 12.16 edition! #i will disappear again oops. but dw i'm fine i'm just kinda exhausted and busy and yeah #sorry. to my old friend. you calling me So Hot got to my head /lh HAHAHDJDVKSHDKAK #I'M STILL NOT OVER IT ..... wow. all /p btw #i should have said it back like 'you too' FAHAHRHEUEGWIWHWI MAN

[noxtivagus]

SHADOWBRINGERS.... listening to the song again n oh god i love the lyrics so so much we r ignoring the fact that i have to wake up in like less than 4 hours

#🌙.vent #i just have 1 assignment due tmrrw n i don't want to do it :') like yeah i'm definitely still going to but. it's a letter to ourselves.... #i write a lot to myself that is very much evident but it's so hard to actually organize it. & fuck too bcs it's due 10 pm later today #i hate doing things for the sake of academics. says me w my grades lmfao but despite how well i manage i really do hate the school system #i wanted to ramble abt ffxiv oh no i get so distracted when i start writing. but. god my mind rn i don't understand #🥹 this stupid mental block ???? w the break nearly ending there's sm more i have to do but i need to sleep . but not having this started is #messing me up sm rn. i want to put a lot of effort into it but i'm at a loss for words. i wrote some ideas days back but i've changed a bit #this moment ideally right now where i'm in a better mood than i have been for the past few days but not as brain empty #a balance of fiction and reality. enough to keep me not sad but enough to keep me stressed? #i would like to get it started now. i know i want to. but i can't. i just can't seem to. it's not lack of motivation right now. it's. #....maybe a fear? a fear that gives me some sort of mental block. because i really really want to at least start writing something but #i can't start. & goddamn this is not what i meant to write about i wanted to write of shadowbringers & maybe a little of today #but i guess this just has been. bothering me for a while. buried somewhere in my mind #i've been this age for like. more than a week now huh. it's daunting it's scary but i've always loved & sought the thrill of challenges. bu #alright i wasn't able to read anything i wanted to. nor did i watch as much as i would've liked. & i didn't really bond with my friends #save for texts here n then. talking in ffxiv w that one too. & that very one call on bday yh. & tumblr too ofc c: but i didn't do the schoo #stuff i wanted to do this break. but my rank in pjsekai's lowering. nor playing arknights/nier again yet. & fixing my sleep. but.... #i didn't wake up any later than 4 pm. i went out for a walk earlier with apollo. i wrote asks to a friend here on tumblr. new books. #new game. plans to make an fc in ffxiv. i ate what i could. i got up even when it hurt. i'm playing gbf again. i'm rlly happy abt that #perhaps it's not enough for me. i can't get rid of my heavy regrets so easily. but acknowledging what i have done that was good enough #trying my best to be kind to myself in this moment even though i feel like crying. acknowledging my pain. maybe. maybe that's #i'm listening to ashes of dreams rn fuck i'm actually going to cry i think bulbel is next in my queue i #it hurts yes n i feel like crying right now but there's. this ache in my chest that replaced the cold emptiness earlier #maybe that's not a good thing uhh but the warmth. that warmth. i'm alive i'm real n there's a tomorrow n that's enough hope #it has to be. it fucking has to be. just. little steps. guide my own self slowly n softly like i do for others. i deserve that too. #i'll give it to myself. surely i must owe myself at least that much. being human comes with its many burdens but i don't need to be #so harsh to myself right? ironic saying that right now while i know there's something so dear to me i'm denying right now #it's like i'm a wilting flower fighting against time to stay alive. but the petals slowly decay n it gets colder the longer the dark night #would an outside light help the blossom find its own light? or would it make it disappear. i wonder #did the flower grow to be meant to be undeserving of such kindness? or are there thorns on its petals that serve as an unbeknownst barrier?

[violet-dragongirl]

So, I figured out that all this time, to do tier 3 and 4 in Satisfactory I had to disassemble and reorganize A LOT of what I already did.

I had and still have to take my time.

Is it more work? Yeah in ways, but the way the game actively makes sure you're always doing something towards higher tiers, while also making sure you're always just doing something, and while always making sure you work are three things that honestly fucking suck

I have to take a fucking break, reorganize when and what I can, and take my fucking time.

Ficsit corp can wait for their excess material bullshit

#irrelevant babble #I'm doing this so I won't burn out on the game at the same problems I did before #I'm doing this so I won't uninstall this really good game with...productivity issues #like yeah; it's an material/manufacturer automation game WITH the visual option to tell you to take a break #But maybe it should mechanically too #like not just through machines breaking fuses or running out of fuel or materials #but maybe through an option in the gameplay menu to just shut everything down for an hour or so #even if you've already ate and hydrated and what not; that hour can be a REALLY good time to think things through #on how you're building everything to automate everything #(still sucks that the point of the game is to devour every possible available resource and make a large ass footprint =\)

[qrovidcore]

“So, thank you, for being that evil bastard.”

;—;

#HEY SO WHAT IF I ATE GLASS ACTUALLY #HEY #I JUST #oh man. oh man. eveyone in my party hates me and rightfully fucking so. #i think hearing *gale* yell at me was the worst. #like it hurts coming from Everyone. gale’s just. he was the first character to*like* me we’ve been best friends since day one that HURTS. #and i am upset and scared and stressed and being yelled at by all my friends and astarion. hits me with That. instead. #i just. #durge is just. hiding behind him right now. nobody else in the party feels safe but astarion feels safe. #nobody else in the party feels safe!!!!! but astarion feels safe!!!!!!!!! ;-; #the monster4monster solidaridy has been So Much this whole run but. #yeah. #everyone else screaming at you for being a horrible person and then he *thanks you.* #because that means you were the one who saved him from his abuser. #durge’s turn to be afraid of eveyone except for him now ;-; #ohhh man. oh man. #and this is just #this is just how it’s unfolding for me. just by virtue of how Events have gone. #this game makes me chew glass bc stuff GETS AT ME and then i KNOW it’s not gonna hit eveyone the same how do i be unhinged on main about it #but yeah that line GOT to me. #it REALLY got to me. #yeah. durgestarion is something special to me and this is just a product of naturally occurring things in my own run #this really IS like a good game of d&d. i gotta stare at a fucking wall. #bg3 #the paranoid android speaks!

[sadgirlautumn]

My dash is so slow where is everyone???

#I wanted to do a deep scroll but the images weren’t loading so I got mad and closed the app and I don’t feel like scrolling back to where I #was previously #life’s been so weird lately I can’t believe we’re two weeks in the new year already #I had a pretty good day today despite the sleep issue and took a nap and ate some really good cupcakes #my ear is giving me trouble (it’s a skin issue and it’s only affecting my right ear and it’s sorta painful and my hair keeps irritating it) #I need to get a primary care doctor which I’ve been putting off for over a year and now I’m regretting it bc of my ear trouble!! #I’m at a loss I’ve tried lotion and vasaline but nothing works it just keeps coming back #but yeah otherwise I’m surviving thanks to rewatching Abbott (which I’m almost done with yikes) and playing silly little video games and l #listening to music #I just properly dove into suki waterhouse’s music after loving her new single and her music is just what I need right now #okay sorry for rambling lol #autumn rambles