#I've cried so much this week

[mike-milkyway]

Guess who just got to Whole Cake Island right at the start of the Sanji Week 2024 😀.

#I've cried so much this week #this isn't healthy anymore #sure i was waiting for it but i was NOT prepared #vinsmoke sanji #well obviously not a vinsmoke #god im so tired #luffy please get your man #lusan #i can't keep living like this

[evenmorebeetles]

KH is my newest interest, so I wrote a short thing about Riku being sleepy and sappy over his partners xoxo

Fandom: Kingdom Hearts (no spoilers for any specific game)

Relationship: Sora/Riku/Kairi

Additional Tags: Domestic fluff, Riku POV

Rating: General Audiences

Wordcount: 585

Sora was probably the deepest sleeper Riku had ever met.  Once his head hit the pillow, everything around him ceased to matter, and he was out like a light.  From there, it was near impossible to wake him without liberal use of pots and pans or, on one occasion, a trumpet.  On days where they had somewhere to be, this was exasperating at best and at worst made Riku want to rip his and/or Sora's hair out.

But that morning, there was nowhere for them to be.  Of course, that didn't stop Kairi from abandoning them in favor of finding something to eat, but it left Riku and Sora in bed for the time being.  Riku had been awake for a decent while, not quite one to rise with the sun but leagues ahead of Sora, who was still drooling on Riku's arm.  Riku wouldn't miss the chance to mock him for it later, but in the moment, it just made his heart clench with an impossible fondness.

How could it not, when the sunlight filtering in through the curtains turned Sora's already tanned skin golden?  When his face was slack and peaceful in rest?  When, despite how utterly conked out he was, he still occasionally nuzzled into Riku's embrace?  Riku really never had a chance.

He lifted his arm from around Sora's waist to swipe the pad of his thumb across Sora's cheek, the movement steeped in reverence.  From there, he cupped his palm around the side of Sora's neck, feeling Sora's hair between his fingers and his steady pulse under his skin.  Riku dipped into the pool of his collar bone, caressed the ridge of it, trailed over the freckles on Sora's bare shoulder and arm.  When his hand caught the edge of the blanket, fallen to Sora's elbow, he pulled it up to protect Sora from the slight morning chill.

"You're still in bed?" Kairi asked from the doorway.  She clicked her tongue teasingly as she entered their bedroom and took a seat behind Riku on the bed.  "And you call us lazy."

Riku elbowed her gently, causing her to fold in on herself with giggles.  "Shut up," he muttered and scooted closer to Sora in an attempt to hide his smile.

Kairi took the opportunity to fill in his voided space, stretching herself along the line of his back and surrounding him in blissful warmth and the fruity scent of her soap.  She propped herself up on one arm so that she could lean over Riku's shoulder and rest her cheek on his.  "He's so pretty, isn't he?" she asked dreamily as she reached out with her free hand to brush back a lock of hair that had fallen over Sora's nose.

Maybe a little, if I squint, Riku would have said if Sora could hear him, just to be able to laugh at whatever insult got thrown back at him.  It was just him and Kairi, however, and maybe Riku could be a bit of a sap when he himself was still decently sleepy, so all he said was "Yeah," in the same tone that she'd asked the question in before grabbing Kairi's wrist and drawing it to his chest to hoard more of her touch to himself.  He felt the edge of her smile press into his face, but she made no comment as she indulged him and they both pretended, just for the moment, that she wouldn't snitch the entire gooey-sweet interaction to Sora when he woke up.

#welcome to the last two and a half weeks of my life where I've thought of nothing except them #if folks could refrain from putting anything spoilery in the tags or replies that would be really appreciated cuz I only just finished 2 #and haven't started days yet #but I just love them so much I've cried over sora twice now #kingdom hearts #kh #sorikai #destiny trio #riku #sora #kairi #kh riku #kh sora #kh kairi #fanfic #mine

[kaleidoscopeminds]

see you in the cone!

↳ take my hand world tour ‘22

#5sos #5sosedit #* #4/4 #i've literally cried so much tonight i can't believe i get to see them again in 2 weeks

[skipblebee]

I am MOURNING

#yuri on ice #WHAT THE HELL MAN #I'VE BEEN HERE FOR SO LONG IM SO SAD #I was talking to my friend a few weeks ago about the movie and theybwere teasing me about how long it's taking to come out #AND NOW ITS NOT #FALLS TO THE FLOOR AND CRIES FOREVER #I AM NOT OKAY AT ALL #I'm rewatching it for the first time in ages and I actually cried #I forgot how much of an impact this show had on me #skipsart #yuri!!! on ice #yoi #:(

[acoraxia]

Due to College classes and my parents not understanding that I use art as a way to cope with stress, I will not be drawing until December.

I will, however, be writing more fics here and there to cope with this

#life upd8 #life updates #? #anyways #i cried about it last night and then this morning #and now all i've got is jello #my fever hasnt gone down either so ig this is just 'screw rhy' week #im eating... so much strawberry jello its insane

[msrandonstuff]

Just me venting about things that'll happen.......

I was on Pinterest reading some stolen posts from Tumblr, as one does, and I came across this one:

And it fucked me up so, so, so good....

The parts where op says "i was so worried when you woke up sick when you were three. you don't remember you were sick." and "you don't like to be home alone but even if you don't see me just knowing I'm there makes you feel better." And "I'm terrified you compare yourself to me. I love you. I don't know if you like me. I want you to."

And just.... It hit home so much....

I normally wake up at around 9, 9:30 am, and at Saturdays, you peacefully stay on the living room while I'm sleeping, and you sometimes come by just to ask "haven't you woke up already ana?" when he sees that I'm awake, but on my phone. And normally when I have to leave him alone at home cause both mom and dad are working you want to cry cause you don't want to be alone, even if when we're together all we do is you stay playing minecraft while i watch youtube.

I want what's best for you, I will always love you. I don't know what or who I'd be if it weren't for you in my life.

I read this today and it hit me so deep because i remembered that in (probably) less than a month I'm gonna have to move to another city for college and while we'll still visit each other and talk constantly on the phone, I'm still gonna miss him so fucking much.

He will be 8 next month, and sometimes he remembers that I'm gonna leave and he starts crying begging me to stay to wait for him to turn 18 so we'll both leave together, and why am I gonna leave him alone, and all I can do is to just hold myself together to not cry with him cause I gonna miss him so fucking much.

From me talking it sounds like I'm gonna go live 20 hours away, and not 2 hours, but still, he is my little brother.... All I want is for him to be happy and I've always protected him in everything. I don't want to leave him alone and I want to wait until he's 18 to come with me. But I can't cause I need to live my life as well, but I don't know how i could explain that to an 8 year old that just wants his older sister to be with him and not leave him alone.

I love him so much it physically pains me in thinking of leaving him, but I need to. I want to study. But fuck it hurts so much....

#like.... I'll have to move in the last week of march if im accepted for the first semester of college #and I'm Not dealing with it well lmao. #personal #I've already cried so much tonight #fuck

[kuningatar]

nine people i'd like to get to know better

i got tagged by @ravensfreckles thanks 💖

last song: 闇に降る奇跡 by d'espairsray

favorite color: black (and yellow and green and pink)

currently watching: does rewatching old UNHhhh episodes on youtube count? i really haven't been watching anything in a while

last movie/show: killing of the flower moon (it was great!!)

spicy/savory/sweet: it kinda rotates but mostly sweet

current obsession: this stupid mobile game called whiteout survival

last thing you googled: killing of the flower moon (i wanted to make sure i got the name right)

tagging: @raylangivins @arcreactored @faronnorth @acorrespondence @vinylchemist

#i didn't think i'd be obsessing over mobile game but somehow here i am #i downloaded it in the summer to kill so time at the cottage #thought that i'd play it for few weeks and that was over 3 months ago 🙈 #i used to hate games where you had to play with other people #and even in this one my first attitude towards alliances were “ugh guess i have to” #and now that's the biggest reason i like it so much #i've even cried over this game. its ridiculous!!!! #(few members i really like left our alliance and i get why they left but it still made me sad and i'm on my period so instant crying) #but i also just really like plotting and attacking other alliances #it's fun!! #also there's bunch of dumb and ridiculous drama between different players which is fun to follow (it sucks when you're part of it tho :() #it would be much more productive if i was obsessing over duolingo the same way

[chickenstrangers]

genuinely feel like i've forgotten how to rewatch things just like as a comfort show. every time i've rewatched a show recently it takes me at least 3 times as long to watch because i have so many thoughts and need to write them down and reflect on them and screenshot everything

#not complaining i like meta whether or not i actually end up writing it #but i've been stuck on episode 8 of not me for a week because every scene keeps being back to back one of the best scenes of all time #and i need to stop it and take a walk #thinking about the way the nature of art and activism and hopelessness #and yet the unstoppable drive of humans to do something about it #and how the camera moves & captures its subject and how it exposes them and how they look at each other and recognize something in eachothe #i have cried THREE times this episode about the CAMERA work #every time i rewatch things my brain goes into essay mode #because the first time watching i was just bingeing most of the time #it is much less stressful this time around with how bad they are at all their plans tho so that is a nice thing for me #rambling rambles

[clothing-references]

My GoFundMe goal has been reached

Thank you to anyone who helped out! As promised, I have deleted my posts regarding the fundraiser and I will slowly start working my way towards building up a good queue

I also have art to work on for people who paid me for art so if I take a while, that's why.

Thank you again for all the help! I really, really appreciate it

#i could say i'm crying but i've cried so much in the last week that i think i'm just tired and relieved #i've been very stressed out snd now i don't have to worry a whole bunch

[lovelaceisntdead]

Today was a good day I got to look round an old bindery that I was really interested in and the man who worked there was so nice and so encouraging and it made me feel so much better about choosing to pursue a dying craft. And I saw so many lesbians walking around and I went to a little queer cafe (completely by accident) and had my little gay drink and today has just made me feel so much more hopeful. Oh and I looked hot today.

#like I'm fucking exhausted but it feels like a good kind of exhausted too #so many young queer people walking round holding hands i almost cried in the middle of the street #had the most beautiful matcha latte i have seen in my life #and got to talk to someone about the thing i am most passionate about and he actually knew what i was going on about #and he gave me loads of names and places to look into and he told me about a bookbinding bursary (?) that I'm definitely going to look into #he was so encouraging and enthusiastic it was so refreshing when i feel like I've made a big fuck up in pursuing this #i was really struggling at the beginning of the week but this has really made me feel better #i don't want to think too much about it and make myself sad again but I'm just feeling a lot more hopeful today. #i am very ready to go home tomorrow and see the babies though #oh the cafe also had a wall where people could draw little ghosts

[selfshippinglover]

Someone please talk to me about Rick and Morty! Ask Questions, songs, literally anything! Come into my inbox and gush about it! I just need the stimulus!!

#cicisays #I'M LOWKEY VIBRATING #i've been asking myself #am i autistic or just obsessed #for weeks #cries #I LOVE RICK SO MUCH #I COULD CRY #FR #My eyes keep getting teary thinking about him in that last ep

[knightofkestrels]

Life events are putting my heart through the wringer and it's going to get worse before it can get better and there's nothing I can really do but try to make it suck a little less than it will.

But damn, it really does suck.

#i'm physically fine but emotionally and mentally spent #might delete later bc I might not want the reminder #but my poor kitty boy is not doing well and it super sucks #I've cried so much this weekend and I don't expect that to change much as we go into the week

[beautifulstorms]

Layla Veillon and Alexander Brandys, You Will Be Found || JGP Courchevel 2022

#layla veillon #alexander brandys #fskateedit #jgp courchevel 2022 #sorry this is SO late but i've been thinking abt this program for weeks #like for technique.. look at the curve lift! and the second row gifs of the stsq #but also this is just a genius concept for a junior fd #obv the song in context of the musical is deeply disturbing and i have very real issues with deh as a whole but #as a standalone piece it's just straightforward and heartwarming. a little performative but without sacrificing any of its sincerity #and its perfect because theyre not trying to present themselves as 'almost seniors' by trying to act or be dramatic or mature #bc for gods sake this is their junior debut #but theyre also not going for a childlike or kitchy progam or just borrowing a warhorse without really interpreting it #like it takes the limits of their expression and polish (as nervous first year juniors fresh to the intl field) #that theyre probably not rlly able to present much more beyond honesty and dedication and finishing their movements #and turns that into a strength! like there IS no other acceptable way to approach a dear evan hansen program #(can you imagine a senior team... trying to skate to this....) #(they would get laughed out of the room) #for them its an easier presentation than anything else that would be memorable #and for the audience it is memorable! because of how disarmingly simple and meaningful and earnest it is in all its teenagedness #idk man i watched this live and almost cried. then got angry at myself for getting emotional over dear #evan hansen. then watched the on ice perspectives video and cried again #like it just breathes... the changes of edge in the ofst... the pause before the character step... #AND the ability to use one piece for the whole program despite the music tempo change restriction!! #genius im in love cannot wait to see how this develops

[robin-yume]

we went to hawaii for the week!!

#i've never been to america before but i got to meet my dnd group and watch two of my best friends get married #absolutely magical week i cried so much when i had to leave #but i'm back now. malleus had a good time #(yes he came to the wedding with me he was hidden in my pocket lmao)

[february-academia]

28.04.2023

So much happened this week. (In tags I'll rant about it)

N4 is coming and my prep is not at all good. Took a test today and i failed🥲. But i know my prep is soo bad,it was bound to happen. So have to study for that.

College exams are coming🥹 also have to study for that. The dissertation proposal is in the finalising stage,so that's good. But have to work on it properly imo.

Then i also proposed another research study to my professor and he has encouraged me to go for it. So,also have to work on it.

These very cutu plants in the scorching heat were a treat to eyes and mind.

Got this book from the library and I'm really enjoying reading the essays.

( correction in a tag- she scored less than me in class and she was all sad sad. With her i had to suppress my happiness at moments like these)

#here i go #so here in this clg i have 2 friends mainly they are my classmates and one is roomates also so thsi roomate is very toxic i kinda knew it #from the start but ignoted it bcs we became friends when we used to have online lectures and haven't met each other and somethings happened #in which she helped me so i was kinda obliged to stay w her. and after sometime i kinda strted feeling it. all the bad vibes #the toxicity she carry for other ppl judging them on their appearances and whenever i trued to correct her tries to manipulate things #like she jas all of the mean girl vibe but i the clown couldn't just had the courage or ways to not be w her i so wnated to but couldn't #it was all so fucked up and living w her. i changed i started judging ppl. this was so bad. she went through soem toughtimes and as i frien #friend i cared for her i was there for her almost all the times and most of the times whenever i needed her she was not. #tries to dominate always and the incident due to ehich I'm writing all this is - I'm not earing well properly well from past month she know #and last sunday i was very excited to this dish and i wanted to take more and she said very rudely how much more will you eat? i said i did #not had lunchand almost didn't eat the ehole day what's yhe nig deal abt it why tou saying and stopping me like that and she said i did not #say it she said again i did not say it with that rude voice like she can never be wrong and ppl wjom i rarely talk to have noticed that #I've lost weight but she who luves wirh me almost all the time do not know it whom I've talked to abt this don't knwo it . i didn't have #any appetite after that i just stuffed the food unsideand went outside wiyjout syaing anything 8 wanted ro puke so bad i controlled my #i couldn't beleive what just happened i didn't try to talk to her and she obviously wouldn't bcs of teh ego and then there's another friend #and classmate of us and she has a great bond w her then after taht incident she is also not talking ro me and. avoiding me in the corridor #making me feel like I'm the onw wrong here and thwse 2 ppl were not on talking term a week ago again ego calshes this other girl didn't #so yeah i got snakes here #now I'm all alone but this feels great literally like yes i cried and couldn't sleep bcs even tho i knew they are not always what they show #they were the only obes here i was able to form a bond with ( i hate this part so much now)and i care abt friendships alot but it ended #they are not talking to me I'm not talking to them. but thus whole thing made me free now I'm free i don't have to wait for them everytime #i want to go to library or to a class or to a walk bcs they wanted everything to be done in a grp #and I'm going everyday out to study to walk and to jyst peacefully live bcs now I don't have to deal with negativity and toxicity anymore #i feel myself again my trye self who was kind to ppl who wanted to just study quietly in evening who wanted to just go in class on time #i don't have to feel that if i di this will she judge me I'm feeling free with what I'm wearing I'll enjoy and celebrate all my wins #and achievements of the last year bcs i couldn't even enjoy those when i was with her just bcs she didn't got less tahn me #I'm smiling more nad I'm loving more myself to actually avle to come out of thsi spiral i didn't even know i could so yay #listening to you're on your own kid in loop and it made me so happy #that's it done. there was so much to say ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hope you got some idea of what's happening in my life #sending you all love and light and if you find urslf in somesimilar situation or any difficulty rn hope you get out of it very soon<3

[unusualsims]

In my life I've been hammered by some heavy blows That never knocked me off my feet All you gotta do is smile at me and down I go

#strange communication #ts4 #s: skeeter #jeb harris #I'm sorry for posting gay cowboys so much. it will happen again #actually I take that back #It's my birthday week and I've already cried 4 times. I deserve this #ugh I can't wait until we get to thanksgiving and y'all get to see them in their natural habitat