#I was pretty active yesterday

[mattodore]

pets him

#river dipping #ts4 #matthias evanoff #theodore doe #a burning house to live in #echthroi #🦇 #i used this image to experiment with some new things i learned #making that hickey on matthias's neck look more gnarly was fun. theo tries to make them last as long as they can so. #they normally look pretty dark and nasty #i really did mean to post this yesterday but yk how it goes... anyway. i'm going to make An Attempt at tackling my activity feed today #if i sound weird to any of you just pretend i seem so normal #i also want to actually catch up soon... #ik i'm definitely behind on kmik and the legacies i keep up with #i just don't want to sound insincere when i catch up... #so i might just put those off for when i'm actually back to feeling uhhhhhh . not like a weird little husk of myself #oh. also i made this pose. their height difference is actually there it's just that matthias is leaning forward a lot and bending down #and theo's up on his toes and leaning into matthias's chest

[sketchy-tour]

Oh why is my brain buzzing today???

Anyway hi. So I have this silly joke I make a lot of Dandy not knowing how to talk to pretty people. Like, they just got not a clue as to how to interact with someone pretty.

That shit so includes Wally. You bet the first time Wally spoke with Dandy, they genuinely didn't even realize he was talking to them. Assumed he must have been talking to someone else, cause why would someone as pretty as him be talking to someone like them??? At least that's how they see it.

Takes them ages to really understand that Wally LIKES their company.

#text post #just rambling #welcome home oc #dandy leon #i just love the idea that Dandy is just always shocked that Wally is still talking to them. #Oh you wanted to hang out??? even though I was a stuttering mess yesterday?? you still want to spend time with me??? #accidently called him pretty to his face once while they were still getting acquainted I know it in my heart #Dandy probably clammed up so much at first. so many wasted conversations that left them sleepless at nignt thinking they blew it #only for Wally to still seek them out days later for them to join him and his friends in an activity #I feel like Wally really cherishes the first comfortable conversation Dandy was able to have with him. being able to see their passion #their unfiltered joy. for just a moment #Made him perk up a little like “oh. there you are.” #okay sorry sorry

[every-sanji]

what are some of your favorite moments where sanji just gets screwed over (like the hgeegh bit)

I'm not sure if that's like. Getting screwed over so much as just being made fun of for saying silly things. That said I do think his bit where he just starts talking in wing dings (here) is incredibly funny and given the fact that it has been one of my most popular posts this month I think most of you can agree with that. I do in general think the zoro and sanji dynamic is incredibly funny even if I'm just skimming for sanjis I'll keep an eye out for them for a giggle.

#asks #anonymous #not sanji #i say that last part as if i dont have z0san blacklisted. i dont like them romantically #theyre just funny to me. literally antagonistic to each other for fun to the detriment of everybody around them #i love when zoro goes out of his way to rile up sanji which is. just about every time it happens #he's so teaseable its so easy to get under his skin like that #also since i'm already rambling in the tags i started watching high card recently #actually finished s2e2 when i saw this ask #hoping to get to s2e4 today if not more #<- guy who binged literally 10 episodes of it yesterday #uhm. if there are any high card fans following me... hmu i'm so obsessed with this series now #(not that. the enstars hyperfixation is going away thats still going strong #and ironically i started watching high card bc a friend mentioned an alkakurei high card au and i went oooo sounds neat) #but yeah. i need a vijay focused episode yesterday please and thankies. #but otherwise very solid series i think most of you would like it if you like one piece for the action sequences #characters are pretty well written too. chris... #someone on discord compared the cards to op devil fruits but if you could take them away and like. kinda? #the card chooses you but you have to activate it in play to like. use it #not entirely like a fruit that you eat and it becomes a part of you whether you like it or not #but anyway. watch high card #thats too many tags goodbye

[wikipedie]

so many friends and mutuals and people with whom i've never interacted but i see in my notifications at times that i want to say this to:

*kisses your forehead* i wish you a kinder and a queerer 2024 (whatever that means for you). sending you love, i hope you can give a little of it to the next person you see that might need it.

#i haven't really used tumblr anymore for months #mostly because i stopped using social media so much - tumblr included - as i find it exhausting nowadays. #and my life has gotten so good recently. i like spending it with beloved people. (either talking irl or online if it's the case) #that i need to spend it less scrolling on tumblr and even instagram #but it's been so lovely to enter yesterday - and today - again #and recognize some people in my activity #so i wanted to wave at you and say hi. love you. how are you? #personal #kinda #i started picking up gideon on the ninth (again) recently and i'm going pretty strongly at it - if anyone wants to talk about it! #i'm past Act Three

[pinejay]

yesterday on the highway i changed lanes to make way for ppl merging in, before it could become a problem situation. finally a driving win

#still haven't driven without my mom as the passenger yet but i'm still proud of this level up #like 2-3 weeks ago i had a pretty iffy problem situation with cars merging in. so my mom told me abt this technique #and for a while since then i was shaky while highway driving bc i wasn't used to watching out for the need to change lanes #whenever i neared the exit/entrance area where ppl merge onto the highway. like i had to actively think abt it every time #but i finally got to the point where it's habit and was able to employ it #also i took a driving L on the way to my tourney on sat. so i'm just happy the drive home from there + drive home yesterday were good

[philsmeatylegss]

One thing about me is I get really into internet drama always a few weeks after it’s relevant

#this is about iiluminaughtii #technically it’s still active drama as in more stuff is being exposed but the peak rabidity of the drama was like two weeks ago #I casually watched a few of her vids so I passingly followed the basics of it #and then it went from 0-100 #going from oh this person is really shitty to their friends #to this person is legit an awful person who is willing to do anything if it makes her look good #for context #one of her past friends who had a long bad history with her came out with their story #and it’s like pretty damning #and in retaliation to discredit them #Blaire posted his suicide note #if you have ever been suicidal you know it’s not uncommon to write a note in case you do it #she posted this note that her ex friend wrote to discredit them #since it was a topic that hit way too close to home yesterday I was like wait what #and I’ve been binging all the details about it since #rae’s rambles

[ban-joey]

sending laser beams to my professor with my mind. kenneth you said midterm grades would b up by this afternoon. it is officially TONIGHT and guess what? kenneth i would love to not be clenching my teeth in my sleep tonight. kenneth i will be sending you a bill in the mail. yes i know its probably a TAs responsibility but i blame you personally. i hate school

#i dont im having a lot of fun (genuinely) but it is often pretty stressful #did find out there are a few folks adjacent to my program doing zoonoses & climate change research so im very excited to chat w them next w #possibly directing my thesis towards one health. social epi gradually becoming less interesting #plus i think my strengths do lie in applying epi to biological concepts so. one health works there #my brain continually trying to get back to lyme disease :( sometimes i really do miss the east coast tbh! #not lying actually i think the number one thing i miss is the amt of vector borne disease research LMFAO #i do unfortunately kind of have a crush on a classmate so that's fine but whatever. grad school. men are nice to me and i lose my mind ig #need to go make out w a hot trans person i think that would solve my problems rn #but also it's nice to be so excited about someone deciding to sit next to me in every class :) #like wow how isolated have i been the last 3 years to be so delighted by like. active signs i have Officially Made Friends. #even if he does live like a block away from my dad and jokes every goddamn day like 'so i saw your dad yesterday' no you DIDNT shut UP #idk yesterday he sat right next to me in a class he usually sits w other people in and it sort of sent my brain off the edge and now im jus #yeah. sitting with this one. it's fine like it's normal. but wowie i do think it's my first time having a Big Ol Crush since (redacted) #a little scary for my animal brain i think but it's okay! #im 25 in like 3 ish weeks and i still get embarrassed about this stuff somehow? stupid. #he's just really nice and always really fun to talk to! i think i had to officially Sit With Myself today bc epi is doing a holiday party #and there's a baking contest and we were talking abt it in class and i was indecisive abt whether i want to participate #and he like fully cut me off and was like oh you should bake something so i can have some :) #and. well fuck now i have to lmao. IM SO EASY IT'S SO EMBARRASSING #good evening everyone. guess this is my journal now. anyway ken rice you owe me twenty dollars and i aim to COLLECT

[roses-and-tears]

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#I have spent. 8 almost 9 hours resetting my laptop. I chose the option to keep all my files but uninstall apps. and it has been restarting #and installing for almost 9 hours. yeah I get that the process will be long. but ffs #I have been bored the past few hours so I watched the smile movie bc I got reminded of it yesterday #it was pretty bad. the couple gorey scenes towards the end were nice but some of the acting and writing was just terrible #I was also hoping the movie would’ve taken a different turn. I think it would’ve made it more.. idk. I can’t think of the right term.- #-it just would’ve made it better I think. #I’ve also eaten a lot today. more than I usually do. more than I have in months and years and im upset about that. im already bloated. #I hope I don’t work tomorrow. I have to call in in the morning to check. and I don’t mind working but rn I just kind of want to spend the #day relaxing #I’ve spent almost 9 hours on this resetting part. and 4 extra hours trying to simply repair it in restarts #I also need to clean up my room. a lot of it. and clean my pets cage. it’s ant season now and im really stressed about that #the smell of sharpie returns and I am just. overwhelmed. I have 3 days to prepare for my special week long activity and im not happy about- #-that. #I also had some feelings earlier that im stressed over too. #im being vague about that bc i just don’t want to go off about that to everyone #im tired and overwhelmed i just want my laptop to finish resetting so i can stop fretting about this. i want to sleep #im tired. of so much #to delete later

[lavender---sunshine]

in all seriousness i 90% sure im going to quit my job tomorrow and for a while i will have just enough money to live on and will have to spruce up my resume and job hunt and stress but MY GOD i need to do something else because this is making me suicidal

#like actively suicidal. wanting to die in a way i have not since highschool. literally woke up and thought 'i dont want to be here anymore' #and then couldnt make myself get out of bed until like 10 minutes before i had to leave the house for job 2 #i know its unprofessional but i pretty much...quiet quit i guess. i worked from home for like a month straight without telling my boss #and she called yesterday wondering about it and the whole time the only thing i could think of was 'you didnt even know for a MONTH #thats how little people communicate around here #the office culture is toxic. the people are self absorbed and shut me out. ive gone through like 6 big life events and no one knows because #no one in that office cares enough to ask. and even if i volunteer the most i get is a 'wow that wild look at this tiktok yeah anyway' #im so burnt out. i have 1 day of rest and i dont get to do that at all. so no like im not going to get up get dressed sit in traffic park #on the street because a year later they still havent given me a clicker for the parking lot and sit in the back of a warehouse for hours #talking to no one. ive literally gone days without talking to anyone there. its so lonely. #theres only so many audiobooks and podcasts and albums you can listen to before you think 'i would be ok getting hit by a truck tomorrow' #im going to hate these next few months but i just need time #and the lord works in mysterious ways because my other boss just started talking about hiring for mon/tues which are the days i work bad jo #so i would at least get those hours until i find something else stable. im going to try very hard not to be mean about it but im like... #hey girl this place sucks ass and you know it. im not negotiating #but thanks for that raise 9 months late #im giving you three weeks for find a replacement and i dont care if you fire me in that time #il work from home or panera or starbucks or library but im not stepping in that office again unless its for my minifridge and heater

[greyias]

Tapping Out of the Twitterverse

Man, there's um, quite a few new faces in the follow list. I think I may have given off the wrong impression that this is somehow a Twitter Drama Blog 😅 Because in fact...

It is officially not.

I reached my own personal limit last night with the fact that a man who used the platform to try and overthrow my government (and have his own vice president who I don't even like assassinated via lynch mob) had his account restored. Whether the traitorous 🍊 comes back and uses it, doesn't matter to me because I'm done.

The question of what will ultimately crash the servers, the World Cup or US Copyright Law (Elno broke the DMCA safeguards and people are uploading whole ass movies now) remains to be seen. Maybe it will be the sudden influx of Nazis? Or just a faulty piece of code that loops in on itself over and over until the unmanned servers collapse in on themselves.

I don't know. I'm done. I'm out.

If you want to stick around despite the lack of Twitterpocalypse Drama, awesome! Welcome! I'll try and make a separate post for what you can expect, because uh. You will probably be a little taken off guard by what happens to your dashboard the next time my favorite video game updates.

#the h1b hostages just about broke me yesterday anyway #this was the final nail in the coffin #i hope his ass gets dragged before congress #which looks like is absolutely possible #i'm pretty sure all of this is a combination of both stupidity and active malice #so he can kill the service #so he can try to write this off on his taxes #that he doesn't even pay anyway #just because he's a billionaire doesn't mean he's not a grifter #he's running a trumpian playbook so it's best to keep that in mind when watching the train wreck #he has done more damage singlehandedly in destroying communities in three weeks #than most bond villains could only hope to achieve

[mattodore]

taking personality tests so i can fill out mattodore's google doc templates and you do have to laugh a little bit at how predictable these results are

theo getting neutral good and matthias getting chaotic evil like yeah... that's them 😌

#went to post this on main and stopped myself #oc stuff needs to go here!!! on the oc blog!! i just need to force myself to post here until i get over the avpd 🚶 #river dipping #oc extras #theodore doe #matthias evanoff #echthroi #i figured theo would be closer to chaotic than lawful but i feel good abt the answers i gave for him so! #i think my perception of his night activities was sullying my view because when i stopped to think about it it's like... well duh. #neutral is the best option for him without question! like the slight lean towards lawful definitely tracks too. #lawful makes more sense as he is definitely a rule follower due to his upbringing... i mean he doesn't stray far from his parents' hand yk? #like chaotic just really isn't him in any other sense than that he abuses substances and himself and is pretty reckless wrt his wellbeing #............i have nothing to say about matthias's result because like. well. it's matthias............................... #what other answer is there for him 😭😭😭 #chaotic evil is sexy tho i'll say that <3 #i have to redo the mbti tests next......................... the answer i got for theo yesterday was all wrong i was gobsmacked #iirc he got logistician or something...? like 😭 that is NOT my man!!! get him out of there!!!!!! #his parents would definitely be celebrating that result tho. like considering everything 😭

[rowenabean]

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#it's... really interesting working around these parts sometimes #i'm pretty sure only myself and 1 other person actively go to church from my work #but there's a real undercurrent of faith which is sometimes lowkey syncretist and sometimes pops up unexpected #tbh sometimes a stronger belief in the supernatural than my own #today in the staff meeting one of our nurses said 'hey i can feel we're all drained the energy in this room is not what it was we're all #burned out post covid #so i called a chaplain this morning can we get him in to bless the building' #and like. the ultimate reason she made this happen was our coworker broke her arm yesterday #like i think she had been feeling it for a while but was like 'right i need to make this happen' #...not something i would have expected as a solution? #the particular name she mentioned is a retired minita in the haahi mihinare church who happens to be a patient here #sure?

[llumimoon]

If ur wondering where I’ve been the answer is: I’ve been hibernating

#cal rambles #pretty much #living up to my sleepiest boy alive title <3 #took 5 hour nap yesterday when I got home #woke up briefly to eat dinner #then slept again for 13 hours #and took another 3 hour nap today #literally all I’ve done is sleep actually #i want to. go back to sleep #plot twist I sleep until Tuesday when the next ep drops #MANDEHWGGWVAAHHAGA #sorry I haven’t been very active </3 #i havent had the energy to add tags so I haven’t gotten into fandom stuff #cause I like showing my full appreciation for things yk yk

[orcelito]

Wow I have not.been making text posts. Uhmmmm OK 3 personal anecdotes from the past 2 days aka the interesting things that have happened to me:

1. So yesterday I woke up at like 2 am from what I Thought was a dream with my heart fucking RACING. Bc in What I Thought Was My Dream there was a very, VERY loud noise and it scared the shit out of me. Nothing else happened, I calmed down, went back to sleep. But in the morning, I went to the bathroom and found. . what do you know.. the big cat carrier on the floor. Which means one of my cats (*cough* tally *cough*) knocked it down from storage, which would've made a HUGE noise, so I connected the dots. Then she pooped on the floor about it and got it on herself. Stinky girl.

2. Cut my finger on a scale 😔 and it's uh actually kind of deep? Doesn't rly hurt much but that's also not a great thing for deep cuts. Oh well.

3. In the night it was raining and I got up and heard water and had a moment of ".....that IS rain, right?" What a life I live where I hear falling water and am unsure of whether it is rain or if my ceiling is actively leaking for what would be the Fourth Time...

Yeah.

#speculation nation #these would be 3 different text posts but i was very sleepy yesterday and went right to bed #so here.have these anecdotes about my days all in one. #yesterday really wasnt too bad. work was busy but i got thru it #for it being the 28th my luck was actually pretty okay #maybe the really loud noise scaring the shit outta me and the finger cut were my penance #the fanart thing made me SO excited and enthusiastic i just HAD to show my coworker #(the ninja turtles fanfic writer one bc They Understand) #hfkshfj im.just very excited about it. and it brightened my whole day yesterday. #printed out a copy of it to put in my room...🥺 bc i wanna look at it Always #and uhmmm. well i sure am getting a ton of hits on itnl bc of it hfkshfjd i keep looking back and Waow #it's at like... hundreds more than it was yesterday morning. i wanna say almost a thousand #but i didnt think to take a screenshot so i dont know for sure. a lot tho. #active encouragement for me to get the next chapter done... i plan to work on it as much as possible today 💪

[deus-ex-mona]

i’m just. so tired… _(:3 」∠)_

#tifu by falling asleep while standing up at work: the musical #i had a really good 30 min nap on the train back though. i just hugged my bag and slept on a seat. i pretty much blacked out right away lol #exhaustion from moving places + light insomnia from the fear of oversleeping thanks to an overly comfy bed = deluxe exhaustion!!!!! #plus i was extra tired yesterday from moving 3 huge bags from my old place to my new place (and nearly toppling over more than once) #sooooo yeah. lol. i’m super tired. sorry for the tling inactivity folks. am i still cute enough to be on your dash~? (lol) #fr though… low energy + low motivation + high exhaustion + no wifi :( = no tling activity on my end. sorryyyy #i think i’ll be able to get chapter 1 of yui’s event done over the weekend (provided the wifi actually works) so there’s that #ig i can just catch up on p5r in the wifi-less meantime? lol? see y’all this weekend ig~ #or maybe earlier than that if i can find the energy to tl the vol 3 bonuses of mona’s manga… aaaaa there’s so much i wanna doooooooooo #if only i had the wifi </3 and the energy </33 and diD I MENTION THE WIFI— #inedible blubbering

[valleynix]

was this… not explained? i literally just woke up but like… im 99% sure it’s been hinted at throughout act one why they never said anything at first

#also ik it’s the same person but they changed their name lol #from yesterday i mean #still not listening to someone who actively misgenders a character that has only been referred to as they/them #but anyway like ? #pretty sure it was bc they needed to figure it out themself #they didn’t fully trust the dimis to help or protect them #plus all the other weird shit going on #even now they struggle trying to say anything bc like #how do you go about telling someone all that? #and i’m pretty sure they’ve mentioned in act one that they thought they’d be killed or taken to the cellar for admitting what they’ve seen #/ what they’ve figured out #so like… #idk maybe i’m delusional #i did just wake up five minutes ago