#I am so sorry I… I had the urge

[emeraldotter]

baby boy

#i miss him... #had to resist the urge to draw stink lines #doodle #crappy art #bnha #midoriya izuku #not furry deku #still resolutely not reading mha anymore even though i heard deku did something cool with black whip and [redacted] #i am so sorry to my friends for talking about mha still. i am the worst kind of shounen fanboy #well. second worst

[8eb]

they deserve each other

#i kept thinking about this interaction so i had 2 draw it #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #astarion #mine #the dark urge #drow #like sorry my dad is literally bhaal i am going ot be a little quirky girl moment sometimes #and then they bang on his grave....... <3

[comicdez]

Do you think an ambition can have regrets?

+ a quick colored Mark. Bition i just finished today!

#spspsp ambition likers #i had to get the urge out i need more art of this bastard man #will add a image id later very sorry im just in a rush rn #i will quickly say that i know and am aware that he is a rat bastard but i also have the belief that #the psychometer just amplified that part of him #making him do the recent awful things he contributed to #can You imagine how fucked up that would feel after for him #in the hypothetical that he gets turned back to normal #please i am tearing up my walls do yall see my vision? #m. bition #mark bition #dimension 20 #dimension twenty #dimension 20 mentopolis #also made this rq before the new episode comes out tomorrow #so well see if this gets completley debunked if mark shows up somehow lol #m bition #forgor to add those too #HI I SPELLED MENTOPOLIS WRONG SO I HAD TO RE DO A BUNCH OF TAGS FBSNJFJDJD I TOLD YOU I WAS IN A RUSH #mentopolis m. bition #mentopolis ambition #mentopolis mark bition #mentopolis m bition #mentopolis #mentopolis fanart #myart #dezart

[nyxronomicon]

ahh ok i got tagged by @consolationblog (like a month ago oops) and @peachsayshi RIP y'all forcing me to look at the ever growing WIP pile......

rules: post the names of all the files in ur wip folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. let people send u an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it! tag as many people as you have wips!

jjk

death painting womb || choso dating sim! featuring a band au and choso's band mates toji and sukuna assassin toji x widow reader || you've just killed your husband. except a sexy assassin just walked in to tell you he's supposed to do the same... roommate toji || sleazy craigslist roommate who gradually manipulates you into getting more physical with him... vampire toji || not really a WIP bc @pearlsxandxpeonies and i started a vampire jjk rp with it but i wouldn't mind posting some of it neighbor!toji || inspired by that day i was raking the yard and i was like "wow this would be great if i was actually getting fucked silly by toji instead" emo!Nanami || best friends to lovers. i wanted to make this multi chapter but i had too many ongoing series (and still do lol) nanami cucking gojo || i was gonna do a whole series bc gojo is such a cuck to me... seven minutes in heaven || just an excuse for Sukuna to get, uh, handsy... (if you know what i mean) CEO!Sukuna || drabble for a sukuna sugar daddy au... stepbrother choso || this is OLD and not usually my thing but damn if choso was my stepbrother... hatefucking || okay i admit it. i wrote hatefucking with gojo. i wanna punch his face with his cock inside me ok. i wanna make him bleed and cum at the same time. don't look at me rejected excerpt || OKAY I ADMIT IT the hatefucking got a little too soft so i put the gooey romance shit in a separate doc. in this house we punch gojo mid-coitus. don't look at me getting his head ripped off? || literally 28 words i will never finish this. but yeah gojo again salvation || ongoing series but i'll answer stuff about the upcoming parts! parent trap || ongoing series but i'll answer stuff about the upcoming parts!

genshin/hsr

embarassing how many of these i have when i have literally posted like two genshin fics lmao divorced detective wrio || just a gratuitous amount of a messy divorced man sigh. meant to be multi chapter mara struck || uhh yeah fueled by the idea that what if blade goes into heat from being mara struck... werewolf, werewolf take 2 || multiple attempts at werewolf!wriothesley smut for monsterfucktober god || scara x reader based on that scene with haypasia in that greenhouse. i was self-inserting so hard, don't lie you did it too itto || bbg rescues you from some guys and has to bring you home with him. you know. for healing purposes... alhaitham || classic sex pollen going feral on each other lol dumb bitch juice || alhaitham begrudgingly agreed to tutor you, his friend's little sister, but he actually just spends the whole time objectifying you (until...) dottore bondage || dottore kidnaps you and reprograms your memories with the akasha yakuza au || i just felt an urge to make an au that feels like the yakuza games. i don't think i had a pairing in mind i was just having fun lol captured || you're a stellaron hunter and jing yuan captures you. such a shame for such a pretty girl to be stuck in jail on new year's

others

bnha / stockholm syndrome || overhaul kidnaps you and learns you have a unique quirk; complete adoration and obedience to whoever drinks your breast milk (please don't look at me WHY is this so embarrassing to summarize lmao) csm / kishibe || incubus!Kishibe for monsterfucktober! somno and infidelity you know the drill

no pressure but ppl i'd like to peer into their cursed wip folder (if u didn't do it yet lol) @solomons-poison @pearlsxandxpeonies (i know u have one now hehe) @suget @vampyrsm

#ash i am so sorry lol. december is my time to get lost in the sauce. and boy did i get lost #my friend onced called me 'chaotic good' for doing a tag game in a different format like a year after he tagged me #so like. this is actually not bad. for me #uhh all the writers i know left my head so. tagging the tag readers. >:) #had an urge to do a read more but this took forever and you all need to read my silly descriptions :)

[willowser]

gaining all those new followers from plagiarizing poc and running them off tumblr you're a terrible person and i hope you rot

so this is another really heavy accusation that i take very seriously.

who is it that i've run off, exactly ?? if you are said person or know them personally, i would love to have the ability to speak to you/them one-on-one, like grown adults, so that we can clear the air or discuss whatever issue there seems to be.

i doubt that you'll respond legitimately but this has always been my stance on your issue with me, that has kept you coming back to, not only my main account but also my nsfw account, daily. sometimes multiple times a day. you've also never once given me any kind of definition on what it is exactly that i've "plagiarized" — which, again, leads me me to believe you're just choosing to be hateful for no reason ?? the ONLY reference that's been made in the last few weeks that this has been going on, is the love island bakugou concept, and if that's what you're still sticking by, then — again — i urge you to understand what plagiarism actually is.

#for the third time now — i am urging you to message me privately so we can squash this #i truly dont understand how this could be fun for you ?? so what's the point in wasting your time over something you know isn't true ??? #if you genuinely thought i'd stolen something i think you would have come at me with evidence straight away #and if i had anything to hide i wouldnt have answered you publicly THREE TIMES NOW #who have i run off ?? in my original love island bakugou post i added a link to the only other post(s) i had seen about it #but even still !! writing about a widely popular television show that's currently airing isn't plagiarism #anyway. again — sorry to everyone that has to see this but !! if this person is brave enough to do this not only to me but close friends — #— then they should be brave enough to be witnessed as they so deeply desire #the great anon calypse of 2023 #✿ ask willow

[scottishoctopus]

So...after yet another hiatus with no warning...I have returned!

#[ out of character ] #yeah its been yet another long while and i am really sorry! #ive just had a lot of personal matters to deal with and this year hasnt really been too kind to me #neither have i been too particularly kind to myself either which im still dealing and struggling with #but yeah thats just the most of the reason why ive been gone for so long yet again #along with that i just havent had the energy to do the things i enjoy anymore #however i am feeling a bit better now and i have the urge to write things and write as the dramatic davy jones again! whoop whoop #heres hoping the next time i vanish i leave a note announcing my hiatus haha

[mk-ultra-0]

Uhhh technically ns//fw ahead?? There's nudity okay 😔

Okay so my silly little brainrot of my durge son is too strong,,, and him and Kar'niss is actually super cute (even though I've just started act 1 for him 😭😭😭)

(Oh also ps Rethos (my durge tav) is trans FtM that's why he has 'a chest' and I call him 'he' lol)

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 oc #bg3 tav #baldurs gate tav #oc x canon #kar'niss #bg3 kar'niss #dark urge #bg3 dark urge #durge tav #nsft #i have literally had rethos for five seconds and yet i'm obsessed with him he's my silly murder son #also kar'niss is actually so fine i cannot #oh and first time drawing kar'niss i am sorry if he did not recieve the justice he deserved

[frecklystars]

my ptsd is horrific today it’s like I cannot go an hour without having a flashback. I keep spending money on food that I cannot keep down. I keep trying to sleep only to jolt awake after an hour and then having to go to work drowsy and shaky and lightheaded

I always feel so. unlovable when I’m like this. i relapsed on self harming again when I was clean for a couple of months and I can’t help but think that Ken would hate me the most during these times. like he’d take one look at me and just. want nothing to do with me.

he’s never seen human blood before. he didn’t know it was red. what would his reaction be to some girl crying on the bathroom floor, bleeding and vomiting profusely. it would probably scare him. I don’t know how he’d love me when I’m some… shaky and broken fragile thing

he’d think I’m too scary. i never want to scare him. he’d want nothing to do with me if he saw me like this. he’s never even heard of self harming before. he’s a plastic doll. he’d think imm. Really stupid hahahaaa I’m stupid for self shipping with characters when the idea of them not loving me has been beaten into me for so long you’d think I’d learn by now

#vent #delete later #self harm mention #I miss Ken so fuckinf bad but I don’t think he’d want to even look at me when I’m like this #i am so. unlovable somebody convinced me I am so. unlovable. #for months and months and months somebody fuckjgn beat that idea into me I’m so unlovable #and now with my f/os I cannot convince myself they’d love me #my abuser would hurt me on purpose in order to comfort me afterwards #‘I’m hurting you because I have the urge to hurt my most special friends and you’re the MOST special’ #I can’t believe I fell for that #she had me believing I am only lovable when I catered to every single unreasonable demand #and that she felt the urge to protect me and comfort me. so she’d hurt me. sick. sick sick sick sick #and now I’m either worried my f/os would hurt me on purpose because it makes me look ‘cute’ like I’m conditioned to believe #OR they would hate me when I’m having an attack and want absolutely nothing to do with me #I feel sick #im sorry for venting I’ve had a lot more ptsd breakdowns than usual in the last 5 weeks #nobody has to say anything or read this or anything like that I m just venting

[fluttytheflutt]

Bc I said so

#had a sudden urge to draw them again at like 4am 😭 #i blame the lady & the tramp soundtrack for this /hj #as u can see I used those chibi colors 😳 idk I really love em aaa #ALSO This is like sort ooof a different style? not really but there’s a tiny few differences lol #sorry these look so bleh also HSHJSH Im running on 2 hours of sleep atm #green eggs and ham #GEAH #briefcase buddies #briefcase boyfriends #briefcase husbands #HELP 😭 #sam x guy #guy x sam #sam i am #guy am i #ship

[badolmen]

When I say “take heart and have hope” I don’t mean you should collapse to your knees with a demure plea to the heavens. You aren’t a painting of a tearful Saint long ascended. You are a Saint living now. Pick up the sword of Joan, the shield of George. Charge into the fires of hell unflinching, as you are already burning in your conviction that these crimes against the innocent and oppressed and poor will not go unheard or unseen or unpunished. By your hand or another’s there will be justice in this life or the next. Get off your knees and stand shoulder to shoulder with your brothers and sisters, lest you drown in the tide of despair.

Take heart and have hope.

#ra speaks #personal #poetry #kind of? sorry I get worried I come off as very ‘oh this is so tragic and sad :( oh well’ and that’s so far from the truth #I am incandescent with rage for these atrocities and a strangely gleeful desire to bleed in another’s stead. #being physically disabled and unable to do anything but speak and talk and share my solidarity is so infuriating #when I have the desire and calling to have my boots on the ground and hands helping the injured and frightened and fighting #it’s actually a little bizarre how strongly I feel about this I’ve never had this urge to get up and go rushing into danger before #anyways. #take heart and have hope #vocational woes

[warrior-cats-junk]

@geckothegecko

Is. Is this good.

I kept my notes. It was people practice but…I guess anthro hit????? It was people. At some point.

AND I DID A FULL OUTFIT PRACTICE BUT UHM. DIDNT SHOW.

It was like that but I deleted the original for some reason BUT IT WAS GOOD AND COLORED AND AAAHHH (I’m like 40% sure I traced this??? The wobbly lines BUT I CANT TELL BECAUSE THATS IN MY SCREENSHOTS AND NOWHERE ELSE???)

#I TURNEF CAT #I TURNED CAT IM SORRY #I TRANSFORMED #IT WAS PERSON I SWEAR #I tried #also I have big ass shoulders #also it’s messy but it’s fine #anthro #sigh #IT WAS ME AT SKME POINT BUT I FELT AND URGE #and when my finger hit that screen you can’t stop me #also those are actual notes from as I was working #also I forgot the little scar but RAAAHHHHH #also I can’t draw legs so a table summoned #I promise I had like 5 different stances and the fucking boots #rahhhh #I’m buff guys totally #I kinda am????

[murderousewpecspredator]

because she's that girl's bride

#why is. Why is the shadow part so hard to draw why can't I find the EXACT COLOR guys you will not believe how much this drove me insane #anyway first screencap redraw #because I had the sudden feral urge to draw mio mio #my posts #my art #the witch from mercury #miorine rembran #the shadow hurts my eyes #I am hereby naming this piece “miorine I am so sorry” #sulemio #kind of? #hhhhgh keyboard autocorrected this to superior so right keyboard #anyway redraw on left screencap on right

[toytulini]

idk. picky eater rights. im coming to your events and turning my picky bitch nose up at your fancy ass desserts you spent a bajillion hours working over in the kitchen and asking if i can find like a basic ass brownie with no extra flairs or ingredients or steps or whatever the fuck. cry about it. stop trying to feed me

#toy txt post #they gotta have some picky eater bitches be the judges on those food competition shows i stg #sorry for committing the unforgivable sin of my tastebuds didnt enjoy the food you made. it was intended as a personal slight actually #i am trying to offend you for real. yeah. thats definitely whats happening. god/sssss #like god irl if i dont like food you made ill try to be fuckin gracious about it buf dont fucking get mad at me for like. idk. prepping my #own foods you percieve as worth less or whatever the fuck. ppl are so fucking weird about food. #honestly guy on prev post didnt even dislike the cake it sounded like but was just experiencing the human emotion of disappointment #when the little specific joy he was looking forward too was not what he expected. if she had asked him 'do you mind if i make a similar cake #that is not the exact same as the one you asked for? maybe he wouldve been fine cos he wouldnt have been looking forward to that specific #thing. OR maybe he wouldve said if youre not going to make this very specific one im looking forward to then dont bother i dont want you #wasting the time and effort and then she wouldnt have been mad. or maybe she wouldve. ppl do get weird about that kind of thing #maybe saying that wouldve been a crime too. guess that dumb asshole shouldve shut up and eaten his stupid cake and enjoyed it and said #nothing. a recipe for happiness #anyway. hot take ig stop putting nuts in desserts. alllergy havers will prolly thank you but you know who else will thank you? #every day i see takes about food that make me think i really should be more of a picky bitch eater on maim to knock yall pretentious #food fuckers down a peg tbh. every day i resist the urge but god how yall test me. let me be the judge on a cooking show. #weird assholes who are rude abt ppl having allergies or sensory issues: come here. im going to break you #anyway more of us picky bitches who are picky just for like. casual reasons. we should he loud picky bitches on main. if a cook or baker or #whatever can accommodate my picky bitch ass thats difficult to feed for no reason we can be sure they can accommodate allergy havers #and ppl w medical restricted diets. if they can be gracious about me just not vibing w the food then they can def be gracious about more #sensitive reasons. yea i could choke down the food i dont like probably. it wouldnt make me throw up or send me to the hospital. but why #should i? if youre an asshole to me about simply not liking your shit then why the hell would i feel safe disclosing medical info to your #bitch ass? why would i trust you to follow it? and not try to sneak some shit in bc you think you know better about food? #anyway #picky eater rights. let ppl be picky for no apparent reason. cos the ppl who have uwu Good Valid Reasons(tm) dont fucking owe you that #explanation

[this-should-do]

could you draw gordon freeman being a cryptid in black mesa and yeeting himself out of ducts to assault the soldiers attacking, possibly while screaming something out of freeman's mind? i loved that fic you wrote

hehe so glad u enjoyed my fic ! :) and thanks fro reqing,, gave me a real good excuse to use the brush ive been enjoying as of late,, been getting real funky with it

anyways gordon is sooooo scary and also sooooo scared <3

#gordon freeman #half life #blood tw #idoindeedwrite #ponderingradioactivedecay #i didnt do and fm stuff cuz im not... particularly fond of that version of gordon.. #ive watched it right but eh.... #ive also just seen waaaaaaay to many people immediately jump to that particular guy on other peoples interps of gordon in #'fm is best but this is okay i guess' typa way #so that version of gordon has always kinda rubbed me the wrong way lmao #but yeah sorry lol #im just very invested in my version of gordon #also not sure how cryptdy this turned out certainly omnious in the beginnning me thinks but lmao #im just way too fond of eye close ups and had yet to do enough to satisfy my urges so lmao u get a sad pathetic gordon with his glowy eyes #ough this brush is really letting me get so messy and have sum fun with it... i an be way more loose and gestural lik ei normally am with #my traditional art #very fun... #anyways gonna hve fun with this brush for the foreseeable future lmao #at least for smaller things prob still gonna use my normal brush for bigger projects cuz they benefit from clenaer work

[laulo821]

this morning i witnessed a post on here that made me clench my fist so hard... is that what y'all always feel like when you see a poor take???

#i resisted the urge to hate the hater back #it was so needlessly unkind #some guy on reddit posted a pic of Tik-Tok (from Return to Oz (1985) the adaptation of Ozma of Oz (1906)) #and yea he said boomer shit like “nOw ThIs Is ThE TiKtOk wE hAd WhEn We WeRe YoUnG” #but the tumblrina just pulled up Ozma of Oz sayin “ppl born in 1890/1900 turn 40 this year i didn't know” like BRO #YOU PUT RETURN TO OZ IN YO TAG WHY ARE YOU PULLING UP OZMA OF OZ #YES PEOPLE BORN BEFORE 1985 TURN 40 WELL DONE ON THAT ONE #ALSO WHAT. WHY– HUH??? BOOKS HAVE PERMANENCE YKNOW. YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE THERE THE YEAR IT WAS PUBLISHED TO ENJOY IT #HE COULD BE TURNING 20 FOR ALL THAT MATTER #anyways p sure the tumblrina was trying to do a funnie but . dude. that was just picking on a guy that too prolly pulled a funnie #augh #maybe i am over reacting tho ... sigh #rambling #also i did assume the redditors pronouns but i can't be bothered to edit all them tags im sorry random person i don't know

[otacringe]

just imagine

You’re seeing the diamond dogs at a base. Everyone is having a great time. The diamond dogs seems a little excited. “We have a surprise for you guys.” Olecot says. All of a sudden Raiden comes out and start singing “rules of nature” When Raiden gets to the chorus, someone else starts singing… “I finally found what I was looking for, a place where I can be without remorse.” Lights flash everywhere, and you see the Diamond Dogs singing “rules of nature” along with Raiden, while Mistral is singing “A stranger i remain”. Everyone in the crowd is going wild and crying. Then if things couldn’t get any better, Snake and Otacon walk onto stage and kiss, holding the gay flag.

#i am SO sorry for this i just suddenly had the urge #mgs #moonyposting #also the original spelled patrick as partick which is why ocelot's name is misspelled #I MESSED IT UP I KEPT BLACK PARADE AT FIRST OH NO