#NO IM NOT SEEING THINGS ITS RIGHT THERE AAAUGH

[neomedievalist]

starts coughing up blood pathetically and crying on the ground

#data #I THOUGHT I RECOGNIZED THE POSE BUT I THOT I WAS SEEING THINGS #NO IM NOT SEEING THINGS ITS RIGHT THERE AAAUGH #Hey guess who didnt realize apocrypha updated twice in a row in one day. And only read the first chapter when it dropped #the fate route references. starts disintegrating

[hahndlewithcare]

mind drifting away from a3 again but I don't have another hyperfixation and I have to interview for a permanent position at my job this week and-

#vent post #vent in tags #ive been trying to just look at and read juza stories lmao but #its not workinggg #slamming my head against the wall #my brain doesnt even want genshin or batman rn so its like ??? girl !!! what do you want !!! #i need SOMETHING bcs otherwise things will be Bad and i cant afford that right now #also minor inconvenience but i just tried to see if my usual hairdresser is in tmrw bcs its my last day off til sunday #AND SHES NOT #and thats freaking me out a little bcs i can run my fingers thru my hajr it's too long #tempted to ask my sib to cut it for me as a last resort but.. idk. #sigh... im not good enough for juza anyway maybe if i cant even focus on him rn aaaugh #anguish. suffering even. #shut up hahn anyway