#AUGHHH i walked in on

[the-adventures-of-dave]

I think this summer, in addition to building a new catio, I’m gonna try to get the cats out hiking more. This is just a big vent/ramble under the cut.

The last couple years we haven’t been out as much. A part of it is just mental health making it hard to Do Stuff, but also I’m apprehensive about going hiking on my own with the cats. I’m not really concerned about coyotes or bears or elk, but the prevalence of off leash dogs on trails still makes me afraid for my and the cats’ safety. I can do everything right and responsible with my cats and still have someone’s dog chase or attack us— both have happened before and will again if we go out. It’s just frustrating that other people’s irresponsibility and selfishness keeps me from enjoying time outside with my pet. I can only control myself- I can’t control someone’s “””friendly””” dog that is “good” off leash and *only* chases people for 15ft before going back to its owner. It’s not barking and chasing for 50 ft, so it’s fine right?

All that being said, I think I might try to do what I can to better prepare myself and my cats for encounters like that and actually get out again. I can tell Dave misses hiking and being outside, and my mental health has gotten worse staying indoors all the time.

Cat wise I’m gonna try to train the cats’ recall better this spring, and maybe invest in some shorter leashes to keep them closer by on walks. I was also considering getting a hard-shelled cat backpack and seeing if they’d like cycling. Dogs can’t kill them if we’re on a bike…

#this post is brought to you by: depression and the Instagram post I saw today where someone’s cat got mauled #ughhh this is all so frustrating #I USED to like dogs #I WANT to like dogs! #I like the idea of dogs #I like dog photos #I like my like 3 dogblr mutuals who are actually decent dog owners! #however I am now afraid of dogs #bc SOME people think it’s more important to let their dog run around off leash #than to keep other hikers safe and comfortable #I go to leash only trails. I go to no dog trails. I tell people I’m afraid of dogs when they pass by #what more do they want from me 😭😭 #all I want is for your dog to be walking nicely on a leash when it’s in eyesight #is that really too much to ask #i’ll probably delete this later #I’m just having Big Emotions #aughhh

[elysiuminfra]

now that i'm further into my transition what bathroom do i use. oh no. what bathroom do i fucking use

#I DONT KNOW WHICH BATHROOM TO USE ANYMORE. MAYBE ITJ UIST DEPENDS ON VIBES #TOO MANLY FOR THE WOMEN'S TOO WOMANLY FOR THE MEN'S!!!!!!!!! #I HAVE A MUSTACHE NOW WHAT IF I WALK IN TO THE WOMENS AND THEY FREAK OUT!!!! AUGHHH #thoughts

[petzel]

i love sunday mornings :) cam and i always walk to the grocery store together and get the same breakfast - either croissants or muffins, and he gets a chocolate milk and i get a coffee milk and then we put our groceries away and he does laundry and i put away the dishes and we watch something together, then we clean and do homework.

#today is especially perfect bc it's our favorite kind of day: it's eight degrees and snowy and blustery but perfectly sunny #half of my favorite memories with him are our winter walks. we saw incredible snow formations #bunny deer and squirrel tracks and a flock of fat robins #now we're watching little women and he's laying on me :) and we got special sodas for dinner and we'll have smoothies as a snack and aughhh #just happy today and i haven't felt really happy like this in a while #i hope everybody else has a great day too!!!!!! #salad dad

[milkweedman]

gonna try and see if i can sell some stuff at this store nearby, theyve got a few things by local artists and literally had branch weaving, which ive done ! ive taught other people how to do it even ! and was just thinking, hey, i could make some small handspun things and they could maybe sell them ? i got the owners card from the cashier and a little advice and everything

#and a plant. thats why i went #its primarily an indoor plant store and i want. all of the plants #i now have 2 plants in my room ! #was not a smart choice to walk there at all ! only 4 blocks away but good god. aughhh. #anyway. i might make a little prototype of something ? and take a picture and send an email #i would rather do that about a million times more than emailing my pcp about getting a wheelchair prescription #which every time i think about it makes me feel like i am about to die. whereas crocheting a little bag sounds fun #so. :) #i love to procrastinate important things. i also have not unpacked at all or canceled the internet at the old apartment

[lonely--seeker]

I twisted my ankle in front of a store today, people actually were concerned enough to ask if I was fine. I almost FELL right on top of a toddler. I can't go out of my room without embarrassing myself for 15 minutes. Now I can't sleep because it hurts enough to be annoying. Spare me from my suffering this new years eve by depositing $100 in me account.

#im a menace to society a danger to myself #im joking but i am... in need of a cheer up #aughhh im so embarrassed why do i have stupid fucking feets i am so sorry everyone i never learned to walk #there's something so silly and girly about fucking tripping/falling down and i don't know why do I have to experience it #ig this kind lf stuff is keeping me humble #ALSO i dont know who even is going to read this. but it feels unfair to say that im sad right now #because i was meaning to make a post about how y'all leaving small comments before in my art actually made me pretty happy #So. thank you forever. ily. sorry for the occasional whining #me blabbering

[desperatepleasures]

aughhhh I flew too close to the sun* and I think the fatigue is returning

#* walked to work a few times like i normally do instead of taking the bus like I've had to do for most of the past few weeks #gonna bus home and to work tomorrow so i have the energy for class tomorrow...and take the train to class instead of walking #and maybe go to bed super early and take some melatonin :( #even tho that'll mean pretty much going home eating dinner and crawling into bed #aughhh i hate that i basically Don't Exist on fridays

[devicecontact]

Crushes this stupid text in my hand like a soder can sooooo easily. Guh

#no comprehensible commentary other than man. #this is really just? in the game ? #this is just in there sitting there ? #fuxked up I think. kicks can down the road. really fucked up even #talking #gastertag #whynot #THE GAASH AUGHHH #GASH ?!!! screw this .. throws hat off my head into the dust walks away hands in pockets

[nomaishuttle]

ohhh fml i was like maybe i cn stya up a bit late after all its weekend tomorrow. no it fucking isnt today was thursday i have work tmrw everything is evil always

#gonna get ready 4 bed ig.. i wanna try n wake up at ermm 545 bc ive been sleeping in far too much and ive barely been brushing my teeth in #the mornings ive mostly just been doing mouthwash #aughhh idk why my body is being so dire today my thighs r doing the incredibly weak and fatigued thing again. i feel like that tweet thats #like im probably nonbinary but i have a job so idc abt that rn but its i probably have some undiagnosed physical disorders but i live in a #garage so idc abt that rn #idk. its been going on for a couple years but its been getting worse to the point i can barely move my legs when it happens #that and then my limbs have been falling asleep very quickly even when theres nothing thyat would like. im not laying on them or anything #ill just be walking or something arms at my sides and one or both will get rly bad pins and needles #and it rly sucks and is weird. but again i live in a fucking garage so it is fr the least of my worries #like rn at my computer typing my arm isnt resting on anything or having any pressure put on it and my hand is falling asleep. UGH #it has been happening a ton with my hands i get this weirxd sensation in my wrist/palm zone that like. idk #its weird and i should prolly get it checked out but i dont have a dr rn and like. worst case scenario i chop my arms off and either surviv #and have a good story or i die and dont have to go to work anymore. so

[voltrixz]

Suffering from the most comical unluckiness ever thanks to the rain

#ITS POURING TODAY WTH #got to school late and i rushed to the door to get in AND THEY CLOSED IT RIGHT BEFORE I COULD GET THERE #then i had to walk back around to the main door #walked to class with my shoes squeaking so loud #and my new jacket got kinda drenched :( #and when i got to class my backpack was just completely drenche at the bottom #checked my belongs and my laptop and pencil case and sketchbook for art class all got kinda drenched too.... #(AUGHHHH AUGHHH AUGHHHHHH) #voltrix rambles

[kaoharu]

my mother came intomy room to tellme to do my goofy idol boy workout app 🚶‍♀️

#✧ chatting ! #she made me download the ens.tars training app actually lol 😭😭 #she rlly wants me to exercise . . . ion wanna but aughhh . . . i alr walk to school Please

[piplupod]

idk whats up today but things feel Bad™ but I also have a bit of energy for once, so I'm just kind of going from room to room to sit nervously for a bit before moving onto the next room to sit nervously in there too

#i will take an anxiety med maybe? but i should save it for this afternoon when i have my group im supposed to go to fjfkdl #i dont think i should take two in one day #they dont last v long though argh #i feel very nauseous fjfkdl i would play piano if i could to get out excess nervous energy but my dad is sleeping so arr eye pee me #i have a to-do list but i feel sick so i cant Do anything and also im shaking so fjdkdl I can't work on any fine motor activities either #aughhh i wish i could play piano fjdldl it would fix this a bit #i cant even go for a walk bc my paranoia is so so so bad today fjfkdl i might be able to step outside at least? #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[boygirlctommy]

HHHHHHPLY FUCK i just watched nimona. oh my god. oh my god

#my post #ITS SOSOOOOOOO GOOOD OH MY GODDDD #I CRIED #<- cries at every movie ever #BUT I DID I DID CRY #AUGHGHHHH #WHEN SHE #WHEN SHEE #THE SWOND #AND SHE TRUED TO WALK INTO IT #OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD #AUGHHH D: #NIMONA MY BELOVED TH E MOVIE OF ALL TIMESEEEEEEE #I HAVE TO FORCE MY BROTHER TO WATCH THIS

[dogbisexual]

auguhhgghh god. i cant help but daydream

#daydreaming abt decorating our place w my partners. #daydreaming about making lucnh for my partners. daydreaming abt taking dilly for a walk and we all stroll together #daydreaming abt little nights out #aughhh i could cry i could cry #veryy happy thoughts #shine

[satuurnos]

just got fucking drenched holy shit

#it is RAINING so HARD and i had to WALK THRU IT AUGHHH

[sar3nka]

Btw I came back from the concert it was really fun :) when they finished playing a shady guy took us to a really nice pub. It smelled like weed in there, they had chess, we played all night. I might actually be over larper finally. I love my girlies.

#they told me. sometimes. you truly cannot help. sometimes a person is just bad. #ill carry the star shaped scar she gave me with pride and love though. #i love. women. fr. #thank you world for giving me the people and the strenght to live and fight on #i walked sooo much todau aughhh #:) #peace and love

[starberry-skies]

i need to get back on that analyIng itsv frame by frame doc bc i'm just thinkin about..... the parallels........

#chirping #tv posting #sv posting #particularly the scenes where miles is walking to school and is completely in sync w everyone from brooklyn middle #then when he's walking to class and everyone is too engrossed in their studies to even look at him #THEN!!! THEN!!!!!! #after takes the leap of faith and after he beats kingpin and after he talks to his dad and after he *becomes* spiderman #he's able to talk to everyone so effortlessly!!!! he's in sync with everyone again!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #aughhh i love this movie #itsv spoilers