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wjehfshs · 10 months
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Keegan, Hesh, and Logan X reader who’s very light (picking you up)
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I’m making this bc I feel super insecure about being underweight and not being able to put any weight on so I made some fluff to make myself feel better
Keegan
You two were playing around
Play fighting for a bit
He went to pick you up and yes he is strong but he was expecting to at least have to put in some work
So when he picks you up and you’re light asf he’s surprised
Doesn’t say anything but now he’s silently told himself to carry you around regularly since you’re so easy to pick up
Hesh
You were just standing in the hallway, thinking something over when Hesh snuck up behind you and picked you up
He was also expecting to have to put in work to pick up a whole human being
But when he was able to just pick you up like that. He went from 😄 to 😦
Literally that was his face
Shocked to say the least
“Dude wtf you’re so light” he doesn’t mean to be rude with that comment so if you get upset about it he’ll immediately apologise
Logan
You couldn’t reach something that was super high up
Logan couldn’t reach it either so you asked him to lift you up so you could grab it
As he did he kinda stumbled a bit because he had put in a lot of force, expecting you to be heavier
“Logan I swear if you drop me” you snapped playfully at him, but also trying to regain your own balance
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howtotwirlaknife22 · 23 days
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Ghost boys w/ a chubby s/o:
A/N: to the anon who wanted fluff and cuddling, this is fluff but it is also nsfw so I will eventually make a pure fluff cuddle piece!
Warnings: ❗️NSFW BELOW THE CUT❗️
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Hesh:
My man don’t discriminate.
“They’re called love handles for a reason babe!”
He’s the sweetest, he will praise you up and down and will kiss you all over.
God forbid you ever talk down on yourself, this man is ready to defend you from yourself with his entire being.
He loveessss to cuddle with you, he loves the warmth you give off and he loves to wrap his arms around your waist and squeeze your belly gently.
He has the softest touches, and he would literally break jaws if anyone ever spoke negatively about your body.
Best bf™️
His favorite place to finish during the nasty is on your belly, and he’ll rub it around afterwards with his cock.
Logan:
He’s similar to his brother, he loves the warmth you give off and he loves to give you little squeezes as he walks by you in the kitchen.
Again, he loves to cuddle with you.
He’ll lay in between your legs and wrap his arms around your torso, kissing and nuzzling into your neck.
He’s the master of making you feel self confident, he’s your #1 hype man.
He lives for gripping your thighs as he has your legs wrapped around his waist as he fucks you.
Keegan:
Loved and worshiped is an understatement.
This man loves your curves, and he particularly loves the way you look in form fitting clothing.
He WILL slap your ass while you’re doing any activity.
Yoga? Cooking? Bending over to pick something up? All free game for him.
If you’re ever insecure about the way you look he’ll grab you by your hips and pull you against him, whispering in your ear about how gorgeous you look and tilting your chin up so you can look at yourself In the mirror as he whispers praises to you.
This man will hold you against the wall as he fucks you, shushing your cries every time you whine about being too heavy for him.
Kick:
Kick loves your curves, he thinks you look like a goddess.
No, like a literal goddess. He thinks you look like a renaissance oil painting.
Kick is very good at photography, and when you mentioned how you had never had any photos taken because you felt too insecure for it, he jumped at the opportunity.
He took gorgeous photos for you, and some ventured into some…suggestive, territory.
He made sure you knew you were gorgeous and held you close to him as he kept one arm wrapped around your waist and the other on the back of your head.
He loves to sit up against a wall as you ride him, both hands gripping your waist as you bounce on his cock with your tits in his face (tits man all the way).
Merrick:
This man is a chubby chaser through and through.
He has a few stretch marks of his own since he’s a big and tall dude, so he knows how you might feel about your own and he does his best to make you feel loved.
He loves to kiss you everywhere and loves to make you sit on his lap.
“But what if I crush y-“ “shut up.”
He’s actually a very good cook, and he always gently encourages you to eat when you’re feeling guilty about your weight because he wants to make sure you aren’t neglecting your body’s needs.
He will fuck you while you’re both laying on your sides, slowly pumping in and out as he growls in your ear.
You always worry your larger hips was what prevented you from doing that position, but it turns out you were just with the wrong men.
“Can’t ride without the right equipment sweetheart..”
Taglist: @blacktacmopsi @keegansshark @forsworned @milkteaarttime
Hope ya’ll enjoyed :) inbox is open!
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pearldog30 · 5 months
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The ghosts dick sizes and more....
Hesh, Logan, Keegan.
I don't even know why I came to this point but here we are.... Enjoy bb gorls🖤😙
Other words 👉 Master list
Warnings| obviously the talk of the boys dicks, and a little nsfw.
Hesh🌴
Hesh is 5.8in (14.732cm) curves a little to the left, he's cut, and very VERY thick especially the tip just know he'll be hitting that perfect spot every time with how thick he is, his tip is the same color as his lips maybe a little lighter while the rest of him is a beautifully, flush dark pink, his balls are pretty average for his size (although they kind of look small from how THICK his cock is) they hanging pretty low, he's unshaved but he'll trim it for you (if that's what you prefer).
Now here's a little spicy part for you guys!
Hesh is a hand thruster... He fucks his hand hard and fast anytime he jacks off, he has violated his hands more than you ever could. he's a quieter groaner/moaner he just naturally is without even trying, he always tries to stay quiet but it slips out of him and he doesn't even realizing it. (All tho somehow the wet sounds are always so loud coming from him)
Keegan☠️
Keegan is 6.2in (15.748cm) doesn't really curve he's also cut, he's about average size thickness maybe a little bigger but not by much, BUT! he's kind of veiny, His balls tho are kinda thick tho you can feel how hard they slap against you almost like his hand, he keeps it clean shaved for the most part, his color I feel like he's a little tan his dick doesn't got much color to it unless he's fuckin you REALLY hard then its a little red
Keegan likes it slow and steady he just likes taking his time and building the pressure (only when he's by himself though) Low key edges himself when he does jack off. This man DOES NOT make any sound whatsoever.... He could honestly jack himself off while sharing a room with others and no one would even know.
Logan😶‍🌫️
Now Logan.... He's also 6.2in (15.748cm) maybe a tad bit longer. He's NOWHERE! near as thick as the others but he is very veiny, (He only has length going for him honestly) he also curves slightly to the left as well, He is as well as his brother cut, now his balls hang lower then his brother (surprisingly) but they're a little smaller. And he's like Keegan he keeps it clean shaved ALL THE TIME, (even shaves his ass) now his color I don't know why but I feel like his tip is BRIGHT pink while the rest of it is more subtle kind of like his lips but a little darker.
Logan is a bit more tricky it depends on his mood, Sometimes he's fast and hard, and other times he likes to take his sweet old time... All tho he likes to move his hips and hand at the same time becoming perfectly in sync. (but he's not as violent to his hand as hesh is with his) he's whimper/whisperer all tho if he's REALLY feeling himself it can get a bit loud but he tones it down pretty quick.
And that's going to be the end for this. this literally just came to mind and I had it written out, so I figured you guys deserved it with a little spicy twist of course. I hope you're having a good day/night wherever you are! Reblogs, comments always appreciate it 🖤
Tag list| @alexkellersleg @macravishedbymactavish @walker33961 (if you would like to be added just message with your name)
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blacktacmopsi · 25 days
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If Keegan is sick with a cold or flu, he would be the type to carry a box of tissues around with him.
If Hesh is sick with a cold or flu, he stuffs his pockets full of cough drops. The strong menthol ones no one likes.
If Logan is sick with a cold or flu, he'll mask up and keep his distance.
If Merrick is sick with a cold or flu, he stays home until it passes.
If Kick is sick with a cold or flu, he'll pull out a NyQuil bottle from his coat and drink it straight.
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cowyolks · 2 years
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Call of Duty Ghosts Relationship Headcanons
Prompt: How the Ghosts would act in a relationship.
Characters: David ‘Hesh’ Walker, Keegan P. Russ, and Thomas Merrick
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David ‘Hesh’ Walker
I see Hesh as a man who is super loving and supportive of all of your goals in life. He’s your number one fan.
Expect to have a home with many dogs, he loves animals and will definitely be the kind of partner to pick up any stray to bring home.
He’s a subtle touch kind of man. He likes to link your hands together, brush against you slightly when he moves pass, he likes to kiss your knuckles as you relax after a long day.
Loves the beach. He’s from San Diego, so he used to surf the swells and play fetch with Riley on the beach. He likes to swim in the ocean with you and play fight in the waves.
Hesh is very good at plaiting, he’s always running his fingers through your hair and twisting patterns.
Hesh and you have matching beanies, he thinks it’s the cutest thing ever. He will push it over your eyes when you’re not paying attention.
Keegan P. Russ
Keegan is the type of person to never leave your side. He’s very protective, like your own personal shadow if you ever need it.
He’s not much of a talker in general, I don’t take him as much of the expressive type. He’s more of a I’ll show you how much I love you instead of saying it.
Picks flowers for you that he thinks are nice, shares part of his rations with you, gives you his jacket if you’re cold.
Is an excellent listener and only gives advice if you ask. Most times you’ll sit next to him, tucked into his side and he’ll just trace your arms or fingers, listening to you as you speak.
Likes to spend the day with you in the woods just soaking in the time alone away from fighting. He keeps a small journal that he writes in, he scribbles frequently about you and the things you like so he won’t forget.
When you’re alone, he loves to keep his mask off and simply be himself. He’s never opposed to kissing you.
Believe it or not he’s a very good dancer, before the federation took over, he was the main event at Marine Corp Balls. He will twist and spin you around expertly, he chuckles when you try to keep up.
Thomas Merrick
He’s the biggest teddy bear alive when it comes to his partner. He gives the biggest hugs and sometimes you need to remind him that you have breathe.
He’s very teasing and funny about your relationship, making dirty jokes and ruffling your hair occasionally.
Merrick is very good at fixing up things, he will spend hours in the garage fixing cars while you hand him tools.
I think Merrick is a good cook too, it surprises a lot of people that someone so loud and violent can bake excellent pastries.
Will let you shave for him, he just likes when you’re touching him. It keeps him grounded and happy.
Is very competitive, you’ve definitely had play fighting completions that usually ends with yourself slung over his shoulder and tackled into the couch.
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ai-luni · 1 year
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Another anon who is lowkey (highkey) a whore for Hesh here 🥰
Birthday sex followed by a "oh you can't walk?" Sort of next day?
This is a Hesh whore house, you're very welcome here!
It's His Birthday
David "Hesh" Walker x Fem!Reader
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A/N: This became much longer than I thought it would end up. Please excuse how dramatic I get when I have to write smut. Also why there are so many similes, idk i'm sorry. Mystery for the ages.
Word Count: 4k
Warnings: smut. Straight up. Overstimulation.
Where it started:
5:00pm, San Diego, Hesh’s birthday. 
You were parked outside of a restaurant with a large dinner reservation for the two of you and the rest of the ghosts. The plan was to meet at 5 but now it was 15 past and you were desperately trying to reapply your lipstick while Hesh spat at the taste of a makeup wipe in the driver's seat. 
“You’re not meant to eat it.” You gave the snarky comment once satisfied with your lipstick, now turning your attention to the boy that was basically sucking on the thing. Snatching the wipe out of his hand, you cleaned the coloured residue lining his lips. Gently, his gaze was fixed, mesmerised by the way your freshly coloured lips parted in concentration. 
You held the cold wipe to his chin as you lifted his head up, allowing himself to close his eyes now that he no longer had a good view of you. Instead enjoy the feeling of your fingers outlined by the rag, over, across, under his chin. Enough to pull an erotic groan from his throat. You couldn’t be any later without raising suspicion but fuck if the way his adam’s apple bobbed didn’t make you want to give up and drive into a alleyway. 
“How’d we manage to get it on your chin?” With a long restrained sigh, he looked back down at you. The silence was so deafening, you had to cough out a giggle to break the tension. The intensity of his gaze didn’t crack though. Instead he gave you that stupid ‘I have you in the palm of my hand’ smirk, eyebrows raised. 
“Let’s do it again and find out.” 
You weren’t going to let him win this one. 
You left him, one foot after the other out of the car. Topped off with a slow spin around to face him once more. Shoulders dipped enough to peak at the boy readjusting his belt. You thought about retorting with some kind of witty comeback but just seeing the man you loved in that suit. That white button up and those navy trousers. It wipes your mind clear. 
“I’m not wearing any panties.” 
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5:25 
Finally you dragged him into the restaurant, all the boys cleaned up real nice. Merrick was still wearing jeans but sometimes you just have to pick your battles. They all stood and made a controllable racket. A soft chorus of “Finally!” “Hey you two!” “Where have you been!” “Took you long enough!” welcomed you as you and Hesh were being guided to the back of the place. 
It was Elias who greeted you two first, giving you a hug and passing you to Logan. When he met Hesh however, he let out a hearty chuckle. You could hear the pat on his back reverberate through him as they both beamed with proud smiles.
“Happy birthday my boy.” 
And down the line until you found your seats. 
6:57 
To say you had a few drinks would be an understatement, some of you already finishing your third of the night. The waitress for your table seemed a little intimidated by the rows of large men now getting rowdier by the glass, she would approach the table by your side which gave you the perfect opportunity to ask for the cake. She gave you a little nod, taking away as many plates as she could. 
Half of the table was absorbed in a conversation you couldn’t really be bothered to make out but amongst the smiles and cheers, you didn’t really mind. You were certain they were the loudest guests this restaurant would have in a good while. The boys were too hesitant with the flashiness of the place at first but the food was good, the drinks were good, the place was clean and the people were nice. It was all worth the treat. 
You just allowed yourself to sit back and enjoy the ecstasy of the moment. Your left hand subconsciously rests on the back of Hesh’s right tricep, tracing where the bottom star is tattooed on his skin with your pointer finger. His attention squares in on you within a second, phasing out of the conversation and in your bubble with ease. 
“You alright, doll?” He breathes out, dragging the corners of his lips up with it.
“Yeah.” 
“I could get used to seeing you like this. Should take you out more.” 
“You treat me just fine as it is.” With that you cross your leg, skirt riding up in the process. Your nail now trailing over his shoulder blade and he shivered in response, just as you were anticipating. He wanted to retaliate, he wanted to get you back the way you were playing him. You could see it in his eyes as he forced them not to lock on one place too long on you but his mouth went dry. He only licked his lip, considering what he possibly could say from his repertoire of ‘things that wind you up’ that wouldn’t get him in trouble in front of his family and team. 
He was saved by the cake. 
He rolled his eyes as the rest of you raised your drinks to him, all the attention placed on him solely. The waitress reached over your shoulder to place it in front of the man now holding his face from embarrassment. Another waiter pulled out a lighter for the few candles you brought to put on top. The rest of the table was too busy adding fuel to your own fire. 
“Happy birthday to yoOuUuU!” You moved to Logan’s shoulder seeing who could sing the best, most obnoxious riff. Hesh’s eyes - though his face was red - were filled with pure adoration. Adopting the exact proud expression his father makes, like all of his dreams have been fulfilled and preserved on a silver platter. 
“Make a wish, baby!” You yelled once the lot were done singing off key, to which he complied. His smile only grew wider, looking directly into your pupil before blowing out the candles. The waitress took the cake away again to slice it. You finally returned to your seat with a hand immediately resting on your thigh. 
“Thank you, doll.” He gave you a squeeze and your head was sent into a spin. It was the moment you knew you’d made it over the peak of the night and now the thought of him taking you home again was just over the horizon. You couldn’t think of anything else. 
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It was another hour of cake and coffee before goodbyes were said. And only one thing dwindled in your thoughts. His hand was on you the rest of the night, under the table, in the car and up to the door of your apartment. 
The warm palm on the small of your back was intoxicating, cologne still strong and suffocating. You could only hold your confidence for so long until the only thing holding your hips up was him holding you up.     
8:49 
The keys jingled in your grip, you couldn’t control them, your hands were shaking. Somehow you knew the moment that door closed, it’d be the beginning of your ruin. You tried to play the game with him but he was too good, you knew he played you right into his hands. The touches, the looks, the smiles, the smell, the comfortable silence. You were in the eye of the storm and anticipation was never one to calm a heartbeat. 
His hand cupped your hip, moving you over enough to take the key and unlock the door for you. But he didn’t open it, not yet. The sound was enough to wake Riley though, faintly through the door was the sound of scurrying paws across the floor and the thud of his nose to the door.
You felt paralysed as he pushed your back against the door. Hands to hips, the man towered over you, a wicked grin setting across his face, lighting up his eyes. His left hand travelled to your thigh, guiding itself inside the tight fabric to your hip. Confirming there was in fact no strap. He just groaned and dug his nails into you like he teeth did your lower lip. 
Your hands were gripping the growing hair behind his ears. Soft lips over yours like nuzzling your head into a pillow. Neck craning to keep your lips locked longer, just a little longer. A shadow of smoke from the volcano, mixing your warm breaths and the air from your nostrils turns to an eruption, his burning tongue to your upper lip, lapping up the dripping saliva from your teeth to your own tongue. 
A burning metal rod wouldn’t feel as intense as he did to you, hands grasping at the flesh that joins your ass and back. One steadied under and the other over the dress pulling you closer to him. 
You pulled your head back a millimetre and his neck acted on instinct, reconnecting your lips with the clunk of your noses colliding, teeth grazing each other’s for not even a quarter of a second but the nerves on the bottom of your feet could feel it. You needed more, you couldn't stop. A moan partially made it out of your mouth, and the momentum you’ve built endures the more he lifts his head. 
The fingers of his left hand knead your bare skin, the other arm bracing itself on the door. You kissed his chin like it could kissing back, soon dragging your tongue in a straight line down Adam's apple to his collarbone. 
“Shit.” He spat out.  
With your face buried in the crook of his head, his forehead fell forward knocking on the door. Riley’s continuous sniffing under the crack of the door, restless tippy taps reacted quicker than expected, letting out an alarmed bark. The both of you brought back to reality. This was a communal hallway and he almost had you half naked. 
“David, we have to go inside.” Your forehead was now resting on his heaving chest with a clear view of the tent in his pants. He only shook his head, still resting against the door. He slowly dragged his fingertips out of your dress, not bothering to readjust it back down. He brought his own palm to his crotch as you watched. 
He thought about you, his hand petting through the trousers fabric like he has many times before and your name slipped through his lips out of habit. His skin was hot, his skin was burning and any noise he made was more out of impatience than it was from pleasure. 
“It’s my birthday.” Was all he said as he pushed you further into the door. Another knock caused the excited dog on the other side to bark again. 
“Fine.” He sighed, defeated and desperate. 
You pulled away from each other, skin dripping with sin it almost stained the concrete floor you stood on. He couldn’t help it, he glanced at the two other doors on your floor. A smile suggesting they’re in for it just as long as you are. And with a cheeky slap to the ass, he followed you inside. 
9:07
“Hey boy.” Hesh greeted Riley, giving his coat a gentle ruffle and a solid pat to the side. The shepherd dog circled him then ran by your side to say hello. Satisfied, he left you two in the kitchen to lay back down in the living room. 
You turned on the kettle. His eyes snapped to you with almost a hint of venom. 
“What are you doing?” he asked, slow tactical steps approaching the island like he was clearing a room. 
“Making a tea.” It took everything within you to keep your composure, your dress barely covered your crotch and was bunched at your waist, your lipstick now a faint haze around your lips. You turn to look at him, arms crossed like he hadn’t just pulled you to bits in the hallway. “You want one?” 
He stood in disbelief, certain he had already won. Certain he had whittled you down to nothing but the prize in the middle of a parcel, yet here you were still playing. In truth, your stomach was completely twisted, you were scared and evaluating what, if anything, you had to do tomorrow and if it would actually be plausible to complete. Even the coloured marks down his stained chin and neck did nothing but make you groan in the back of your throat. 
That was his last straw, he couldn’t stall it anymore.
9:14 
“You’re fucking ridiculous.” You were over his shoulder, the boiling of the kettle fainter and fainter as you entered the bedroom. You were tossed onto the bed over at least two metres. His footsteps heavy, ripping his shirt off by the button. 
He ate it up, every bit of it. Your big doe eyes, parted lip, dazed eyelids with blown out pupils bound to roll back second. He held your ankle in his hand, undoing the fiddly little strap of your heel. You began on the other foot but he only swatted your hand away.
“I’m a big boy. I can do it.” 
When he was done with one, he threw the shoe over his shoulder and your leg to the side of the bed. Same with the other foot, leaving your legs wide open and dress completely collected on your waist. 
He’d been waiting all day for this, all month. This wasn’t the first time he had you this week but today it just felt different and he had to make sure you felt it.
He held his arms out, gripping your ankles to get a good look at your pantiless pussy. You felt a gust of warm air as he let out a sigh. The man licks his lips, a feral instinctive look in his eye. But he wanted to ease you into it. As much as he wanted it now, he knew it would be so much fun if he took his time. 
What he did want right that second however was that dress off you. Hands now gripping your hips, he yanks you forward off the bed, resting all your weight on him. He was now on his knees as well as he brought you into a searing kiss. A bruising rough.. 
His fingers were clawing at the bottom of your dress, peeling it off until you stopped him at your ribcage. 
“There’s a zipper in the back.” With that you turned on your knees for him. He zipped it without a second thought. 
Just the sight of you stepping out of your dress like it was nothing, like it wasn’t driving him absolutely mad. The sight of you swaying that ass in front of his face.
He needed his pants off. Now.
You hadn’t even turned around to see him before a hand pushed your naked back forward over the bed. With your head now on the bed in front of you, you looked back between your legs to see your boy, unbuckling his belt at rapid speed. He’d just started at the button on his trousers and in anticipation, you swayed your hips a little more in clear view for him. 
“Shit.” He grunted, instantly latching his warm tongue to your thigh. His actions were so impulsive, like it was this or death. Licking a trail of arousal that had been falling down your thigh since you made it into the apartment. Then he dove straight into the layers of your pussy. 
You watched with half lidded eyelids as he pulled his dick out, pants still on and too impatient to yank his boxers down properly. 
9.46
“Oh god” you cried out, pussy throbbing against his tongue as it ran across your vulva like sorting through a filing cabinet. The clicking of saliva echoed through the room, moving his tongue at a rapid speed. His breath laced with his vocal chords with every huff and grunt and slurp. Lips enveloping your pussy like a last meal. 
Then his tongue found your clit, his nose nudging your entrance, breathing in your arousal. He circled it, tongue pointed, muscle tensed. 
“Oh my- David!” your hips bucking against him, you needed more.
“Say it again, doll” He shoved his tongue into your vagina, scraping any service he could find. The taste soaking into the layers of his taste buds and you clamped around him. 
You only opened your eyes for a moment to see him jerking himself off with one hand, his other hand was on your ass but you were so enthralled with the pleasure, you couldn’t care to notice. 
The noises were absurd, you were drooling. And yet his name never stayed on the tip of your tongue too long, jumping out whenever it could until you started chanting for more until there wasn’t anything else to ask for. 
“Come on, baby. Come on, doll.” He whispers into your pussy, his breath lighting every nerve like a control board of buttons. You felt him everywhere, the tight rope in your stomach pulling you up and down, tightening and squeezing. Your orgasm coming in as hot as a blowtorch and his kiss broke the creme brulee crust. The sticky, slurping of his folded lips, his tongue lining and carding through you. It was almost a cooling sensation. An anecdote. 
But it kept coming and coming, like a lag in all your pleas for more but each finally being fulfilled one after another. And he drank it all. Any fluid you gave him, he drank it and enjoyed it. Himself almost let go but he pulled his hand off him whenever he felt close to the edge. He didn’t want to slow down so he needed to stay a little more comfortable. 
9:52
“David, DAVID” You were clawing at the bed sheets for your dear life. Your spine jerking like a child safety lid turned the wrong way. Cranking to something that had already long happened but kept going. The movement was so involuntary you cried out to him. 
“DaVID I came! I came already!” Your voice was muffled in the sheets, your tears staining the sheets. He only pulled away for a second. 
“More.” 
And he was back at it, one hand still barely working on himself while the other was back on your foot. His thumb deeply massaging into the sole of your foot. 
All you could think of was David, all he could think of was you. 
Your stomach hollowed and you were on the verge of screaming. Your pussy burnt but continued to leak for him. 
He got you again. Your knees buckled and he caught you with both hands keeping you steady. You spasmed and stuttered through your who knows what numbered orgasm, voice desperate to say something, anything, with no breath to do so. 
“Shit baby, almost there.” You could’ve sworn you had squirted on him. Your stomach muscles contracting and releasing by the millisecond, toes flexed. You saw white spots, fluctuating and flashing just for you. 
10:05 
The soonest moment you physically could, you gasped for air. Climbing onto the bed before the boy could catch you. You were still trembling, hips bucking into nothing, lips wide open and you wouldn’t dare open your eyes yet. 
You only heard him chuckle and felt him fall on the bed next to you.
“You’re done huh?” he asked, voice too amused for his own neglected state. You only nodded your head while trying to catch your breath and regulate the tears falling from your eyes. 
“Sure you don’t have another one in you?” You shook your head with what energy you had left. You knew it was going to happen again tonight anyway but for this moment, you had no capacity to think or speak. He pulled you to his chest, pants still shamelessly riding his thighs. You laid on top of him, fighting against your body curling up on itself. 
He stroked your hair. He kissed the crown of your head and closed his eyes in content. Mouth wet and covered in your arousal. 
You could feel how hot he was, you could feel how hard he was. You were slowly regaining your conscious mind and after all, it was his birthday.
“Just give me a minute.” you sighed out into his chest and joined him in enjoying the satisfaction of the moment. 
5:30am
There was a gentle clawing at the door. In the grogginess of what you think was just about 4 hours of sleep, Riley woke you up. It’s still pretty early, both you and Hesh being early risers but Hesh still looked completely out cold so you knew you’d have to deal with Riley this morning. 
Your body ached. Sore in places that hadn’t been felt in a good while. You tried to move as slowly as you could, both not to wake David up and because it would be too painful to move too quickly. Your left foot was completely asleep, nerves turned off that it almost made you consider just not getting up at all. But Riley’s whimpers pressured you up anyway. 
One foot at a time you dragged your legs off the mattress. Your hips ached like a raging siren. Any time your panties shifted and grazed you in a certain spot, a gasp left your lips before you could stop it. 
Just take it slow, you’re not that pathetic. 
Holding the bedside table for dear life, you tried to stand up. Right foot taking all your weight. Now take a deep breath. 
Testing the waters, you shift your weight, hoping to balance it out. Tripping over nothing, you are just hobbling into the wall. 
“Ow.” You let out louder than intended. “Shit”
There was a rustling of fabric behind you, you looked over your shoulder cautiously, not daring to make a sound. Your mission failed, Hesh was awake.
“Why’s Riley crying?” His voice was groggy, it was sexy. He didn’t roll over so you felt safe if you kept quiet. 
“He has to go to the bathroom.” You let out, trying not to reveal any of the pain you were feeling. 
“What time is it?” He was sitting up now. You felt so dumb, you knew he would be way too cocky for the rest of the day if he knew just how much he ruined you. He begun to turn around when you didn’t reply, “Hey, are you alri-” 
And there you were, clenching the wall for dear life, legs trembling uncontrollably. Skin hot and red and bruised, hair a mess with residue lipstick colour staining your swollen and bruised lips. 
“Oh.” there was that wicked smirk again. He knew he won the game and took the prize. He made his bed and slept in it. It definitely woke him up though. Who cares if he still had lipstick staining his chin too. 
He got out of the bed, chucking on a shirt and a pair of pants. Passing you with a kiss to the cheek. 
“Stay here, I’ll be right back.” With that he left you holding the wall. You listened as he took Riley outside, took him into the kitchen and then like it was in slow motion, you heard every step he took back to the bedroom. 
You hadn’t moved a muscle, you weren’t sure you could. And he chuckled and it made you mad but you laughed with him. 
“Let’s get you cleaned up, doll.” The rest of the morning was spent in his arms. He held you up in the shower, he carried you to the kitchen counter. Whatever you thought you might get done today definitely was going to happen. But a day was never a waste if it was spend with Hesh.
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iamalesbo · 9 hours
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stupid. idot.
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shoukiko · 6 months
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CONTAINS SPOILERS FOR CoD GHOSTS
Hey guys, just finished Call of Duty: Ghosts. I just gotta say
Fuck Activision, first you kill my wife, now when I'm on my redemption arc you take away my other wife....At least Keegan is still alive....nothing can take my pookie
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wjehfshs · 9 months
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Hesh NSFW hcs bc I’m obsessed with him rn
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I’d say he’s a switch/can go either way
But when he’s domming he’s very vanilla, soft and sweet
Normally he goes at the pace you like, presses kisses to your face the whole time and just holds you close to him
He’s big on praise
“So good for me love”
Although he does like spreading his cum on you
If you don’t want him to cum inside hell do it all over your stomach, he can’t help but smear it around
Even if he does cum inside he hooks some on his finger and smears it on your lips/mouth
Only time he’s not like that is when he’s stressed
Specifically after a hard mission or he’s had a hard time lately
He isn’t mean or intentionally rough but his thrusts gets frantic, have no rhythm, and they’re a lot harder than normal
But still the entire time he’s praising you and his touches are still so soft
“That’s it, yeah. So so fuckin’ pretty likes this”
I wouldn’t say he’s a moaner but more of a sigher
When subbing he’s a whiner
Likes when you peg him/do anal with him
Also likes when you ride him and take control
Overstimulate this man and he’s yours
If you are overstimulating him he’s finding any part of you to grip onto
Gasping and whining as he screws his eyes shut
Trying to pull his hips away from you but if you actually stop he’s trying to pull you back
“Oh fuck. Baby it’s too much. Too muc- what? No no don’t stop please come back, come back” he whines as he reaches out for you
Also likes when you degrade him, honestly
He also likes it when you’re a little rough
Anyways that’s it, idk how I’m supposed to end these things. I wanna see him pregnant tbh
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howtotwirlaknife22 · 18 days
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Hesh dating headcannons (NSFW & SFW)
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Hesh is one of the best guys you could possibly ask for as a boyfriend let be real.
He’s respectful, he’s smart, and he even knows how to crack a joke or two that has you gasping for air laughing.
He knows how to get crafty and build things. You need a new bookshelf because the one you have doesn’t hold all of your books? Don’t worry, he’s already on it. You have a picture you need framed? He’s building you a custom one with a cute message written on the back of it from him.
He loves to go on dates like the movies, walks in the park, going out for dinner at a new restaurant, camping, and even things like mini golf are fun for him. He just likes to get out and do things.
He especially loves it if he can bring Riley on those dates.
Which is another thing, you should be a dog person if you’re going to make a relationship with him work. Riley is his #1 wingman and he brings him with him EVERYWHERE.
That’s actually how the two of you met.
You were eating lunch in a park, sitting on your little blanket when you heard some rustling behind you. You turned around and saw a huge German Sheppard sniffing around in your picnic basket.
At first, you were a little intimidated because you didn’t know who’s dog it was, but then you saw a man running towards you and calling out for the dog. You’d be lying if you said the man wasn’t incredibly handsome.
He apologized as he leashed the dog again, explaining to you how the dog had gotten off his leash while he went to the restroom and how he must have smelled the peanut butter in your sandwiches. The next thing you knew, you were both exchanging laughs and phone numbers.
Hesh is such a supportive boyfriend. He’s the first to tell you how proud he is of you, and he encourages you to keep chasing after your goals.
Hes also amazing at providing comfort to you. After what he’s been through, he knows how tough life can be. But he’ll never judge you for anything you’re upset about. Whether that be a sad animal video you found online, or something more serious like losing a job or failing an important college class. He’s there to give you a hug and tell you that it’s okay, that there are always other options and ways to fix it.
Do NOT let this man into a kitchen for anything that requires more than 5 ingredients. It will either end in the house almost burning down or a mess all over the entire kitchen. Boy cannot cook to save his life.
Somehow Riley got a long stripe of frosting down his tail in the process of him trying to make cupcakes for your anniversary.
Speaking of anniversaries, he doesn’t forget any of the important dates you guys have. He remembers your birthday, your anniversary, your plans for Valentine’s Day, and he even remembers your family members birthdays.
He’s definitely the type of guy to treat your father with respect and charm your mother.
“I see where ____ gets their good looks from!” When your mother laughs, he raises an eyebrow. “I actually meant him.” And he points at your father. Your mother laughed even harder and your father shook his head at you. You just rolled your eyes and smiled, knowing how much of a goof your man was.
Now onto the dirty stuff…
Hesh is a passionate lover, he takes his time with you in the bedroom and would never make you feel bad if there was something that you didn’t want to do.
The second he sees discomfort in your face he immediately stops and checks in on you. When you confirm you’re okay he kisses you on the forehead and slowly starts up again.
When he’s really in the groove of things he’ll have his hands by your sides as he’s pumping in and out of you at a steady pace, letting out grunts and huffs as his eyes take in your gorgeous body under him.
He loves to play with your breasts, rolling your nipple between his thumb and index, and sucking on the other. He sometimes bites down a little as well, cheeky bastard.
He’s a little too shy to ask you for it, but he’d love it if you sat on his face. Especially if you’re on the thicker side. Suffocate this man, please.
Speaking of, his favorite positions would be missionary, against the wall, or even lotus. He just loves to see your face, he loves to see your expression as he’s pleasuring you. He does like to tease you a little, so he imitates the faces you make just to see you get flustered. This always makes him chuckle a little.
He’s not one to be super serious in the bedroom. He’ll tease you a little just to see you blush and laugh. He sees this as a way to break down walls, make things easier to work around.
He’s not against shower sex, and you often have to fight him off of you before you get ready for work because he’s always wanting to shower with you (he almost always makes you late when he does).
He’s a pretty decent size, he’s about 6 inches long with a slight upward curve. He’s girthy as hell too. His balls are truly impressive though. They’re very full and tight, and they’re the keys to getting him off fast.
He’s hairy, but he tends to manscape pretty often. Lots on his chest, arms, and legs. He has a nice happy trail and he knows you love it, so he loves to stretch in front of you.
He’s also very strong, and he loves to flex in front of you and hold you up whenever he can.
Okie that’s all I have for today, requests are still open so lmk if you want me to write :) 💌
Edit: I didn’t add my frickin tag list 😭😭
My b ya’ll and lmk if you wanna be added to it 🙏🙏
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pearldog30 · 6 months
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The boys finding out you had a miscarriage.
ghost, hesh, rudy, soap.
Here's a little something for y'all 🖤
I know it's not much. but I want to get back into writing, especially since I'll be playing MW3 hopefully soon. (I haven't done an HC in forever so this might be a little rusty)
Other works 👉 Master list
Warnings| miscarriage.
Ghost👻
You were just coming home from work, when you noticed your boyfriend was home early. The first time he was home early enough for you to actually talk to him. as he has been avoiding you, since you told him you were expecting. you knew you had to break the news to him now, As now would probably be the only time to do it. When you walked in he could tell something was up. "Hey love. You want 'a tea?" He asked, as he was heating up some water. "hey babe.... Can we talk?" You said lightly, trying not to sound upset. Ghost nodded his head in return waiting for you to finish your sentence. "I... Hmmm I had a miscarriage..." You said quietly. expecting not to get a reaction from the man who didn't even really want the kid, from what you thought. Before he turned his head, you could tell his eyes widen in shock. He looks at you blankly and you couldn't tell what emotion was going on in his head, And it kinda scared you.. "when?" He said quietly, and softly those being his only words. it took you by surprise. "I- about a week ago..." You said nervously. he quietly walked up to you, wrapping you in his arms giving you a tight, but gentle hug. "You should have told me sooner..." He whispered. As he held you close. Even though he never showed it often, you really were everything to him.
We all obviously know how ghost felt when you told him you were pregnant. he wasn't excited or mad about it, just anxious because well... you know. This mf traumatizing past So when you broke the news to him it took him by surprise, he wasn't expecting to feel a bit saddened by the news.
If we're being honest here a little tiny part of him did like the idea of you taking care of his child. maybe, just maybe... a beautiful family of his own, like he's always dreamed of before he got in a war. but he never thought he was worthy enough to be a father.
Ghost blames himself for the miscarriage thinking he was the reason or he did something to cause this. And because of it he pushed himself away from you for a while.
He didn't even bother to try to sleep for a while after you told him. He would stay up countless of nights watching you sleep, making sure you got rest. Because he knew the toll it took on your body from all of this.
Anytime any of the other 141 members would ask him about the baby. he would either glare at them or tell them to shut it, he honestly did not like talking about it. Or even think about it. It really did hurt him in a way he was not expecting
Hesh🌴
My bb because he doesn't get talked about enough
You were sitting in your living room waiting for your fiance to get home from his 4 month deployment. anxious to break the news to him. Before he had left you told him you were expecting, and he was over the moon to find out he was going to be a dad. And now here you are sitting in your living room having to be the bearer of bad news. Getting lost in train of thought, you hear an engine pull into the driveway. before you know it, your fiance is busting through the door so excited. "Hey babe I'm home. Where's my little munchkin at" he says excitedly, expecting to see you holding his baby. scanning the room. and then he's met with you sitting on the couch hunched over. and and the site hit him like a ton of bricks, he knew something was wrong. "baby... Everything good?" He says quietly, crouching down next to you. Looking at him with tear-filled eyes, you struggle to get the words out. "I- i lost the baby..." You say through a sod, and he felt his eyes immediately begin to water. "Wha- how I mean.... That's impossible!" He says trying to comprehend all this. He puts his hands on your knees, forcing you to look at him. "I- I'm so... So sorry." He says looking at you, before he pulls you into a tight hug. and you could feel the tears running from his eyes.
In the beginning it was really hard for the both of you, but especially him. to go or even be around all the baby stuff you guys got. he barely stepped foot in the baby's room/let anybody open it for the first few months.
It was extremely difficult for him to break the news to his team, because he felt like a coward for leaving you alone for that long, feeling like it was all his fault since he wasn't there for those long months, he's the reason you lost the baby.
After that it was really hard for him to be around kids. because he would always imagine what it would be like if it was his kid.
Even after the baby was gone you would sometimes catch him talking to his dad about baby stuff/asking for advice. and Elias would always look at him, And ask him. "are you guys expecting again?" It always hurt hesh deep down when he told him no. that wasn't the case, he just... Found some comfort in talking about it he supposed.
You would often find him in the early hours of the morning, talking to Riley about all the little scenarios in his head if the baby were here. or how he blames himself for not being there the day you lost the baby. Okay him talking to Riley about the baby tho😭
Soap🧼
You were in your kitchen making dinner, waiting for your boyfriend to come home. Today was your second week, check up. You had walked in that building with high hopes, and left feeling like you lost a piece of yourself. As you were chopping up vegetables, you hear your boyfriend come in through the door. letting out a long breath you didn't know you had. "Hey Bonnie!" he says in a grunt. as he drops his bag down on the floor, walking up to you. hugging you from behind, putting his massive hands on your little baby bump. "How's my 2 babies doing?" He says cheekily, leaving countless of kisses on your neck. "Uhh... We're good" you say nervously, trying your hardest to hide all the pain you felt today. you want to at least have dinner before you have to tell him. But he quickly notices, he always does. "Mhm... How did the appointment go? Do we know the gender of this little thing right here" he humps happily. As he gently rubs your bump. But you don't respond. You pretend as if you didn't hear him, as it is still too painful to talk about. There's a long pause, as he taps your shoulder again. "How. Did. The. Appointment. Go.?" He says now starting to get impatient. Struggling to find the words, he pulls you tighter into his touch. making you forget what you're doing. "Is everything okay?" He says softly starting to get worried. "No..." You burst into tears and this makes him worried. "What happened... Talk to me Bonnie." He demands, but in the most gentle Way. "W- we... Don't have the baby anymore" you cry. He hugs you from behind even tighter, as he starts to get emotional. "Fuck!.." where the only words he could get out, before he buried his face in your shoulder. grieving this lost with you.
You weren't expecting soap to take it as hard as he did. But when he found out he got depressed for a couple of weeks. it took a lot to get him out of that depression state. Even some of the guys were getting worried about him.
The first person he told was surprisingly price. even though price doesn't have kids of his own. he was very supportive, and knew exactly what to say. You were thankful for the captain because he had help soap get out of his depression. and had actually given him a couple weeks off, so he could take time for himself, and you of course. Because we all know ghost would have been like try for another 💀
Even though you guys had the lost baby, soap would still rub, and talk to your belly all the time, it was just a comforting thing for him. almost like a habit. and you'd have to remind him the baby isn't there anymore. And his response would always be. "Oh, Yea' I knew that..."
Surprisingly not short after. soap has started coming around and bringing up kids more and more. trying to bring up the idea of trying for another. Because now all that fills his mind is the idea of you being a mom. the idea of domesticated life with you, away from the battleground. is something he's starting to crave more and more.
On the nights that soap couldn't sleep, you would always find him in the nursery that was supposed to be the baby's room. Zoning out while holding one of the baby's books/onesies. it would always break your heart each time, because these were the rare moments where you could see the pure care, and love, he had for this baby.
Rudy🥺
You and your husband were on your way for your second week, ultrasound appointment. So excited and happy. You guys have been trying for so long to have a baby, And before you know it, your guys's dream is coming true. you're getting called back into an ultrasound room, where you would be finding out the gender before too long. As you lay on the table nervous, your husband sitting right next to you holding your hand. "Mi amor everything's going to go great! I know it." He says, having the biggest smile on his face. this was the day he had been so excited for. Soon one of the nurses comes in and begins the ultrasound. but soon all of that excitement had died down, when the look on her face quickly changed and she had excused herself from the room. Leaving you with this gut-wrenching feeling, of horrified. You look to your husband and both of you shared the same expression. "I'm sure it's fine" he says, trying to assure you. but you both know... Before you know it one of the doctors comes in. and the look on their face is not anything good. "Ms and Mr parry. I really hate to break this bad news but.... It seems that you had a miscarriage..." the doctor says, and it takes everything you had not to breakdown right then and there. "I'm sorry for your loss. One of the nurses will be in with you soon to go over everything" she says before she leaves you 2 alone. Looking to your husband, he's trying his hardest not to cry too. "I- how.... We've done everything we should have." He says, trying to find some sort of an excuse. Gripping your hand even tighter, he gets up and leans a kiss on your forehead. "We've tried so hard... I just don't understand." He whispers in your ear. As he held your hand tight.
When Rudy found out he took a couple weeks off work to be with you. As you were now his only priority, and he had to make sure you were okay.
You and Rudy had actually kept this secret for a while. as you guys were grieving a horrible loss, you'd preferred to stay quiet. You decided not to tell anybody not even Alejandro until you couldn't keep it a secret anymore.
A few weeks after. he had actually called Alejandro to take all of the baby stuff for him and his wife since they were expecting. and a part of Rudy was jealous, even though he was happy to see his best friend starting his own family. a part of him couldn't help but ask himself why? why it couldn't have been you and him.
Anytime you and him would go to the store and if there was a baby section he would always point to it and go "look mi amor... Maybe it's a sign for us to try again?" He would say hopeful, because this man really deep down just wanted to be a dad.
Something that you didn't know was Rudy always kept an ultrasound picture in his vest pocket. Even now after the baby was gone he still does. it's a little reminder for him of what he's fighting for. even if he didn't get the chance to meet that little of bundle of joy in this life, He hopes he can in another.
And that's going to be the end for this. I hope you all enjoyed this little HC, it was a random thought and I just knew I had to do it. (Also but for some reason doing the actual HCs were so difficult like my mind went blank when I got to them 😭) Also And happy late Thanksgiving for all the people who celebrate. anyways I hope you are having a good day/night wherever you are. Reblogs, comments always appreciate it 🖤
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blacktacmopsi · 19 days
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Hesh in the beginning of the game’s got vaguely 2008 swag, and it’s just a thing of the game being made 2013, but i like to think yeah he just dresses that way… but when [reader] comes along she gives him a little nudge to dress nice! one specific outfit i imagine him looking sexy in, white wife pleaser, black pleated trousers (but high waisted), dogtags :) and Keegan’s ass would look amazing in Western Wrangler “wrancher” dress jeans; i think he would wear slim fit clothes idk. you ever think of clothes the boys would look good in, i wonder?
Ooh, nice visuals here anon. I've thought about what our boys would wear out of uniform / tactical before.
So... fashion show time with the Ghosts! Complete with pictures! How do our boys dress? Primarily for comfort.
Merrick : I see Merrick having a mature taste and the fisherman style fits him well (plus he was in the Navy so it suits him). He's a guy that values comfort first and foremost and despite his gruff exterior, this man enjoys the cozy life when he can.
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Keegan: I picture him rocking flannels. Like, he'll throw on a flannel and some nice black jeans and go about his way. It's simple and effective and comfy for him. He does wear darks quite a bit so blacks and grays are common in his wardrobe.
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Logan: Logan has a more street style based fashion. He's the perpetual hoodie guy and goes for comfort primarily. I think his style also highlights his age.
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Hesh: More mature and kind of the modern casual, shops at Gap style. It's typical modern male fashion and functional. Nothing fancy but presentable and nice.
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Kick: Whatever the fuck you'd call this. Hunter S. Thompson core?
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amabeeze3al · 1 year
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CoD Ghosts as Canines (P1)
Elias
German Shepherd
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Rorke
Anatolian Shepherd
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Merrick
American Pitbull Terrier
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cowyolks · 1 year
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The Beach (Hesh Walker x Fem!Reader)
Prompt: Since the world had gone to shit, the ghosts remanence about what used to be. All Hesh can think about is you and him on the San Diego Beach.
Warnings: I’m pretty sure this is just fluff, but lmk
A/n: So this gave me Nostalgia to write for some reason. Like it’s so soft and makes me happy to write. It might be because I was listening to one of my favorite songs I rediscovered.
Also the timeline of this is kinda messy. I know Hesh is 18 when ODIN happens, but for the sake of this I have aged him up. In this he’s been in the army longer than a couple months.
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The previous battle had left them all exhausted, to the point where all of them were off their feet on the transit, happily pitching off some of their heavy gear in hopes of getting some sleep.
“I’d kill for a nice glass of bourbon right about now.” Merrick spoke to no one in particular, pulling his mask down off his nose.
Hesh popped his eyes open at his words, yet he didn’t say anything.
“Scotch is better.” Keegan mumbled.
“I just miss playing pool at the bar and robbing you of money on bets.” Merrick teased the sergeant and a soft smile crossed over Hesh’s face at the jest.
“I miss take-out and video games.” Logan pitched in next to his brother, huffing at the memory. Hesh nearly chuckled at the groups bickering, until they turned and looked at him expectingly.
“What do you miss the most, Hesh?” Merrick had asked, not knowing he had hit a particular soft spot within the new ghost.
“Oh, I don’t know.” He tired to wave off the group of eyes watching him, but the frown biting at his lips made them look at him in more interest.
“Ah, it’s a girl.” Keegan hinted, Hesh’s eyes widened as the sergeant had been right on the money. “How did you know?” The eldest Walker had asked astonished. Keegan simply shrugged, “I used to have a misses before this too, kid. Miss her every day.”
“I don’t even know what happened to her. After the quake, I never saw her again.”
“It helps to talk about it, kid. Don’t bottle it up, it’s enough to drive a man insane.” Merrick suggested as he was loading ammunition into clips. Hesh glanced towards his brother. Logan gave him a nod, already knowing of the woman who captured his heart.
“Her name was Y/n…”
June 7th, 2016 Kellogg’s Beach, San Diego, CA
It was so hot that he could see the sweltering waves of heat travel in the air. It made him almost wish he had stayed inside instead of treading through the white sands of the beach.
It had been a while since he had been home, after basic training and being on tour he had some time to enjoy the beaches he’d desperately missed. While he had missed Logan and his father, sometimes he felt better being alone.
A loud bark drew his attention away from the waves, “Sorry Riley.” He bent over to pick up the red frisbee his K-9 had placed down in the sand, and with a grunt he threw the toy towards the waves, watching it plop down in the water as Riley chased after it like a rocket.
Yet the dog seemed to catch wind of something else, as he began to run in the opposite direction of his frisbee.
“Riley!” Hesh had scolded, before making his way to the waves to retrieve his dog’s favorite toy. His eyes scanned the beach, looking for his German Shepherd who would surely be in big trouble when they got home.
He panicked as he caught the familiar tail wagging over a body on the ground. With a quick curse, he took off in that direction, a apology quick on his lips, but it died as he caught sight of woman on the ground.
It was then that he decided you must have been a siren of some sorts, beautifully crafted just for his eyes to see. You were the most darling woman he’d ever seen, and he was half tempted to just pitch himself into the waters already and save you the trouble of drowning him.
“Is this your dog?” You had asked as you brushed the sand from your thighs and forearms. Hesh gulped at the swimsuit that hugged your curves, but his thoughts were put to a halt as Riley loudly barked. “Oh, um yes. I’m so sorry, he’s never ignored my recall before.” Hesh glared down at Riley, who seemed to be mockingly sticking his tongue out at him.
“Don’t apologize, I’d never pass up meeting a dog.” You had smiled heavenly, something that nearly took his breath away. You had held out your hand, giving his a light shake after introducing yourself.
“David Walker.” Hesh greeted back, watching as you sat down upon a beach towel. You gestured for him to sit down next you, he was quick to sit, relishing in the shade of an umbrella you had pinned in the ground. Riley scrambled off among the beach, not to far out of eyesight.
“Army, huh?” You had gestured to emblem on his shirt, which clung to his chest and was slightly damp with sweat from the hot summer sun.
“Yeah, just got off tour.” He fumbled with his fingers. “Same here.” You had spoken, nearly shocking him to death as he turned to you. “No way, you served?”
An offended look crossed your face, one that Hesh was quick to mend. “Not that you’re a woman, just you’re so… beautiful.”
A gentle laugh left your lips as you pulled your dog tags from around your neck, “I use it to my advantage, trust me. I’m Coast Guard, a Captain.”
He nodded, not doing a good job of covering his impressed face. Not only did you serve, but you outranked him by a mile.
“Impressive.”
“I miss home, though. It’s tough leaving behind family.”
“My dad and brother both serve with me. I get it, trust me.”
You hummed, reaching to the side and popping open a cooler. You fished out two beer bottles, offering one to him. “I don’t miss how hot it gets here though.”
“And no matter how hard you try-”
“You can never get used to it…” Hesh finished, a happy smile on his face as he turned to you. You brought your eyes away shyly, taking the time of swigging a bit of the cold beer.
“Would you like to go get some dinner?” He had asked before thinking, cursing his ability when it came to dating. His hand clenched around the hot sand in embarrassment.
“How does seven sound?” You had supplied.
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“No freaking way.” Merrick drawled to the Walker boy with a smirk on his face.
“I have no idea how I got her to go out with me, but after that date, I figured she’d be the one for me.”
“You got a date with a Captain.” Keegan mused, sharpening his knife.
“Several dates. I asked her to become my girlfriend that summer.” Hesh bragged, a proud smile upon his face. Logan chuckled from beside him, “it’s all he talked about for the whole month.”
“Shut it.”
July 4th 2016 Kellogg’s Beach, San Diego, CA
“Don’t let go of me.” You begged against Hesh’s arms as the salt water lapped against your thighs.
“Wouldn’t dream of it, Honey.”
He sat down upon his surfboard, basking in the evening air of the familiar beach. It was the happiest he’d been in a while.
“Look here comes a wave.” He pointed in the direction of the elevated water, watching as your face paled. “I’m going to paddle further away, remember what I told you. It’s all about balance!” He coached.
He watched as you paddled towards the wave, and with a shaky step you managed to stand against his old board. Hesh gave a hearty cheer, before you lost your balance against the wave and fell into the water below.
Hesh was quick to paddle over, watching as your head bobbed up above the surface with a huff. “Well you stood on your board for a couple seconds! That’s progress.” He praised, watching as your eyes grew mischievous. “Don’t-”
With a tug on his ankle, you pulled him into ocean. He emerged with a playful glare, his hair dark from the water. He quickly forgot his anger as you wrapped your legs around his waist. His legs treaded the water gently, “I can’t believe you made me do this.” You mumbled against his reddening cheeks.
“I can’t believe you’re from San Diego and part of the Coast Guard and you don’t know how to surf.” He retaliated as he placed a couple of salty kisses on your cheeks and forehead.
You giggled in his hold, and he’d never felt more content in his life. Finding someone so truly alike to him was a blessing in disguise, and it made it even sweeter that you understood him.
Your eyes turned to the setting sun, “cmon, fireworks are going to start soon.”
“Right.” Hesh agreed before the two of you swam back to the white sand beach and lay upon the same spot you had met. Your head rested against his chest as he traced his fingers over your side, humming a sweet Beatles song under his breath.
“You won’t forget about me, right?” You had spoken against his tanned skin. Hesh felt the pang in his heart at the question, already this girl had taken off with his heart and buried it in the sand. He couldn’t forget her if he tried.
“Never. I’ll write to you every chance I can.”
“Good.”
A loud boom interrupted the conversation, and as their eyes moved up to sky, they watched the colorful fireworks in each other’s arms, content with the time they had.
Present
“I wrote to her every time I could get the chance.”
“And she actually wrote him back.” Logan teased just as Hesh swatted him over the shoulder.
“Did the old man get to meet her?” Keegan gestured to Elias, who was in the next compartment chatting heavily over the comms. Hesh wondered what he was doing for a split moment before his thoughts drifted back to you.
“No he didn’t. I was going to introduce her on the day of the quake.”
July 17th 2017 The Walker Residence, San Diego, CA
“How about this one?” You had asked over the phone, the camera turned to you holding up a floral patterned dress that would reach your ankle.
“Beautiful. Like the last five you’ve shown me.” Hesh teased as his face softened over the video call.
“I just want to impress your dad, I’ve got a big shoe to fill.”
“He already loves you.” Hesh brushed off, watching as you moved out of the frame to try on the summer dress.
“Do you talk about me, David?” You teased, Hesh couldn’t help but roll his eyes.
“Sometimes.”
Air caught in his throat as you stepped back into the frame, the flowing fabric gave you an innocent glow that made his heart beat a little faster in his chest.
“Ah…. Wow.” He managed to stamper out, admiring the way you spun on your heels to show off the dress. “I take it this is your favorite then?”
“Yes.” He melted, happily taking a couple seconds just to engrave this image in his head. “I can’t wait to see it in person.”
“Well don’t get to handsy when I’m here. I have a reputation as captain, so I’ll make you drop down and give me twenty.” You snickered, just as Hesh wiggled his eyebrows teasingly. The two hardly noticed as Logan walked into the room with a disgusted look on his face.
“I’m going to pretend I didn’t just here you say that.” He addressed to his eldest brother, who happened to be a lot happier since his tour. He was grateful for you in every way for making him happy.
“Hey, Logan!” You called through the screen, and Logan rolled his eyes playfully before mumbling a quick, “Hey, Y/n.”
“You on for a friendly game of beach volleyball, tonight?” You asked, sounding every bit confident. “As long as you’re my partner.” Logan bargained, and cheered when you agreed. Hesh let out a teasing huff, but let a smile spread across his face anyways.
“Dad wanted us down by the fire pit.” Logan informed Hesh, who was quick to nod.
“Old man wants to see us, I’ll see you in about half an hour, okay?” Hesh stood, stretching his back as he snatched his phone.
“Alright. I love ya, Hesh.”
“Love you too, Honey.”
He never got the chance to tell you goodbye.
Present
“I always assumed she died, I just hope it was quick.” He frowned, feeling a weight he didn’t know was on his shoulders lift.
“Sorry, brother.” Merrick sympathized, nodding his head in Hesh’s direction. Before Hesh could open his mouth to reply, the transit came to an abrupt stop, jerking the ghosts upon the ground.
“What the hell…” Keegan growled as he made an effort to stand, Elias finally made his way to his men. Hesh’s eyebrows creased at his unbothered look, he knew something.
“What is it, sir?” Merrick asked as he slung his gun into his hands. Elias made a gesture to keep his weapon down.
“I was just in touch with an unexpected ally.” Secretly, his eyes flickered in Hesh’s direction, just as a body dropped down from the hatch on the roof.
He’d recognize this woman anywhere.
“Long time no see, Walker.”
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Virago
David “Hesh” Walker x Fem!Reader 
HELLO! It’s a blue moon and I return with a fic to cope with my random obsessions! Part 2
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Warnings: Blatant misogynistic comments and touches, canon typical violence, suggestive sexual content (which honestly might be illegal given the setting of the scene whoops), and of course bad writing. I’M NOT A WRITER! No Y/N
A/N: I’m in a massive COD Ghosts phase and there are barely any fics for my boy Hesh. So I had to fix that. This basically just follows the plot of the campaign. I got lazy and haven’t finished writing sin city but I want to write a part two so hang tight :)
Reader’s nickname is Virago
June 7th - No Man’s Land
It was a rescue mission when you met the Walker’s boys. You had heard about them a couple times, Elias wasn’t shy about sharing his once very domestic life with you. But now there was little time to think about it. In fact you thought about the dog more than you did the boys that day. But this mission wasn’t like your usual, Ajax wasn’t gonna last forever. 
“Alright, we don’t have a lot of time. You can stick with us but you do what I say - when I say it. Understood?” Merrick said to the boys. You joined Keegan’s side before heading out.
“Got some stragglers on the road. Could be trouble.” The lot of you looking over a road through tall grass. 
“Keegan, Virago. Post up and keep us covered. You Walker boys are with me.” Merrick ordered and immediately you went off to find a position. Gun fire reigned loose and in a flurry of adrenaline and muscle memory, you found yourself at the gates of greenway park “Fireball Charlie” - what once was a baseball stadium - in under a couple minutes. 
“They’re moving him, we should go now.” The state you found Ajax in was enough to make your blood boil. You hadn’t served with him as long as the rest of the ghosts but you knew him well enough and you’d always fight for your team no matter what. 
“They’re moving Ajax, so our windows closing fast. We’ll hit him at home plate and work our way up from there.” Further orders given by Merrick once acquiring a vehicle. You sat in the back aside Merrick and Hesh. One hell of a ride, you often questioned if Keegan even had a civilian licence. 
“Weapons free!” Once more the hell fire began and you ran through another gate. The German Shepherd who stared at you with wide adoring eyes only moments before leapt through the missing windscreen onto a federation soldier. 
“Holy shit.” A comment of fear and intimidation and excitement all swirled together at the sheer ruthlessness of that dog. It was the first thing Hesh heard you say all mission.
“Yeah.” You turned to see Hesh by your side. You figured he was the dog’s handler. He seemed proud, he should be. 
“Ajax is through this atrium! Move! Move! Move! Hurry before more guys get in.” Merrick took cover behind a barrack, “Virago, get ahead as far as you can, weapon hold. We’ll keep you covered, keep us posted.” 
Jumping into action, you took yourself along the edge of the open aired arcade to a flight of stairs. The fastest steps your tactical gear would allow you to take without winding yourself. Gun held close to your chest with light steps avoiding fire. You could hear the team, slowly but surely following in your steps. 
Through a roofed arcade and another flight of stairs you made it to a closed set of double doors, chatter coming from the other side. 
“This should be where they were holding Ajax, one flight of stairs, shouldn’t be a difficult run.” You notified them while waiting beside the door hinges ready to take cover or fire. 
“Almost at target, let’s mop up!” Merrick’s yelling could almost reach you over the gunshots. You took out a couple soldiers out over the railing, covering the boys as they made their way up the stairs. 
Logan pulled out the remote sniper, the moment you heard a fire, Merrick sent the go signal. 
“Twelve o’clock! Twelve o’clock!”
“Runner on the left!”
“Clear right!”
“Clear left!”
“Room Secure!”
Once cleared, you passed the soldier left on the ground. Poor guy got Keegan yelling at him by the balls. You knew he’d take this harder than anyone else, he and Ajax were close. 
“Where is he? Where did you take him!”
Careful and ready for fire, you tread through the blown out room. Logan by your side as you halt before a steep slope. There was an obvious trail from that slope through the stand and down another tunnel entrance. You turn to your team noticing the other walker boy pulling his dog away from the soldier for Keegan to finish off. You beckon him over.
“Bring the dog, there’s a trail.” You turned to the youngest Walker boy, “I’m going down, use the remote sniper to cover me. Follow under merricks instruction.” 
He gave you a curt nod before you were off. 
“Riley’s got a scent!.” The team followed suit. Riley leading the lot of you to an almost closed  garage door. Multiple pairs of feet seen pacing inside.
“We don’t have time for this. Gas masks on.” 
Again through another tunnel, a conference room, another tunnel. This place was starting to piss you off, reminding you why you never really liked baseball in the first place. You’d later refer to it as the nightmare labyrinth. 
Eventually you found Ajax, Riley sniffing him out first, Keegan on his knees by his side second. 
“How is he?” Not an ounce of effort was made to hide the fear in your voice. 
“It’s bad.” Keegan was cradling the man as he coughed. 
“Son of a bitch.” In a quick but necessary moment of solidarity, you placed a comforting hand to Merrick’s shoulder. “Hang in there Ajax, Hang in.” 
“Rorke. It was Rorke. He’s targeting…” Ajax let out a cough from deep in his chest. Keegan held him tighter in shallow breaths. “Look… the wall.” 
“Come on, hang in there Ajax.” 
“He’s gone.” The room fell silent, you took to distraction. You look for the wall and your eyes grow in momentary panic at what you found.
“Merrick, he was right.” Your voice barely showed any sign of grief you were trying to swallow. No time to think. You stood by Hesh. He held out a flare for you to see, his free hand consolidating you with a gentle pat to the shoulder. 
“Get him ready to move.” Merrick ordered, Ajax’s body already hoisted over Keegan’s shoulder. Then by your side.
“It’s a kill list.” You told him. 
“Rorke’s targeting ghosts.” He resolved. Hesh’s eyes widened as he looked over the photos of you lot on the wall, his eyes drifting to one of a girl in tactical gear only realising once meeting your glassy gaze that it was you. You were smaller than the others sure but half your face was covered by a cloth, the other grease paint and your voice had been so gravelly and focused.
“Who the hell is Rorke?” He asked after clearing his throat, clearing his mind. Merrick had already collected Ajax’s mask and was heading out of the room for evac. You patted Hesh’s arm as a signal to move it. 
“No time to explain.”
-
Everything was one fight to another. You’d only truly catch a break in your third helicopter of the day.
“Alright, get us outta here!” Keegan yelled, clearly as over it was you were. 
“Hey, we’re not going anywhere” The eldest walker boy stood from his seat, he was frustrated, looking to pay it out on someone and Keegan was in his line of fire. You interjected with an assertive hand to his vest. 
“Hey, calm down.” Your cloth was pulled down to your neck now. Eyes wide as they met his. For a moment it actually worked, like you had covered the space in a blanket of silence to give him a moment to breathe. He glanced at the hand on his chest then met your eyes again. You were almost smiling. If he wasn’t panicking over losing his father, he probably would’ve smiled back. 
“Hey! We just saved your asses!” Merrick shoved the Walker boy to the wall, one arm holding his tactical vest fueled by his impatience and a hot head. 
“We didn’t need your help!” The boy fought back. By this time you had retreated to the front of the helicopter, hands held up in mock defeat towards your commanding officer with an amused smirk. He shook his head, hung in the slightest tint of embarrassment or nostalgia. Boys will always be boys.
Merrick will always be a testament of that. He was the same now as he was and will continue to be.
“The hell you didn’t!” Merrick had shoved the Walker boy down next to his brother on the bench. 
“Stow it! All of you!” Finally your commanding officer decided to step in.
“We have to go back! Our dads down there and we’re not leaving without him!” 
“That’s real admirable of you, but your father’s not there anymore.” He sat them down, really laying the act on thick. You remembered the bastard being dramatic but not this theatrical. He pulled the mask off. 
“Dad, this whole time? You were one of them, you’re a ghost.” 
“Try the Ghost! That’s your commanding officer.” Merrick was in a mood. He joined you where you stood next to Keegan. You welcomed him by holding a palm out as if asking him to calm down.
“Cool it. Stretch your legs.” You spoke softly, mockingly at him. Fake concern. He returned with a sarcastic smile. There was never a right time to push his buttons - especially not when he got in a mood… and he had many moods - but that never stopped you from having your fun every now and then. 
You waited for a moment, you could faintly hear your commander welcoming his sons to the Ghost squad. It warmed your heart, though you would never admit outloud. 
Elias had become like a father to you over your time being a ghost, the respect you worked hard to earn from the man radiated from him when addressing his children with unconditional love. 
You weren’t surprised seeing his sons often labelled as ‘natural born leaders’, they had the best of the best taking them through life from the very beginning. They held your respect for that alone. 
A genuine smile grew on your face as the eldest turned to caught your eye. He finally did return the smile. You found it sweet how his feet became restless in the moment of excitement. 
“We’re ready, We won’t let you down.”
June 15th - Federation Day
It had been approximately 9 days since you had met the Walker boys. They were everything you imagined Elias’ children to be. Determined, well mannered and well… handsome. This has been your first mission with them since. Your goal: To gain intel of Rorke's current location. 
It had been somewhat of a quiet mission up until this point, you knew all hell would break loose when you make your evac but for now, you almost had your hands on the federation soldier and “friend” of Rorkes, Victor Ramos.
“Dammit, he’s not here! Hesh?” Keegan calling into his comms when busting into Ramos' empty office.
“I got him.” Hesh dragged him in and pushed onto the office chair with a gun pointed to his head.
“He knew you would come.” Ramos’ words echoing off the gun metal.
“Where’s Rorke? Where is he!”
“I don’t know!” Ramon interjects, hands in the air “no one knows!”
“Vig.” Keegan gave you the ‘go ahead’ look. The one step in front of Hesh and Ramos was pushed onto the desktop by the lapels. Hesh now standing to the left of the man, his pointed gun in clear view. Light vibrations rushed through your body by the man’s trembling. He knew what he was getting into the moment he befriended Rorke. There was no remorse to be shared. 
“You have five seconds to deliver the coordinates on Rorke.” Keegan's voice rattled through the man’s skull, suddenly restless.
“Four.” Ramos yanked his arms out of your grip.
“He’s not here!” “Three.” You looked to Hesh.
“Two.” With a subtle nod your way, he readied his feet for fire. Ramos’s left arm dove across the table. 
“His location is in there! In an encrypted file!” Before you could follow the vector of his finger out the door, the screen fizzled awake behind you. Grabbing Ramos's loose arm, you turned the best you could to glance at the screen behind your tactical helmet.
“Well, well, well, if it ain’t the walking dead.” It was Rorke, you've heard his voice only once before in a recording but you’d never forget it. “Hm, I knew you’d follow the breadcrumbs.” 
“You tried to kill my father, you piece of shit!” Hesh haphazardly lept towards the screen. Sending the now half conscious Ramos into the desk chair, you met Hesh halfway.
“Hesh.” Your hands holding him back by the chest.
“The sons of Elias Walker. Boys sent to do a man’s work.” Hesh’s mouth went dry, his eyes fell from the screen to your gaze, then his shoulders dropped. He finally backed off, targeting his gun back onto Ramos.
“Enough games. Where are you, Rorke?” You turned to get a good look at the man on screen, your patience running thin. 
“Ha! Vi Ra Go. Talk about a man's work. Nice to put a voice to the face but where I am doesn’t matter.” He mocked. Your eyes narrowed out of frustration. “What matters is a decade ago they left me to die in this city. And from this night forward, Elias lives with the knowledge he sent his own sons to their death.”
“It was a set up.” Keegan said under his breath. The screen shut off and you locked eyes. 
“Let’s move!” You yelled, stepping with a heavy foot. One tap to the shoulder of the boy to your left and he followed behind you. Subconsciously pairing off as you knew Keegan would have Logan’s back. The building was collapsing, you could hear it before feeling it. 
“Command, mission is compromised! Attempting an aerial exfil from the 52nd floor!” Keegan was last to leave the room as he barked into his comms. You led the boys down the stairs, the concrete cracking in trails after your steps. Alarm raging. Scaffolding bare. 
-
You had your head resting on your hands, these trips after a mission were never a highlight for anyone in particular. People have different responses, Merricks paces restlessly, riding on leftover adrenaline like a drug high. Keegan sits still, to the side, not quite giving into exhaustion but with more of a level head then you reckoned someone should after jumping out of a collapsing building. 
You, however, are much smaller in frame and when you sit down, it tends to hit you quicker than everyone else. They’d called you a lightweight, especially when you share a drink with them. Keegan’s a hard one to make laugh but when Kick and Ajax continue to get you shots of water, the whole table shits their little cargo pants. So they let you bathe in the sound of the helicopter and regain a little strength. 
“You know him?” Your eyes barely opened as you turned to the boy who just sat next to you. You’re confused eyebrows egging him to elaborate “Rorke.” 
You shook your head and rested your head against the wall. One large exhale and you met his eyes again.
“They brought me on a long time after him. Knew the stories though,” Hesh watched with expecting eyes, ready for you to continue. “But he’s after me too and he took Ajax. That’s personal enough for me.” 
He gave an understanding nod and rested his head against the wall beside you. In the corner of your eye, you catch Keegan and Logan share a side eye glance. You can tell Keegan thinks you're getting soft but this job gives you little comfort. You’ll clench your balaclava as tight as you were now to stay cool in front of this boy whenever just to keep feeling the way he makes you feel. 
-
The next few days pass slower than usual. You could blame it on the same fact everyone else did. That Rorke was still out there. You almost had him and then was sent back a couple steps. 
However, you really knew it was because in the back of your mind, the idea of you, a boy and his dog, sat peacefully. 
Every mission, you kept your eye on him. Covered his back when you could and every mission he’d cover yours. Every mission you were sent to scope an area by his side. In between missions you would sit and chat. Chat about how you became a ghost, talk about his life before the military, talk about how he started to think of Riley after being away too long or how the other ghosts have become like father figures to you. The latter being a secret you thought you’d take to your grave.  
Sometimes Logan sat with the two of you, sometimes everyone else. In a group you would discuss sport and women and combat. Your plights and fights. Hesh watched as you grinned everytime Merrick rested a casual arm on your shoulder, you watched as Hesh beamed whenever Elias would place a proud pat to his back.
June 23th - Passage to Antarctica
Sure there were things to do, meetings to attend, plans to go over. But for the most part, on these kinds of days, you had more time to yourself then you would get in a while. Time you well needed when in constant close proximity with people like the ghosts. 
Once you were done on deck talking with the force, you made your way below deck to the sleeping quarters. You knew for a fact Merrick and Keegan would stay above deck for a smoke and Logan wouldn’t stray too far from Keegan no matter. But Hesh?
Something inside of you almost wished he would join you. You’d spend hours in the dark questioning if it was wistful or if you just felt guilty for having these thoughts cross your mind more often than not lately. 
When you had shared your plans of sneaking off to nap to the guys, every one of them shared a knowing look when Hesh was soon to follow you a few minutes after. It bothered Merrick more than he thought it would - feeling almost protective over you - but Keegan and Logan had already started the betting pool days before. 
“Just in time too.” Logan was quick to add. 
Hesh was quick to catch up to you. He stopped you in the hallway below deck, hand on your shoulder and a sentimental look in his eye. One that almost took your breath away at the sudden vulnerability. One you’d only seen him share with the likes of his family or with Riley. 
“Virago.”
“Hesh.” 
Let the games begin.
“Is there a reason you have me stopped in the hallway or?”
“Yes.” His chest rose with a deep breath. You had to rip your eyes away to look into his eyes. He continued his confession, “Virago, I think about you.” 
“You- what?” Spoken like you’d been punched to the gut. Your ears boiled. He had both hands on both shoulders now and at some point had steered you off to the side of the hallway with him. 
“Come on, you can’t tell me you don’t feel it too.” 
“This is highly inappropriate, I-” You awkwardly shimmied his hands off your shoulders as you tried to brush past him. He stopped you again, a hopeful, charming smile plastered shamelessly on his face. 
“It’s ridiculous, I know!” A boyish chuckle escaping through his words.
“Hesh.” The way you called him sent shivers down his spine. Had the situation been any different, had he not spotted the hope in your eyes everytime you looked at him, he would’ve given up by now. But he was already your weakness, as you were his. One more crack and he knew you’d be his. “I have to go.” 
That last crack was following you directly into the female berthing room. He greatly enjoyed your stunned state, it filled him with a sense of pride to influence your emotional responses so strongly. 
“Lieutenant! This is highly inapprop-” You’re scolding was cut off by a pair of lips and two hands gently holding your head in place. The final push. 
You melted in his warm, calloused hands. This is what you were afraid of, being so completely and utterly in the palm of his hand. You’d thank the stars for months that the room was currently unoccupied. 
His kiss was slow but hungry. Like he’d been dreaming of it but forced himself to savour you. Once you had relaxed into him, he moved his hands down to your waist, pulling and pushing. Chest to chest, back to bunk. Any gasp or sigh you let out, he returned with a quiet sound of pure bliss. Lips skimming each other but not locked. Open mouth pants, warm breath with a haze of mint below your nostrils. 
When you pressed your chest further into his, hands caressing his buzzed head to the nape of his neck. He shook his head, pulling away with a breath he struggled to take.
“You tell me no now because I may not be able to stop if we keep going like this.” 
“Hesh.” You said feigning a scolding tone. 
“You can call me lieutenant again.” He joked but sounded so out of breath. He could barely keep his eyes open when you ran your fingernails over his shoulder blades. 
“David.” You retaliate in a real scolding voice. A warning. He only groaned as his head fell onto your chest. 
“Yeah, that’ll do it.” He groaned. His grip on your hips got tighter, pulling you against him in a way that made you gasp. Showing his appreciation of the sound by latching his lips to your neck.
The boy fell just as deep as you had. You wanted him so bad but the adrenaline running through you wasn’t entirely from him either. You couldn’t pull your eyes away from the door even when you tried. 
You took a loud gulp and pulled him off you. His confused face soon daring as you guided him into your berth on the floor and pulled the curtain shut. It was tight, you laid on his chest, your back touching the roof if you arched your back. You didn’t care. If you had the chance to, you wouldn’t have ripped yourself from his chest and just stay this close forever. 
It was dark, his hands on your hips gave you butterflies. Your knees tingled as they laid either side of his thighs. He was breathing just as hard as you were. 
You started taking off your shirt and his eyes widened.
“Take your shirt off.” You didn’t ask but it also wasn’t an order. He was taken aback by your forwardness all of a sudden but didn't hesitate to wiggle his way out of the confining khaki material. “If these things start to smell, someone will know.” 
His hands were already exploring your bare waist, your lower back, upper back, the curve in your spine to the hanging stomach over him. Over your upper arms and shoulders to your chest. He memorised every curve, the feel of your soft skin. The way you’d cringe when he touched a certain point on your waist. The way you’d gasp when he cupped your breast and brought it out of your bra. 
“Hold me up.” He obliged with no hesitation. You desperately wanted Hesh out of his pants and needed the hands that were keeping you up to do so.
“May I?” you asked, hands resting over his belt. His eyes were desperate. 
“Please.” Who were you to complain? He brought you close to him, arms wrapped around your upper back pressing your chest against him. His lips rested next to your ear, determined to at least let you hear him if nobody else could. Arm reaching down between your bodies, you soon had in him his hands. 
“Holy shit.” He moaned in your ear. 
“Yeah.” You moaned back. 
-
“Did you get your nap, Vig?” Keegan's deadpan voice almost makes you think his question was genuine.
“What nap?” The words spilling out before a single thought could be put into them. You froze once you noticed your mistake, eyes wide in panic. There was no coming back from this but you could try. “Yes. Yes I did.”
He only raised an amused eyebrow and left your side with a “I didn’t think so.” 
June 28th - Sin City 
“Commander Walker, may I have a word with you.” Your fingers were fidgeting, eyes to your feet. He’d never seen you this way. You were a strong woman, Elias knew all too well. What other men called annoying - one well read man’s attempt to unknowingly call you a shrew - Elias taught you could be a sign of courage and strength. Virago. A word his wife used to love. 
This demeanour was different though. From you, almost uncanny. 
“Is everything okay Sergeant?” You took a gulp. He couldn’t stop the amused look on his face. He had a creeping suspicion of the topic you wanted to discuss, the whole team was starting to catch on. Hell, even kick could’ve guessed it. 
His suspicions were true. You knew you had to bring it up to him. The incident on the way to Antarctica consumed your every waking thought. It was almost dangerous, never have you had something come close to waning your focus on missions but this. This made you worried. It hasn’t even been a month of knowing this boy and you were worried. 
“Sir, this is very difficult for me to talk about. I’m afraid this is very inappropriate.” He let out a sigh, shaking his head. His expression was shielded by a thumb and pointer finger holding his nose bridge. Your stomach dropped.
“It’s okay Virago. Take your time.” He raised his head to look at you, giving out an involuntary chuckle. You stared at him, not sure what to do next. You were certain everything you said came out in a stutter. 
“For his sake and your sake and the ghosts sake, I will stand down if need be. It was never my intention to cause an issue like this, I know how inappropriate it is but i’m afraid of how it may develop and what will-”
“Virago.” Breathe. 
You follow the hand on your shoulder up to his eye. With more vulnerability than you were anticipating.
“Sir. Your son makes me feel like a giddy school girl.” 
After a long, uncomfortable beat, he lets out a genuine, hardy chuckle. It turns into a laugh. 
You brought your hands to cover your face in mild embarrassment. After all the chaos you endure in your job, admitting a little crush is what finally brought you to your knees. All you could do was share the laugh with Elias. It’s only when the moment settles that he gives his response. 
“As your commanding officer, you two work together better than a lot of teams I’ve seen out in the field. I am happy to overlook it as long as it doesn’t cause any problems. I see no reason for you to step down; however, if you think it’s the best decision for you, I won’t stop you. You’re an excellent sergeant, that's why you’re on this force.” You’re certain your face is red but his shoulders drop and the warm, a paternal smile returns to his face. 
“As a father, you’ve brought a sparkle to his eye I haven't seen in him since he was 18. I couldn’t feel any more pride if my son had chosen someone lesser than you.” Were you crying? A grown ass woman and you were crying at your commander’s words. You didn’t think his validation meant this much to you but you had always worked hard for this man’s respect. “He’s a stubborn one. You’ve got your work cut out but at least I know he’ll be in good hands.” 
“Thank you sir.” Was all you could get out without allowing your voice to crack. You took a quick glance at the boy standing by his younger brother. Elias walked to join them allowing you a moment to recollect yourself before the landing in vegas. With a quick but hot walk, you made it to the previously known luxor, now safe house. 
-
“JSOC’s going to want to move fast on this, so load up before you get any shut-eye. We got six hours until Keegan gets back.” 
You were already by Merricks side, guiding Logan to stock. Elias had been stopped by Hesh and dragged to the corner. 
“Dad, I need to talk to you for a sec.” Elias could feel the same smile growing on his face from only moments before. He was starting to think something must have happened on the last mission for the both of you to bring your feelings to his attention with this kind of urgency. 
“David, if this is about the girl, I already know.” Hesh stopped in his tracks. The boy was too stunned to speak! Perhaps he was meant to say a comprehensive sentence, instead he let out a series of “uh”s, “oh”s “wha?”s, “ how?”s. 
“She got to me first. A bit out of your league.” With a nudge to his gut from his father’s elbow, the tension slowly started to expel from his body. In fact he even gave out a laugh. Sheepish but true, you were out of his league. 
“You’re not mad?” Suddenly he felt like a child again, his worst nightmare would be disappointing his father. 
“Fuck no son. She is a warrior, that one.” Whatever Elias was fiddling with was dropped momentarily as he met his son’s eyes. Expression dropped to a deadpan. “If you started fucking the rest of my ghosts, well then we’d have a problem.” 
All Hesh could do was laugh out of shock and relief. He caught a glimpse of you beckoning Riley to follow you and he felt his pupils turned to hearts like an old cartoon. 
“I could marry her, dad.”  
“Hey, hey. Steady on Hesh.” Elias chuckled out, passing Hesh with a pat to his back to pull him out of the little trance you put him in. He couldn’t help but laugh - not in a judgemental way but in a nostalgic ‘young love’ kind of way. “You keep each other alive first and then you can start getting all cosy. You copy loverboy?” 
“Copy.” Hesh replied with a goofy little smile. 
“Hold up.” Merrick stopped. “Something feel off to you?” 
“Security’s working.” In a matter of seconds you were on the floor. Elias’ faint yelling at Riley in the distance played you off as you closed your eyes and took another deep inhale of gas. 
They say hearing is the last to go when you die. You figured this might be it. You could hear Merrick’s voice yelling - how he usually used his voice - and figured you wouldn’t be mad if he were the one to send you off. 
What they never say though is that you’d feel hands grab you before you die. Now that sobered you. 
You were being picked up off the ground, grey federation gloved hands steadying its grip on you in places that were entirely necessary to lift you up onto a chair. After a minute of having your hands brought behind your back and met with a rope, your vision could finally focus in front of you. 
Merrick sat across from you, hands tied behind his back like your own. He watched the soldier behind you intently before locking eyes with you. You wondered what time it was, how long had you been out, how long had he been awake? You could have sworn he gave you a mocking look as if to say “lightweight” but it was short lived. You might have even laughed in any other situation.  
With a quick surveillance of the room, you noted there were only a couple of soldiers by the door. You could only just make out another figure in the hallway those soldiers were talking to. The soldier behind you was struggling with the rope as your hands started to fidget out of them. You gave Merrick a wink, devising a quick plan with a wordless exchange in under a few seconds. 
An eyebrow raise and a slight nudge of your head indicating the soldier behind you. ‘I'll take out the one behind me.’ 
A head tipped to his chair, then to the door behind him and two very exaggerated blinks. ‘You take the two at the door.’
He gave a curt nod and your expression stopped him before he counted the leap into action. You took a short moment to contemplate how to relay this information without your hands, it was never going to be a very dignified attempt.
A head nudge back to the door, a defeated eye roll then the most comical, clear attempt you could express talking by flapping your mouth. ‘The two at the door are talking to someone.’
He raised an eyebrow best he could. ‘How many?’ 
You returned a disparaging look and a subtle shoulder shrug. ‘I don’t know.’
He took a breath, shot a determined look then tipped his head to a count of three before you both jumped to your feet.
Whipping yourself around, you sent your tied hands slamming to the exposed neck of the shoulder behind you. He stumbled over the back of the chair, giving you a split second to seize the opportunity and kick his ass over his head. A clear thud paired with an echoed crack as the man’s back hit the concrete. His attempt to reach for his gun was unsuccessful when a boot trod on his wrist and a wooden chair smashed to bits off his vest. 
With what leverages your tied hands could give you, you tugged out the unresponsive soldier's pistol and finally turned your attention to Merrick.  
One soldier was on the ground, the other was giving him some little trouble. Two shots was enough to have the federation soldier on the ground. Whoever those soldiers were speaking to in the hallway were no longer there but would obviously return soon with back up. Merrick made quick work pulling the rope off your hands. You gave them a moment to roll them out before beginning on Merricks ties. They were untied enough for him to shimmy the rope off but you were yanked into the room by the waist before you could assist him further.
You’d retell the story with what you’d call more than a dozen federation soldiers surrounding the two of you. One holding your legs off the ground, vest to vest. Another soldier retying your wrists together while the rest had their guns pointed. Struggling was getting pointless. A quick glance to Merrick and it seemed he was in a worse position. Pushed to his knees and having life punched out of his gut. 
You followed suit, being pushed to your knees by a grip in your hair. The soldier in front of you lingered in this position, enjoying the view more than anything. If there weren’t so many soldiers posted, you could’ve sworn that man would have a world record for the quicked murder. 
“She’s a fiery one huh.” There was that voice again, you should have suspected it was him all along.
“Rorke.” Merrick's voice was gravelly, an evolved stage from the angered yelling to something further. 
“Vi Ra Go,” Every single time. Each syllable paired with an indolent step, his gaze never faulting from you. He didn’t want to acknowledge the man he once called friend beside you. 
“So we finally meet. The woman they sent to fill my void.” The word ‘woman’ was spat out with a misogynistic type of venom. A discreet disgust painting his features until his eyes started to wander down. His eyebrows raised shamelessly. 
“I tell you what, they don’t make soldiers like you in the federation.” His hand gripped your jaw. Resisting the urge to give him any satisfaction of a reaction, you stared past his head. He only relished in it more, with a thumb running up the skin of your neck. “Many of my men have your photo on their wall but to have the whole thing here is something else huh.”
The soldiers in the room started to holler and you could’ve sworn you felt bile being sent up your throat. You’d had comments like this before, about being a woman in the force but this man was something else and Merrick had had enough of it.
“Enough of this Rorke.” His roar rippled through the room and finally Rorke released his grip on your chin. Head dropping immediately - if not to stop it from cramping in your neck, then to hide the tear you fought hard to stop welling. Fuck him for making you feel weak. Fuck all of them.
“You know what they did to me sweetheart?” Still he refused to acknowledge the man next to you. You kept your head down.
“I know you killed Ajax, that’s all I need to know.”
“They left me to die. I’ve sat through things that’ll make your little limbs fall off darling.” He moved behind you, left hand situated on your neck, right hand on Merrick’s. Two soldiers accompanied your fronts. “Your whole team isn’t even here for you, darling. Where’s your quiet friend?” 
His grip on your neck guiding you to face him. His eyes anticipated more than he was going to get. 
Warm spit and a fuck you.
The last thing you saw was an unimpressed Rorke wiping his face with a palm before a fist connected to your stomach. 
“Bitch!” He spat. Jolted his head to the door and before you knew it, you were being dragged out the door by two soldiers. “I bet it doesn't take much to make her scream! As for you-”
“Virago!” Merrick roared before Rorke's frame covered your sight. The further you were dragged away, the less you could make out of blunt objects connecting themselves to his frame. 
The two soldiers carrying you shared a couple words, bringing you back to the foyer. And for what felt like hours, one held your head up by the hair while the other had his crack leaving bruises that’ll take at least a month to heal. 
Then finally relief.
Black.
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