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#(I guess this isn’t NEW I liked JTHM as a kid. but i rly am not. a gore person.
heylinfanclub
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3 months
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Just watched something horrific and felt like it unlocked some part of me. IDUNNO IF ITS GOOOOOD. hfjsjsh maybe. Maybe it is.
#me.
#(I was just talking about how I fear my anger cause it’s dangerous
#(but I know it’s linked to passion and protectivity and love sometimes
#(but sometimes you play a game and ur like wow. what a nice lil outlet. I’m horrified. but I feel GREAT. what a mix.
#(my PASSIONS get tied up into OBSESSIONS and needing CONTROL
#(so playing a game bout people who are also. existential and obsessive and maybe they do get a lil violent.
#(is very cathartic
#(I think for a long time I’ve been scared of ANY PHYSICAL OUTLETS for anger
#(this is kind of a mental one I guess
#(and man I’m not even mad I’m teehee gritting my teeth kicking my feet clenching my fists
#(such a happy anger??? weird. I think I’m a sadist sometimes but I could never hurt somebody willingly.
#(I was a mean kid and I never wanna be that bad again.
#(but that doesn’t mean I can’t find a healthy outlet! in!!! fucking yandere games???
#(not the simulator made by That Guy but just. some random games. and stories. whew
#(just the occasional mostly horror visual novel that u sometimes get to kiss the killer in sighhhhhhhssss
#(I guess this isn’t NEW I liked JTHM as a kid. but i rly am not. a gore person.
#(I like the psychological horror and the relation to being in a headspace where u feel. too intense. constantly. and feel. NUTS.
#(cause that’s a personal horror I live in and playin in that space without the repercussions of real life 👏🏻
#(also cause recently trying to describe my attraction to people nonsexually I was like
#(‘I wanna pin that guy to my wall’ ‘wow’ ‘no I mean like a bug’
#(PRETTY PEOPLE FEEL LIKE ART TO ME. the urge is to keep them and look at them.
#(not rly. anything else.
#(which is ofc unreasonable but it’s a feeling I HAVE and it’s cool when a character says similar
#(even if they are the villain hfkdd
#(I also wanna make visual novels so I’m kinda tempted to take my own shot as something dark
#(just to see what I can doOooo
#(and cause I wanna get out that idea of a person who wanna keep people like art. aroace yandere when.
#ask to tag:/
#(idk everything weirds IN the tags so)
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