#(THERES A DAMN TIME AND A PLACE FOR GENUINE MEDIA CRITICISM AND NOW IS NOT IT!!!!!!!!!)

[thesunicarusfellfor]

Small Actions (Create Big Ripples) CC!Plat!Ranboo x GN!Reader

I've been thinking lately about this little drabble and it makes me a bit upset? Like.. I'm in this position high key but theres nothing I can do about it...

(R/R/n) stands for Ranboo's real name. Also if you're really tall.... No you're not. Shhhh. For plot purposes

You stayed away from social media as much as possible. Now, don't get me wrong, you used to love watching Youtubers play their games and happily interact with their fans.. But growing up, you never seemed to have enough money to donate when they streamed, or go to events where they were.

You had always wanted to tell them how much they've helped you through life, or shaped your personality.. Or saved you. But... They get told that every day by over hundreds of people.. So there would be no real sentiment behind it..

You'd probably just get a simple, "Aw. Happy I could help." Before turning back to their game without blinking twice.

So, you just watched silently. It hurt, you know? Wanting to thank them, or send them something to show your appreciation.. But you never seemed to be able to send it, with the thought that 'it won't really matter to them after five minutes.. You'll just be brushed over. It's pointless.'

Eventually it hurt too much to keep watching the content creators that raised you, so you just stopped and went on with your life.

It was hard, but at least you didn't have to deal with the fact that you would never be able to thank the people you watched for making your life that much better.

As time went on, while you still heard about the creators, it was just... less. Now people were non stop blabbering about these people from something called the DreamSMP?

Your sister was obsessed with it to say the least, and you always heard her mumbling about strange people like Technoblade? Or Sapnap? And apparently some people had children with inanimate objects?! Like a Samsung Fridge and a salmon?! Yeah you didn't even bother trying to understand what she was rambling about most of the times. It just spun your head in circles.

"Okay, I gotta take my mutt to the vet," Your sister and closest friend, (S/n), tilted her head towards the backseat to her dog as you sat in the passenger seat. "You think you'll be good to do the shopping for two or so hours? I'll call when I'm finished, and plus I know how you can get distracted with looking at some things."

"Yeah, I think I'll be good." You nodded slightly, going over the list in your hand of things to get for your classes, food and just some clothing for the changing seasons.

(S/n) pulled into the parking lot and looked you over briefly, "You forgot your mask didn't you?" She watched as your hands flew up to your face to feel for the fabric, but you didn't find it so you fished through the pockets of your sweater before smiling nervously at the driver. "Uuugggggggghhhh. Of course. Okay, I got a new one from the merch store that you can use, but do not damage it! I spent a whole $30 on it!"

Scoffing as you rolled your eyes, you snagged the half white and half black mask away from her, "You and your merch. Honestly, (S/n), your obsession scares me. But anyway, thanks. I won't get it damaged, I swear." You pulled the mask onto your face after giving her a smile and walked into the store as she drove off.

Sighing slightly, you walked in, sanitized your hands, and set off on your journey to find the things you needed. Surprisingly, today seemed to be a good day as you miraculously pulled the card that didn't have the busted wheel!

Humming a soft tune to yourself, you paced up and down aisles in search of (S/n)'s favourite coffee. Pausing for a moment as you scanned the shelves, you finally spotted it and made a noise of anger as you realized it was on the very top shelf. "Oh, I hate it here..." You mumbled, a phrase you had picked up from your sister who was really big on trends like that.

Grumbling to yourself, you stood on the tips of your toes, jumped up and down, even climbed the shelves a small bit, but it just seemed to brush by your fingertips every time. Apparently it had been long enough to the point where someone had wandered into the aisle as well.

"Hey... Uh.. Nice mask? You need help?" A male voice asked very hesitantly making your head turn towards him. He was t a l l and literally could tower over you if you got close enough. He had fluffy dirty blonde hair possibly? It looked a little damp so you couldn't really tell. Rain had been in the weather report, but guess it couldn't hold off long enough. Oddly enough, he was wearing dark sunglasses and the exact same mask as you?

'Maybe he's a fan of one of (S/n)'s fandoms?' You stepped back with a sheepish smile and a blush. "Oh! Yes please! Uhm.. Also, could you tell me about what these masks represent? This is my sister's... And I kinda want to make sure I'm not looking like I'm part of some gang or something."

The tall boy reached up for the coffee before pausing midway through and looking at you in surprise. "You don't know who... Oh, it's just from a Twitch Streamer.." He murmured rather softly as he got the coffee down for you.

With a cheerful "Thank you!" You placed the container in the cart. "Oh? Yeah that makes sense. My sister loves that kind of stuff. Are they... A good person?"

"I-I'd like to think so." He nodded quickly. "Are you not.. Like, a fan of content creators? Like.. Uh.. Dream or (P/F/C)?" (Past favourite creator)

"Well... I mean I used to really like (p/f/c) when I was younger. But it kind of... Saddened me, you know?"

He looked at you again and tilted his head a bit, "Saddened you? Did they do something bad?"

"No no! It's just... I try to avoid joining fandoms, even if they make me really happy while in them despite the toxicity. I really enjoy the people who create content, and I like watching them have fun... It's just.." Were you really gonna spill some personal stuff to some stranger who showed you the slightest bit of kindness? Not originally. But he kept watching you, patiently waiting for you to continue the sentence. "They'll... Never know.. How much they saved me."

"Oh.. I see. Yeah.. I've had that happen a lot. When, I watch this guy's streams," He pulled at his mask for a moment, "People always donate money and tell him how much they appreciate him for getting them through rocky times.. It's heartwarming to say the least but he does sound genuinely thankful."

"Oh that's sweet.. What does he do? Or what's he like?" You asked with a smile, although he couldn't see it, as you crouched down to get something from the sheleves. "Unless you have places to be of course!"

He looked a little surprised at first, "Ah... I got time. It's just.. Kinda nice being able to talk to people again after quarantine..." He trailed off briefly before taking something off the shelf as well and putting it in his basket, "Uh.. The streamer is a popular minecraft player. He recently hit a record during a stream and everyone lost their minds. He's a little painfully awkward at some points but he enjoys playing the games and interacting with his chat."

"Oh he sounds nice! I would definitely want to friends with someone like him!" You chuckled softly before frowning and glancing away. "Oh.. Popular.. So I'd be another comment in the flood of a chat.. Damn. I got a little excited. Oh! My bad, I'm (Y/n). Nice to meet you!" You laughed softly in an attempt to brush off the sad atmosphere you made.

"(R/r/n). But everyone just calls me Ranboo. Nice to meet you too." He sounded as if he was smiling but there was a soft sadness in his tone. "Do you not like popular streamers then?"

"No, it's just... that I had always wanted to tell them how much they've helped me through life, or shaped my personality.. Or saved me.. But... They get told that every day by over hundreds of people.. So there would be no real sentiment behind it.. I suppose it just left me feeling a bit hopeless and like a broken record of every other fan of theirs. So, I just watched silently. It hurt, you know? Wanting to thank them, or send them something to show appreciation.. But I never seemed to be able to send it, with the thought that 'it won't really matter to them after five minutes.. You'll just be brushed over. It's pointless.'.."

Ranboo seemed slightly more upset and he shifted his basket into his other hand, "I don't think it's like that at all.. I believe that streamers and creators truly cherish anyone who even interacts with their videos, and even though they know there's some people in the world who can't say anything or buy their merchandise, the creators still know that they're there. They appreciate everyone who comes along their path, whether they support them by giving them money, criticism or their attention!"

You blinked at how... Passionate your new friend was about this topic before smiling softly. "I guess... It never passed my mind.. Thank you Ranboo.. Hey, you wanna be friends and get to know each other more?"

His expression was unreadable due to the fabric covering his mouth and nose, and the glasses covering his eyes. "Oh! Sure!" He sounded quite happy, so you were guessing that you weren't being too awkward. "Here's my number, as long as you promise to never give it to anyone. Even if someone wants to get to know me, okay?"

You took out your phone and looked at him with a strange expression, but quickly nodded. 'Maybe he is just really strict about his privacy.' Once he gave you the number, you sent a quick text to him to give him your contact in return. "Great! It was wonderful meeting you, I hope we can hang out more often! After.. covid of course."

Eagerly nodding, Ranboo finished writing your contact into his phone and slipped it back into his pocket. "Oh yeah definitely! I'll see you soon, (Y/n)!"

Parting your separate ways, you looked down at the newly added contact, 🤍Ranboo🖤 (Platonic hearts), with a smile.

Maybe small actions weren't as useless as you thought...

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[babyawacs]

@potus @gop @thedemocrats @dnc @thehill @salon @politico @cnn @cspan .@thehill i am not so convinced by d e e d s and  i n t e n t that trump was that apocalyptic for the usa. the val ues misfit the modern times, the vibe redbitterness hate occasionally is rather typical for @gop justnot so cosntant. halfofit wasnot from him but from flak ON him @dnc @all //// @speakerpelosi @nancypelosi @dnc .@dnc @thedemocrats @barackobama @hillaryclinton @vj44 @jo ebiden .@joebiden (former details: #damning #assessment #of #thedemocrats sept. 10th 2020 :   https://babyawacs.wordpress.com/2020/09/10/damning-assessment-of-thedemocrats-cspan-th ehill-politico-beckyquick-jchatterleycnn-by-the-way-btw-barackobama-dnc-thedemocrats-dnc-thede mocrats-joebiden-hillaryclinton-billcl/ ) nany you almost lost this election against what kind of candidate by your own assessment f i x the ro otcauses for the population or wait for the next election the de mocrats lost somuch with the hillary setup  new broom use thechance fix the rootcause s for the population and seriously or wait who they elect the next time the political system leftpotus high and dry halfof 2017  that was extremely dangerous the restofthe time itwas cutting down with false assumptions be cause he was so utterly abysmal tothe democrats in simple iron reserve patriots of the usa saved the usa n o t y o u you a lmost lost this one again you didnt get toomany damning assessments about compromise candidate pick if so many things the democrat s achieved are cutdown  you almost lost this one a g a i n do you understan d this if theres victorious-goldmedal,victorious-silvermedal, victorious barely averted disaster. its latter to disaster use the chance newbroom fi x the root causes in the population check the damning assessm ents of compromise candidates and consider what else they highlig hted greetings /// #trump courts are not your dependent entit y. their role is to checkyourass. gotit? greetings @potus .@potus @ivankatrump .@ivankatrump @gop isthere a genuine unthreatened channel into your people that can confirm or deny *** ****** noone really believes it was faked election results many are amazed how well it turned out despite the massive media guttings ******** but noone believes really its a fa ked election this maybe a critical aspect highlight youwant to check too abit reality ch eck do not be foolish or ignorant about t his  greetings //// @gop @speakerboehne r @speakerryan @gop @georgewbush @potus43 hey elpresssidentey hows the painting career goin g? and and and and ..and... if we tryit with booze dipped paint?... (haha) #friendly #tease did cheyney s daughter chop you old guys their nuts off already ?... one?..of you..?... m ay!?..be..??...n...nnn... n..n,,n..no?no. dickcheyneys daughter didntchop oneofyouold guys nuts off.... ... .. so... .. .. .. and... how is the weather?then?....  .. .. in texas?.. greetings @joebiden @thedemocrats @dnc .@dnc .@joebiden @gop .@gop root causes as  new broom or  wait ti ll the next election root c a u s e s as new broom and asap or wait for the next  election damnright @flotus .@flot us heyflotus wheeeeeeeeeey!  hardlight of public in a motel through.  idont recall toomany serious mistakes of yours.  harden some projects you genuinely cared about and stick to it i fyouwant greetings #trump donot squander resources on bitterendings. reward your people . youhad luck with iron reserve of the #us .@potus @gop @potus @ivankatrump .@ivankatrump  serious luck impeachment luck and before start left high and dry luck while allthat shou ldve supported thought the russians pay your nipple bleaching a n d anus bleaching t o o ?!? ********* no hard feelings demand your recount ifyouwant but foremost: reward your  people and foremost (!)america s ir on reserve that carried you through this messy timeperiod ************ the biggest pro blem is thatyou were a disruptor, ofmany stale things but didnot or couldnot rebuild them bet ter ******* LONGTERM: howdoyou buildu p your kids to a dynasty run ifyouneed a new purpose later ***** ** greetings ///// #trump  ifits n ot a win  buildup your kids for next elections thats allyou can do bes ides insist on recount mistakes wouldbe see what youcan thirdworld shitpresident rattle the usa to a thirdworld shitball country and see ifthe fbi wont arrestyou over that later i e mistake would dsigrace your children long after you  this is my take onyour current sit uation as independent brightside blueaffiliate i n d e p e n d en t  take it or leaveit greetings //// @usa @america hey whatever itwas, a boring ride itwas not with trump. the rootcauses are #critic or wait for another e lection right on. next @twitter blamed andin trouble ////  @potus .@potus .@ivankatrump @i vankatrump #trump seems with #georgia blue that youre not winning this. ******* allyou can do now is not damage your kids and setem up for a later dynasty run in 8-12years ******* hope is hope is hope is hope but mathematics are hard truth matters what youcan do t hen is demand recount while not damaging your kids as thirdworld shitball entity refusing to give away a throne meant to be temporary and by the same votes that enabled you in the first place ifyoure not winning this:  ******* allyou can r e a l l y do now is not damage your kids and setem up for a later dynasty r un in 8-12years ******* greetings I a m Christian KISS BabyAWACS – Raw Independent Sophistication #THINKTANK + #INTEL #HELLHOLE #B LOG https://www.BabyAWACS.com/ [email protected] PHONE / FAX [phone] Helpful? 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@potus @gop @thedemocrats @dnc @thehill @salon @politico @cnn @cspan .@thehill i am not so convinced by d e e d s and  i n t e n t that trump was that apocalyptic for the usa. the val ues misfit the modern times, the vibe redbitterness hate occasionally is rather typical for @gop justnot so cosntant. halfofit wasnot from him but from flak ON him @dnc @all //// @speakerpelosi @nancypelosi @dnc .@dnc @thedemocrats @barackobama @hillaryclinton @vj44 @jo ebiden .@joebiden (former details: #damning #assessment #of #thedemocrats sept. 10th 2020 :   https://babyawacs.wordpress.com/2020/09/10/damning-assessment-of-thedemocrats-cspan-th ehill-politico-beckyquick-jchatterleycnn-by-the-way-btw-barackobama-dnc-thedemocrats-dnc-thede mocrats-joebiden-hillaryclinton-billcl/ ) nany you almost lost this election against what kind of candidate by your own assessment f i x the ro otcauses for the population or wait for the next election the de mocrats lost somuch with the hillary setup  new broom use thechance fix the rootcause s for the population and seriously or wait who they elect the next time the political system leftpotus high and dry halfof 2017  that was extremely dangerous the restofthe time itwas cutting down with false assumptions be cause he was so utterly abysmal tothe democrats in simple iron reserve patriots of the usa saved the usa n o t y o u you a lmost lost this one again you didnt get toomany damning assessments about compromise candidate pick if so many things the democrat s achieved are cutdown  you almost lost this one a g a i n do you understan d this if theres victorious-goldmedal,victorious-silvermedal, victorious barely averted disaster. its latter to disaster use the chance newbroom fi x the root causes in the population check the damning assessm ents of compromise candidates and consider what else they highlig hted greetings /// #trump courts are not your dependent entit y. their role is to checkyourass. gotit? greetings @potus .@potus @ivankatrump .@ivankatrump @gop isthere a genuine unthreatened channel into your people that can confirm or deny *** ****** noone really believes it was faked election results many are amazed how well it turned out despite the massive media guttings ******** but noone believes really its a fa ked election this maybe a critical aspect highlight youwant to check too abit reality ch eck do not be foolish or ignorant about t his  greetings //// @gop @speakerboehne r @speakerryan @gop @georgewbush @potus43 hey elpresssidentey hows the painting career goin g? and and and and ..and… if we tryit with booze dipped paint?… (haha) #friendly #tease did cheyney s daughter chop you old guys their nuts off already ?… one?..of you..?… m ay!?..be..??…n…nnn… n..n,,n..no?no. dickcheyneys daughter didntchop oneofyouold guys nuts off…. … .. so… .. .. .. and… how is the weather?then?….  .. .. in texas?.. greetings @joebiden @thedemocrats @dnc .@dnc .@joebiden @gop .@gop root causes as  new broom or  wait ti ll the next election root c a u s e s as new broom and asap or wait for the next  election damnright @flotus .@flot us heyflotus wheeeeeeeeeey!  hardlight of public in a motel through.  idont recall toomany serious mistakes of yours.  harden some projects you genuinely cared about and stick to it i fyouwant greetings #trump donot squander resources on bitterendings. reward your people . youhad luck with iron reserve of the #us .@potus @gop @potus @ivankatrump .@ivankatrump  serious luck impeachment luck and before start left high and dry luck while allthat shou ldve supported thought the russians pay your nipple bleaching a n d anus bleaching t o o ?!? ********* no hard feelings demand your recount ifyouwant but foremost: reward your  people and foremost (!)america s ir on reserve that carried you through this messy timeperiod ************ the biggest pro blem is thatyou were a disruptor, ofmany stale things but didnot or couldnot rebuild them bet ter ******* LONGTERM: howdoyou buildu p your kids to a dynasty run ifyouneed a new purpose later ***** ** greetings ///// #trump  ifits n ot a win  buildup your kids for next elections thats allyou can do bes ides insist on recount mistakes wouldbe see what youcan thirdworld shitpresident rattle the usa to a thirdworld shitball country and see ifthe fbi wont arrestyou over that later i e mistake would dsigrace your children long after you  this is my take onyour current sit uation as independent brightside blueaffiliate i n d e p e n d en t  take it or leaveit greetings //// @usa @america hey whatever itwas, a boring ride itwas not with trump. the rootcauses are #critic or wait for another e lection right on. next @twitter blamed andin trouble ////  @potus .@potus .@ivankatrump @i vankatrump #trump seems with #georgia blue that youre not winning this. ******* allyou can do now is not damage your kids and setem up for a later dynasty run in 8-12years ******* hope is hope is hope is hope but mathematics are hard truth matters what youcan do t hen is demand recount while not damaging your kids as thirdworld shitball entity refusing to give away a throne meant to be temporary and by the same votes that enabled you in the first place ifyoure not winning this:  ******* allyou can r e a l l y do now is not damage your kids and setem up for a later dynasty r un in 8-12years ******* greetings I a m Christian KISS BabyAWACS – Raw Independent Sophistication #THINKTANK + #INTEL #HELLHOLE #B LOG https://www.BabyAWACS.com/ [email protected] PHONE / FAX [phone] Helpful? 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@potus @gop @thedemocrats @dnc @thehill @salon @politico @cnn @cspan .@thehill i am not so convinced by d e e d s and i n t e n t that trump was that apocalyptic for the usa. the values misfit the modern times, the vibe redbitterness hate occasionally is rather typical for @gop justnot so cosntant. halfofit wasnot from him but from flak ON him @dnc @all

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[lilbongwater]

reading my lesbian experience with loneliness made me realize how much i rly hate feeling like i have to  impress ppl or be a certainn way for ppl which is why i hate bieng on social media lately too i guess..

I feel like ppls image of me is extremely different to what im actualy like and i wanna keep up that image ppl have of me u kno but.. Its so tiring u kno?? Like sry  im not rly someome that can always b happy sunny bouncy bubbly dream girl u kno..

I feel lke i have to keep taht image up for everyone.. My parents, teachers, freidsn, even my bf (aahh mikey if u end up readin this… >m< !!!!!!!!!!!!) but like fuck guys im SAD and scared and hurt and confused all the time..

Im sad and im tired and u know what i honestly just wanna go into interior BC and live in soltude and eventually get eaten by bears.. Like iuhghf… my internet self n real sefl r so.. Differnt n idek why… like i DO like hello kitty n pink n sparkly things n shit but rly  honestly deep down more than anything i love being outside and camping and swimming and bugs and and andnandanda lOTS lots lots of thing s that contradict what i am now.. Like im syaing all this and i have!! Glittery pink acrylic nails!! Like!! Hhdhgfd!!

God my minds goign  all over the place sry

Idk man im just .. im a multi faceted person… im trying to b comfortable with that.. I feel lik theres pressure to b one kind of person all the time or else ur a fake but thats not!!! True!!!! Thats not truw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Honestly i kinda blame instagram n shit for tht kinda thinking tho… ppls instagram is so curated t b this… perfect life.. Idk how to put it into words uggghh…  also i wish i could criticize social media and its negative effects without feelinn like a Millienial Traitor but like…. Can we admt tht social media is like??? Knida shitty? Like its a great tool for rasing awareness but DAMN does it fuck with ur confiddence n self image n image of others… n thinking abt how rly young impressionable kids r growing up on this is almost   scary/?? The internet was an almost entirely different place 5 yrs ago  u kno??? Idk..

An d on the topic of change… i rly cannot keep up with everything . theres so mcuh pressure to do things FAST  n i just.. I cant do that. Evryones rushing to get things done as fast as possible, get new products as fast as possible… and i feel ike i get left behind. Ive always been kinda a late bloomer i thik but.. Aahhhhhhh

  Anyways i kinda wish i could write poetry but usually ppl mock ppl tht are trying to express themselves in honest yet artistic ways.. I jus wanna b genuine without beng mocked. I think thats what i mean after all this rambling

  Yeah i just wanna be more genuine

   I think i might remake again

#like if u read pls #props 2 u if u read all ths #i had to write this in google docs bc tumblr lags so much when i make text posts lol #excuse typos... i got acrylics 2day