#ANYWAY. im just. the only one still wearing masks in crowded areas (subway) or getting my shots

[soldier-poet-king]

No one in my family (save my nonno and myself) got the new covid shot or the flu shot and it's just HMMMMMMMMM I get sick easily (always have) and it's been worse since I had covid and I'm also the only one who takes public transit everyday and it's just. Hm. Hm. HM. I definitely Do Not have a sore throat this morning that I am Increasingly Stressed About bc it isn't going away

#the duality of fran #lowkey im genuinely angry with them #i tried to bring it up and they either. didnt care (bro1) #or were weirdly almost a conspiracy theorist abt it (my mother) #which is bonkers. we got all our vaccines as kids #idk why my mother is SO hung up on annual flu shots specifically #and now that the quote unquote marketing around the covid shots is like a flu shot #shes suddenly not getting that either #MAAM. MAAM. I HAVE A FRAIL IMMUNE SYSTEM. COVID IS NOT JUST A BAD COLD #THE SHIT IT DOES TO UR BODY. IS COMPLETELY DIFFERENT THAN JUST A COLD. EVEN IF IT FEELS THE SAME #MY IMMUNE SYSTEM IS PROBABLY NEVER GOING TO RECOVER FULLY. #and i was already easily sickened by even just the common cold. idk why. nothing is wrong per se my immune system is just. a lil baby #ANYWAY. im just. the only one still wearing masks in crowded areas (subway) or getting my shots #i mean i also didnt get the hpv shot bc my mother insisted it was a sex thing. it isnt #SO I STILL DONT HAVE IT #which i keep forgetting to ask my doc abt