#-many times outloud!

[catastrxblues]

OH YEAH while i’m on it, how the hell did the “the show’s not over until the mockingjay sings” line not get into the movie? it’s literally one of the most cinematic lines from the books ever, so iconic. they could’ve done so many things with it. the suspense, the epic line delivery by rachel zegler the first time, and then the second by tom blyth, from snow’s own mouth—i can imagine it so clearly. i don’t know, just the fact that they managed to slip in the ma-turnip comment (which i do appreciate because it at least showed how unfair he was to her in his judgements) and yet they couldn’t spare a few glorious seconds for this????? *sighs*

#i found out on twitter that it was not there a few days after the movie came out and i literally BROKE DOWN #because if there’s one line i was SO SURE they were going to put was this one #and the ma turnip comment wasn’t even said out loud in the book?? just part of snow’s running thoughts?? #like this one was an ACTUAL line said outloud by lucy gray CAN YOU JUST IMAGINE THE EDITS #the audio could’ve brought so many things #having goosebumps just thinking about hearing it in the theater because you KNOW they would’ve delivered it and fucking served #or just like at least once? just one time at least have that line in that would’ve been enoughh #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #tbosas #lucy gray baird #coriolanus snow #rachel zegler #tom blyth #the hunger games #thg #nadirants #it’s not over until q sings

[p4nishers]

can we actually take a moment and remember swan upon leda? can we actually shut the fuck up and sit the fuck down and think about our lord and savior swan upon leda because i'm tired of doing it alone every single day guys

#the title itself!!! THE FUCKING TITLE #swan UPON leda #god he's an actual genius THANK U HOZIER SO FUCKING MUCH #i hate how that myth is portrayed and received and objectified bc they make it out to be such a funny little chuckle story like 'hahaha led #is SO easy that she fell for a swan isn't that actually the funniest thing you've ever heard omg like women are literally so easy to please #whatever whatever blahblahblah yes that's fucking hilarious matthew thank u SO much for that absolutely fascinating commentary on a women #getting raped by a god really truly an amazing insight into ur pea fucking brain #like fuck sorry but i just absolutely despises how this myth is made out to be and i remember learning abt it in class and being literally #nauseated bc guess fucking what it's literally not hard to understand wtf is happening and while u r laughing away about i repeat a WOMEN #getting RAPED some fucking of us have brain enough to be mortified #jesus ANYWAY #hozier dropped that song after roe v wade was over turned and i just i love him so fucking much he cares SO MUCH and before anything else #he's an activist and he actually gives a shit about women's rights and he dropped this song as a comfort as something to hold onto but also #as a social commentary and he linked charities and resources to help women and keep them safe and this song just means everything to me #bc greek mythology often gets reduced to children stories bc most ppl know myths from children books and obviously a book for kids not gonn #outloud say the word rape or even imply that that's what's happening and that's fine ig but bc so many ppl know it from there it gets #reduces to a joke and a raped women gets ridiculed but hozier actually took one of the few poems about leda being raped and it being a rape #at all and made it into a song during a time that was so traumatizing for ever afab person in the world basically and it just says 'i see #you i see what you're going through and i'm listening and i actually care and i want to help you' and he's helping by writing a song yes bc #he's spreading the word that way bc that's how movements are spread and people listen to him when he's singing and that's how he helps and #i did i mention that i love him? bc i'd actually do anything for him and to meet him and tell him how much he fucking means to me #the line that always gets me is 'a crying CHILD pushes a CHILD into the night' bc yes she was a fucking child who had to deliver 4 KIDS BC #AN ASSHOLE DECIDED SHE WAS PRETTY ENOUGH TO FUCK and nobody ever cares that she was just a child and her child helen was just a child when #she was abducted and raped and impregnated (JUST LIKE HER MOTHER) by theseus a supposed great hero and im genuinely sick she was just a #child like so many women or girls in greek mythology and ik it was a different time back then or wtv but they were just GIRLS and nobody #cared about that or cares now. but this song does. #bc of course it does it's hozier. #hozier #swan upon leda

[ghostforwhat]

for all purposes but physical i am in a committed relationship with jstor

#we met through a shitty friend (college) and i dont wanna brag or anything but we spent so many nights together in the quiet of the evening #do i Care about the queering of the concept of time within a horror setting? well now i do #lets play ​how many times can i say fascinating outloud while reading before i am forcibly assigned spock kin

[wizard-mp4]

#cowmmunist #poll #been doing a lot of corporate AV lately and i swear more people ask me for helo about this than anything else #you would think that im handing folks the control scheme needed to bring about the end of the earth sometimes #they look at the thing like its got as many instruments as a jet fighter cockpit #often times people will click a button #then feel embarrassed and give up #then just ask outloud for the team to advance their slides every time instead of using the buttons #we like to call it an IQ test but i prefer to not be mean if i can help it #even when it gets frustrating

[vsingers]

anyway it's becoming increasingly apparent to me that i may have ocd

#constant fucking paranoid thoughts and compulsions. #like i've always been a bit superstitious but it's getting ridiculous #i csnt even say the words die or death outloud anymore lest i speak something into existence 💔 #ive been misdiagnosed so many times bro i think my file still says i have bipolar #i am not bipolar im just something else. dont know what! #need to get an eval but thats gonna be a while! no money no insurance 💔💔💔💔💔 #t

[enby-mori]

still thinking about the phrase "it's in batman's hands now".

#the kids should say it #dick starts it off and it dies with jason #at least in the family #gothamites have heard it so many times that it sticks with them #tim knows it and never says it outloud #except red hood comes back and we have the events of utrh #cass learning language and putting together the words people would whisper when disaster struck and she was on the run #batman is everywhere for case missions and emergencies with the jl #my archive

[im-tempted]

I also love when all different characters have their own font and balloon style to express their voice

And font transparency

And bolding

And text spacing

#i don't have many coherent thoughts about this subject (i am very unwell read at this time) but i just... mmmmm #idk if you can (I've been told its very obvious) but i like to type in a very true to life way #thats one of the reasons i include at least some studers into my typography #anything i post on here is the way id actually say the sentence outloud or at least closest without being personally obnoxious #so I absolutely love when a character has very... personable personal textual choices #adam fucking around

[knowingoverseer]

hoo, yoU know, keeping track of one's birthday is strange when one has lived on mUltiple timelines, all with wildly different years in correlation to each other. (nevermind time shinanigains.)

not that i don't know i jUst tUrned 31 in hUman years. jUst that if i ever needed to give someone a year i have to math it oUt.

my original timeline was set "3 years forward", at least as far as earth b was concerned (i still don't know what distant year oUr ectobaby was sent to and raised on exactly, i was still yoUng and inexperiently Unobservent when handling oUr ectocreation, and my only soUrce of knowledge for time was earth b's viewports... then earth b itself, (c? they recreated thier earth as it had been so was it c?)) either way, my birthday then was simple, 1995. on 11/11/11 we tUrned 16 hUman years. that's generally trUe for a lot of oUr alternates.

however from the perspective of the Universal average time, the reason so many feel it is now 2023 and not 2026, something we adapted for the timeline created by oUr second game, my birthday woUld be 1992. we tUrned 19 on 11/11/11, as noted by tUrning 20 when the Uat was 2012 and we had blogs at that point to know there was any sort of difference. bUt that math is easy.

then we get into mUch more different timelines, like the one in which i cUrrently reside. dUe to the apocalypse it's hard to find any proper modern dates, thoUgh i also know this timeline is set sometime forward from the UAT, bUt it's been so long since i heard any exacts.

i sUppose none of this really matters, i am 31 years, (21 Units and 14 sweeps) old and that's all i need to keep in mind.

however, i'm starting to Understand the dread of one's birthday to cherUbs. all of these nUmbers are so small compared to thier potential inevitably and that thoUght gets more and more sickening every time i think aboUt it. thoUgh, i sUppose i'd feel differently if things wern't so.... well, anyhoo. all this to say, i UsUally doUble check the math each year and this time i had a thoUght tangent XU

#ignore my ramblings i was jUst mUsing oUtloUd. #31 years. 21 Units. 14 sweeps.... #admittedly the sweeps throw me off #with how many times i've Used sweeps to keep note of how mUch time has passed it really throws my pan into prospective...

[ghoulangerlee]

replying to this here @goldenbloodytears because I'm v sorry but this got uhh long because, while I am not an expert on vocals or anything like that, I do have some examples as to how I guess, I personally perceive the Papas' voices.

I just really love this man and his voice, in all iterations. And the rest is under a read more because I feel bad about putting this on people's dashes as one giant block of text asdlkfsjd

Also, Spillways got me into Ghost, so for the most part, I first had experience hearing Copia's voice, which is, yes, sort of nasally, I don't necessarily think it's a bad thing, though. Tobias talking about how the Copia character is less "experienced" maybe (I can't remember the exact wording atm) in the Loudwire interview he just did, makes the nasally thing sort of make sense even though I know it's logically bc the mask fit does it to him. Copia's voice being nasally and different from the other Papas who, when we got to know them, they were already elevated into their position, it'd make more sense we get a polished sound with them vs Copia who started out as a Cardinal and later became Papa, hence less "experience". But this is just me trying to find an in-universe reason for it other than idk man has a deviated septum or something.

ANYWAY, so, back to the topic of Secondo sounding more like Tobias than the others---

Tobias has a really nice voice, and there's this certain thing that it does that I am not musically talented enough to put into proper words, but okay, so, House of Affection is arguably the Tobias Forge song, it's him singing it, not as a character and it's in the chorus mostly, just the tone he uses. It's that airy sorta higher, not necessarily a light sort of sound but it sort of goes up. I'm doing a very bad job at describing this haha. I don't have the right words for it, but it's this all encompassing sound.

This Ritual performance that Secondo did also has that same sort of sound. You can hear it especially in the chorus bit, it's higher, he sings upwards, I guess? Much like in the chorus of House of Affection, it's a very, at least to me, similar sort of thing.

And there's a good video that sort of goes through Primo, Secondo and Terzo's singing through the years, which is here and I think that also gives a very good indication that like Secondo's voice is very close to Tobias' voice.

Primo's voice is sorta...deeper, I guess, is a good way to put it. When he begins the chorus of Ritual you can hear how much lower he's doing it, like he absolutely does not sound like Tobias to me.

Secondo's voice, for the purpose of me comparing it to Tobias' is like, an almost dead ringer, if I were to hear Secondo sing and then Tobias sing as himself then I would be able to tell they were the same person, just because of the way Secondo would like, project? His voice, it's pretty similar vocal wise to other projects that Tobias has worked on.

Terzo's voice in this video example, it's growly, like he really got that gravel sort of thing going on really good and if I didn't know any better, I'd think that Terzo was someone else entirely. He also puts on a like sorta of thicker accent? You can hear him roll his R's more in songs and such.

Like all of this is not to say that he doesn't sometimes slip up and sing sort of like himself, because he does. He did it during HellFest this year because he was losing his voice and I think overall that was just easier for him than to try and sing nasally.

Once again, here's a compilation I found of the first three Papas singing Ritual, but like together? It's really interesting to listen to because you can hear the differences better like this I think.

Just for the sake of me not using only one song, but Secular Haze is the same way to me. Like, obviously he's singing the song without a mask in the studio versions, so I'm using only live versions of the songs.

The first time I listened to Infesstisumam, I was sort of blown away by how much different it sounds from Opus Eponymous. And then once I got into some of Tobias' other projects, one day Secular Haze came on my playlist and I had to like, pause for a second because I was like "oh that's Tobias. That's him."

Like the man is very very good at changing his voice up each era and everything and I don't think it's extremely noticeable unless you're like focusing so much on voice differences, but the overlaps are there and he does sound really close to himself obviously with somewhat of an accent, but it's there.

As for Terzo's acoustic performances, he doesn't sound like Tobias, like to an extent, Terzo also has a sort of nasally sound, and you can hear it pretty well in Jigolo Har Megiddo, esp when he gets higher, and like honestly I think Terzo and Copia are the two who sound the least like Tobias when you compare them.

Also, like, there's this performance of He Is where his voice is deep which just, in my mind is so far from Tobias that I'm not sure who that man is other than Terzo.

It's not to say, again, that Terzo has never sounded like Tobias, because he has, and that's just a thing that happens sometimes, but like it's not as consistent as Secondo sldkfs.

Another example of y'know, Tobias, so we're not just going off of House of Affection is the Me and that Man song he featured in as Mary Goore, it, to me, gives me sort of like, Secondo vibes in terms of the voice? And like it's not live but studio so it has that more pronounced sound than a live vocal one I guess.

This clip of him performing live with Subvision his voice does that upward, sort of projection thing that when you listen to Secondo's performances, it's really really close to that.

The man is amazingly talented, and he knows how to change his voice and do little things to each Papa so they don't all sound the same, so when you know it's time for a new Papa, you're like "oh what's he going to sound like?" both music style wise and vocal wise.

This also got very out of hand, for a silly little post, I'm so sorry, once again, but your reply was just such a good question.

tldr; secondo and tobias are twin brothers

:)

#the band ghost #this is just me #shitghosting #but also being kind of serious ahahaha #i spent so long on this i had so many youtube tabs open ive read this outloud so many times to make sure it makes somewhat sense #anyway #i hope this answered your reply in somewhat of a concise way adlkfjsd

[tiixij]

whats up with phrases that suddenly enter in your vocabulary despite you never hearing anyone else ever say them. why have i been saying "christ above" stop this

#i dont say it outloud but like. the amount of time i say it in my head.. too many #literally not even a phrase ive ever heard anyone say irl #op

[protosstar]

dichotomy of my friend saying disco elysium is frustrating bc the way she wishes she could respond to stuff is essentially as if she was playing as kim vs me half the time being given dialogue options that are just what i would say in real life

#quasigh #we started playing it when she visited and there were so many times where i wanted to select an unhinged response bc it was funny but also #didnt want to mess up so would just look at her pleadingly to tell me which i should pick (sane or insane) #and every time she would just be like 'well its ur play through' or 'u already know what i would pick' or just stare at me with those eyes #and i would aheem heem whimper and go with the sane answer #unless it was an answer that i said outloud before getting it as an option #was legally bound to select those

[marvelousmawn]

finally got a chance to watch the candlenights show this year and boy howdy what a joy everyone should go watch it before it disappears on 1/1

#the mcelroys #candlenights #truly laughed outloud so many times which is not great bc it's late but man

[sunbedo]

Well you see my friend, it's actually quite simple. Yeah we got a. number one victory royale yeah fortnite we bout to get down. (get down) ten kills on the board right now just wiped out tomato town. my friend just got downed. i revived him now were heading southbound. now were in the the pleasant park streets. look at the map, go to the marked sheets. TAKE ME TO YOUR XBOX TO PLAY FORTNITE TODAY

#YOU CAN TAKE ME TO MOISTY MIRE. BUT NOT LOOT LAKE #I REALLY LOVE TO. CHUG JUG WITH YOU. WE CAN BE PRO FORTNITE GAMERS #im so sorry. its still stuck in my head after. how many years ago i first heard it #I HAVE THE URGE TO SING IT OUTLOUD ALL THE TIME. ITS A PROBLEM! #anyways hey guys. (jumps backwards as if to do a backflip and a lasso tool is drawn around me to rotate my png body the rest of the way) #cherry chortles

[snekdood]

ig my biggest issue with fandoms is the almost... false closeness thats there in them? ig since i was a kid and wasnt good at enforcing boundaries and was just excited to find ppl with the same interest I didn't really think about it but be real like, there was a vibe that it was "okay" and "fine" to expose a lot about ourselves to eachother that... i think if we knew eachother irl... we'd hafta be a lot closer than that to see or hear about that stuff...

#like ig am i the only one who thinks its kinda weird when ppl would pass fanfics around?? #ig its just kinda normal now or whatever but think about it. youd hafta be closer friends with someone- besides just sharing an interest- #to see their slash fics right?? doesnt it seem kinda weird that ppl used to be so willing to toss that out there #ig the level of anonymity helps but my point isnt rly about the fics so much as it is... sharing information thats personal to you #i definitely didnt know how to assert boundaries as a kid- like i just didnt know it was an option for me to be like 'no i dont want to do #that' -wow that sounds really fucked up outloud huh! #ig my autonomy was taken from me so much as a kid i kinda just assumed i wasnt the one who got a lot of choices #and no one really taught me enough about internet safety .-. my mom did once but... she didnt push very hard #and that ended me up in a lot of shitty situations- like on here. how i posted a pic of myself when i was a fuckin child #sexualizing myself and some adult commented something suggestive back to me and ig i just. thought i had to accept the situation #like i just. thought it was ok to happen. ig since i had so many ppl rob me of my bodily autonomy before that it just seemed normal #or at the very least it was something i couldnt change so i didnt try and at the time figured i had to accept as normal #and since no one intervened to tell me what any of those ppl did to me was wrong i just. didnt think about how it effected me or if that #even mattered #so why is my life so dark exactly whys it gotta be like this tho #ig its kinda hypocritical of me to post this. i mean i use my account as like a diary sometimes or that im just yelling into the void lol #but thats also kinda because of all of this honestly. i think i realized i didnt want it to be that way for a while and stopped #but after all the shit with my abuser on here its like.. i feel like i cant not be as open as i am? #idk its like... a testimony or something ig. idk how to describe it. ig i just feel like ill always hafta be defending myself online from #everything. and if i dont talk about every little thing that makes me fucked up then people wont leave me tf alone about shit i cant contro #or change. like i cant go back in the past and not do whatever. but also as far as any actual harm ive done there isnt really... much there #ive had shitty ideas normalized to me sure but i dont really feel like i passed those ideas on to anyone really

[cinnabeat]

there is so much happening rn

#ive said holy shit outloud too many times actually #omg #love fight scenes #michi tag

[mrfoox]

Ok actually... People always saying they don't care about others/don't want to and then they basically go out of their way to be nice to you... Yeah i see you, sorry...

#miranda talking shit #Idk who else im calling out here but yeah... I wont ever say it to the person probably bc they'll deny it and argue but uh #Trust me... If you didnt care you would just do the bear minimum... Sorry honey you have emotions and its okay (: #I have so many times and things like this i wont say just bc they would get defensive #But im always like (: mhm. Ofc youre definitely uncaring and hate everyone... Lol... #Its oljver again no suprise but i actually got him to admit outloud hes scared of people caring about him and caring about others #And im like... Yeah... I figured but thats okay... I think most people with past traumas have at least one of those fears #Im just scared of loving people openly but in my heart and brain they are so important and idc if i get hurt #However... They caring for me?....thats hard and always have been ... #Love to ask him so much stuff but i think im scared ill make him uncomfortable. Plus i guess i am a bit scared of the possible answer #But yeah nah... Doing extra things/work despite not needing to... Thats a form of caring. If you genuinely didn't care.. You woulsnt bother