#FIRST OF ALL CANDY? VAMPIRE? YEAH YEAHYEAH

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; oc tragic horror trope quiz

i was tagged by @nuclearstorms @swordcoasts @jillvalcntines to to take this quiz for my ocs. thank you all so much! <3

tagging @aartyom @arklay @aelyosos @faarkas @reaperkiller @steelport @stormveils @girlbosselrond @shadowglens and whoever else wants to do this!

; the vampire

it is the loneliest day of a vampire's life, the first time they look into a mirror and see their reflection missing. drinking blood sucks too, don't get me wrong, but as a vampire you had to learn to hide from the sunlight, from your family, all your friends, because you were unavoidably different now and you didn't know how to explain that to them in a way they would understand. you could get stranger's blood in bursts, but what is life when you can't know someone for longer than the night lasts? you left everything behind because it was easier than trying to tell them. i just hope you know you're not the only vampire out there, and that there exist people who will understand your situation without a word. they'll sit with you in the dark for as long as you'll need them to.

; the final girl

the final girl comes out the other end of trauma alive- or, they were supposed to. honestly, you're not so sure you're really alive anymore. you saw the same hurt take those you were closest to while everyone paraded your bruises as bravery, as strength, as if you're the hero. and it hurts. you're tired and you don't want to have to be brave anymore. whatever you went through, it changed so much of who you were that you're still getting used to the person you see in the mirror. you didn't have a say in any of it, but you're here now, and that's gotta count for something. you'll make it count for something. but first, you need to let yourself find rest.

#NO YOU DONT GET IT I #FIRST OF ALL CANDY? VAMPIRE? YEAH YEAHYEAH #but also them leaving everyhting they've had behind bc they were too scared #too scared of themself too scared to hurt those they love and they hate this and they regret this decision every day but they still think #it's the best they could do but they still hate it and they miss how things were #i am shaking #sasha's is complicated bc it somewhat fits him? he survived a lot and he lost a lot of people to survive and some he had to sacrifice to #survive #he feels regret over this but he also thinks that it shows that in the end of the day he is stronger #than people and his sire esp gave him credit for #a lot to think about oh my god #♡: tag games