#I'm a freakin badass and you can't tell me otherwise

[autisticlassiedog]

I love how God granted me a break from debilitating anxiety today :)

Lately it's been bad. And today, New Year's Eve, would have been one of the worst days of the year to be dealing with extreme anxiety. God knows what He's doing y'all :D

#christianity #collie speaks #also it really does go to show how my anxiety is almost entirely physical #it's not a confidence issue #at least not in relation to having the job I do #I can do my job and when I'm not literally freaking ill I'm a fricken badass #I can handle multiple things thrown at me at once. #I can priortize important tasks even when people are calling for me in multiple directions #I am good with customers #I'm confident in these abilities #this is probably why I'm still able to keep working even during panic attacks #people can tell I don't feel good during those #but I am still able to function on enough of a level to get the job done #I mean #YOU try having amazing customer service skills during a panic attack #but I still manage even if the quality of my work perfomance is deinitely affected #but anyways #yeah #I'm a freakin badass and you can't tell me otherwise #it takes a lot to work during debilitating levels of anxiety #and 99 times out of 100 I manage #but I am so happy and thankful for the break God gave me today #I needed a reminder that without a freakin anxiety disorder I am even better at my job