#NOT NORMAL AT ALL I WANT TO [REDACTED]

[zorionbbq]

sujimon, subzero sonata, redraws, etc!

#fanart #like a dragon #yakuza #yakuza spoilers #<- again not really but still #ALSO SPOILERS IN TAGS -> #apparently it's not normal to take 90398401 tries to beat the jima bros but i am simply built different #(goes in almost 20 levels too low with no group heal and refuses to grind until i die one million times) #and now so much plot is occurring AND [REDACTED] APPEARED FOR SOME REASON? HELLO??? I DON'T WANT TO FIGHT YOU!!!!! #ALL THE REMIXES ARE SOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD GOODNESS GRACSIOUS #Y7 AND ICHIBAN ARE. EVERYTHING (PLANET EXPLOSION NOISE) #also why is saejima's face the hardest thing to draw ever i can't get it right at all.... doesn't help that everyone got smoothed

[suntails]

⚔️♣️

#4!!! trey is rambling about [redacted topic] (i cant stand talking abt it sry) and it reminds silver of mr zigvolt #its the passion for it its the normal guy-isms of trey clover and mr zigvolt. its so FUNNY its so goofy. if theres a briar valley event... #if theres a briar valley event i will genuinely be MAD if trey isnt there. they hint the similarities so fuckgn much its HILARIOUS cMON #silver im very sorry u are trapped in this conversation <3 <3 #twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #silver vanrouge #trey clover #suntails #oh i also dunno if i specified anywhere since i started the series on twt? none of this series is rly intended to be Ships #like if someone wants to interpret em that way? all the power to u. this series exists to make sure i draw every goddamn char w silver #so ig rarepair shippers im unaware of will be feasting GHVBJFK i shake yalls hands in solidarity. im silvil ceo i understand lack of conten

[mosaickiwi]

Sick Nasty

Rendacted is (love) sick who cares if it's cute and weird get him to a doctor!!! Kinda drabble. GN reader.

14 Days With You is an 18+ Yandere Visual Novel. MINORS DNI

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You wanted to surprise your boyfriend early in the morning to get breakfast, but he didn't answer the door. He hadn’t responded to your text messages either. So you simply used the key he’d given you months ago to let yourself in. But instead of finding him awake and distracted by something else, a concerning sight greeted you in his bedroom.

[REDACTED] was splayed out face down on one side of his mattress, in an unusually deep sleep. His tank top had ridden up a little, exposing his lower back. One tattooed arm dangled off the edge of the bed, while the other was slung over a body pillow—decorated with a particular sweatshirt you hadn't seen in a while. That didn't actually concern you too much. What did, however, was the strange halo of plushies and more of your clothes stacked around his head. Several hoodies, another sweatshirt, and some sweatpants that you'd left for whenever you were staying the night encircled his dark hair like a summoning ritual.

You looked down at him with mixed feelings, but silently pulled out your phone anyway. "At least I have evidence of your crimes now," you hummed while snapping a few photos. Once that was taken care of, you bent down and shook his shoulder. He felt surprisingly hot. 

He mumbled and rolled onto his side, disturbing his shrine. His blue eyes were clouded as he roughly pushed his messy bangs back. He sucked in a breath before giving you a tired smile. "Oh, Angel? G'morning," he yawned. As he sat up and stretched, he looked down at the clothes and stuffed animals strewn across his sheets. It took a moment for his eyes to widen a fraction, as if he wasn't quite sure he was awake yet. "Shit. I can explain."

You ignored him and grabbed both his cheeks, worriedly studying his face. He immediately drifted into careful silence at your touch, eyelids fluttering closed. His skin felt like it was on fire. There was a light sheen of sweat on his forehead. And despite just waking up from what must've been a coma, he looked exhausted, the bags under his eyes far worse than usual.

A frown pulled at your lips. "You're sick."

"I was going to wash them," your tired boyfriend mumbled in a hazy voice, his head falling forward slightly. "The scent just helps me sleep—"

"I'm not talking about my clothes, you thief. You have a fever,” you emphasized and pulled away, standing back up. He whined in disapproval, leaning forward to follow your retreating hands. You held still so he’d calm down before continuing, “Do you have any medicine here? I’ll have to go to the pharmacy if not.” 

“I don’t think so. ‘Can go with you.” He weakly tugged you close and pressed his head against your stomach.

“No.”

You felt him groan into your shirt, “I’ll wait in the car.”

“You can wait in your bed.”

“Angel, please. Y'hurting me.” He squeezed a little tighter, but you knew it’d be much easier than normal to get out of his grip.

Even so, you relented with a fake sigh. Letting him have his way at the moment would hopefully make him more agreeable later. “I can just get it delivered. Scoot over,” you demanded and gently nudged him. He excitedly moved away to make room as you crawled onto the covers. You made a point of gathering all your clothes into a pile at one corner of the bed. They’d have to be dealt with later. “Since you’re sick, I won’t take these back just yet.”

[REDACTED] innocently smiled—without even a hint of shame—but didn’t say a word. Instead, he draped himself over your lap to relish in his victory. You sat back and scrolled through your phone to place the delivery order. It didn't take long.

“We’ve got 20 minutes. Can you try to be a bit more reasonable by then?” you asked and dropped your phone to the side. You busied yourself with his hair, threading through the dark strands as he closed his eyes.

He barely mumbled a ‘hmm’ in response, much too content with your fingers massaging his scalp. Unfortunately for his immune system (and your legs), he had no intentions of getting out of your lap.

#14 days with you #14dwy #14dwy redacted #14dwy ren #momo writing #so i wasn't sure if i should say drabble or not cause like #how come google defines a drabble as 100 words or less #definitions don't mean anything #anyways i am ~normal~ about he <3 #i want all his germs

[springcatalyst]

mariko is really just the World's Saddest Woman Alive

#shogun #i love her btw. if its not clear #girl wants to die SOOOOOOO bad #im ENAMOURED by her and toranagas relationship. its so #hes spent all this time concerned with her dying. im sure he'll be really normal after [SPOILERS] [REDACTED] [SPOILERS] #i expected something like it. not like that tho #toda mariko #i could FIX her

[seasaltmemories]

Thinking about my boy

#aono kun #i want to hold aono kun so badly i could die #ryuhei aono #to be clear normal aono is my boy more than dark aono (yada yada how different are they yeah but their vibes are distinct enough for me) #but this screenshot was too good to ignore and I can appreciate dark aono for being a great unique antagonist #just a little freak who is scheming things but not very good at hiding that #but real aono the real costar of my heart- i need him to be happy by the end just as much as yuri #I do think his conflict with his dark side is interesting in how it reflects his trauma and everything I learn about his life #up to the present day breaks my heart #he didn't get a chance to grow up and make up for his mistakes he never got to be more than his mother's child #so I will forgive a little murder and possession as a treat #unless WEIRD REDACTED TWIST ends with him hurting Yuri for real bc she is the other costar #but yeah sad little man haunted by his trauma and goes 'don't worry about it' as he tries to be the ideal romantic partner until it all #comes crashing down all around him is very seasalt-core

[lakesbian]

while i'm having picrew time. this one also has a fun artstyle to put wormguys in

#feel free to rb with your own picrew worm guys if you want. i think it's fun seeing how different ppl imagine them #i love how Normal taylor looks. girl next door who coincidentally ends up [REDACTED] and [EXPUNGED]! #also i like making brian look so harrowed. all of the time #that little boy can fit so many unending horrors in him #ok this concludes Picrew Time. thank you all for coming

[lesmiserablol]

i have had two people in the last week tell me i am the unluckiest person they know....bossuet coded babeyyyyy

#here’s a recap of last week #finals. which was a whole disaster. + my period. which was unbearable + PNEUMONIA. FUCK THAT. literally so sick i want to die #+ the foot doctor doing a silly lil procedure that is making it hard to walk then telling me i fucking need foot surgery #+ car issues for the third time in two months. that need to be fixed asap because i need my emissions for my fucking registration #+ my redacted stopped charging and i’m too sick to go acoustic #+ a derealization episode happy derealization december #what else. oh i got a uti. oh and my paycheck covered thanksgiving week when i didn’t work so it’s half of my normal pay. #this was all in ONE WEEK. and also this time of year is just haaaard when youre grieving ya know #anyway. and scene i guess

[dad-dumpster]

I don’t know if this will sound weird to you? But what are your thoughts on a lovesick Viktor? One that’s a little on the, uh… creepy side? Maybe a little too infatuated? Maybe a little too invested? One that maybe shouldn’t be as weirdly touchy as he is? Snuggly, even? Wow, do you hug everyone like this when you say good morning? Do you sneak up behind everyone and say ‘Hello!’ as eagerly as you do with me? Or stand right up behind them like you do with me? Did you just smell me? Why does it always seem like there’s hearts in your eyes when you talk to me? Why do I feel like someone is staring at me in my apartment? That’s odd…

anon!!! i love this Creep and all his Creep behavior ( ᐛ )

#anon ive been thinking abt this ask for weeks #i want him to be Obsessed #spends all day staring #i want to plague his thoughts day and night #i want my stuff to go missing only to find out he was taking it #i want him to [redacted] #but in like a normal way #ofc #the #‘did you just smell me?’ #hit #viktor #arcane viktor #my art

[blinkpen]

note: a big reason i have been extra prickly and prone to venting lately is because the disability application process is still ongoing, i am struggling in the meantime in pretty much every way, the stress of being in perpetual, turbulent limbo all exacerbating all the very reasons i'm having to file to begin with,

and i'm hanging on, bc like as i said, before i'm pretty sure there is a light at the end of the tunnel, but good lord the tunnel itself

#its not helped by mental health evaluations Requiring me to dredge up and focus on all my symptoms all at once #many of which are HEAVILY associated with trauma #and spell out every little bit of it in detail to strangers who now hold my life in their hands #the reasons i have PTSD and hallucinate [REDACTED] and become catatonic and wake up screaming some nights #its also why despite normally being very composed i've been so easy to trigger lately #i've been forced to revisit memories i never want to visit again #and now they are febreeeze fresh in my mind #it sucks it sucks it SUCKS

[natbplease]

going to class even though i could skip everyone cheer and clap right now.

#was up until 2 doing taxes. did not successfully finish the taxes. guess what i gotta do later today. MORE TAXES BABYYYYY #truly the most boring reason to lose sleep. i need turbotax to die in a fire forever #it’s all my jobs fault too. bc if they didn’t send [redacted] as the wrong form instead of just putting it on the w2 like a normal person it #would’ve been so simple easy #‘ohhh we didn’t get it in time 🥺🥺 so we had to do it like this’ boohoo send out an updated w2 then <- girl who doesn’t know how that works #literally makes me want to change to accounting major just to see how bad they fucked it all up #delete later #for legal reasons this post is a joke.

[forestofsprites]

i've flipped my routine around these past few weeks and the result has been me absolutely and completely enamoured with the daily walk. i have become a walker. just generally going for strolls!!!

#i wanted to get back into weight training. bc i miss being fucking ripped i won't lie #but realistically i just pop my shoulder joints out and i don't need to make my arthritis worse. so that's a slow and steady sit #i have replaced it with The Daily Walk #and my god i've gotten hooked #every day i'm adding a little more to my route and my body is taking it so well i'm incredibly proud!!! #yesterday i bumped into a mouse and a salamander #i've also realized that when i'm home next week i can dye my hair blond again #OH AND I'VE bumped into redacted twice. including this morning. and i was so normal and it totally didn't brighten my day or anything #friends. friendship. making friends. and such<3 #it's nice getting some strength in my body again. somewhere #i mean i'm shit at getting my right leg to lift all the way so it keeps getting a bit . dropsy #and i know my limits!!!!! #but it's nice:] #there's a lot that can't be controlled life-wise but shit if i give my sweet autistic brain a routine peppered with #my interests??? like fucking catnip babey

[lemonsharks]

Just learned that

Apparently most people...don't...have near constant tinnitus that contributes to sensory overload and makes it difficult to process things like speech

#life in the shark lane #can i just #can we just stop giving my body shit to handle? #can we? #i am so tired #all i want in the universe right now is (redacted) and I'm questioning my ability to handle it and my ability to get my shit together enoug #and i guess this means I probably should have a real counseling session or whatever #i don't know how much more I can handle 'thing I thought was a pretty normal part of my day is actually a disability' #and amongst everything I have to interact with capitalism? but capitalism seems to not want me either #life in the shark lane in the tags

[fuckedupcleric]

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#god it fucking sucks how easily the urge to [redacted] can pop up #and it's not like i can even avoid those things because who could?? #these things just happen #but for a normal person they happen and that's that and it's fine #but for me they happen and suddenly I'm spending the next two days thinking about [redacted] #it's not fair #and i can't even talk about it because it's such an uncomfortable topic for people and all it would do is make people worry about me #fuck i just. i want to. i won't i won't i won't but i want to #struggles

[pearl-kite]

I may or may not be thinking a little too much about my warden

#kirehn draws #redacted asmr #redacted warden #demons #uhhhhh I am high key hoping for a corruption arc okay #would appreciate it #drawing vega made me think too much about what my warden would look like and assuming a corruption arc #I think they'd kind of start to embrace a more astral appearance than they do normally #I've gone and named them Eltanin which is the brightest star in Draco #and their color palette is/will be sampled from the cat's eye nebula o3o #planned for a third more 'complete' one closer to how I've done vega but not right now right now I am tired and want to set this aside #for a little bit anyway #mmmmore tags i guess #art #artists on tumblr #character design #okay idk that's all my brain got #not a dragon age warden my apologies

[mothmanssidepiece]

very normal emotions about shane ghost files hoodie madej

#NOT NORMAL AT ALL I WANT TO [REDACTED] #watcher #watcher entertainment #for the patreon girlies this is about today's livestream #shane madej #ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[petorahs]

heard the fattest p2 spoiler but as always with me and spoilers it makes me want to experience the game even more. but man i promised myself not to start it until like september... 

#the spoiler is TATSUYA'S PERSONA IS [redacted] #like fck??? man???? that is SO interesting tell me more. #augh the pain of knowing everything and having big brain.... curses #i genuinely did not know that was his persona despite consuming a 'all personas explained' mega chonky video essay once #that counts for two p2 spoilers i accidently knew now. the other is JOKER PERSONA 2 IS [redacted] #god. what is it with me. curiosity killed the cat but i just come back anyway <3 #aishi.txt #oh yea the reason im not starting p two until september is i have a trip to tokyo to focus on in august so. yeah im def not doing anything.. #unless i want to be PLAGUED by persona thoughts while i have to be NORMAL for WORK in TOKYO? #yeah....no.... for my own good #i will be normal for one month