#I feel this almost daily

[floccinaucinihilipilificationa]

#selfie bee #me telling a coworker who I have been working with for 4 months and whose name I do not know about my toenails #i'm sorry Tobias (?? Paul ??) it was the only topic I could come up with after I already told you about the big bird I saw in 8th grade #FRIENDS how are you!! :) how has the new year been so far!! #did you have a lot of snow on christmas! #we did and it was really fun! I had a very bad cold so I just watched the snow from inside but that was good too c: #do you have any plans for the new year? #i always have lot and most of the time I do not do any of them but planning is fun #this year I REALLY want to watch all of Star Trek ヽ(´∇｀)ﾉ #I would also love to learn how to make a handstand #imagine if you could just make yourself upside down #but it is a far away dream because honestly I am not very good at being usual side up most of the time either #but I will try probably at least 2 times to learn it ( ᐛ ) #maybe I'll finally finish that website! #new years are good and fun #it's wild to think about how much daily life has changed since last year but I feel just the same :) #who knows what this year will bring! #I hope I don't hit a pheasant with my car #I almost hit a pheasant with my car last year and the pheasant made direct eye contact #I wonder how he is doing today #since that moment I think about pheasants a lot #I knew they were real but I had never seen one #just to know they are out there is a mystical feeling #right know it is raining so all the pheasants might be wet #get dry soon pheasants!! #I don't think I've ever seen a wet bird either #I don't know what do do with all these birds thoughts #also thank you for the person who asked about my skirt!! ( ˊᵕˋ )♡.°⑅ #I've finished it and its really really bad #but I love it

[kirby-the-gorb]

#kirby #daily kirby #my art #digital #hal laboratory #nintendo #I'm hard at work finishing the last project for kirb2k #(other than actually posting everything and fulfillment and stuff!) #I tried to export a timelapse for this project and it was over 2 1/2 hours long........... #my brain feels cooked but I'm almost done! sure hope it's worth it! #favorites

[herbofthyme]

conversations over tea

#liushen #i feel like if you squint lqg’s beauty mark almost looks like a heart #shen qingqiu #liu qingge #svsss #liuqiu #scum villain’s self saving system #scum villian self saving system #mxtx #mxtx fanart #svsss fanart #fanart #artsyfartsy #sketch #sketchbook #daily sketch

[livejournallegacy]

Because it has to be so lonely To be the only one who's holy

Paramore - Playing God

#paramore #hayley williams #taylor york #zac is also there but not enough to tag him #i see them in a month are you jokinggggg #i'm so excited!!!!!! it feels like i'm falling in love with them all over again #fun fact: i went through a phase where i watched this video almost daily after school #no particular reason why #my gifs

[old-long-john]

there's a unique sort of black comedy to transitioning in a public-facing job. every damn day I get called 'the lady' at work. sometimes it's only once a day, sometimes I get very lucky and go a day without, sometimes it's relentless. I cut my hair short in the hopes that I'd hear it less. that didn't work. I wear a pronoun badge on my lanyard to give people the hint. one single person has noticed it and corrected themselves in the last 4 months. I figure the tits are kind of a giveaway, but binding makes me more uncomfortable a lot of the time. still, today I wore my binder, with the short hair, with the pronoun badge, and I swear I got called 'the lady' more times than any other day I can remember. at this rate I feel like I'm gonna be out there with a full beard and people will still be calling me the fucking lady

#the best part is that being called 'the lady' as a teenager was one of the first times I ever remember #feeling deeply uncomfortable with being viewed as female #it's one of the things that's written in my dysphoria diagnosis #and now it's back as a daily refrain just to remind me of how everyone sees me #I'm half numb to it at this point #it's almost funny but it's also fucking exhausting

[owawaaa]

GOOD NEWS EVERYONE: I moved into my own apartment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am literally there!!!!!!!!!! RIGHT NOW!!!!!

bad news: I am experiencing maddening terror and anxiety the likes of which I havent felt in a long long while!! ! ! turns out living alone can be scary in itself (and it's not even about fearing people breaking in, no, just the solitude/isolation) yahooooo

#sorry for the negative post but yeah! #if anyone got any advice... I am all ears #I've been taking 0.5mg clonazepam almost daily since friday whenever it gets too bad #(and crying) #I don't know why it didn't cross my mind before all this #that my anxious self could in fact feel scared being alone

[tobisiksi]

the parallels between Shun&Toki relationship and Kusuke&Kusuo relationship always get me

Toki is way 'better' than Shun (at least physically)

and Kusuo is way 'better' than kusuke( in every single thing)

the younger sib surpasses the older, but shun knew better and didn't take it too personal, yea it kinda sucks bc toki can fight pretty well and I can't, but oh well he's still my little brother

while kusuke couldn't handle it, he let his jealousy take over him in the worst way, yea he still loves kusuo with all his heart but he just can't stop feeling despise towards him for being better

I blame their parents tho, I don't think that kurumi or kuniharu ever had a little talk with ku-kun about how little sibs often copy the older bc they feel admiration towards them

aaaaghh I'm thinkiiiiigngnngieif it huuuuuurtssz

#as an older brother i feel obligated to talk abt them #if kaido looked closely to saiki's brothers relationship he would totally noticed all the weird and toxic behaviour #kaido as kusuo's older brother when💥⁉️💥⁉️💥 #dont think that i hate kusuke or anything btw #i have a love-hate relationship with him #mostly because i relate a lot to his stupid ass #but anyway i was thinking about kusuke going to therapy and then i came up with this #i need him in therapy with a daily doses of antidepressants #Kusuke needs to learn to vent his masochistic tendencies stemming from his low self-esteem disguised with egocentrism in some way other than #almost killing his brother with a cat-shaped tank while taking his little brother's bestie as an hostage #saiki k #the disastrous life of saiki k #kusuo saiki #saiki kusou no psi nan #kaido shun #kusuke saiki #kaido toki #thinking thinking thinking

[evergreen-femme]

also got these cool double-metals enabling labrys earrings (they're silver and rose gold)

#im gonna be wearing these almost daily for months i can feel it #at least till the bloody katana earrings i preordered ship

[honorthysalad]

“Matsuura-san’s parent died… Hikaru’s parent also died… having your parent die… is bad.”

Thank god we’ve got Yoshiki here, modern philosopher of our time, to drop this wisdom upon us. Surely this grand conclusion, which required a whole flashback to come to, will have an impact on how Yoshiki views death going forward- oh wait, lol what am I saying? Of course it’s not!

#It took so much to come to the coldest take I’ve ever seen #Like Yoshiki pulled this straight out of the fridge ‘hikaru’ put Matsuura in #And he somehow got less empathetic after this point #At the point that /‘Hikaru’/ is the one going ‘should we care about this person dying?’ #And Yoshiki is going ‘nah. We’ve got a research project to do’ #Smth has definitely changed #I hope this obsession with the research project is like- an actual thing #Maybe like Yoshiki is experiencing that same emptiness ‘hikaru’ feels on a daily basis but he doesn’t know what would fill it #So he’s just seeking out and taking in as much information as he can because learning has always been an escape for Yoshiki #Like being smart is Yoshiki’s way out of the village. Every time Tokyo is brought up it’s almost always in reference to his intelligence #So learning more has always been Yoshiki’s solution to things. ALSO Yoshiki is actually obsessed w/ this research project #He thinks about it while he’s in class- while he’s studying outside of class- while his friends are all talking- #You can probably count on two hands the amount of times Yoshiki talks about smth other than the research project post volume 3 #It’s actually concerning #hikaru ga shinda natsu #the summer hikaru died #hgsn #hgsn spoilers #my hgsn shit #It doesn’t have to be because he’s becoming more like ‘hikaru’ #I’d just like for that plot point to come up again and be like a driving force for why Yoshiki acts the way he does #The actual reason will be nothing at all #And instead Yoshiki will revert back to normal when Maki eventually dies #Because Yoshiki is only capable of caring about people he knows the name of

[cemeterything]

hi! i mean this genuinely and i hope it isnt rude to ask, totally feel free to ignore if you prefer not to answer! but ive been wondering, what makes you seemingly so attached to your polish heritage? as a polish person myself, who has lived in poland their whole life, i just find it interesting, because i find that im almost... ashamed of my own nationality. im sure you are aware that poland isnt the most progressive, especially with the current government, and it is in many ways far behind many other european countries. again, i mean no disrespect to you and also im literally polish myself so its just a lot of conflicting feelings, and it makes me curious to see an immigrant who seems to talk about the country mostly positively. (also im sorry about the situation with your family, i hope you get to come here on your own at some point! <3)

oh yeah no i totally get you, i feel ashamed of how backwards and bigoted the country can be and i'm not some kind of proud nationalist who'll defend its ugliness. and i worry sometimes that i'll make people feel unsafe or uncomfortable by mentioning my heritage because of that. i suppose i'm just attached to the way i feel like i'm home when i'm there, in the town i was born in and the places i've visited. i'm attached to the good memories i have of the food and culture and scenery and people i've encountered who made it a beautiful place to live. and a lot of my family were wiped out during ww2, so i guess i'm attached to being alive and proof that they failed to destroy us completely? but i definitely don't think it's all sunshine and roses and pretty stereotypes.

#tbh i think its mostly because my family was almost destroyed by the war #so i want to preserve the good things about where im from and share them with other people #i wont deny poland fucking suuuuucks though #also as an immigrant im aware my feelings about poland are definitely a little romanticized #because i yearn for the experiences i dont get to have on a daily basis on my doorstep. but if i actually lived there my whole life #i know it would be very different and they wouldnt feel as special.

[moonsun2010]

It's finally over.

Other portraits:

Mina | Jonathan | Dracula | Lucy | Lucy...? | Lucy (Final) | Jonathan (3 Oct) | Mina (3 Oct) | Dracula (Final)

#my art #dracula #dracula daily #cw violence #cw death #cw gore #in a way? im not sure what a knife to the throat and chest are #but WOO BOY ITS ENDED. DRACULAS FINALLY BEEN VANQUISHED #almost anticlimatic how fast the final fight went down but jon has insane strength to just haul the box like that #i can imagine the scene just full of action amd flashing knives all fighting for their lives and others lives #draculas growing smile as the sun goes down and theway mina says she though she saw him smile at his death ;;-;; 10/10 good job stoker #so many feelings but dont go yet! theres still tomorrows epilogue

[probably-not-a-rutabaga]

thrilling news !!! i'm actually working on something big !!!!!!!! should be out mid january,,,,

i'm only saying this bc i feel like y'all deserve to know why i am continuing to like,, not exist with art 💀

i finally got some art motivation back,, and this is something i've been planning for a MINUTE !!!! may be able to get some smaller drawings out inbetween,,,,

sorry again for like,, not posting as much art as i used to,,,, i hope i'll get back to that point soon :]

#rutabaga nonsense #i used to post like.. almost daily #so !!!! definitely don't feel great about not posting much recently :/

[kaiserin-erzsebet]

Since I got yelled at in the tags last year for calling Transylvania Central Europe when talking about Dracula...

Discuss:

#dracula daily #i feel like inviting controversy #almost certainly a bad idea

[wrylywriting]

Also, since writing for some other fandoms, I can confirm no one leaves comments and sends thoughtful messages quite like fexi people did at the time when I was writing for them. There are just so many kind and supportive people who I’m grateful to have interacted with on this insane platform. It feels impossible to phrase this in a way that doesn’t seem like I’m trying to boil down a man’s death into like fandom and fanfiction stuff but life is weird like that. I hope everyone is doing alright and I know things like this can feel so so strange and overwhelming even though it’s not a close personal loss. I’m just so sad it had to end this way.

#sorry this like doesn’t feel relevant but it’s like a lot of emotions are being felt at the same time #fexi was an era in my life that angus was a big part of #and I still talk to some fexi people almost daily

[ntls-24722]

fritz is simply anti-comet

#ntls-24722 #djmm #dj music man #(almost) daily music man #comet #fritz #i'd say fritz is still gay #not invalidating comet's gender but like. i guess comet is the exception? #I mean you're gay. you find a dude. he's the love of your life #and then he's not a dude anymore! and you still love her! #are you now bi? You don't really like any other girls? #I just feel like sexualities can be a little more flexible #“gay except for comet” #... #homophobia cw

[squeakadeeks]

Where the fuck did you get shell pasta that BIG and BLUE?

the large shells you can buy in the store as "jumbo shells" but they dont start out blue. that particular dish was several years in the making.

it started with a few years ago when i had the brilliant idea to try and make mac and cheese with the big shells they normally use for stuffed pasta dishes. it was nauseating and felt like eating slugs.

then in the years between i went on many fun fanciful food adventures after i discovered "hey wait a minute i can add food coloring to anything" leading to green cookies, blue oatmeal, purple butter, etc. I added blue food coloring to the pasta water before/while they were cooking and it causes the pasta to absorb the dye beautifully.

for a more immersive experience i also add more dye to the velveta before calling it a day.

#i cant wait for a few years down the line when it turns out my body is a superfund site from all the excess dye i consume #to my credit i almost never partake in the usual sources of food dye like drinks and such so maybe it balances out #plus i only do this once in a while when im particularly feeling down i promise i dont do this on the daily