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#50 shades of seo changbin
rikihasthebestsmile · 2 years
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HATE’S LOVE
Synopsis: Nishimura Yn and Seo Changbin; everyone knew about their hate for each other so it was a surprise for everyone seeing them leave the same room in a messed up state. It was even more surprising seeing Yn leaving South Korea for Japan one month after that but no one (expect people close to her) knew why: that night she got pregnant with Changbin’s son. But know, four years later she’s back in her hometown for University and with a son to take care of meeting a really changed Changbin wasn’t in her plans.
Pairing: SeoChangbin x f!reader — college AU, non-idol AU
Warnings: mentions of a one night stand, a child, yandere behaviors, stalking, killing/kindnapping intentions (I DO NOT ROMANTICIZE ANY OF THIS wtf).
Genre: “enemies” to lovers
Characters: Stray Kids, Ni-Ki from Enhypen (Hyunjin’s cousin and Yn’s younger brother), fem!OC, yeji and Ryujin from Itzy.
Status: finished
Started: 05 November 2022
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Asahi’s fanclub | 50 shades of dumb
Chapters
➳ 001. A night to forget…or not (+ written part)
➳ 002. Guess who’s back
➳ 003. That’s my line 🐺
➳ 004. Y’all drinking as if you’re going to die tomorrow (+written part)
➳ 005. [GASPS IN JAPANESE]
➳ 006. Right in front of my salad
➳ 007. Two sunshines in a room (written)
➳ 008. Seriouslix
➳ 009. That’s plan B
➳ 010. Considers murder
➳ 011. I’m going full Mikasa Ackerman
➳ 012. Jeongin in his Iron Man era (written)
➳ 013. Asahi isn’t fatherless anymore (+ written part)
➳ 014. Changbin in his dilf era
➳ 015. Riki has friends?
➳ 016. Why didn’t her plane FUCKING FALL
➳ 017. Alexa play ‘deja vu’ by Olivia Rodrigo (+ written part)
➳ 018. Captain Jackson Wang
➳ 019. My muse (written + 1 screen)
➳ 020. I would rather die (written)
➳ 021. He’s a man now 💔
➳ 022. ᵇʸᵉ ᵇʸᵉ ᵇᵃᵇʸ
➳ 023. Hotel : trivago
➳ 024. 3RACHA in their actually famous era??
➳ 025. Hyunjin in his babysitter era (spoiler: epic fail)
SPECIAL ➳ 026. You know what they say?
THE END
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lordseochangbin · 4 years
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✶ 50 shades of seo changbin ✶ directory ✶
mel notes: ok so after i reposted this series that i started in sept when i was rookie writer ™  i got a few asks requesting to continue this series, so i will! 
✶ intro                          part one
✶ part two                   part three
✶ part four                  part five
✶ part six                    part seven
✶ part eight                the end
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lordseochangbin · 4 years
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50 shades of changbin: part two
hiccup changbin raised his hand over his mouth, hiccup.
fuck, what was this? changbin hadn’t felt this way since he met the girl he lost his virginity to in college. he wasn’t a fuck boy, those who thought so are all wrong.
but the way you walked in that day, pencil skirt hugging tight around his waist... your pretty doe eyes blinking nervously at him... it made his muscles tense.
you were the perfect sub, he could see it right through you. and to be honest he didn’t mean to be so straightforward on the day of the interview, but he couldn’t help it. the way your hands gripped on his thighs... the way your tounge wrapped around his-
knock knock
“come in” changbin said, shaking his head to leave his previous thoughts behind
you gave the door a small push, the creaking sound loud and noticeable before peeking inside.
“your first day, come in y/n”
you walked in, the sound of your heels clicking on the glossy floor before you could yourself stray in the middle of the room.
oh, the way his mouth watered at the sight of you. his mind drifting away, like he wanted you to go to sub space. he wanted you to strip down for him right there in the middle of his office. but you were seemed shy, typical smartasses.
“first day, im pretty sure i did a pretty good job yesterday as well” you said, hoping to make him laugh. to your surprise he did, but it was more like a dark chuckle.
so she’s funny? what a surprise, changbin thought. “and i expect you to do an even better job next time as well” changbin replied, making you cough out a nervous laugh at what he was referring to.
“yeah...” you blurred out, “im gonna go... back to the office! umm i think there’s some work on the desk ill get started on it” turned around on your heels, you dashed out of the office.
god, the way he made you feel.
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no one likes to work off of others. so when changbin’s old secretary left (and god knows what he did with her) she left all her unfinished duties to you.
you laid on the carpet room of your small apartment, your laptop in front of you as you scrolled through all the emails the previous lady had left for you.
you scrolled through your emails before seeing a bolded letter notification that seemed somewhat important. marked ‘please read’ you opened the email to see a due date of today. today?!
reading over the long paragraph you realized how crucial the email was, an email so important it needed the CEO’s signature.
you quickly grabbed your phone, the rubber from your phone case creating an unpleasant noise as it was dragged along the wooden floor before it was up in your hands to call the office.
“hey! hey this is y/n... the whole secretary... yeah that’s right. well, i found this old email and it says it needs the CEO’s signature. his house?” fuck. his house.
“isn’t there anyone else that can do it for me?” you asked, you eyes glowing in anticipation for an answer.
“no? no. ok send me the address ill be there”
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changbin got the phone call that you were on your way and fuck was he nervous. he looked around in fear of his own mess.
what was this mansion home? so much space for so much mess. he started with the bottles on the floor, some from days he couldn’t remember, then moved on to the office.
he couldn’t even remember the last time he had someone over, typically events and such were at other people’s houses. how was he supposed to act? oh god, how should he dress?
formal? casual? pretend like he just got home from a date? and what was that stench in the room? changbin quickly sweeped the floor and hopped in the floor realized that it was he who smelled bad. yikes.
you probably rang the door bell more than three times before pulling your phone out of your back pocket to call the office again. sadly enough, you realized you didn’t have changbin’s personal cell but for now you knew his address.
was it weird to be here? you just sucked his guy’s dick yesterday and now you’re at his house? your hands played with the hemm of your shirt, your fingers tying around it nervously as you waiting for him to (hopefully) answer the door.
after hearing the sound of what should be changbin’s home phone, you heard the grunts of a man cursing from inside before the door could open.
“yo y/n i am so sorry...”
fuck.
there he was, seo changbin, standing by the door in just a towel to cover his bottom half.
“... i was in the shower and i heard you’ve been waiting outside in the cold so i ran out like this.”
he let out a hand giving you permission to come in and your took your first steps inside. “don’t worry, nothing i haven’t seen before” you said in a sarcastic tone
changbin could only chuckle at your response, taking one hand to close the door behind you. “should i drop it then?” he asked
“no- NO. i mean, no.. mr.seo that’s not. that’s totally not necessary” you replied with a nervous chuckle
“alright, probably not that welcoming i suppose. make your self comfortable while i change, but not too comfortable” he winked before leaving.
you watched him as he left, his strong muscles prominent from behind as he walked away. you took a quick glance around, how long has it been since someone has cleaned this place? you walked over to the nearest table, swiping a finger to pick up a significant amount of dust.
“ages. literally ages.” you took a deep breath in relief though. the night before you thought about your boss, whether he had a girlfriend or even worse- a wife. the amount of guilt that could’ve broken down on you knowing he was taken would’ve guiding you to quit, but now you were sure there was no worry.
it was a big mansion home as well, you took a few seconds to stare at his long line of photos before finding one of him and a girl. she reminded you of a friend of yours but you thought nothing of it, assuming it was changbin’s sibling or something.
after taking a look of all the photos, you decided to look back at the one of changbin and the girl because the face seemed all too familiar. that was before changbin could fold the photo down. “hey, no need to look too closely. you did a better job” he snickered, “ill get you something to drink and we can talk about the papers”
“got it” you replied, watching him leave before noticing the keys that fell off of his pocket.
“changbin...” you called before he could respond, “ill be there in a second, feel free to look around” he simply replied
you ran to the fallen keys and picked them up, putting them in your pocket. “ill give these to him later” you told yourself.
the house was huge. like MEGA huge. like GIGANTIC. you couldn’t figure out where to start. hallways felt like roads, most rooms being empty or with a simple couch and bed. you found yourself and twists and turns, and soon it felt like a maze.
you found yourself so far you didn’t know how to go back, you figured to keep doing until there was a dead end. bad choice. you kept going until you could find a maroon color door, a gold tint to the door knob as you looked at the lock.
“is it this?” you asked yourself, pulling out the key from your pocket. it seemed like it fit perfectly, but should you unlock it?
no. maybe you should leave it. he could be hiding something personal in there. the more you stared at the knob the more you wanted to open it, your mind and your inner desires taking hold of a hands on fight before you could find yourself turning the knob.
the door opens silently in front of you, leaving you to a dark area and you force yourself to walk inside even though you know you shouldn’t. finding the light switch you turn it out.
and that gasp you let out. you had never been this in shock since the day you won president at your school’s debate team. it was as shocking as your brother’s first win in tennis.
handcuffs, ropes, ties, vibrators, you name it. the metal cuffs on the wall. the untouched bed in the middle of the room. it almost felt surreal, like you took step in a porn star movie. was this all his?
goosebumps filled your skin as you felt the presence of another figure in the room. hands from behind you carressing your arms. the slight breath near your ear sent your heart race to an irregular pace.
“you shouldn’t be here... princess”
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lordseochangbin · 4 years
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50 shades of changbin: part seven
*attached: 4 photos*
with a few clicks, your phone was filled with photos you knew you couldn’t witness at work. 
“no…” you whispered as you pulled yourself into one of the many empty room’s inside changbin’s office floor.
just like the dramas, you fell for the bait. the first photo showed a headline of an online magazine that not only compelled you but intrigued you. the pit in your stomach, it was nethertheless that feeling of despair. you wanted to storm inside his office, ask him, “hey, what the fuck is going on?”
not only was changbin avoiding you, but hannah was as well, and you knew this was no coincidence. the headline said “hannah kim and seo changbin… the new couple of the year in seoul?” 
your phone held itself in your hand as you felt the tears coming in. the sudden curiosity, why, why would hannah want to take changbin away from you? it couldn’t be from what she told you last night, it just didn’t add up.
you took a few daring steps inside before remembering your recent message:
unknown: stay away from changbin or i’ll release these
you spun on your heel, your pace quick as you tried to walk away from his office door. slams on the elevator button could not emphasize how badly you wanted to go home, to escape this building and this morning all together.
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you stormed into your apartment to find hannah’s things gone. it wasn't a surprise when she didn’t answer your calls either. 
you checked the whole room, the whole apartment, the whole complex and there were no sights of her. you decided it would be best to ignore it, just forget this whole morning and try to get a hold of yourself.
finally, the comforters wrapped around you were warm but not warm enough to cover the ache near your chest. not to mention the countless number of chocolate wrappers on the floor. you were far past embarrassed however, licking your fingers clean of the melted chocolate before finding a stray tear drop to your hand. 
it was as if on cue, the sudden downpour of tears before you could finally regain your breath. stuffing chocolates in your mouth didn’t help but it did suffice your taste buds from the salty taste. after a couple of minutes you realized you in fact put this on yourself. you were the reason changbin and hannah met again. you were the reason they fell in love again, but that didn’t give you a reason to not be heartbroken.    
changbin was a player, and he played you well. using you as his own little slut, you felt ashamed. now, there was nothing to hide. you threw the bedsheets off, goosebumps filling your skin as you plopped out of bed. in seconds, you looked just as good as you did this morning.
your full-body mirror leaned against your wall while you tried to fit on your dress, it was the same outfit you had worn that first day when you walked past those daring doors of changbin’s office to be interviewed. oh, how vulnerable you were back then, hesitating to hide underneath your boss’s desk and do him a favor.
 today, you were going to be even more daring. you were going to take it back to high school days at the oblivion-- one of your favorite male strip clubs. 
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your hands were shaking, the feeling of walking into a strip club alone didn’t exactly appeal to you once you actually arrived at the oblivion but you were going to make the most of it.
“are you going to keep standing outside the door or go inside?” your eyes widened at the question that made you turn on your heels, a boy with squirrel-like features and pretty dark brown hair wearing a police attire in your sight. 
“oh..oh sorry” you apologized shyly before stepping out of his way.
the boy chuckled at your movements, “hey, no worries. how about we go inside together? my name is jisung by the way” he said. you responded with a smile and a nod before he could open the door, “after you” 
you walked past him, feeling his eyes on your ass as you entered the room. well, this night is going to be much better than what you expected.
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“wait… are you like...gay?” you asked, a giggle escaping your lips as you straddled jisung’s waist. the two of you were beyond wasted, the dancing and occasional flirting taking its toll as the both of you laid on the couch. women were screaming and throwing wads of cash behind you, but you couldn’t help but to stare at the beauty that was invested in a man named han jisung. 
“what? wait no..” he laughed, “my best friend minho owns this place, i just come here occasionally for a drink after work”
“sooo you’re a police officer?” you ask, your fingers playing with jisung’s tie while the other hand laced around his hair. 
“yes, so you better be careful princess” he replies with a wink, squeezing your ass as he warns you, “if you keep up this sexy act i might have to arrest you”
you smirk to yourself, your lips near his ear as you whisper, “then i would sure as hell would love to get arrested”
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lordseochangbin · 4 years
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50 shades of changbin: part three
“you shouldn’t be here princess” he growled into your ear.
the words went straight to your legs, your knees on the verge of giving up. not only at the closeness of your two bodies but the need of some pleasure hit hard, but you couldn’t help to realize changbin must’ve been some maniac.
“y-you’re right” you stuttered, “i should go” you say, shoving yourself into his shoulder before running down the hall.
you didn’t know where you were going but you couldn’t stay knowing... knowing THAT was in the house. fuck, it sent your head to different places. would you even be able to concentrate if you stayed?
you took a quick turn before looking back to see changbin chasing after you. why was he chasing after you?! you felt scared, frightened.
by the time you could wrap all your thoughts together changbin had caught up to you, taking a hand out to hold your shoulder but quickly taking it back when he saw you flinch.
“y/n... are you okay? look we don’t have to if you don’t want to”
“if i don’t want to?!” you replied with a stern tone. “changbin i came here to get these fucking papers sighed!” you yelled, throwing the papers at his chest
“look y/n” he said, making an attempt to reach out for your hand again. you pulled in away in fright, a slight worry in his eyes throwing you off. “im sorry if i scared you, seriously you can sit down, ill sign the papers and give it back to you”
you didn’t reply, you couldn’t. if you did, you knew you would stutter or show some sort of scared emotion. you weren’t sure why he had that room there, but it somehow scared you more than appealed to you. however you liked changbin, you really did.
“it’s fine” you whispered, bending down to pick up the papers in front of him. in any other case, changbin probably would’ve remained standing and staring at your ass but he knew now wasn’t the time- he needed to be a gentlemen.
he got down on one knee to help you pick up the papers grabbing the remaining ones from your hands. “just give me a second” he said, before walking off into another room.
you wiped your tired eyes, taking a seat on a nearby chair before changbin could return.
“here you go” he replied before returning the papers back, “thank you for coming so late and getting this done”
“no problem” you replied as you got up out of your seat and walked towards the long standing doors.
“wait y/n” he called, making you turn around at your name
“yes? did i forget something?”
“no.. no i just..” changbin scratched the nape of his neck nervously before continuing, “i just wanted to know.. yesterday at the interview.. did you like it?” he asked, his eyes looking directly into yours
“d-did i like it?”
“yeah, yeah like did you... did you do it because you wanted to or for the job?” he asked in a voice so close to a whisper
“umm...” you started, uncertain of how to answer it. “i mean.. changbin you’re really good looking” you said with a chuckle, making him laugh nervously before you could continue
“..and i mean, i liked it. no worries.. it’s just i didn’t really see it coming”
“oh-oh okay! so you’d like... to take things slow?” he asked with uncertainty in his voice
“i mean... if you’d like that?”
“i mean... im not used to taking it slow but why don’t you stay over? it gets lonely being around here in this house sometimes”
“s-stay? as in se-”
“no! no ill be patient” he reassured, “so i’m thinking takeout and a movie?”
“lovely.” you said with a smile before he could pull you into a hug.
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hours later, the two of you found yourselves wrapped around a huge blanket with a comedy action film playing on the tv.
sure, this wasn’t what changbin expected of his night but it made his heart feel somewhat warm. his first intentions were to get close to you, close enough that you’d allow him to dom you someday, but that wasn’t the case.
he enjoyed this. he enjoyed the smell of wine, and oh god would he love to taste it off those lips of yours. the ones that always pursed together from the bitter taste of red. it made his muscles stiff and his head full of thoughts.
“would you like another refill princess?”
you chuckled, throwing your head back at the nickname that sent chills down your body. “yes sir” you replied, taking another glass and clinking it with his before the both of you could down them.
“changbinnnnnn” you said with a soft smile, placing your head on his chest. “i want you sosososo baaaaaad”
“baby” he said, placing a kiss on your forehead, “not today”
what was this? changbin refusing? to you? it felt almost surreal, in fact something in him made him scoff at his own words.
to any other girl he’d have no shame, stripping you down to nothing and fucking you raw on this couch but something in him wanted to impress you. something in him wanted you to see more than ‘ceo seo changbin’. he wanted you to like him.
your eyes started to flutter shut before the sound of your phone could interrupt.
“oh! the phone” you chucked before grabbing it and answering
“myyyy bestie! my bestie i lalalaalove youuu sosossoo much! give me a kiss” you said into the phone
“oh god, are you drunk again y/n” a female voice replied over the phone
“nooooo im just horny” you chuckled, slapping changbin’s shoulder with your free hand at your absurdity
“y/n, im here at the airport. i finished up a shoot earlier and decided to come. ill call an uber to your house. is that fine?”
“ya...yayaya” you slurred until you could fall asleep on changbin’s chest, the phone falling in between you and changbin.
changbin looked down at the phone, calls of your name repeating following by a panic ‘where are you?!’ ‘y/n don’t lose me!’
he sighed to himself, not wanting to leave the anonymous voice any concern before taking it into his own hands. “don’t worry” he said into the phone, “ill take care of her”
“... and who am i speaking to?”
“changbin...uh..her boyfriend”
a shock appeared to be heard from the other line, “like seo changbin?!”
changbin furrowed his eyebrows in suspicion before replying, “yes..”
“it’s me... hannah. i missed you since high school”
changbin’s lips parted as he put the phone down, looking over at you softly snoring on his chest.
little did he know his past was going to catch up to him.
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lordseochangbin · 4 years
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50 shades of changbin: part five
a/n: hi guys :D so unfortunately i did post this but something happened to my wifi and tumblr glitched- resulting in me having to retype it. but here is part five, hope you enjoy ;)
“i figured there was a reason why you weren’t answering my calls”
you turned around to see your best friend, hannah. letting go of changbin’s hand you approached your best friend before realizing something was off. the second she walked past you, steps towards changbin, you knew she was onto something.
“and changbin! i missed you since last time!” she put his hands in her own and waved them around. changbin looked uncomfortable in the moment and let go, his hand retreating to the nape of his neck where he itched it nervously. 
“i’m sorry, you two know each other?” you asked.
“oh course we do silly!” hannah replied sarcastically, slapping you on the shoulder before leaning into your ear. 
“college, third year. the boy who lost his virginity to me” she chuckled in your ear.
that’s when it all hit you. the messy dorms and hidden beer bottles. gossip, drama, and stories that everyone either told or made up. college was a shitty mess, but you were all in on the game. you remembered that exact night, you and hannah under the covers as she showed you her hiding hickies. “i even got him on his knees, called him my baby boy” you remember her telling you that night.
you two laughed as if it was nothing, never knowing changbin would have it ingrained in his memories to this exact day. never knowing the man he’d become. never knowing that you would fall in love with him.
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changbin’s bed was comfy, in more ways than one. proven by the way he threw your body onto the mattress, your body sinking in as he climbed on top of you. wet kisses filled your neck just like he always did, just how you liked it. his hands roamed up and down your body with an occasional squeeze to your ass that made you buck your hips up between his knees.
the way he made you feel was indescribable, and even with all the shit going on he made it seem like nothing.
“god y/n.. the things i wanna do to you right now” he said, slowly unbuttoning your shirt.
soon you felt his tongue whirl around your nipple, his other hand groping your breast as he pressed it softly. 
you lightly moaned as his hands met in between your legs, giving pressure on the place you needed him the most
“changbin.. i need you” you whispered, your eyelids fluttering in bliss while changbin trapped you against the mattress with both his arms as he placed a kiss on your lips.
“i love you” he said in the midst of pants, your eyes wide open at his shocking words. did he? did you? it was a question unanswered. you were scared to reply, because you didn’t know if he meant it. you didn’t know if it was all part of this game you two played. 
“do you really?” you asked him, his gaze never meeting yours as the words pass your lips.
changbin seemed to take your question more seriously as he flopped onto his back next to you. the heated atmosphere soon dissipated as you both stared at the ceiling.
“i.. i’m not sure” he replied
you got up, picking up your belongings and your t-shirt before leaving.
“i knew it.”
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“it’s fine changbin.. seriously.. if you don’t like her then you don’t” you told him after the many times he tried to reassure you that he didn’t have feelings for hannah. 
that didn’t help with the underlying feel of jealous on you when you allowed changbin and hannah to go out to dinner to “catch up” 
what would they have to catch up on? how nice his dick felt inside her? bullshit. 
in all honesty, you felt like you were going to cry. you shouldn’t have been so harsh on him. you should've stayed by his side.you should be in his arms right now… comforting him.. telling him it’s okay to not be sure. 
but was that the case? maybe he just slipped in out on accident? he was just feeling it in the moment and it came out? you couldn’t even tell if you two were in a relationship. it felt like you two were a couple but a decision was never established. 
or maybe he was just playing with you. there was no turning back at this point, you felt. now it was up to changbin, and you were going to do all you could to set his feelings straight.
you were gonna make it up to him. 
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you were bopping to one of your favorite songs that morning while you sprayed your favorite perfume on yourself. you figured changbin was going to like the scent, giving you more confidence as you put on your outfit.
a short black pencil skirt with a pink button up and heels. you knew you were gonna win him like this, and the other question was when.. and where? it was exciting to think of all the places he could make a move with you in.. the office? on the desk? in the janitor’s closet?
you grabbed your purse, a relief to see hannah was still in her room sound asleep. gathering your things, you tried your best to open the door in hopes of not waking her up.
“leaving for work?” you turned around to see hannah in her pajamas, standing barefoot
“yeah” you simply replied
“like that?” she asked, checking you out for head to toe
“yeah…”
“have fun” she smirked
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you arrived at the office a little late, setting your papers on your desk before rushing to changbin’s office to “tell him his schedule for the day”. it seemed to be booked by you, and you couldn’t wait to tell him that.
you walked in quietly, changbin ignoring your entrance. this made you furrow your eyebrows. it could mean one of two things; either he’s really busy or he’s mad about last night.
you remained standing in your spot for a bit before noticing the bit of distress in his figure. walking up to him, you placed your hands on his shoulders, giving him a massage to help him out a bit.
“you okay baby?” you asked. 
that’s when he turned around in his chair, his stained red eyes indicating that he had been crying for awhile.
“we can’t do this anymore y/n” 
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lordseochangbin · 4 years
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50 shades of changbin: part four
a/n: holy shit you guys, i was so feeling this scene so much ohhh my god. wow.
“its me.. hannah. i missed you since high school”
changbin’s lips parted at the sound of her voice. she sounded different. she seemed confident, which seemed impossible compared to the girl he knew back in high school. he used to be different as well, around her he was vulnerable.. he was susceptible to feelings and love. 
same as he felt right now only.. towards you. 
changbin looked down at your sleepy figure, softly resting your head on a nearby pillow before getting up from the couch with your phone in his hand. he opened the patio door and let himself outside before returning back to the call. 
“hannah, is that really you?”
“yes changbin... i missed you”
she missed him. she really missed him. the words hit him hard in the chest as he found himself looking out into the distance. 
“a-are you really here?” he asked hesitantly. 
“yes babyboy, i’m here. do you want me to come over?”
babyboy... babyboy. it didn’t feel the same. the words she said. babyboy. it didn’t feel right. to the girl he loved before, the girl he lost his virginity to. she was special, but was she as special as the girl sleeping on his living room couch?
“changbin, do you want me to come?” hannah repeated. yes. he wanted her to come. he missed her too. he wanted to see her again, he wanted to hug her..feel her... her pretty lips. show her the man she made him into. 
changbin cleared his throat, but did he want her to come? “yes. but to pick up your friend. take her home” he said before hanging up the call. 
“you want me to go home?” you asked, your bare feet cold on the doorway. changbin turned around to see you, still wrapped up in his blanket. you didn’t hear everything, but you heard changbin’s last words which was enough to get the memo
“no.. no that’s not what i meant” changbin giving himself a mini-face palm.
“it sounded exactly like what you meant. ill just send my friend the address and be on my way”
you ran to the couch, putting on your heels as you looked around for your cellphone. 
“looking for this?” changbin said, sitting next to you.
“give me it” you said in a stern tone. 
“y/n.. i want you to stay but... i don’t know if im the best for you”
“what do you mean ‘the best for me’?” you asked as changbin looked around anxiously for the words to respond with.
“i’m...” he dragged on before locking his eyes with yours, “i dont know if i deserve you.. i dont know if ill be good for you” he said, placing a hand on your thigh.
you bit your lip as changbin leaned in closer. that need in between your legs, there it was again and you had to squeeze them tight to hold it in. your heartbeats racing, skipping, your breaths are irregular. your body and mind split, two different people with two different ideas. 
“changbin...” you call silently, “i don’t know if you’re what’s best for me either, but it feels so right.. just kiss me” you push him against the couch, your hands running up his chest before meeting behind his neck as your legs straddle his waist. your lips clash together, the force of changbin’s tongue seemed almost demanding as his hands wrapped around your waist. 
“just tell me right now y/n if you want out of this.. i won’t be able to hold back after this” changbin says in a soft whisper, pecking your lips before he could wait for a response.
“and i can’t hold back right now” you respond, your lips latching onto his again as you grind against his member. 
changbin flips you over, his lips placing wet kisses down your neck and you move your head to the side to give him more space. a light moan leaves your lips as he bites on your sweet spot and you feel him smirk against your skin.
what’s wrong.. and what’s right? what’s good and what’s bad? being with changbin felt like all of them, it felt so bad... but so freaking good. to fall in love with your boss made you crazy, but he was fucking insane. 
you. you loved it. 
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wads of papers. and i mean wads of papers. it made your migraines worsen, coming to work in the midst of your hangover wasn’t the best idea but couldn’t be helped. you could tell changbin wasn’t having it either, his eyes red as he glued them to his computer. 
you checked today’s agenda, changbin coming to work late for obvious reasons wasn’t the best idea later. you, however, had to go home to change and let me tell you... those bruises left on your neck were not pretty. 
hannah was knocked out on your bed when you came home, and you thanked all the deities above for that because you hadn’t covered your hickeys. taking a quick shower you changed into a white turtleneck with a leather jacket and high-waisted blue jeans. heels? as if you could even keep your balance. you went for the black flats and a few painkillers to get rid of your headache.
“shit. shit. it’s a meeting tonight” you repeated to yourself as you followed changbin into his office.
“hey babygirl i’m..” he said as he walked in with a plain black suit and denim jeans, you shut the door behind you before interrupting him
“changbin.. no calling me babygirl at work” you reminded him. “you came late to work today” you said, walking side by side with him to his desk
he smiled as he continued walking at the same pace as you, “oh come on, you didn’t actually expect me to come to work after last night” he said, eyes darting away from you with a smile on his face to ditch any suspicion 
“shut up!” you whisper-yelled as you slapped his arm, making him laugh at your blushed cheeks. “you have a meeting tonight with the bio-tech company”
changbin stopped abruptly before looking towards you, “fuck, oh my god” he groaned to him before his hands could meet his forehead, “i do.. i forgot to prepare”
“no worries” you said with a assertive tone. “i prepared for it yesterday before coming over, i gotchu” you winked at him 
“you- you’re a lifesaver” changbin chuckled to himself before his hands could squeeze your ass.
“changbin!”
changbin threw his hands up in defense, “hey, just thanking you” he said with a wink. this freaking dork, he knew exactly what he was doing.
you laughed at his dumb facial expression, “you can thank me later with the almighty ‘changbin cock’” you said with a smirk before running out of your office, a giggle leaving your lips as you clutched your clipboard against your chest. 
changbin licked his lips as you watched you run out of his office, a tiny skip to your steps making his heart tingle a bit. ‘y/n, such an adorable idiot’ he thought to himself before turning away. what was this feeling? 
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you turned off the last set of lights before locking the building and met changbin outside. 
changbin reached out for your hand, intertwining your fingers with his before he could lean over. “im gonna kiss you, you were so fucking adorable today y/n, i’m gonna kiss you” he said with a smile plastered on his face
“no changbin, what if someone sees us” you giggled as changbin continued to lean closer
“don’t worry love, the office closed an hour ago they’re long gone” he whispered before his lips could brush up on yours
“y/n!” you heard an unfamiliar voice call from behind you. 
you turned around, it was hannah standing outside her car parked right outside of the building. 
“i figured there was a reason why you weren’t answering my calls” 
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50 shades of changbin: the end
a/n: wow.. my first long ass fic coming to an end, this is sad lol anyways! thank you reading <333
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jisung stood outside your door, a bottle in his hand and a smile on his face as he remembered what happened the last time he dropped by. 
after a few knocks, you opened the door, thanking the gods that you two had the same attire on. you wore a casual white tee with black sweatpants and he wore just about the same except with a blue printed tee and a beanie. 
“come in” you seductively said, making him laugh as he placed the bottle on your kitchen counter.
“so pasta? give me a bite” he requests as he grabs the cooking spoon from the counter and takes a bite of pasta over the stove.
“jisung!”
“what? it’s tasty”
---
meanwhile, it looks like hannah and changbin are enjoying their first date. holding hands, candle light dinner, privately booked restaurant… all the cameras flashed inside- almost blinding changbin and testing his patience.
“how much longer do we have to be here?” changbin asked with an annoyed tone.
hannah smiled back at changbin, gritting her teeth, “until the press sees that we’re a happy couple”
“you don’t seem too happy with all that food on your plate” changbin remarked, leaning towards her across the table and holding her hand.
“just lost my appetite looking at your face” she replied, rolling her eyes
“aww, do you want me to feed you?” changbin asked in a baby-like tone
hannah cocked her head to the side, noticing some of the press leaving. “thanks changbin, but i’d rather shove it down my throat”
“i know what else you can shove down your throat…” hannah’s eyes are bulging from changbin’s words before she could kick his shin under the table. 
“changbin, why are you making this so hard for me?!” hannah asks, dropping her fork on the plate 
“i’m sorry, what did you say? ‘hard for you’?! right because being blackmailed to leave my girlfriend and watch her flirt with some other guy in front of his own building isn’t hard enough” changbin saying in a mono-tone voice, trying his best to keep a smile on his smile as his heart does that thing again. the thing where it feels like his heart is sinking inside him. 
he used to be stone hard, in more ways than one i guess you can say, girls coming in everyday and never appealing to him. now he feels like his heart has hit an iceberg, tragically falling apart and sinking underwater. 
“changbin…” hannah whispers in shock, taking his hand in hers before changbin could casually pull away.
“don’t- you’ve been such a bitch to her. can you just tell her about this? please?”
“changbin you know i can’t-”
“please” he repeats, his voice cracking at the single piece of hope left. “i don’t want her to hate me forever hannah, i can’t”
hannah stares at the floor, thinking about how to explain the whole situation to you before looking up to changbin. “fine. i’ll talk to her tonight.”
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changbin drops hannah off at the front of your apartment complex, looking up to see the lights on in your apartment and sighing in relief.
“are you sure you don’t want to come with me?” hannah asks for the third time on the way here. changbin nervously shakes his head before looking away.
“okay then, i’m not sure how long i’ll take so if it takes too much time just let me know and i’ll take a taxi”
as soon as the elevator makes that ‘ding’ sound, hannah head is filled with thoughts. maybe she should just tell you everything. from the drug case, the secret lover, the fake relationship with changbin, the blackmailing. 
she was never good with words, but she knew once she started talking she wouldn’t stop. she was going to tell you everything.
wiping off excess sweat on the sides of her jeans, hannah musters up some courage and walks up to your door, giving it a few knocks. after a bit of time, she stares at the floor thinking maybe you didn’t want to see her before the door could open.
“look y/n i’m sorr-” you jump in your seat at the familiar voice, running to the door that jisung opened as you pull hannah into a hug.
“hannah, what are you doing here?!” you ask 
“y/n! what is this piece of shit doing here?” she asks, throwing your arms off her as she goes to confront jisung.
“hannah.. hannah look-”
“stop! you don’t get to talk to me jisung. you don’t get to say anything!” hannah screams, bursting into tears. you pull hannah into a hug, wiping her tears as she found comfort in the crook of your neck.
she’s full on sobbing as jisung tries his best to look away, “look.. umm.. maybe i should go..”
but you’re not sure what’s going on. “look, i’m sorry but do you two know each other?”
before the question could leave your lips jisung was out the door.
“y/n..” hannah says, wiping her cheeks with her sleeve.
“what’s going on hannah?!” 
“i-it’s kinda a long story?”
“and i have lots of time, considering my company just ran out the door”
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“have you read any of the articles about how i got arrested?” hannah abruptly asked as the two of you sat on the couch.
“no?? i was curious but i had no time to, why?”
“well jisung, he’s a cop. he had me arrested.”
“what do you mean?!” you replied in a shocked tone, leaning closer to hear what she had to say.
“jisung and i go way back, i suppose. we dated a bit, and i honestly liked him until i got into the drug scandal. once my name was blacklisted to the public, he asked me to see him so he could help.. but he betrayed me and got me arrested”
you looked down into the palms of your hands, wanted to slap yourself a thousand times. “s-so…” you wiped your sleepy eyes trying to comprehend the whole situation, “jisung, the guy who was just in my house, had my best friend arrested.. who was also his past lover”
“yeah…”
“and my best friend is now dating my boss…”
“OH right! about that, we’re not actually dating”
your eyebrows creased as you stared at her dumbfounded, “hannah?! what do you mean??” 
she let out an exhausted sigh,  taking your hand in hers as she explained. “i just needed him to date me for awhile to get my name out of the papers”
“and you didn’t think about telling me??”
“i couldn’t risk getting caught! if the media saw you with him everyone would know i’m lying!”
“jesus hannah.. seriously. you’re telling me this whole thing was set-up?”
“it’s actually very annoying, but yes. changbin is an annoying asshole by the way” hannah added, making you laugh
“tell me about it”
she leaned on your shoulder, making you unconsciously lean on her head as she whispered, “friends again?”
rolling your eyes, you tickled her side making her fall off the couch before agreeing. 
“fine… friends again”
once hannah leaves, the familiar car leaving your house late at night, you’re forced to think about how changbin must’ve felt this entire time. the way you shaded him must have been hard enough, but you knew it must have been hard to keep such a secret. 
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a few knocks are heard at your door as you get ready to leave. you’re surprised by the familiar face. “jisung!” you sarcastically exclaimed. 
“oooh, you told you everything didn’t she?” jisung replied back with a cringe face.
“yeah but don’t worry, at this point i’m just trying to understand everyone’s viewpoint” you chuckled, the sleepless night you just had bound to take its toll on you before jisung hands you a coffee. 
“well if it helps…”
“thank god, i seriously needed this”
you two arrive at the company building, jisung opening the door as you walk out. 
“thanks for the ride ji, i’ll see you later?” 
“of course” he winks, watching you before you head inside. 
changbin can’t believe his eyes. seriously? after last night this dumbass is still hanging out with him?
he gets out of his mercedes, throwing the keys at the valet. “park at the front, i have something to deal with.” 
jisung’s in the midst of getting inside his car before changbin steps in. if a punch couldn’t be avoided, it could definitely be stopped by a guy who’s had three years of training as a cop. 
jisung could only flinch at changbin’s attempt to swing at him, his hand on changbin’s wrist as he smirks. “think you forgot i’m a cop sir”
changbin pulls his arm away from jisung’s grasp, pouting at the print around it as he looks up at jisung. 
“look, if you’re going to date y/n just treat her well-okay?”
“date? y/n and i are just friends” jisung replied, leaning back against his car.
“oh… well i’m changbin, her boss.. i just wanted to check up on her”
jisung nearly chokes on his breath at the introduction. “w-wait what’s your name again?” 
“seo changbin…”
“fuck, oh my god” jisung laughs, patting a hand on changbin’s shoulder as he remembers the name that you moaned in the middle of your… your night. “you’re one lucky dude changbin”
“what do you mean?” changbin asks, a face expressed with confusion as he pulls jisung’s hands away from him. 
“bro, she still likes you. she likes you a lot. believe me”
“for real?” changbin asks, feeling bad for all the times that he believed you had gotten over hi”m. 
“seriously, yeah” jisung was cut off as hannah walks up to changbin, hugging him from behind. 
“there you are handsome” hannah whispers, kissing changbin’s cheek as he scrunches his face up in an unpleasant way. 
“did you just kiss me?” changbin replies, disgusting from the gesture. 
“just go with it” hannah mutters under her breath, completely ignoring jisung’s presence. 
“anyways! enough talking with backstabbing idiots” hannah states, gesturing at jisung as he glares back at her, “let’s just go inside”
grabbing his arm, hannah walks away, making sure to kick jisung’s shin as she walks out.
“shit!” jisung exclaims, grabbing his shin in pain as he hops inside his car. 
“she still knows how to make pain with pleasure” he laughs off to himself, rubbing his leg before driving off.
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you’re typing away at your desk, not sure how to approach changbin after learning the whole situation. it’s awkward, you even moved your stuff to the main desk the other day to avoid both hannah and changbin. after you and hannah reunited, she’s been switching off between the two of you, trying to get you two to make up. 
“come on! just talk to him!” hannah urges as you try to ignore it. 
“he’s busy hannah, and so am i. just drop it”
hannah walks away unsatisfied before seeing changbin’s eyes glued to the screen. 
“hannah?” he asks, showing her the current news. 
“yeah?” she joins him at the desk
“your face is off the news, i think everyone has forgotten it”
you roll your eyes at the paper in front of you, realizing it needs changbin’s signature. getting up from your seat, you drag your heels to his door before stopping at the sound of his voice. 
“let’s call it off now, okay? i can’t stand lying to y/n anymore.”
“honestly changbin i can’t either, maybe i should call it off tonight.. i’ll contact my manager”
“sounds good, so this?” 
you peek inside to see changbin standing with a piece of paper in your hand. 
hannah points at it before saying, “shred it” 
the contract is shredded before the two of them shake hands. “release my nudes and i’ll sue your ass” changbin smiles at hannah before she replies, “funny because i never had your nudes- deleted them a long time ago” 
you watch as hannah turns around, looking for the nearest place to hide before resorting to the plant near his door. 
“i saw you y/n, now go inside, he’s all yours” she winks before walking away. 
peeking inside, you see changbin stare at his phone. he seems busy, quickly making a phone call and you realize you caught him at a bad time. you slump back over to your desk, calling one of the assistants to get him to sign it. 
maybe you’ll stop by another time. 
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walking past the mob of cameras, hannah hides out at a nearby bar. thank god this bar is a place where no one goes, otherwise she’d be screwed. 
“i need a drink” she mutters to herself, sitting at the bar table as she taps the lonely guy next to her.  “what are you having?”
“a martini blue- oh” jisung turns around, in shock at the face next to her.
“it’s you” hannah glares at him, the bartender passing by and she requests, “i’ll have what he’s having..”
jisung stared ahead of him, eyes fixated at the lines of beer bottles held up against the wall before asking, “why would you even want to sit next to me? don’t you hate me?” 
a hint of sorrow was heard in his voice, making hannah turn her seat to face him. “i don’t hate you jisung, that was my problem- it had be called out at some point”
the sounds of laughter and club noises were muted out as a stray tear left jisung’s eye.
“i’m really sorry hannah.. i just wanted to help” 
hannah’s hand only went to wipe the tear off, taking his face in her hand. “i know jisung.. i know” she smiled before pecking his lips. 
----
when the assistant dropped the papers you asked her to sign for you, you grabbed them from the floor. 
“changbin wants you to come and ask him to sign these, sorry miss” you roll your eyes at his request, leaving the papers on the floor
“that’s alright, i’ll just chat with him then.” 
you straight up your shirt before walking towards the room. the familiar doors open once you press your card against the reader, changbin’s face looking up from the stack of papers on his desk. 
“changbin, i quit.” you simply state, throwing your card on his desk as he runs over to the other side to stop you.
“wait y/n don’t do this-”
“don’t do what? it feels so awkward just seeing you and none of us are making a move to-” you stop mid-sentence as changbin presses his lips against yours, taken aback by his sudden action. 
“changbin..” you breathe out, wrapping your arms around his neck as he presses you against the desk. 
small kisses are felt on your neck as he whispers, “i’ve been waiting forever to talk to you.. i assume you know what happened with hannah” 
“i do..” you can't help but to grab his hair as he sucks on your collarbone. 
“so you know that i never loved her y/n, i only loved you this entire time”
“i-i know” you stutter as his hands reach to remove your shirt. 
“are you really going to quit? after all of this?” changbin asks, looking up at your blissed out figure 
“i think so changbin, it was fun while it lasted but i’m not sure if i could keep it up”
“perfect, then i guess it’d be fine if i fucked you against this desk right now? right?” he chuckles.
“changbin!”
“what? i am my own boss” he winks, removing his coat as you run your hands over his clothed abdomen.
“then come here mr.seo” you laugh, pulling him closer by his tie as he turns you around, head pressed against the desk as he tucks your skirt down. 
“this ones for your last day” he says, unzipping his jeans before you feel his member pressed against your ass. pumping his member a few times, you turn your head slightly to see his cock covered in pre-cum and before you know it, your nails dig into the wooden desk as he thrusts his member inside you. 
“fuck!” he hit your g-spot so well you couldn’t even help the noises that passed your lips, changbin didn't seem to mind though. his hands held your waist tightly as he continued his assault on you. 
he threw your head back at how you took him in, his pre-cum itself was enough lube to make him stretch you out so nice. hands grasping onto the edge of the desk, you feel your breasts press against the platform. 
the friction past uncomfortable before you feel changbin’s hands palm your breasts, whimpers leaving your lips at the way he stuffed you with his cock. you felt his heavy breaths near your ear as he collapsed onto your back, still thrusting harshly before letting out one last groan as he cummed inside you. 
you let your cheek press hard against the desk as you finally reach your orgasm after him, your heavy pants filling the room before changbin could peck little kisses on your shoulder. 
“i love you so much y/n” he whispers into your ear before pulling out. you close your eyes at the sudden stretch out near your core before turning around. 
“i love you too changbin” you smile into the kiss he pulls you into, arms wrapped tight around your waist before he could ask, “so you’re still going to stop by and visit right? because my lap needs to be occupied at all times”
“shut up changbin.”
“it’s true!!” he grins, fingers drawing circles on your lower back as he seats you on the desk. 
“i’m sure we could arrange something mr.seo” you wink before he could fit his figure between your legs. 
“now round two?”
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50 shades of changbin: part eight
note: i wrote this while listening to dpr live’s ‘kiss me’. give it a listen ;) also plsplsplspls i want a reaction to this chapter LOLL so much tea and more to come. enjoy~
“just sign the contract changbin!” hannah pesters, rolling her eyes as changbin refuses to pick up the pen
“i can’t hannah.. what is this about?” he responds with a tone of confusion in his voice
“we have to agree on the same terms changbin! if the press comes to me and i tell them one thing, you can’t tell them another. it’ll fuck up my whole plan!”
“which is what exactly? tell the press that we’re dating so they’ll forget you were a drug addict a few months ago?!”
“oh wow changbin, nice to see that you’re catching on” changbin scoffs at her words, sitting down on the chair across from her as he takes the pen in his hands and signs the document.
“so.. how did we meet, hannah?”
it’s four in the morning, your eyesight is dizzy and your legs are failing but you still manage to laugh at jisung’s words, the two of you stumbling across your apartment complex’s hallway as you open the door.
“alright y/n, i think i should leave you here” jisung says
“oh come on jisung, it’s early in the morning, just stayyy” you beg, pulling his hands inside with a pout
“how about we have coffee in the morning? ill be here to pick you up in the morning”
“jisung!! just stay here silly, ill set up the couch for you”
jisung peeks inside your apartment before finally stepping in and closing the door behind him, “fine.. if you insist” he says with a wink before sitting down on the sofa.
your head is still banging from the loud music but you manage to keep your balance, getting some blankets and a pillow before standing in front of the sofa. 
“jisung, you’re going to have to get off the sofa if you expect me to set it up” you chuckle, grabbing him by the collar of his shirt before he can pull you on his lap.
your hearts racing, the only thing separating you two being a small pillow as jisung’s lips form a smirk. “why can’t you just set it up while i’m on it?”
you slap jisung’s shoulder, laughing at his antics. “what a flirt” you giggle
“me? a flirt?” jisung asks, digging through his pocket and pulling out a bright red lace panties.
your lips form an expression of shock before your hands unconsciously meet in between your legs, realizing there was nothing covering your core. your eyes look into his as if to ask him, ‘is that mine? seriously?’
“it’s yours.. now you should be lucky it’s with me and not some other guy at that club. they would’ve got the wrong message”
you smile at his words, your hands running through his hair “what if i wanted to send the wrong message… but to the right guy?”
jisung’s eyebrow arches at your words, “then let me tell you.. he got the message”
in seconds your legs are wrapped around his small waist, the pillow still separating you two.
your back hits the bed, sudden adrenaline pumping through your veins. you want it, he wants it. a feeling well known as you buck your hips up at his touch. jisung spreads your legs, pulling your dress up to your waist to reveal your drenching entrance. 
your eyes close in pleasure at the cold air in between your legs, but there was no contact, no touch. jisung picks up the pillow that was once separating you two, ripping the pillow cover from its sight and folding it perfectly before covering your eyes, tying a knot behind your head.
you gasp at the sudden action, your blinded eyes leading you to your imagination. it’s not reality anymore, it’s what you want. his touch, his embrace. you want it all. the sounds that escape your lips as his tongue licks your core proves it. 
you’re a mess, body squirming and nails digging into the sheets. you grab his hair as his tongue digs through your folds and it feels all too familiar. the feeling of being loved, a feeling you long missed as he pleasures you. 
“nnngh, please.. faster” you beg in the midst of your moans, your hands grabbing at his shoulders. the fabric of his suit, the flicks on your clit. you arch your back, asking for more as he slides his hand to your ass, giving it a squeeze as he starts to suck on your bud. 
every sound you make, every attempt to take out your pleasure- it only adds to the game as he laps through your folds, adding two digits which brings out the loudest moan you had ever released in awhile. 
“f-fuck” he cusses as you clench around his fingers, “who’s making you feel this good?”
your eyes close in satisfaction, you’re so close, you’re so close to releasing and you’re not sure how long you can last. when he hears no response, he slaps your thigh harshly. “who’s making you feel this good?!” 
“s-shit...c-changbin! only you, only you changbin!” you scream, releasing on jisung’s fingers before he pulls out.
“y/n… y/n?” jisung suddenly calls, taking his self-made blindfold off you as your eyes flutter open. 
“ji… oh my god” you exclaim, covering your mouth as jisung flops next to you on the bed.
“well.. that was a mood killer” jisung says sarcastically
you sit up on your knees, the pain in between your legs still aching “jisung.. i’m sorry, seriously i’m just..” 
“ex-boyfriend?” he interrupts, brushing his fingers through his hair
you look around, trying to avoid his gaze before giving into the truth. “yes…”
“don’t worry y/n, i get it”
“really?” you ask him
“really.. now how about i stay here for the night?”
“are you sure? you don’t want me to.. help you out?”
jisung laughs at your words, “don’t worry y/n, i’ll just pray for a wet dream with some hot russian model”
you cuddle into his chest, drawing circles on his abdomen as the two of you fall asleep on the messy bed- him, thinking about the girl he once knew long ago-- and you, thinking about changbin. 
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jisung pulls up to your work’s front entrance, unlocking the doors before walking to the other side of the car and opening the door for you. 
“my personal escort, how kind of you” you thank him, jisung pulling off his cop cap and placing it on your head.
“how about you just quit your job? i’ll escort you every night” he winks, the distance between you two suggesting something that wasn’t what you two were.
changbin watched from the top floor. actually, he’d been waiting for you for awhile. the last thing he expected was for you to come out of another guys’ car. 
he bit his lip anxiously as you hugged jisung, an inaudible conversation for him, but it made his heart clench to his chest. he couldn’t explain this feeling, watching you with another guy.
“i’ll see you tonight? i’m making my favorite pasta and i don’t plan on eating it alone” you asked, placing his cap back on his fluffy brown hair
“of course, i’m bringing the wine” jisung said, making the two of you laugh in anticipation of your future plans
changbin couldnt stop… staring. he had never seen you laugh like that, or so he thought. it felt different when he wasn’t the one making you smile. 
he couldn’t stop thinking; how could you have gotten over him so soon?
little did he know.. that’s exactly what you were wondering.
 i guess there are two sides to the story.
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50 shades of changbin: part six
should you go to work? that’s one of the questions you asked yourself this morning, followed by “why?” or “how could he do this?” and “what went wrong?”
lucky for you, you had planned to skip your shift earlier to take hannah out for shopping and such. another question you couldn’t help but to wonder was why she came. in any case, the paparazzi would’ve been outside your door trying to get pictures of her, she was one of the top celebrities in the americas.
you drove hannah to a outlet nearby where she looked through some of the most expensive shops. 
“so hannah.. aren’t you busy with work and things?” you asked while hannah handing you a bunch of clothes to hold for her.
“work hasn’t been that busy these days, not much to do so i thought i’d visit” she simply replied as she threw clothes on top of the pile in your hands
“oh alright..” you said. something felt off. usually hannah would boast about how busy work has been and how much she has on her plate but today she seemed quiet. 
“you know what.. i have to go to the bathroom” you tell her before rushing to put the clothes in a cart.
the second you leave the store hannah is mobbed by paparazzi. 
“how do you feel about almost being fired?”
“how will you regain your reputation?”
“are you participating with any illegal acts or associated with them in any way?”
the questions and flashes of cameras start to make her head dizzy as she pushes away from the crowd. she can’t handle it, the accusations being thrown at her hit hard as she makes an attempt to run away.
“leave me alone!” she yelps as she hides inside a dressing room, security kicking any uninvited media to exit the store.
meanwhile, you’re hiding in the bathroom. consider yourself part of the older generation, you were never caught up with the phones and technology. today you had to suck yourself into the daily buzz and figure out what was going on with hannah, because the fact that she was able to go shopping with you without wearing the usual mask and sunglasses threw you off.
you searched her name, the news section covered and google claiming she was one of the most common searches in the past few days. you click on one of the news articles that leaves you shocked. you had no idea she would do this. 
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when you come back the mob is gone, but little did you know the media was even following. you meet hannah outside and before you know it she’s grabbing your hand and guiding you to the car. 
“hannah, what’s going on?” you ask her before she throws you inside the car. 
“we need to go” she says, locking the car and waiting for you to put on your seatbelt and drive.
“no.. wait i have a question” you tell her, taking the key out of the ignition
“no, we have to go right now”
“not until you answer my question” you tell her before she could comply, “what is it?”
you take out your phone, showing her the news article about her. “why didn’t you tell me about this?” you ask her.
“i… look i’m sorry.”
“sorry? so the real reason why you came wasn’t to see me?” 
“no.. i just thought you’d get mad at her or wouldn’t let me stay. i didn’t know what to do”
you adjust yourself in the driver’s seat so that you are facing her, “you’re so silly hannah. of course i would! you’re my best friend” you say, pulling her into a hug. 
“really?” she asks in a voice that shows she’s so close to tears.
“really” you ensure her, “now let’s go home”
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you’re tired. that’s how it usually is in the morning. the anticipation is killing you about how it’s going to be at work. 
entering the building you take a deep breath in the elevator as it goes to the floor that you and changbin share. is he going to pretend like you two never happened? is that what you should do as well?
you tug at your dress pants, deciding to take a simple attire today when you feel a tingle. a text message, don’t usually get a lot of those.
you pull out your phone to see a notification from an unknown number.
unknown: stay away from changbin or i’ll release these...
*attached: 4 photos*
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lordseochangbin · 5 years
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fifty shades of changbin, intro
a/n: inspired by “50 shades of grey”. smutty asf LMFAOOO. i started this back in september when i was an ehh kinda writer haha but im bringing it back!
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your foot tapped anxiously against the chair leg and you stared at the floor. what was taking that guy so long?
you had an appointment 1 hour ago for your interview with 3racha co, and the time that passed made both your self confidence and your patience leave you.
you looked around at the white light office, it was a nice space. then the lady from the counter stood up, gesturing towards the tall doors on your right.
“seo changbin will see you now.”
you got up from your seat, nodding to the lady and walking towards the tall black doors. the place seemed extravagant, despite being an office. an hour of waiting made you nervous to your knees, wanted to get the show over with, you couldn’t stand these heels any longer. 
you took a second, your sweaty hand wrapped around like the knob before you could open the door to see a perfect office.
changbin was facing the windows, looking outside. not sure what to do, you stood by the door.
“it’s y/n right?” he asked
“yeah. that would be me” you replied with a stutter
“look, if you’re like the other girls that we walked past that door then you can just leave.”
you wiped the sweat off the sides of your pencil skirt anxiously before you could reply, “w-what? i’m not like the other girls”
changbin scoffed, “that’s what anyone would say to make sure they didn’t blow the job”
“more like what they would say to give a blowjob” you abruptly replied. changbin immediately turned around at this, he just had to see the girl that slipped a sex term in the middle of a interview. shit, i fucked up i fucked up i fucked up you thought to yourself.
aroused from what you said, he walked towards you. each step making your stomach churn and your fingers twitch, what was he gonna do?
you straightened your back, the wet friction in between your legs rubbing against each other under the tight pencil skirt you bought in a hurry the previous day as he got closer. you prayed to god that you didn’t screw this interview because your broke ass sure as hell needed this job.
inches away from you he stopped, taking a second to examine your face and all your features.
“you’re hired.” he muttered
“what?”
“you said you’d do anything to give me a blowjob. therefore, you’re hired”
your eyes glowed at his words, “n-no! oh my god i.. that literally just slipped out of my mouth i swea-“
changbin put a finger to your lips, “so you don’t want to give me a blowjob? you want to blow the job?” he teased.
a large gulp went down your throat as you weighed my options. you really needed this job, but you couldn’t tell if he was being serious or not.
maybe he wasn’t! he was just playing with your words to make you say yes! not like you’d want to be caught fucking your boss anyways aside from the fact that he was fine as fuckkk
“i want it” you said
“you want what babygirl? use your words”
heat floods your face and you quickly nod your head, “ill take the job mr.changbin”
“ahh. well then, no need to address me mr.changbin. you can say daddy for now, okay?”
your eyes gleamed into his. to him you were like a small baby, something he planned on protecting. a sex doll for all his drives, to help him out with all his highs and eventually his lows, you were all his for his liking.
“okay daddy” you let out before he could wrap a hand around your waist pulling your closer to him.
you let out a small moan as he pressed his boner against your core and he cocked his head at your response.
“you feel that love? what are you doing just standing there? get to work. ”
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50 shades of changbin: part one
pls don’t forget to read the intro.. for your own good ;)
before you two could get to business the phone rang, causing him to release his grip from you. he let out a groan before he could walk over to the photo, a slight annoyance visible in his facial expressions as he answered
you stood there anxiously, pulling down your skirt. “a video call meeting? right now?” changbin asked over the phone, his fingers brushing through his jet black hair.
at last you had a chance to check him out. he was a tease, but was he for real? did he actually expect you to go down on him as a job?
to be honest you weren’t sure what exactly what you were signing up for when you filled the application, but you got the job and that’s all the matters.
he collapsed onto the seat, opening the laptop as he gestured towards the chair in front of him. “you can sit there” he smirked
you walked towards the seat across from him before he could interrupt, “not there, here”
he pushed his chair back, revealing the empty space under his desk. your lips formed an “o” shape as he chuckled, bringing a pair of handcuffs with him as he walked to the other side of the table.
he grabbed both of your hands and at first you resisted to the restriction, “don’t be naughty babe” he whispered into your ear as he tightened the handcuffs.
his hot breath lingered around your neck as moved your hair aside to place a few kisses down the bare area.
a notification popped up on his computer as he looked towards the messy desk. “fuck, the meeting should start now” he grabbed your arm pulling you under the desk on your knees.
“don’t say a word love” he smirked as he unzipped his dress pants revealing his throbbing cock.
his laptop rang as he stared at the screen, adjusting his shirt and checking himself out before looking back down at you.
your head felt dizzy just from the size of his length and the fact that you were just about to give a blowjob to your fucking boss.
he grabbed the crook of your neck gently, as he places you in between his thighs.
“suck” he commanded before he could answer the call. you do as he says.
he leans back on the chair as you take him in at once, your breath coming out in harsh little gasps as you try to stay silent because of the video call.
changbin grabbed your chin, still paying attention to the video conference as he grabbed your hair, holding it back and shoving your head back into his red cock.
you felt your walls start to clench in under you, but what to do? changbin was busy and had you in cuffs so you couldn’t even pleasure yourself. you knees start to feel rough on the carpet and you open your legs wide to help out the throbbing pain in between them.
after awhile of getting used to his size, you suck him down hard, his nails grasping onto the leather material of the chair trying to prevent himself from releasing any moans.
he smirks as you look up to him, grabbing your messy hair as he mouths the words “good girl” before he pushes your head further down his length, until your nose is touching his skin.
he felt the vibrations off before cumming into your mouth, his tip still in your throat. changbin sighs as he ended the call, looking down at you before pulling out of your mouth.
“you did amazing babygirl. i can already imagine how much fun im going to have at work with you by my side.”
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lordseochangbin · 5 years
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i am 100% ready to read 50 shares of seo changbin like fr
“mr.seo changbin is waiting for you”
BAHAHA im actually thinking about writing a full series just for fun. maybe not too extreme but sir changbin🤤🤤
edit: here it is luv
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lordseochangbin · 4 years
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Hannah is such a bitch istg i'm gonna taekwondo chop her ass along with changbin outta this universe :'D oh, and also how does gauging her eyes out sound? AND YASSSS BABYBOY JISUNG TO THE RESCUEEE!!! T^T that's why he's my bias uwuwuwu ͡° ͜ʖ ͡° 
JSJDKDJDIDJ GAUGING HER EYES OUT 💀and yess i had never planned to put jisung in this fic and honestly im writing this fic as it goes but jisung has been bias wrecking me lately so ;) gotta put him in hahaha
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lordseochangbin · 4 years
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I ABSOLUTELY LOVED THE 50 SHADES SERIES I'M DYING FOR THE ENDING PLS
JSJSJSJSJ THANK YOUU AHHHH I LITERALLY CANT WAIT TO WRITE IT ALL AND SEE REACTIONS OMG
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lordseochangbin · 4 years
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am i the only one who thinks hannah did/tell smthing to changbin that make changbin said tht to y/n 👀👀
chapter seven got some tea bub !! :DD
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