#December is the worst month

[lizardkingeliot]

it occurs to me i never do self promo on here anymore (it always just feels so awkward lol) and most of my newer followers probably have no idea that i make jewelry, so... hi. i make jewelry and sell it on etsy and if you like pretty earrings i hope you'll come check it out??? everything is 25% off for the holiday weekend too... 🥰

✨ peacefrogdesigns.etsy.com ✨

#i have somehow been endlessly busy filling orders this month yet i'm still So Damn Broke lol #so that means shameless self promo on all the socials today i guess... #the month of december is The Worst actually #anyway i'm v proud of my work so perhaps i should stop feeling so awkward about promo? seems unlikely but who knows what 2024 will bring...

[thenighttrain]

got a firm-wide christmas party tomorrow and god i am sooooo NOT in the mood to socialise with so many people, i'm too socially awkward for this

#dreading it! #have i mentioned i hate december it's always the worst month #firstly there's events like this secondly it's summer thirdly i get end of year depression #fourthly every client wants things done by christmas so it's SO HECTIC #i'm exhausted

[taintedcigs]

when will this stupid ugly disgustingly offensive month that is called january be over?

#em talks #this was kinda the worst month for me after december

[chrisbangs]

hello... (and bye ig 👋)

#👋😭 hi... #i haven't come on in about a month and i didn't realize a month passed by like that... i've kinda stopped using any apps on my phone #i barely even talk to my friends anymore lol 😭 #i just saw my follower count this morning and realized i hit 13k and i was like 🥸 huh... #uhhhhhhh 😭 idk i wanted to say thank you i guess 🫂 #i'm done with stayblr and tumblr in general 😭 this much has been obvious for a while now... i tried to fit myself back in during 5star but #i think i realized i've outgrown the vibes here and in online spaces in general... i don't really enjoy it anymore 😭 which is weird cause #i've used tumblr since i was in middle school so 🫡 end of an era some would say... #i think it sucks because i don't have the same feelings about this place or skz or anything in my life right now... i tried to ignore it bu #it's so obvious now that the entirety of december passed without me really talking to a single person / without me using social media / #without me really doing much except for like homework and assignments lmao #i think genuinely i've stopped enjoying everything i used to like and i don't know why 😭 it hit me the other day bc i don't even enjoy #pc collecting anymore which is CRAZY considering how much time and money i've put into that hobby so 👋🥸 who knows what goes on #i haven't consumed any skz content since rockstar dropped 😭 and that also feels weird to me... idk... i would say maybe i'm going through a #depressive episode but i don't really feel how i do then... i think i'm just tired like i always am and that's just how i am now .. i think #i'm just not really interested in things anymore? weird but .. yeah idk😭 if i knew what was wrong i would Fix It sndjdndkd mostly i'm just #sad because i haven't been talking to friends... i keep ignoring everyone and not replying to any texts from anyone because ???? #i tell myself i will do it later but i know i won't ... idk i genuinely don't know why i'm struggling to talk to ppl anymore 😭 i've become #even more of a reclusive hermit than i already was 💀 and the worst part is i feel normal abt it #i don't feel /bad/ i just feel guilty that i'm not replying to ppl bc i don't want to hurt ppls feelings... on my end i feel Normal abt it #like i ??? is it weird that i'm so detached from everything that not even a month ago made me so happy..? that's weird right 😭 like idgi #i don't feel (as) depressed (as i usually do) but clearly ?? smth is wrong ?? like ik i'm not a clingy sentimental person but ? it kinda #makes me sad wondering if i really don't care abt ppl anymore ... but i think 😭 it's also the object permanence issues that come with adhd #not seeing or talking to the ppl i love . not doing my hobbies or seeing the groups i care abt . makes it easy to not care or forget what #they make me feel etc etc ... i get it... but idk 😭 if that's what this is . well wow it sucks ASS.. cause i feel guilty for not feeling #anything at all ... 😭 idk how to explain that HENSKDNISJS anywayyyy 💀 #i came on cause i wanted to say thank you for 13k followers 😭‼️ and that i probably will not be online anymore unless i really want to say #this was a really long winded way to say i feel bad but i'm done with stayblr fr 👋🥸 i tried so hard for the last 2 years to make it feel #like home again but it stopped ages ago so 🥹 that's ok.. i still cherish my memories here 🫂 anyway thanku and sjsjsksksks bye i guess 😭 #who knows maybe i'll enjoy it one day again and come back :') never know what the future holds 🫡

[threefoldbullet]

i got a new phone so now i dont have the picture But there was a twitter qrt meme that was like 'post a picture of yourself at your lowest.' And i didn't think i had one. but i did take a picture of myself with a little santa hat-headband on the day i nearly left work crying [and would turn in my 4 week resignation notice like a day after] [btw here's how those headbands looked]

#technically october was the worst month for me at work for like specific reasons but december + early january was just ambiently shitty too

[afraidparade]

a little look back on the year :-) i have never been more obsessed with ocs in my life, i truly can’t believe i have an entire year+ worth of content of them LOL

#g/t #giant/tiny #g/t ocs #the december one is cropped bc i didn’t have time to make any colored sfw stuff this month sorry LOL #it’s just suggestive at worst so whateve

[qt-kt]

I simply think I should be allowed to punch one customer in the face a day

#stop being so FUCKING MEAN AND ENTITLED #i hate November and December at work they're the worst months

[dearmrsawyer]

HAPPY VERY LATE BIRTHDAY, JAMILA!! I’m so sorry this is so late but I hope it was absolutely wonderful and that you are well! You are such a lovely friend and human and I couldn’t be happier to have you as a friend. Love!!! 💗💗🥳🥳

Christina!!!!! Late shmate, hand to god i literally haven't known what day it is for months, looked at the date 4 times on my birthday before i realised it was my birthday. agh i'm so glad we're friends and i love you sooo much

#my mum actually had her heart procedure on my bday so i spent it stepping in as head carer and feeding/taking nonna to the toilet #i knew from the second the hospital told my mum in december it'd prob be 2 months that it would get scheduled on my bday #i knew 😂 #but honestly it was such a relief to have it finally happen that it was something of a present! #we had a small games night the next night as a little celebration instead :) #i won my fav game snakes and ladders clean - needed a 3 to reach the end and not bounce back and rolled it first go LOL #then gave the certified worst performance playing pictionary humanity has ever seen #i don't have any skills just give me a game of chance and let me see if i can dodge these snakes on my way across the board rofl #gloryhalleloujah #asks

[killerchickadee]

I'm angry at work so I'm on tumblr instead of doing the million things I really need to be doing. IT'S NOT LIKE ANYONE WILL KNOW SINCE AS USUAL I'M THE ONLY FUCKING PERSON HERE.

#i am so tired of this #like when we have a lot of things to do i need people to SHOW UP for their shifts #and i need the store manager to FUCKING HELP ME #i can't set 500 planograms and stock the entire goddamn truck and pull overstock all by myself #we're already falling behind and it's only the first week of setting Christmas #fuck October this is the worst fucking month #....no actually december is the worst but this is the worst as far as workload goes #then corporate sends emails like we know y'all have a million things to do but here's another that has to be done before your store opens #when the big corporate guy was here the other day he kept making comments about my team doing this and whoever does that #and i wanted to be like i don't have a fucking team #I'm LITERALLY doing the work of 10 people #anyway petsmart is hiring an inventory manager and it pays about the same hmm #i worked there many years ago so hmm

[violentdevotion]

decided i need to budget better but first i must see where all my money goes so this month im going crazyyyyyy and next month the budgeting begins 😔

#ameera speaks #worst month to track actaully bc theres 2 upcoming birthdays i need to get presents for and going out #grrrrrrrrr #actually maybe i shoukd wait to start budgeting then.... #bc theres 2 birthdays. (presents and going out) ramadan (im not buying food like i normally do) eid (more cash incoming) and in may im #changing my hours to more per week so whats the point in tracking in march - april if april - may is gonna be a different incoming.. #BUT my biurthdays in may so thr expenses are different !!!!!! #worst months to track and budget: november. december. january (i work christmas. black friday. boxing day and new years. income is different #march - april (ramadan and eid) #may (my birthday) #but waiting till June to start bidgeting is stupid

[seagullcharmer]

i want to buy sooo many trinkets and things but. tis nearly christmas and i am idealogically opposed to buying things online before christmas

#libra.txt #want to keep as much stress off the sellers and delivery folks as i can #the same goes for other holidays if i can help it #but i know december is one of if not THE worst month for buying stuff

[deviantartidentitydisorder]

nightmare land

#january and december are my worst months unsurprisingly. but its cool to be able to actually look back on my own posts and confirm for once

[reallytiredartstudent]

Happy New Year! Bakugou dragged them up a mountain this year. Denki is not happy.

Still not finished but i you get a WIP in the mean time. Yep still alive just lost access to my acc for a while lol

#happy new year #hope you all survived the last year mostly safe and sound #gonna post the finished version tmw probably or whenever i get a medicum of time #bnha fanart #bnha #my art #bakugou katsuki #WIP #todoroki shoto #mina ashido #denki kaminari #sero hanta #kirishima eijirou #ughh my brain is too dead to tag anymore #i swear december is the WORST month #I can not put in words how glad i am that december is done #gonna go to bed now I'm tiiiiired

[shaitaani]

listening to either way and the vibes are so bad i might start crying today is not a good this week is not a good week this month is not a good month

#december worst month of the fucking year

[trabandovidas]

Evaluating spend casi $800 pesos en una (otra) cartuchera de tres pisos just to organise my (over 100) pencil colours to separate them from all my others (graphite, charcoal, oil pastel, markers) art supplies cause im a organization and categorising lover (is the best thing in the world) and I love I having all in little compartiments despite not having the money for it + I'm avoiding starting my thesis and organising shit is always a good get out out of it

#should i make a tradition out of spending part of my december scholarship money in art supplies as a gift and reward from myself to myself? #maybe #like i did do like a hundred shit this year #like getting three jobs and making my academic CV go from one page to 4 aldbslfbs #AND it's December -the make the worst decision ever month- isn't it? #ya me compré a cheap fountain pen to draw and s1 got me some markers i can pretend those r my others art supplies brought for this (they re)

[bl00dsh0tc0r3]

december always brings back the worst memories..

#tw trauma #tw vent #vent #personal vent #trauma #traumacore #childhood #december #December is the worst month for me #childhood trauma #my vent