#Samira J Reyal

[eyezoffyre]

(Samira J Reyal)

i can't settle or sit still and be quiet like a good little mouse

mediocracy is not an option.. life has to be felt at full tilt

this need inside of me is like a need to bleed... to feel the burn of a thousand suns on my pale soul and.. sometimes.. sometimes i even fear i must choke on my own breath to feel my heartbeat bashing about inside of me

and then.. then i want to feel the blood course slowly through my veins

and know that everything.. all of it.. will be ok

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[eyezoffyre]

AFRAID i don’t scare easily, but the way he looks into my eyes sends shock waves rushing over my skin i fear he could tear into me like a silver bullet, exiting clean through without even looking back i am afraid that he will not find anything inside of me worth holding on to and that the hole left by him as he ripped through me would leave me bleeding out and empty

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[eyezoffyre]

in the deepest parts of me resides a sadness i know this but somehow i don’t feel it but… it’s there i just can’t find it to give it a name it runs from me… perhaps thinking it can fool me if it hides between my layers of skin but when i extend my arms to reach for the shadows i see the vines of thorns that have replaced my veins and i know it has rooted deeply and its barbs will soon cut through so i can feel the bleeding

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