#GAHHHH IM CRAZY IM CRAZY

[paninityl]

He's been good today so he gets a little kiss

#GAHHHH IM CRAZY IM CRAZY #HOW DO SHIP ARTISTS DO THIS IM LIKE GENUINELY EMBARRASSED TO POST THIS #my art #the scarab #scarab fionna and cake #prismo the wishmaster #prismo #prohibitedwish #scarab #scarab the god auditor

[kwoojii]

who rocks it better?

#kingdom hearts #kh #xion #roxas #rokushi #kh3 #kh xion #kh roxas #my art #GAHHHH I UNEARTHED SOME OF MY FILES AND FOUND THIS GEM #IM GOING NUTS #CRAZY #WHAT DID I EAT

[kakagaibouquet]

can you believe it they're teaching the kids at the academy to follow gai and kakashi's example of friendship and rivalry which means they're confirming everyone in existence know of how legendary their bond is which means i am now under my blanket shrieking

#kakagai #gaikaka #god im going crazy thinking about them #i cant believe how well known their rivalry is #and how its the blueprint for everybody else #just bc of how they embody the spirits of 2 ppl who push each other bc they care for one another and not out of spite #gahhhh

[snzluv3r]

my friends who have cats are so sweet and adorable and go to great lengths to clean their houses and wash blankets and change sheets and all that jazz anytime i’m staying over their houses but it almost never works because 1. their cats almost always seek me out and rub as much fur onto me and my clothes as possible and 2. i am the worst and give them attention despite knowing the consequences.

anyways yeah i’m in the bathroom at my friends house rn blowing my nose trying to quell another sneezing fit because i couldn’t help but kiss this beautiful little cat on the head (duh). to be fair i did start sneezing before the cat even entered the room so i feel like it was fair game for cuddles by then…

#cat allergies are driving me crazy and i feel like im never going to stop sneezinf #gahhhh

[reformedpeasant]

I'm just some memory that with each and every day will fade

#her voice drives me crazy #morgan wade acoustic is unmatched #im so sad i missed the tour #gahhhh #crossing state lines #morgan wade

[crowbugz]

chainsaw man chapter 116 moodboard

#.txt #chainsaw man #IM GOING CRAZY #IM LITERALLY. GAHHHH

[ratmans-notebooks]

sighs . im just a bit tired of everything

#squeaking #it would be nice if #idk people cared about the mentally ill. like at all. #even in progressive communities u still get ppl using narcissist & psychopath & psycho as an insult #gahhhh. #and then get all flustered when an actual schizo (ME.) says hey dont DO that #and whine and cry and bitch about forgiveness #like. sorry i cant forgive every instance of alienation that happens 2 me! #honestly the next time someone tries 2 tell me i was in the wrong im gonna start hitting ppl #if theyre going 2 shove me in2 the crazy box im gonna act crazy! #im sick of masking and just layinh down and taking it! #you are all so goddamn lucky ive been making an effort not to act on my impulses! #vent

[dearlyjun]

who do you think has the biggest dick in svt ?

OHHHH anon get ready for my power point presentation that I have on my flash drive. with sources and citations.

⚠️warning! talking about dicks, if that makes you uncomfortable pls carry on

note that this isn’t in any order. im just naming a few that I think are worth mentioning. I have my reasons. also im eating my lunch as i write this.

mingyu -> goes without saying….duh. I think he probably has the prettiest looking dick. very nice length with a slight upwards curve that hits uniquely when you top him. might have a pretty decent girth but nothing crazy.

junhui -> I just have the vibe that he’s bigger? the kind of dick that hurts so good if he’s hitting from the back, and can feel in your guts when you top him.

wonwoo -> do I have to….hes a nerdy boy who likes video games and monster energy drinks. of course his dick is girthy and probably has that vein you can feel with your tongue when you give him head.

seungcheol -> one thing about him is that he knows his dick is big, which makes it hotter. might only be above average in length and not crazy long, but girthy with a cockhead that makes that ‘pop’ noise when you release him from your mouth. would probably love to watch you struggle to take him.

gahhhh im fine!!! totally fine!!!

#ash replies #svt hard thoughts #anon ☆

[awfullydrawntoby]

ive never heard of them personally but do you know this one guy named fae and if so what do you think about him. very importsnt question

sigh

fae,,,,, gosh i love fae so much, like, not even joking i spend a good portion of everyday just thinking about him. he always makes me really happy n just gahhh, idk man, there's not a thing i wouldn't do for him. wait hold on i actually have a whole- gimme a sec.

rambled from three am toby under the cut

"OHHH MY GOD I LOVE FAE SO MUCH STIP HIS MADDNSS I LOVE HIM HES SO SILLY THEYRELUTWRALLY THE EVR IMG ONNA GRAHHHSAMBSAM DAMABKAANM

HES SO<3333

IM LITERALLY GOING INSANR (POTVE)

I THINK AOUT HIM ALL THE TIME CONTANTLY, EVERY HOUR OF EVERY DAY AND IT NEVR GETS ANNOHING I LOVE HKM HAJNANMA

ANDANDAND WHEN

BDNANAM

WHEN HE SAYS HE LOVES ME I GET SOSOSOSOSOOSOSOSOSO HAPPY I PHYSICALLY CANNOT CONTAIN IT. IVE GONE FULL HOURS SITTING COMPLETELY STILL BY MYSELF(THIS IS ALMOST NORMALLY IMPOSSIBLE) JUST THINKING ABOUT FAE. LIKE ??????

AND TALKING TO HIM HAS GIVEN ME A THINGNTO FO EVRY MORNING AND NIGHT AND JUST GASBAHAJAB(POSITIBE)

BEVAUSE I TWLL HIM TO SLEEP EVEYNIGHT(AND IT WORKS!!! SORT OF, I DONT CARE IM SO HAPPY.) AND THEN I GET TO SAY GOODMORNING EVERYMORNING TO THEM

WHICH IS MY FAVOITE PART OF THE DAY, IS WHEN I WAKE UP AND I SEE FAES MESSAGES ON MY SCREEN. I CANT CINTAIN HOW HAPPY I GET. I HAVE TO SHOVE IT DIEN WHEN I'M IN CLASS BECAUSE I DONT WANT PEOPLE TO THINK IM ON MY PHONE IN CLASS BECAUSE I THINK ABOUT HIM SH MUCH MY FACE HURTS FROM SMILINH SO HARD

GJCNNMCHTJB

SHHHHHHHHHHH. IM SO NORMAL IN THE NORMALEST EVER.

IM SO SO SO SO SO SO NORMAL ABOUT FAE. SOOOO NORMAL. IM JUST A NORMAL PERSON WHO THINKS NORMAL THOUGHTS ABOUT HIS NORMAL FRIEND.

i literally love fae so much this is so genuinly insane i dont inderstand how i can feel this much emotions into one person this is so crazy.

i dont unerstamd but thats okay bevause love fae so muc and i wann give him so many kisses, on his cheeks, forehead, i dont care i wanna give him kisses im literally so love him so much hes<3333

theyre luterally the silly evr im going insane chat. if i had the choice i would give everything i could to faeo love fae so much

im so love wit fae

hes so<3333333

&$*@;(!,( im goung inane i love hethem theyre so.

crying

sobbing

positvly i literally love fae so much

i fot so happy once because of hownuch i love fae i syatted fucking crying bevause i had weird realization that fae is actually a real fuckin person yhat o can avtivley speak yo whenevr i want

like holy shit just oh my gosh im o halpy what the actual uck how is fae a real human being

hes so him andi wanna kiss him all kver and make sure hesnokay. and make him food and make sure he sleep and keep him safe and andandnandandand yk im so normal about him i think im literally the normalest abojt fae hes so<3333333333333

hes so<3

,bdkandan

yeaim so awesome and norma chat this is sucha anktmal thing to do

butlike shoeabkdnalda im going crazy. fae is literally on my mind all day everyday im going insane. "

end scene.

and there's so much more i could say too but just gahhhh

#i know what you are #hi fae :3 #ask #anonymous

[secondhand-snow]

Your Lukas Matsson and your Jeryd Mencken are so exquisitely written. Both are so perverted and so perfectly Canon, that I find myself wanting to know everything that goes inside their heads, all of their secret motivations and their plans with their corresponding women. Like, what's going to happen with the married Mencken and his ATN lady friend, how is he caring and mean?Would he even consider making it public? What about his image and his campaign?And Matsonn and the youngest Roy? Did he started seeing her as a power play? Is he gonna hit on Shiv? He's so crazy, I love him. And the other Jeryd and the arranged marriage, does he love her? Or will he back out of the deal before Logan's 6 feet under? How did they even got together? Was he already divorced in this verse? Or he had never married? Too involved in climbing up to the top of the political ladder? So many questions...Gahhhh!!!

thank you so much!! i am so so happy you're enjoying my work and you find it so engaging!!

honestly all valid questions that have varying answers. lukas's fic is ongoing, so those q's will definitely be revealed in time! and agreed, im so in love w him too, he's our husband for real

my mencken works will probably end up getting part 2's or sequels, so hopefully those will satisfy your curiosity (whenever they end up getting released lol). also also, i really like to leave stuff up to audience perception!! like even if i think one way about it, that doesn't mean you can't have a different idea! but i will try to answer a few here for you now!

so for the mencken from a question, (a promise) i see him as being technically married and with his wife publicly, but that's the extent of their marriage. like they don't sleep in the same bed and they have zero intimacy, but in public they're the perfect american couple for his image. tbh i don't think mencken's wife would really care if she found out. mencken is also too concerned about his perception and his career to make their relationship public, maybe if he was in his second term as president and not worried about re election he would make it more open. to me, caring and mean is about both the sex and the relationship. jeryd is no bullshit and very straight forward, so i really feel like he can disregard feelings a lot in his relationships. but at the same time, he's also obsessive so he really cares about what his partner is doing, who they're talking to, what they're thinking, etc. mencken can fuck really rough and mean, degrading and pulling hair and spanking. or he can fuck really intimately and caring, overstimulating and making you beg and kissing you sloppily.

for arranged marriage mencken, i feel like he's divorced in this universe? or like officially still married but separated or in the process of getting a divorce. i think he met reader either through work with the roys or maybe at the future freedom summit (the conservative political conference in s3 e6). this mencken is still super into his political career like he is canonically, but is maybe a little more caring than other menckens i've written lol.

hope that answers some of what you asked, thanks again for the support!! ♡

#asks #succession #lukas matsson #jeryd mencken #snow's headcanons

[driaswrld]

your irl naruto 🤷🏻‍♀️

what if i jump off a fucking bridge huh.

okok im creaming rn like— GAUSGAHYS how did i not know abt this man??? i just saw a whole video of him shirtless and giggling im so soft gahhhh

my problem w kota is why he got the same facial structure as one of my exes???? LIKE its so crazy bcus drxnaru is exes to lovers trope 😵‍💫😵‍💫 but i love him hes my irl naruto now

irl yuuji WHEN THO???

#★ mooties

[literaphobe]

George mr never serious being so sweet in that tweet. GAHHHH. IM NOTGONNA SURVIVE THE VIDEO

he’s actually so sappy with his red hearts and excitement and love for dream he shows like crazy

#ask

[s0lar-ch3ri]

expldoes you with my mind. jrwi ghostkcikcs.

GAHHHH IM CRAZY WITH THEM I TELL YOU

dakota convinced will to do new things in my mind btw. dying his hair, piercing his ears, changing up his style, dakota knew that for him. what he didnt know was the shell he got out of from will. looking at the grey inbetweens, seeing the beauty in what can only be described as horrifying, finding a reason to care about himself.

i want to go insane but busy rn lol

#soup bubbles on the blr #answers from the aster caster

[disfrutarconleo]

I couldn't log into my old account, so I made this one.

I needed someplace to put all these, when I go to work and get bored so I just freeform write things.

Ok new day, I had some crazy nightmares last night (thanks emdr) and I totally forgot to feed the cat so I gotta run home on my break and feed him. I feel so bad ahhhhh. Hopefully he will be okay until 2. And then gotta change the cat litter for have and clean up her mess. What a goon. I hope she doesn’t always do that. Made some solid weekend plans which feels good. getting some food w meg and then maybe hanging w Oscar? Not sure. I still am hurt about the whole ch situation. And I keep checking to see if they unblocked me. Fuck them it doesn’t matter. But apparently getting mad isn’t letting it go. How do I do that? god the nightmares were so annoying last night I feel like I barely got any sleep. Im hungry, I need a little snack. I didn’t do a very good job shopping but hey at least I got some food. im ready for my weekend and I want to go home already gahhhh. I also get a little bummed out no one really texts me but also im starting to get to a place where I don’t want to hear from anyone, especially if its someone that is just randomly hitting me up aka they’re not someone consistently texting me. 

Omg yay I actually got off for Nola. I gotta get my wheels aligned and my oil changed but that should be it. Tomorrow Ill get my tires fixed and get my meds, Sunday will be a day of chill (literally) I feel a spike in my blood sugar which gives me energy and I get a lil hyper but its 12 I have 2 more hours until I can go home

Sometimes I start thinking about what I would have done differently in my other relationships. How I would have acted or what I wpuold have Done as acts of service to like, ward off them leaving me. But this feels like intellectualizing my relatinships. Which im trying to get away from. Can I just accept that they didn’t work out, regardless of who was at fault? Not really because then I just blame myself and get into a bit of a spiral. I’m trying to shut people out, or just remove them from my brain as much as possible. I don’t wanna think about meme or ch or k or a or anyone really. I feel like it’s my responsibility to push those people out push the memories down. So I can forget. I miss them all, in some ways. maybe I miss the person I was when I was in a relationship. The kindness, the love. Something. I want to find that person again, without having to see it in someone else. I want it to just be me me alone. Whoops I got Too Real and started crying. Man. I am such a cryer. When is that gonna change? Probably never. Ive had ex gfs tell me that they love how soft I am, how much I can cry. Do I need to just be with people that can cry too? People with oceans inside them, with rivers and lakes. My cancer moon tends to take over. I can’t help it. Love me love me don’t fucking leave me but honestly do leave if that’s what makes you happy I want you to be happy (with me please)/ my therapist asked me who would I be if wasn’t trying to always please other people and the truth is I don’t have a clue. Maybe the person I was when iw as a kid, climbing trees and running barefoot down the sidewalk. When did I change? How did I change? Maybe it’s something that happened as I grew older…more burdened with society, who knows? i think I want to be in a relationship but really I don’t want to, im scared of messing up and sliding further into sadness and depression. I just type and type and hope I can be okay, I need a freaking blog or something. Maybe I should start posting on Tumblr again? Lmao. What a trip let me see if it’s still up. Mani totally forgot my old spam email password so im going to have to start a new one/ that’s okay with me

WELL HERE WE ARE

got lunch in about half an hour, so I can tcob. I think people will find me (stupid instagram) but maybe I'll just change this before that can happen.. I'm so fucking hungry and I need to get better about packing breakfast. or snacks at the very least. when I went to the grocery store yesterday I sure got some shitty food. but at least im eating again. but I might need to chill on the food, just because I know im gaining weight again. there was a minute there where I was doing well, but I'm back to not doing so hot. mentally also I need to get back to taking my meds regularly.

whoops I just found out that there's some queer Memphis bullshit happening at cameo . I wish I could go sometimes but also....that's probably not a great fucking idea. I don't even like it there. and im not really a lesbian I think. kinda exist outside of there. man. depression sets in so quickly . almost time for lunch. im hungry, I bet knight is hungry ahh im sorry I feel bad, there's likeONE thing I had to do this morning and I totally forgot. also what the heck I don't want to wake up to texts at 6am from my father. that's like prime sleeping time. gonna start putting my phone on DND. I used to have it where ch was the only person that could get through my dnd. and maybe it's still like that? not sure, since I don't have their number saved anymore. god...what a sad time. idk. I just feel ...you know? its hard to say is all. I think I'm done here for now. can you still edit these? I guess I can always double or triple post. who cares?

ok, guess I can edit. I started crying again on the way home. I'm feeling like I wanna be around friends just so I won't get too sad. I guess im just really...thinking about the ch situation. I get sad thinking about what it looks like when I see them again, or if I never see them again. I know im spiraling! gotta just tell my brain to shut off when this starts to happen. I want a reason for why im feeling the way I do. what's wrong with me?

sometimes I wanna unalive still. its def not as intense as it used to be...but I do consider it. not planning or anything. just still get hit with overwhelming emotions and it feels exhausting.

[locallibrarylover]

gahhhh. im different than you im different than you i still want to do something!!! when the crazy wheel slows down where will i be? back where i started!!!!

#musings #NORMAL GIRL MOMENTS.

[cleverblogurlhere]

gahhhh i can't even talk about what's wrong because i don't fucking know what's wrong i just feel fucking crazy all the time i feel like something really fucking bad is going to happen at any given moment and i don't know how to effectively communicate to anybody that im doing really really fucking bad but don't like. please don't worry. i will live through it. i know i can . just be patient with me.