#DO/NT RB OBVI

[thekidsarentalright]

thinking abt how abt a year ago i was applying to colleges and was convinced i wasn't gonna get into any of them and how my mom was in the hospital dying and i was nervous for my senior year and was in a relationship that ended up being bad for me and was super self isolating from everybody bc of how depressed and out of my mind scared i was abt life and now im a month away from going to college w a full ride after graduating with high honors and getting accepted to 8/8 colleges i applied to with a very much alive mom and being single and happy and a (hopefully) bright future ahead of me .

#DO/NT RB OBVI #much to think about #like im still very depressed but for different reasons this summer... summer always makes me depressed but #like why am i so scared abt moving out if the worst of my life is behind me. bc nothing NOTHING could be worse than last august/september #also sorry if this sounds like bragging i just literally never hype myself up enough or have gotten to celebrate all of this bc my family #sucks ass 🤩 but yeah just. so much has happened in a year #and im so excited for college but terrified of moving out . everything is just so much #if u read this far i love u mwah #txt