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[captainderyn]

OC Meme Tag (x3)

I got tagged by @a-d-u-r-o @legacystarwarred and @ofmistandrain sooo I’m going to do 3 OCS for the price of one...under a readmore of course! (thank you for the tags <3)

Tagging.... @lumielles @moonlitalien @anchanted-one and @greyias if you all would like to join!

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(Muse #1)

- your muse’s name

Erabelle Torven

- one favorite picture/face claim of your muse:

(Era is the white haired gal, art done by the lovely @commander-sarahs-art) 

-two headcanons you have for your muse:

-Era has 4 tattoos that she got once she was out of Intelligence; each one represents her taking back a part of herself from the traumas of being Cipher Nine and how that role changed her as a person. 

-She’s painted a mural (either in a main room or Khas’s kid room) in Wren and A’trixa’s home as a big commission and it’s what really kicked off her art career post Intelligence. 

- three things that your muse likes doing in their free time:

-painting (whether on canvas or body painting on Noa)

-watching cheesy holo movies with Noa

-Watching the storms over Kaas City

- seven people your muse loves/likes

- @delavairesslegacy‘s Noa: she’s been with Noa really since the start in their Intel Academy days, is her soulmate and has been with her through everything. Era couldn’t imagine her life without her. 

- @delavairesslegacy‘s Thea: Agent Mom, Agent Mom! No but seriously, ever since Thea and Five really took Era into their family (with Five going...this agent is now my daughter sorry not sorry) Thea has been a very steady, VERY important, motherly figure to Era. Someone she can always turn to. 

-Five: Look, it started as Cipher Five idolization, then he was her field professor in the Academy, then he became her mentor when she became Nine, then partners in the field, and all around just Agent Dad. He is so important to her and she loves him like a father. 

-Agent: ....Five’s cat, duh

-Noa’s little bastard seeing eye droid: Era won’t say she likes that droid but WELL she does. Even if it’s a pain in the ass. 

-Five and Thea’s spawn: there’s enough of them to count for 2 remaining points, but as much as she never wants kids of her own and doesn’t love the nature of babies (too...squishy and fragile and needy for her lmao) she loves Five and Thea’s kids. 

- a phobia your muse has:

Losing her autonomy again..honestly that’s the big one. 

(Muse #2)

- your muse’s name

Khasir Ethril

- one favorite picture/face claim of your muse:

(my only art of him lol and it’s old AF)

-two headcanons you have for your muse:

-Khasir as a kid always wanted to keep his hair long because he wanted to be like his mama Wren. Even into his adult years he loves having his hair long and luxurious, though perhaps he adds a sideshave in...haven’t decided yet lol

-Khas goes to the smaller, reinstated, Dromund Kaas sith training academy instead of Korriban by request of Wren. Well, request is a nice way of looking at it. Wren didn’t want her baby going through the same shit she did on Korriban or getting hurt the same way she did. 

- three things that your muse likes doing in their free time:

-figuring out new ways he can braid his hair and generally preening his appearance. It’s relaxing to indulge in that stuff for him. 

-Going out into Kaas city and really just soaking it all in. The life, the lights, the activity. Outside of all the fancy stuff he’s been raised in. 

-Training with Claire. Though he himself isn’t as good at combat and doesn’t have much an interest in the sith (by career not power) lifestyle he will sure as hell help her train and keep in badass, powerful sith shape. 

- seven people your muse loves/likes 

- @delavairesslegacy‘s Claire: ahhh yes, a forbidden love sort of story...Khas falls for Claire when she is put under the training eye of Tarissma and thus, Wren, when she develops unexpected force sensitivity (Mirialan force sensitivity skipped Thea...Five said “ahahaha fuck no” to Tython when Thea suggested it, Thea said fuck no to Korriban) and lo and behold despite much grumbling from both the Ethrils and the Slovokos they are happily together. 

-Erin: You get Claire, Erin isn’t far behind...as far as a sister’s watchful eye goes. Claire’s twin wasn’t just going to let her sister fall for a big name young Sith without vetting him extensively and I think in that process they became at least acquaintances. With the “you hurt my sister, I hurt you” sort of caveat. 

-Wren: Khasir adores both his moms but has always taken a biiiit more after Wren, what can I say xD

-A’trixa: mama Sith! Khas’ mentor, mom, and biggest role model. He takes on A’trixa’s family business from her when he becomes an adult. 

-Ega and Aki Thornley: Grandma and Grampa! We love good grandparents and Aki and Ega fit that bill exactly~

- a phobia your muse has:

Hmm this one is hard because he hasn’t seen the same shit that a lot of my other OCs have...I’m going to have to say he is very afraid of doing something to disappoint Claire/do something that “proves” that he’s not worthy of her. 

(Muse #3)

- your muse’s name

Vitaliya Slovoko

- one favorite picture/face claim of your muse:

(my only art of him lol and it’s old AF)

(her FC: Elissa Bibaud)

 -two headcanons you have for your muse:

-Vitaliya was 17 when Five graduated from the Imp Intel Academy and was chosen for the Cipher career. He went “MIA” a few months later. It affected her deeply and is why she chose to back out of pursuing a higher education and enlist in the Imperial Army instead. 

-Despite now being a very accomplished woman in the military she originally struggled with her attitude and not ‘respecting’ her superiors the way she should (really she just wouldn’t keep her mouth closed at opportune times) 

- three things that your muse likes doing in their free time:

1. physical training; she enjoys the fitness she has to maintain for her position and enjoys pursuing it further in her free time. 

2. pouring through old mission logs--she may have pulled her brother’s trait of reading but instead of history its an interest in well...the imperial military.

3. Being around her kids and Five’s kids and just, being at their whims for games and keeping their imaginations alive. 

- seven people your muse loves/likes

- @delavairesslegacy‘s Luka: we love some good ol Imperial military wives kicking ass. 

-Luka’s daughter from a previous relationship (whose name I STILL can’t remember ahh)

-Her and Luka’s adopted daughter, a little nautolan gal who’s name started with an S but we made her so long ago and I forgot to write it down sdjfhskh I’m a bad OC mama

-Five: always Valetyn to her, always her big brother. Despite her being pissed that he was literally gone for almost a decade with no word to her or their family saying that he was alive and horribly sad for the brother she lost (for the Valetyn who graduated from the Intel academy is far different from the Valetyn who survives being Cipher Five in some ways) she accepts that at least she has him back. 

-Mama and Papa Slovoko: Could I go find their names? Yeah. Will I? No, because I can’t remember where I wrote them down and I exclusively refer to Mama Slovoko as either Mama or Grandmama Slovoko when talking to her

- a phobia your muse has:

Losing people she loves the same way she lost her brother: without warning or explanation. 

#captainderyn memes #swtor #muse info meme #oc: Erabelle #oc: Khasir #oc: Vitaliya

[thisgirlsays22]

Ereri Creator Interview: DreamxxDream

Hello friends! Thank you all for your support with this project. If you’d like to complete the interview, you can do so here: https://goo.gl/forms/lUpTjm0NFeYYzXGy1. The form will remain open indefinitely.

A special thank you to @fluffymusketeer for making the wonderful section banners!

Nadine ( @dreamxxdream ) is an artist who has been in the fandom for almost 5 years. She enjoys creating canonverse and reincarnation AU works that express deep emotions. I loved her insights about Eren and Levi’s dynamic: “ Eren’s entire nature with his unshakable willpower and his passion are in my eyes something that’d be good for Levi in a partner, something that could give him hope when he needs it and coax him out of his shell. Levi can keep Eren grounded, motivate him and ease his doubts with that awkward Levi-like mix of blunt harshness and honest reassurance (which I think works well for Eren) ” 

Read on for more!

What kind of content do you create? 

Fanart

Please link us to your content so we can send you some love!  

http://dreamxxdream.tumblr.com/tagged/my_art  or http://dreamxxdream.tumblr.com/tagged/ereri for just ereri content

How long have you been in the fandom for?

Almost 5 years!

Why did you start shipping Ereri? 

It’s been so long, I’m honestly not sure anymore omg. I just remember that I was already sort of drawn to them before I had even watched S1, thanks to the fanart I kept seeing. But that's a dumb reason to start shipping something, lmao. 

Now, to me their appeal is all about understanding each other very well - naturally and without many words needed -, mutual respect and easing each other’s pain. They have some important things in common but there’s also so much they can give to each other through their differences. Eren’s entire nature with his unshakable willpower and his passion are in my eyes something that’d be good for Levi in a partner, something that could give him hope when he needs it and coax him out of his shell. Levi can keep Eren grounded, motivate him and ease his doubts with that awkward Levi-like mix of blunt harshness and honest reassurance (which I think works well for Eren). I’m also very emotional about the way Levi looks after Eren throughout the story and how their whole relationship has evolved despite its rough start. OMG. I rewrote this like a million times so I will stop now!!

Thematically speaking, what kind of content do you most enjoy making?

I’m all about canonverse, with the only exception being reincarnation AUs (which is still a lot like canonverse so it doesn’t feel like a real AU). I like expressing deep emotions with my art and I think most of my ereri works have a certain mix of warmth and melancholy in common.

What is the work you're proudest of and why?

Definitely my ongoing reincarnation AU comic. I’m never fully satisfied with my stuff for too long so my most recent work will usually be my best work in my eyes but this comic is something I’ve been truly pouring a lot of love and effort into. I also never thought I’d be able to commit to a proper comic with more than just a couple of panels but here we are!!

What inspires you to create?

Many different things but I usually feel the most inspired after reading a new manga chapter or after reading a really good fic that gets that specific dynamic I like for ereri just right.

Is there any work you'd like to share that inspires you?

Sparrow by @sugarplum-senpai and Before the Storm by @fluffymusketeer are two of my favorite stories. A Sound Like Breaking Glass and These Weren’t Memories by @mongoose-bite are also classics to me that I can’t rec enough. 

((Aer, can you please add links when you post this!! Thank you xxx)) [Editor’s note: *long suffering sigh*]

What projects are you currently working on?

My comic is always one of my current projects! I know it might seem like I forgot about it because I’m so slow with updates but I think about the story at least once a day, lmao. Everything else isn’t really a project, I usually just draw what I feel like at a whim. 

What are your strengths as a writer/artist?

Conveying emotions and faces/anatomy. I’m always obsessed with getting these things right most of all so they’re my most developed skills ahaha.

What is an area in your work which you're trying to improve on?

Coloring definitely. I rarely even envision how I want my finished piece to look like colorwise when I start drawing and I spend such a long time on the lineart that I’m inevitably frustrated with my limitations whenever I get to that part. Also more interesting and difficult angles and perspective are something I’ve been trying to practice on for the past year or so. 

What advice do you have for other creators?

Create the things you really love with a passion, not what you think others expect of you and it will show in your work! Also: Don’t constantly speak badly about your own creations and be patient with yourself because otherwise you’re making it impossible for yourself to become confident in your skills - look at your improvements and celebrate them!! Basically, just have fun and don't fret too much :)

Do you have any pets?

Yep! I have two lovely kitties named Cookie and Sockington and they mean the world to me.

How do you relax?

Being home and alone is already pretty relaxing in itself, lmao. Hot baths, snuggling my cats and eating home-made food is great too.

Tell us about your dream day

Oh wow ok, here goes, I will go all out with no regards to logic. When I wake up it's already sunny outside and a fancy, healthy breakfast magically appears. No people are there, I eat my breakfast to the sound of purring cats next to me while I stalk the tags people have written for the numerous art posts I have recently made. Afterwards I go out shopping with my bestie (we are magically in Tokyo for this), then for late lunch with Ylva, Danni, Aer, Eis and Vi where we chat about Ereri things and more. It's sunny and warm all day long. When I get home both a new snk episode and a new manga chapter have been released and I scream about those. I spend the evening on my balcony with my mom and my cats where we enjoy the warm summer night. After this, I do not have to leave the house or see another person for an entire week. LOL.

What music are you into?

A lot of different stuff depending on my mood!! But I have a thing for mellow and soft music, indie and singer-songwriter stuff.

What are some of your favorite tv shows?

Except of the few anime I love dearly, I watch shows pretty leisurely. I love How to Get Away with Murder and The Walking Dead, I enjoy Grey's Anatomy, The Vampire Diaries (don't judge me) and quite a bunch of Netflix shows (Stranger Things, Orange Is the New Black etc)

What are some of your favorite films?

I'm a huge Jurassic Park fangirl, AHAH. 

#ereri creator interview #ereri #snk #aot #dreamxxdream #i'm still crying in the club over your dream day #it sounds perfect and i would love a late lunch with you guys

[toxic-gorgon]

I posted 1,283 times in 2021

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For every post I created, I reblogged 11.0 posts.

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#anime - 39 posts

#jojo's bizarre adventure - 29 posts

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Longest Tag: 97 characters

#but he forgot he gave kakyoin such a boss ability by the time half of stardust crusaders was done

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

So uh guess what my next fanart is? Guess that means I’m a simp now 🥺

Please don’t repost my art!

23 notes • Posted 2021-06-17 20:26:52 GMT

#4

I honestly might as well add Jojo to the list of fandoms lmao. I’m in too deep! Yes, I’m still a Dio fucker, but I’m a Jotaro and Kakyoin simp 🤷‍♀️ What can you do?

27 notes • Posted 2021-07-23 22:02:31 GMT

#3

Since you're looking for MILF requests, may I request NSFW headcanons for Seto, Aster, and Atem dating a MILF who happens to be a retired porn star?

Content Warning: All characters are well into adulthood and in a separate AU. Minors, DO NOT interact! By clicking the read more button, you agree to view this content.

Heck yeah! I love MILF content tbh! Thank you so much for this ask!

Seto:

Seto is well aware that when you’re not born with financial advantages, you have to do what it takes for ends to meet. With that said, while what you do can be seen as questionable by society’s standards, he’s not going to grill you for it. You’re retired and that’s your past, so he accepts it like how you accept his past mistakes. However, if anyone says anything about your past or cracks jokes, he’ll take care of them personally (and the cruelest way possible), because no one hurts his family.

Aster:

Aster is another wealthy man who again knows that not everyone is born with the advantages that he is. He won’t trash you for your past either, in fact he would tell you to own it, because he’s proud that you had the strength to do something that many would be too afraid to do because of societal prejudice. If anyone says anything, Aster isn’t afraid to jump in with a verbal lashing and will make damn sure that person feels/looks as stupid as what they just said.

Atem:

Atem in the modern setting has no freaking clue what being a porn star is, nor would he fully understand what that means for the actress after she retires. He’s not dumb and he knows about brothles and sex work given his culture, but talking about that stuff gets him all flustered. He’s not embarrassed by you! He could never be embarrassed or look down on you. However, he’s bashful and isn’t straight forward about his needs. More likely than not, you’ll be initiating until he gains the confidence, but rest assured he will defend you if anyone utters even a slightly nasty comment.

29 notes • Posted 2021-08-25 00:37:48 GMT

#2

yandere jotaro headcanons please 0w0

Content Warning: All characters are well into adulthood and in a separate AU. Minors, DO NOT interact! By clicking the read more button, you agree to view this content.

Spicy Ingredients: Yandere/Dark themes, non-con/con, and unhealthy relationships.

Oh boy *rolls up sleeves*. I’ve been waiting for some Jojo asks!

Ok, we know that Jotaro is an upfront kind of guy who isn’t afraid to speak his mind. When he first realizes he may like someone romantically, he has an existential crisis especially with what happened after SDC. I feel like he wouldn’t be open to a relationship until well after SDC due to PTSD. I don’t want to say that him being a yandere is because of what he went through in Cairo and from losing/almost losing people close to him, but those events strongly influenced him.

Saying that Jotaro is protective is an understatement, and sometimes how or why he does something doesn’t make sense right away to people around him (but they make a huge amount of sense to him). We see this quite a few times in SDC. So, once he’s sorted through his crisis and deems he has a crush on darling, protective Jotaro comes out and he’ll have the intense need to keep them safe from the horrors he’s seen. The world is a dangerous place and Jotaro can’t bear to lose another important person in his life.

Jotaro most likely fell for darling’s calm and considerate demeanor. They didn’t follow him around or annoyed him, and perhaps they were a bit traditional. Even if they’re not traditional, that’s ok, because Jotaro has all the patience in the world to teach darling the right (his) way of doing things. Perhaps he misread darling’s considerate behavior, but he’ll never admit the fuzzy feelings he gets when darling dotes on him. Their simple “hello” and making small talk every morning makes him bashful (he will never tell darling that).

If someone speaks to darling wrongfully or crosses the line in any way, Jotaro isn’t above a physical display. Nothing says ‘leave darling be’ like an ora to the face. This just solidifies that darling isn’t safe without him. One way to ensure darling’s safety? Kidnap them of course! Maybe kidnap is too strong of a word. More like “bring darling home and let them experience how safe and easy a life with him is”. Darling is smart, she has to be perceptive to understand how Jotaro works and what his silence means.

Darling might have a tough time at first, moving to a new place often does make you feel like a fish out of water. But, Jotaro is there to guide them and if darling pushes back? Jotaro can calmly reason with them (if intimidation doesn't work, there's always Star Platnum, but hopefully it doesn't have to come to that). Darling will learn their true place as Jotaro's home spouse and find joy being with him. Even if it takes a very long time.

45 notes • Posted 2021-11-03 20:46:18 GMT

#1

I came to the revelation that Kakyoin would be the encouraging and constructive type of art teacher, while Rohan gets down to your eye level and calls you a fucking donkey because you can’t draw a perfect circle.

83 notes • Posted 2021-09-19 01:51:08 GMT

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idk if those tags still work lmao but anyway well I guess I’m fucking back here!!! Bc stupid Elliot felt the need to follow my blog so I can’t post a minor little bitching about something anymore so I got post long bitching and spirallings here now. I should just diary but it’s too late now. Anyway I just wanted to make a list for posterity:

Stuff to cover whenever I finally fucking get therapy:

Making sure I do not under any circumstances grow up to become my father. I already see parts of him in me and it makes me sick. My moodiness my irritating quietness when I’m annoyed my judgemental ness my quickness to anger the way I yell I need it all to stop. I need to get on some anger management techniques as early as possible so I don’t fester like this forever. I have so much rage in me sometimes and I used to revel in it but I can’t do this anymore it just hurts.

My complete inability to exist in the real world the amount of time I waste on social media the amount of time I spend in these fucking fantasy worlds of my own creation bc I cannot cope with a single negative feeling in reality. Whiskers died and I went into a three month Neopets fugue state. Like I literally don’t remember anything from that time except playing and drawing neopets. And it got me back into drawing which is good but that led to posting more which led to another twitter addiction which led me to draw more shit for attention which then blew up to like HUGE attention that I didn’t expect which led to getting over 1000 followers which led to a big head which led to me still just pretending. Animal crosssing has also been a huge time suck. It’s all cuz I was coping with quarantine and also like there was nothing else to really do but idk I need to be more present. I need to remember how to make art that isn’t for an audience and how to not feel the urge to post every single thing I’ve ever made.

The classic fear of intimacy that has plagued me my whole life I am literally so fucked up with that man. Can’t say I love you anymore. To anyone not even like the hollow I love yous we used to just say to mom and dad daily like I just realized I do not say that anymore. And it’s not that I don’t love people it’s just that I can’t express it and I think I am regressing in that Regard. It’s like expressing any emotion is cringe to me. Empathy machine broke. Has been for a long time. Been really haunted by the now almost TWO YEAR OLD marlis stuff lately and idk why. I was such a freak. I only liked her when she was being mean to me and when we had weird sexual tension and then we she started being nice and wanting to spend time with me sexually and non sexually I couldn’t take it and I essentially ghosted her. We had a little make up over insta dms months ago which I’m glad about but I stupidly opened her reply while drunk and didn’t respond then kinda forgot to reply and then it was too late. And like I miss her friendship sort of. We weren’t that close and like we had nothing in common but like we did kinda be vibing doe. I really want to talk to her about Elon musks kid name

My inability to speak to people and communicate well and some of that is brain and some of that is like mouth literally. Increasing social anxiety and inability to hold conversations or want to initiate them. Honestly scared I have some level of autism at this point. Even since Trevor called me autistic or aspergers or whatever as a weird joke I can’t stop thinking about that. I thought I might be add or adhd for a bit but I think adhd right now is what bpd was in 2014 where everyone is just self diagnosing and spewing symptoms of it that I feel like are just Being a Person and also who’s to say that like anyone is not adhd in these times where we are constantly like bombarded by stimuli. Like do u think adhd existed pre electricity. Were there cavemen who were like fuck fuck I can’t focus on hunting today I need to go dig a reall deeep hole for no reason besides self satisfaction.

This was supposed to be a fucking bullet point list of shit I need to cover in therapy dude. Summary

Don’t want to be like father (easy to anger, pathetic, moody, wont talk)

Aggressive fear of intimacy

Bad at communication

Complex hierarchies within my own mind that hold me back from literally everything

Social media addiction

Purposelssnesss and helplessness

Resentment and envy I have for most others at all times

Severe self esteem problems and bad relationship with what I look like

I miss my cat

Can’t take self seriously

More to come probably!