#I would have gone insane

[paranoidkid]

I will miss her. I do miss her. But if I don’t move on now I’ll cry for days and days and days. she was peaceful about dying and leaving. she was ready to go. and now I have a successor to take care of. I hope Sherly is proud of me

#.txt #logbook #sigh #my family said I should’ve waited a week at least. I can’t #not for that long #i would have gone insane #at least now I have a dog I can claim to my name that I adopted and care for with my money.

[adashofniallandasprinkleoflunacy]

ok but imagine if harrys sparkly silver thing under his blazer was a bandeau instead and we got to see a little strip of tan tummy 🤔

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#I would have gone insane

[possuminnit]

hii i forgot to sleep so i have just been lying in my bed doing nothing for *checks time* FOUR HOURS??

i have an exam and have to wake up early this is not good do i just not sleep and wait four more hours or do i try to sleep

i am so fucking stupid jesus christ

ekinox how!!!! I would have given up by hour 2 and been on my phone

I'll use my magic powers from earlier to make u sleepy

#ill give u good luck on your exam king #but how did youjust lay there doing nothing... #i would have gone insane #asks! <3 #ekinox-x

[usodeshou]

Current Status:

Taking turns smiling soppily at my screen and full-on gross-sobbing while watching UWMA for the first time ❤️😭

Random 3rd mood: wanting to strangle Alex (like. dude. get a clue. back tf off. 😒 <- judgy face)

#until we meet again #to think I very likely would never have watched this if it wasn't for between us #I didn't plan to up until halfway through the first episode of between us #but then I needed to look up some context and got curious #and I rewatched bu ep1 again after finishing uwma ep5 and god so many things hit so much differently with all the added context #I wish it was physically possible to watch these episodes faster #I have no idea how people waited for these episodes week after week after week back then #I would have gone insane #why do I have to be bound by the laws of nature #I want to savour every second but also make time move faster so I can watch it all in one go #started watching yesterday and am about halfway through now and very much in love with this show 🥺😭 #my god the layers of this show #the plot is starting to thicken even further #I'm eating up every little crumb #it's nice to see teamwin embedded in the story and not just in their supercut #especially since there are so many small moments that weren't in there #I'm living for the squad's friendship #I love how savage pharm can be with the most innocent expression on his face (yes this is about him epically burning alex) #I love how ready team is to throw hands for pharm to get the creep to back off #del is a beautiful angel #and I also love the two cooking club girls #sin is really cute but I also can never stop staring at his hair wondering if it's real or not #sorn is a lot more likeable than kinn's crazy ex (hopefully it'll stay that way 🙈) #now I kinda want somebody to pull a tankhun and smack alex over the head with a tray every time he overstays his non-existent welcome #'if you make him sad I'mma steal him from you' - dude he rejected you like three times already #really like the music in this show too #and inkorn constantly make my heart ache 😭 #they could have run these two stories parallel to each other and only brought in that scene from ep.1-1 much later as a twist with thorns #but I preferred getting stabbed immediately and only then having the gaps of the past filled in as well as getting healed in the present #bit scared of possible angst yet to come but I can take it; I'm still not over how good this show is so far 😭

[belovedfarseer]

I want to talk about how robin hobb does dragons but its such a spoilery topic oughhhhhhhh im so in love with rote dragons

#realm of the elderlings #dragons! #like i sorta knew the twist of liveship traders cuz i knew the rainwild chronicles was about Actual Alive Dragons #but imagine reading all that when it first came out #i would have gone insane

[injunade]

My heart sleaps up every time I behold a rainbow in the sky

So it was when I was born

So it is now im a man

And so shall be when I grow old

Or let me die!

The child is the father of the man

and I wish my days to be bound each by each

by natural piety

-wordsworth

#william wordsworth #i quoted by memory not sure if it is 100%accurate #wont check #i just watched control #the movie about ian curtis #i cried so much i hurts so much #but it think it was really selfish to demand her wife to go and kill himseñf afterwards #the amout of remorse that woman must have felt for the rest of her life just because she prioriziced herself and asked for divorse #i would have gone insane #what a powerful woman #joy division #control

[secondlastk]

seeing RRR in a movie theatre would be a life changing experience

#I would have gone insane #secondlastlife

[arthursfuckinghat]

"I was gonna say you're like a son to me.. but you're more than that."

"It ain't that complicated!"

How quickly that shoulder pat of comfort turned into a condescending one.

#he makes me feel so emo #this life was never meant for you but your fate was forced #the way dutch (and hosea) talks to arthur like he's stupid will never sit right with me #like they've been by his side over 20 years they KNOW he isn't stupid because if he was he would have been gone a long time ago #not only is arthur incredibly emotionally smart but he's a trained conman vault breaker gunslinger horse rider you name it #the fact that his own adoptive parents break him down like that hurts #it's a manipulation tactic on dutch's end - break your victims self esteem to make them chase your praise and approval #hosea I believe has just gone along with that kind of attitude but in a different way he just likes to jest lightheartedly #arthur doesn't see the difference though and it's understandable but he takes it to heart #the worst part is that hosea sees through his tough guy act and has called arthur out on it #his act is a defence mechanism to protect himself from being too vulnerable - in arthur's mind #and it isn't a sudden thing it's very likely something that has built over the years given the life he has lived #and hosea notices he knows this #but they still jab at arthur #oh it hurts #is he your son dutch? or is he your guard dog? your personal workhorse? #playing through the second time is opening my eyes more and more #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #mick squeaks #mick rants #mick gifs #arthur morgan #dutch van der linde #liveblogging #you guys gotta understand - arthur seeks and longs for dutch's approval he'll never say it but it's the key motive behind his loyalty #and arthur *rejects* dutch's comfort #he doesn't *want* dutch to pat him on the shoulder because he knows dutch is digging them an even deeper hole #he doesn't want that touch he craves #it's so insanely monumental for such a small scene because it shows us how arthur feels without telling us

[tenisperfection]

7x04 being from Buck's perspective broke my brain because of the way we saw Eddie through Buck's eyes. Then I realized that Suspicion, where Eddie was shot, was from Eddie's perspective, and all of Surviviors was from Buck's perspective and I want to jump into the ocean.

#the implications...... #we saw eddie's turmoil when carla brought up the follow your heart line #his agony over charlie's abuse #then the shooting and watching his best friend splattered with his blood #that split second where he realized who buck was to him and has been all along #the way he wanted to reach out and touch buck one last time #(do not think about eddie thinking about chris under any circumstances but if you do imagine eddie feeling relieved that buck will be there #and sorrow that he won't be there with chris and won't get to see him grow up and won't get to see buck #and then we have survivors right #we immediately jump to buck's perspective with him getting eddie into the ambulance and eddie asking if buck was hurt *sobs* #and the whole episode is mostly buck's side #but so is the will scene!!!! #because we obviously went nuts over the implications of it #but consider the tone of the scene--there's devotion yes #but most of the tone is that of disbelief #because buck can't believe eddie did this and eddie didn't tell him and eddie is telling him now #and eddie wants buck to carry on for christopher if eddie is gone #and buck absolutely would #but in his mind he can't fathom a world where he has to exist without eddie #and eddie is the one asking him to #hahahahah fuck you don't find it son you make it all over again #buck made this and buck chose this and buck has to live with it #i can't wait for these men to realize/bring to light all the love between them #911 abc #this unraveling on a saturday afternoon is brought to you by insanity

[paulic]

the love was there I think, until the end even

#sometimes I think of how insane they acted and get sad and then I realise if they had acted any less insane it would have meant they #had also cared less #so yes it could’ve all gone differently! but not with the same degree of love #anyways #happy 6th of July #paul mccartney #the beatles #john lennon #george harrison #ringo starr #classic rock #beatles #richard starkey #brian epstein #frankly i miss paris #mclennon

[duncanor]

Still wondering why the hell they wrote Wolfwood the way they did in Badlands Rumble. What was all that gay bullshit for.

"I feel abandoned" You do??? Why?? Shouldn't you get anxious your life is going to fall apart because you failed your mission? Ya gonna get your ass and the orphanage killed for this?? And?? You just mourn him sincerely instead ??

You get mad at him for leaving ya? For failing to show hope can thrive in this land?? You take his glasses as a desperate way to not forget or, maybe, to get a glimpse of what he saw that made him so determined to believe in such hope despite the horrors ???

#trigun #trigun badlands rumble #Wolfwood #nicholas d wolfwood #Vashwood #This movie was a fever dream #I can't believe it's real #Like let's say Vash did die #What would he have done #Gone back to hq and show himself in front of Knives with his brother glasses on his nosd #Is he insane #What homosexuality does to a man #Also this man can get nuclear blasted and survive #He will be alright in a little bit of quick sand woowoo

[dear-ao3]

branch basics oxy boost cleaner my beloved

never met a fucking stain this thing can’t handle.

burned milk spill on my stove? gone. scorch marks on my pot? poof. weird mysterious shower rings? not here. mystery caked on stain in the bottom of a mug? not anymore.

my bestie, oxy boost my beloved

among my friends we all know that if my mom purchases a thing it is the least non toxic thing in the whole world and if i say it’s good that means it works so if non toxic cleaners that work are important to you i implore beg and beseech you to buy this. and this is tumblr so there’s no way in hell it’s sponsored.

#technically you have to have the concentrate shit also but that stuff is also my bestie #i put him in the laundry as wel and it’s the only thing that makes my athletic clothes not smell like rot and death. #beloved #i think my mom has gone through like 7 bags cleaning our whole house but she’s kind of insane #not a tag #from saph #you guys get everything on this blov #all my thoughts thrown on a page and right now my thoughts are that i would marry this cleaner

[epicfirestormer]

Is this anything

#listen. listen #i will explain everything about this if i need to #i just need people to understand this #how many people will get this actually #whats the venn diagram of sp and hellboy and chainsaw man fans because hi i exist #this all sounds so insane to anyone who doesnt know the series #kenny and denji would be friends methinks #hellboy would see both of these kids and take them under his wing because he Would #hellboy and kenny can bond about having gone to hell before #hellboy #south park #denji hayakawa #fuck u denji is a hayakawa and i will personally fight you about that #denji csm #chainsaw man #kenny mccormick #venn diagram #low quality shitpost #low quality memes #the fire burns #the fire crackles with joy

[msnihilist]

I'm kind of obsessed with Ben and Kevin's first meeting. Ben, who's been bullied and seen it happen to others. Ben, who can finally protect people meeting someone who can protect him, too. Ben, for the first time meeting someone cool who also thinks that he's cool. Ben, trusting this stranger with the biggest secret of his life. Ben, longing for a connection with anyone who will respect him and trust him. Ben, being a stupid kid who just wants to have a fun, amazing summer without constantly being chastised or told what he can and can't do.

And Ben, giving all of that up when he realizes that Kevin is no better than the bullies from school who gave him wedgies... And neither is he.

#ben 10 #ben tennyson #kevin levin #bevin #''you don't care about anyone else but yourself.'' ''you talking about me?'' ''no! i'm talking about me!'' #that conversation is such a fantastic character moment it makes me INSANE #ben was so mature in this episode #kevin 11 is kind of tragic when you think about it #if ben didn't have the omnitrix i think he really would have gone along with kevin #he's been forced to grow up so much already just by season one #Episodes of Ben 10 That I Am Normal About #ben 10 discussion

[pinkniz]

What manic pixie girl 😼 does to a mf

#dislyte #fu shi dislyte #i would also go insane if I were with Embla HAVE U SEEN HER #fu shi is in his full right to have gone all crazy for her

[demonir]

does he know that i love him, does he fucking know that i love him so much

#tf2 #tf2 scout #im out of my mood stabilizers and i haven't slept all night so im sorry for my insanity #actually no i wont apologize FOR LOVE #hes so cute and i want him so bad im gjsndkfjnskdf #the last pic specially hes so so cute #pauling gay af i would have gone crazy