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aftermathing · 1 year
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#One day I will meet someone who doesn't make me want to tear out my voicebox when I accidentally infodump!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I like finish my accidental little rant only to find out they aren't even looking at me#God it makes me want to spray blood from my eyes like a fucking thorny devil#When I was like seven I used to write like 'Silence' on my hand to remind myself to shut the fuck up and#stop making people hate me just by talking!!!!#I wish I could go back to being selectively mute bc I feel like going home and killing myself every time I talk for a little too long#Even when like I post art in a discord and someone posts over it or WORSE no one ever says anything after weeks#I just delete it bro fuck I would rather die than feel like people saw it and didn't care enough to say anything#WHY when there is a lull in conversation do I feel the fucking need to say some shit like 'hey guess what did you know that in star wars..'#Like a fucking toddler??????? What is wrong with me why do I ruin everything just by existing#I thought having a friend who is also autistic and understands being ignored and talked over would make things easier!!!#But no bc they also ignore me even if on accident and it hurts 100x more#I'm sure anyone reading this is like 'bro maybe you ARE the problem maybe you should just stop talking?' like YEAH!! CORRECT!!!!!!#I want to die sooo fucking bad how do I stop feeling shitty for more than ten seconds at a time#I am living for those tiny five second moments of feeling non shitty like when I see a red bird in a tree but bro. I cannot live like this.
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emo-space-tea · 3 years
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Jealousy
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Chapter 3
~3rd Person POV~
The five losers got to the sewer and dropped their bikes. Well, except Stan, he put his on its kickstand.
"That's poison ivy, and that's poison ivy, and that's poison ivy." Stan said while pointing at three similar looking plants.
"Where? W..Where's the poison ivy?" Eddie asked, seeming slightly panicked.
"Nowhere! Not every fucking plant is poison ivy Stanley!" Richie exclaimed.
Bill, Richie and Ashton walked into the sewer while Eddie and Stan stayed just outside of it.
"Okay, well, I'm starting to get itchy...now, and I'm pretty sure this is not-" Eddie started until Richie cut him off.
"Do you use the same bathroom as your mother?" Richie asked.
"Sometimes, Yeah." Eddie responded honestly.
"Then you probably have crabs!" Richie said.
"That's so not funny." Eddie responded again.
Ashton and Bill had their flashlights and were searching the sewer for......well, anything really.
Richie turned around and looked at Eddie and Stan.
"Aren't you guys coming in?" Richie asked the two.
"Nu uh. It's grey water." Eddie stated while pointing at the dark water.
"What's Grey water?" Ashton asked, jumping in the conversation.
"It's basically.....piss and shit, that's all I'm telling you! You three are splashing around in....millions of gallons of 'Derry Pee'!" Eddie said, obviously worried about his health.
Richie dipped a stick he found in the water, and sniffed it.
"Jesus Rich!" Ashton exclaimed, grossed out.
"Are you serious, what are you-" Eddie was cut off again.
"Doesn't smell like caca to me senor~" Richie said in a horrible Spanish accent.
After that Eddie started ranting about infections, then Richie threw something. Ashton was paying closer attention to the real reason they were there. Then Ashton saw something in the water.
"Billy! Look." Ashton mumbled to Bill.
He picked up what she  was pointing at. It was a shoe. 
Bill turned around and shouted "Guys!". The rest of the losers quickly shut up, and stared at him. Then they noticed the shoe in his hand.
"Shit.....Don't tell me that's...." Stan said in a nervous voice.
"No." Ashton responded.
"G-G-Georgie wore galoshes." Bill continued as Richie walked up next to them.
"Who's sneaker is it?" Eddie asked quickly.
Ashton pointed the flashlight inside the shoe and Richie looked inside.
"It's Betty Ripsom's" Richie answered.
"...Shit...Oh..God..Oh Fuck!" Eddie exclaimed. "I don't like this." Eddie said.
"How do you think Betty feels....running around in these tunnels with only one freaking shoe!" Richie jokes while hopping on one foot.
"Not Now Rich." Ashton snapped, seriously.
"What if she's still here?" Stan asked, and Bill, Richie and Ashton all turned around to continue looking in the sewer.
"Eddie, come on!" Richie called out as we walked further.
"My mom will have an aneurysm, okay, if she finds out we're playing down here, I'm serious." Eddie said quickly, obviously panicking.
Bill was still looking in the sewer.
"Bill?" Eddie called out.
"If....If I was Betty Ripsom, I would want us to find her, G-G-Georgie too." Bill responded.
"What if I don't wanna find her." Eddie said. We all stared at him. "I mean, no offense Bill, but I don't wanna end up like Geo-" Eddie cut himself off to spare Bill's emotions.
 "I don't wanna go missing either" Eddie finished.
"He has a point." Stan spoke up. 
"You too, Stanny?" Ashton asked.
"It's summer, we're supposed to be having fun! This isn't fun, this is scary and disgusting." Stan said, looking down.
Suddenly, there was a splash from behind Eddie and Stan. They all went to see what it was, it was the new kid, all banged up and bleeding.
"Holy Shit, What happened to you?" Richie asked, leaving the sewer.
The new kid looked over at them, out of breath. Stan and Eddie rushed over to help him, shortly after so did Ashton.
They picked up the new kid and put him on Silver, Bill's bike, and got on their own bikes. They rushed to the Drugstore. While they were riding, Eddie kept ranting about "An AIDS epidemic" currently happening, but none of them really listened though.
They finally got there and dropped their bikes in the alleyway. Bill set the new kid down on a crate and told Richie to wait with him while they got the supplies.
The four losers rushed into the drug store. Eddie quickly grabbed what he needed, while the other 3 looked in their pockets for any money they had. The sum was $6.23.
"Can we afford all that?" Bill asked Eddie.
"That's all we got." Stan said with only a bit of cash and change in his hands.
"Are you kidding me?" Eddie asked with all the medical supplies in his small arms. He started biting with lip thinking.
"Wait, You have an account here, don't you?" Ashton asked.
"If my mom finds out I bought all this stuff for myself, I'm spending the whole rest of the weekend in the emergency room getting X-rayed." Eddie said, while shaking his head no.
A couple aisles over Beverly Marsh, the school's 'Slut', was looking at the Tampax, confused. She made up her mind and went to pay when she saw Greta Kenne walking down the aisle. She quickly went to the next one which wasn't any better.
Luckily, Ashton saw the box and quickly gestured for Beverly to hide it behind her back, and she did. The other three boys looked over and saw Beverly.
"Are you okay?" Bill asked her.
"I'm fine, what's wrong with you?" Beverly asked, seeing all the medical supplies in Eddie's arms.
"None of your business." Stan replied.
"There's a kid outside, looked like someone killed him." Eddie also responded. Ashton quickly slapped Eddie's arm, giving him a 'Really?!' look.
"We need some supplies but we don't have enough money." Ashton told Beverly.
Beverly thought for a second, before coming up with a plan and saying "I think I know what to do, but I'll need Ashton's help."
The two girls walked up the check out.
"We like your glasses, Mr. Kenne." Beverly started.
"You look just like Clark Kent." Ashton continued.
"Oh, well, I don't know about that." Mr. Kenne said while adjusting his glasses.
"Can we try them?" Beverly asked abruptly.
"Well, Sure." Mr. Kenne answered while taking off his glasses and handing them to Beverly.
Beverly put them on and looked at the pervert through her eyelashes.
"What do you think?" The redhead asked.
"Well, How bout that. You look just like Louis Lane." Mr. Kenne said while leaning in.
"Definitely." Ashton said while looking at Beverly.
Beverly then took off the glasses and handed them to Ashton. The petite girl put them on and looked at Beverly and Mr. Kenne.
"How do I look?" Ashton asked.
Little did she know that the boy with a stutter and his curly haired friend were staring at her. A light red blush grazing their cheeks.
"Perfect." Mr. Kenne said.
The small girl then took off the glasses and when handing them back to Mr. Kenne,  'accidentally' knocked over the small shelf of cigarettes behind the counter.
"Oh, I'm so sorry." Ashton apologized in a sincere voice.
"It's okay. " Mr. Kenne said while putting on his glasses and bending down to clean up the fallen shelf.
While the pervert was cleaning, Ashton and Beverly looked back to see the 3 losers rushing to leave the store with their supplies. Bill accidentally shoved Eddie causing him to trip and knock over a few items before actually leaving.
Beverly saw a pack of cigarettes on the counter and quickly grabbed them and shoved them in her pocket.
Out in the alleyway the Losers were trying to help the new kid. 
"Can you go get me something?" Eddie asked, while trying to get the wound to stop bleeding.
"Jesus, what do you need?" Richie asked.
"Go get my bifocals. I hid them in my second fanny pack." Eddie said.
"Why do you have two fanny packs?" Stan asked.
Bill walked out of the alleyway to see Beverly walking towards him, wind blowing in her hair. Bill then pulled out a dollar from his pocket and showed it to Beverly.
"T-T-Thanks." Bill said.
"Even Steven." Beverly said while pulling out her new pack of cigarettes.
The two then heard Stan freaking out and looked to see what was going on. 
"Ben from Soc?" Beverly asked herself before going in the alley way.
Eddie and Richie were arguing and Ashton was sitting on a crate. 
"Are you okay? That looks like it hurts." Beverly said while walking up to the group.
"Oh, No, I'm good. I just fell." Ben said, smiling at the redhead.
"Yeah, right into Henry Bowers!" Richie exclaimed. 
"S-S-S-Shut up R-R-Richie." Bill said.
"Why? It's the truth." Richie said back.
"You sure they got the right stuff, to fix you up?" Beverly asked while Bill stared at her.
Ashton noticed this and started feeling a pain in her chest. Ashton then got up and shoved Richie out of the way and walked to her bike.
"Where the hell are you going?" Richie asked, seeing the small girl get her bike.
"Home." Ashton answered quickly.
"But-" Stan was cut off by Ashton.
"You guys know how Alex gets!" Ashton exclaimed while glaring at the group.
She then got on her bike and started riding out of the alleyway. 
"But It's not past-!" Stan yelled, but Ashton was already gone. "Your curfew yet."
 "Is she okay?" Beverly asked.
"Y-Y-Yeah, I'm sure." Bill lied.
"Okay, well maybe I'll see you around." Beverly said.
"We were thinking about going to the Q-Q-Quarry tomorrow, if you wanna come." Bill told Beverly.
"Good to know, Thanks. Oh and, Who's Alex?" Beverly asked.
"H-H-He's Ashton's Ste-" Bill was cut off by Eddie.
"None of your business." Eddie answered.
"E-E-Eddie." Bill said sternly.
"No, he's right. It took Ash four years to tell us. Why should she know?" Stan defended.
Bill tried to think of a reason, but nothing came out. There was silence for a couple of minutes.
"If you wanna know, go and ask her. She lives on 29 oaks street." Richie said.
"Okay then, Thanks anyways." Beverly said before walking out to the alleyway.
"Nice going bringing up Bowers in front of her." Stan said to Richie.
"Yeah you heard what she did." Eddie said, agreeing.
"What'd she do?" Ben asked.
"More like who'd she do! From what I hear the list is longer than my wang." Richie answered, grabbing his crotch. 
"That's not saying much." Stan said.
"There j-j-j-j-just rumors." Bill said defending the redhead
"Anyway, Bill had her back in the third grade. They kissed in the school play. Reviews said you can't fake that sort of passion." Richie told Ben.
"Now!" Richie clapped his hands. "Pip Pip and tally ho my good fellows! I do believe this chap required our utmost attention, get in there Doctor K, come on, fix him up." Richie said in a horrible British accent.
"Why don't you shut to fuck up Einstein, because I know what I'm doing and I don't want you doing the British guy with me right now." Eddie responded.
"Suck the wound. Get in there." Richie Exclaimed.
Even though Ashton didn't say it, Richie and Eddie knew she was filled with Jealousy.
*•~Emo-Gay-Tea~•*
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teenwolfhot · 4 years
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Into the unknown scott McCall imagine part 1
" scott .... scott ..... Scott .... SCOTT .... SCOTT ...SCOTT " a voice was pulling McCall back to reality when he felt pain in his shoulder it registered to him that his girlfriend (y/n) looked angery and was turning red while looking at him " hello... aren't you listening i said what are we going to do about the party ?" Scott just blinked " fantastic you weren't listening .... im guessing im talking to a wall better yet I'll get a boyfriend who does ... maybe issac or ... or theo " grabbing gour things scott was about to say something " hey guys " it was liam and mason you rolled your eyes getting up and away from scott and the younger ones
" what's up with (y/l/n) ?" Liam asked scott he zoned out again "uh what ?" mason and liam sighed " you've been distracted lately McCall " Jackson sitting opposite sides to him " hey i ran into (y/n) she seems upset about you " stiles sitting next to scott while lydia and malia was behind " that girl loves to rant especially on you Scott "
" literary what have been on your mind recently that kept you completely occupied with that nonsense?" lydia the strawberry blond asked " its peter " stiles cringed while Jackson gagged " noway McCall its a folklore " kira and malia looked at each other " scott ... scott ?" Jackson sighed " the thing is lydia McCall here got bitten by something while doing a job with me and argent in a small town ... and well he got bitten and well " stiles looked shocked " you said the job was intel on new werewolves not trying to get killed " Jackson laughed "yeah well McCall went pale for a couple of days then .... his eyes changed " stiles eyes squinted " scott what colour are your eyes ?"
Scott turned away but malia shoved his face backed " show us McCall " his eyes didn't turn alpha colours " scott what happened on the job ?" scott didn't say a word " McCall they need to know or else i will " before Jackson could finish theo comea running in " we have company and it ain't werewolves " heavy breathing and slowly sitting down
The door flew opened and three men walked in one muscular in a suit one rugged with a leathet jacket with a smirk on his face , the other his eyes are different and have blood stained dripping down both side of his lips "shit ...shit ...shit " stiles keeps saying while malia was ready with her claws and kira out with her sword
McCall didn't move " LADIES AND GENTLEMEN WOULD YOU PLEASE KINDLY LEAVE THESE PROMISES.... BEFORE IT GETS UGLY " the one in the suit kindly smiled as everyone hurried to leave squirming out of the buliding " so little group of supernatural with a well .... a banshee " the one with the blood came closer to lydia " banshee that can pridict death with a werewolf.. or a turning hybrid werewolf " the man looking at scott " let me introduce ourselves I'm klaus mikaelson I'm the first hybrid werewolf vampire " he sit opposite sides of the gang while " im Elijah mikaelson and this is my younger brother kol mikaelson we're not like my other bother klaus " sitting down beside klaus " we came to negotiate a peace treated on the basis of scott McCall "
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" so do we have a deal McCall?" Stiles and liam sitting during the negotiations while the ladies leave for other issues " scott you can't take this deal ... your walking in blind... we do not know them ... trust me ... we do not deal with this kind especially when we don't know their strengths " stiles whsipering " human whispering to your boy isnt working we have super hearing our power our amplified " drinking a soda then crushing it stiles gulped while liam was trying to control his anger " hey beta you dont need to draw your crawls you know... we know you have anger issues but .... we know all your strengths and weaknesses but we won't use it against you because we know a void person who's ready to kill us all gerard argent ring bell " Elijah fixing his cufflinks " so McCall the deal is set ... argent crossed our path and well he killed half a dozen of people in our town ... plus a few members of my family " klaus eyes turned a different shade
" you got a deal ... mikaelson on one condition (y/l) (l/n) a girl im dating stay out of the agreement no one hurts or use her .... especially in a different situation understand " scott flashing his eyes but Elijah and kol sit back when klaus moves forward " i see you embracing your new powers then McCall " as the three stood up " see you at your house then McCall " as the three walked away " text lydia get intel on each of them ... especially the klaus guy i want to know everything understand " scott brushing passed Isaac and mason towards his bike
" what's the deal then stiles ?" Isaac whispering " a new kind of supernatural just popped up and the deal that scott have with klaus guy a whole new shit ..... plus we have more issues do you know what happened to scott "
Isaac signed " i do but i can't tell you here ... not with the girls here it will only hurt (y/n) in this situation " stiles didn't understand what isaac saying till " hey guys you seen scott ?" As all three of you hear scott engine roared you didn't say a word but gaped " so is the deal done or what ?" Isaac said ignoring you are there " what deal ?" Frowning " are you going to tell me what's up with my boyfriend orbdo i have tk demand like a whiney bitch " starring at isaac and stiles " she's your problem... see you at McCall " brushing pass going towards alison and lydia whos already in the car
You waiting for an answer " look (y/n) scott ... his ..his ..his going through changes ... and .. and you need to back off a little and let him breath ... soooo that's all i have to say cause other than that I've got nothing " running to his jeep while malia and liam are in the back seat leaving you with a jackson whittmore " don't look at me sugar his your boyfriend... all i know i would dump McCall ass and move on " jackson walking away
You were confused and angry that you didn't get the answers you're looking for especially when everyone is ignoring you and well giving you short answers " fine I'll find out myself if j have to " stomping on the floor
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Meanwhile back at beacon hills memorial hospital things are weird bodies being dropped off unexplained death toll " okay ... okay .... okay " frantic sheriff slams his phone down while a deputy parrish " soo what are we going to do now FBI is here especially we got ATF who are they anyways " looking at the people in blue jackets questioning doctors and local people around " this is great I've got ATF and FBI on our backs " slaunting on a chair " sheriff please tell me what's going on ?" Melissa McCall was seeing people all round her question after questions and a swat team outside the hospital
Deputy parrish sighed " we've been getting calls of dead bodies everywhere especially drained of blood considering a sycophant or a maniac with a tendency of draining his or her victims " parrish whispering while melissa went pale " you think this is super...supernatural " even in a lower voice " we aren't sure because its all in shambles and we're figuring it out but for now we have to release a statement to the public immediately "
Right on cue derek hale and chris argent walks through the door with a girl in dereks arms " anyone ...anyone ....anyone ... please help her " melissa hurrided to help " whats her condition?" Checking her eyes and pulse " fetch the bed and get her a room now " as the porter removes the girl from derek the group moves outside the room while the others worked on the girl
" explain hale ?" Sheriff standing ready for questions " we were driving back to beacon hills when a black SUV was smashed by a white Sudan van and multiple officers gun down plus two victims dead on the spot except her ... we found her on a fence wounded and terrified " braeden looked round " she kept mumbling and mumbling we weren't sure what she's saying till argent explained " chris was hiding his gun " she said the word vampire " chris didnt even blink while saying it " ive sedated her before we got here she was frantic and didn't calm down only now she's like this but we didn't see any other wounds "
" anything else you found out there ?" Parrish asked " no ... alot of blood on the pavement and the car looked to be an accidental blow but other than that no suspicion " thats when ATF and FBI agent came popping up " look sheriff we get it ... you're new to this but me and my team are here to stay ... unexplained body count plus a whole lot of missing people so ... expect more from us rather than leaving " the blond woman walked away with her assistant while " ATF agent " are you aware of any gun crimes in beacon hills or illegal selling or gun in the last few months sheriff?" Two men ready to write down anything " not that i know of why ?" The man in the blue jacket sighed " did you know in the last 3 months a couple of your police warehouse were targeted for supply of guns and other units " the man was eyeing argent " im legal to have these especially they are licensed officer " argent wasn't to pleasant with the officer " we will be in touch " handing over a little card
" what the hell was that ?" Chris sighed " i dont see ATF or FBI agents here .... if its the body bag and counting thats okay but illegal drugs and weaponry dealing isnt beacon hills " chris sighing " i need to have a look into what Gerrard is doing maybe he has something to do with it " kissing melissa on the forehead before leaving
Derek looking round " anyone heard from scott ?" melissa shakes her head " thought so "
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Evening
" so .... aren't we going to talk about the elephant in the room ..." silence is showing more often " look scott i don't care about the issue you have with (y/n) right now but isaac and theo even liam told you had a deal with three grown up men who .... stiles says know us ... i dont care if you're not ready to talk but we had enough of your pathetic waiting games alright " stiles looking anywhere but at the table
" Jackson knows even derek but we your best friend dont know and you're pushing us away ... we need to if its a threat we can deal but if its your issues than thats find but keeping us in the dark is not okay" kira sounding frustrated " they need to know scott especially alison shes digging on the mikaelson as we speak " isaac grabbing a drink in the fridge
" fine I'll tell you but you might all want to sit down especially you stiles "
( event leading up scott pov
Two weeks ago argent got a intel on this supernatural about werewolves turning into something else more ... powerful
I wanted to check it out so i took the opportunity to call Jackson while he was in london about a group he suggested it was wise to go down to London . So me and derek including isaac went without stiles because i told him to wait here to protect you guys if anything happened he will be there like a heads up . I was calm with it so it wouldn't be a problem ... the plan was we go to london check this intel argent talked about and this group of supernatural . Leading up to the day i had to come up with a excuse to go to london because my mom wouldn't let me go so i had derek come up with an idea that he found something that could help me improve my skills as werewolf in london .
At first my mom had her suspicions but she agreed only and only if i take isaac with me and i agreed the only other person who knows what and where is alison because she was the eyes ans ears of the warehouse
The day before we were about to head to London i had the feeling that something sketchy will happen , i didn't trust this intel that argent had i told isaac he said its fine but yet he too was wary of the information argent got
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" youre telling me that you guys went to london and something bad happened.... what happened that was so bad that neither one of you can talk other than Jackson " lydia slamming her hands down " I'm getting there "
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The information of a gang outside of London near Lincolnshire of a warehouse an experiment on supernatural.... werewolves to worked on their strengths and skills . We all thought it was that but it wasnt
So when we landed in London it was the evening isaac and i were already wanting to check the intel but alison told us to wait three days then we check it out . Jackson told us of a small group who being turned into more supernatural and that its beginning to be a threat in england and he was ome of the werewolves helping out .
Jackson told us he doesn't know who runs the place nor where argent got the intel from but when argent and alison went to meet his special firend where he got the intel he was murdered
" hold up ... you're telling us that the person who gave argent intel on this was murdered and you didn't come home after that warning " isaac and scott looked at each other " we wanted to know this information if it will help other werewolves and supernatural " isaac simple said
" fine carry on "
( we were supposed to only be in London for 5 days and my mum was being suspicious and i got tongued tied and told her ... she freaked out but she knew argent was with us so she was calmer . The night before the accident we managed to pull surveillance on the warehouse we saw the same people you saw today the three men
One in a suit the other raging blood addiction the other not so much , we thought their not the threat when one of them klaus i belive said the word I'm immortal invincible because not only I'm i a werewolf im a living breathing vampire
We were shocked at the information but at how old he was 1,000 years old walking and breathing in the daylight especially with fangs and werewolves eyes . Beyond that we didn't know what to do with the information but it lead to me getting something argent didnt tell us of his personal plan .
He busted into the warehouse with armed force guns along with alison we didn't know what to do derek was furious on this and couldn't stay put so he tried to rescue argent and alison but it all break loose
Fighting here there blood was spilling they were invincible we trying staking them sliver bulltes wolfband eveything nothing can penetrate him not a scratch we definitely outnumbered until the guy came from behind and bit me on the left arm his companion laughed " no way to treat unwanted guest klaus " the pain from my arm was excruciating it didnt heal either his eyes were different no glowing nothing
He barely left us alive all he said was i like him lets keep him alive
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Nobody said a word after scott recanted the story of the night he got bitten lydia was lost for words " how ... how ... how ... how ?" Lydia expression says alot
" so thats why those men were familiar with you scott because he bite you " liam was shocked stiles didn't know what to say " how can you keep this from me how ?"
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