#( everyone who writes wanderer / scara has their own interpretation of how that spaghetti works but this is mine JKDKS )

[erabundus]

anonymous &&. said... I really like that you and Milla are matching in icons it's really cute. And I also love how you guys portray kazuscara it feels like it's them.

I  DO  TOO,  ANON!  we've  joked  about  it  before,  but  it  feels  like  they're  waving  at  each  other  from  across  the  dash ...  it's  very  cute! ( kazuscara is canon; why else would they have matching emoji? hmm, skeptics? /j )

i  know  i've  said  it  before,  but  i'm  so  happy  i  was  afforded  the  opportunity  to  meet  milla  through  making  this  blog.  they  really  are  such  a  wonderful  friend,  and  my  comrade  in  brainrot.  there's  always  this  kind  of ... ?  anxiety  inherent  in  shipping  with  a  muse  like  ren,  just  because  he's  such  a  messy  and  complicated  individual  —  it's  not  going  to  be  easy,  it's  not  going  to  work  immediately,  he  is  probably  going  to  make  it  difficult  and  make  a  lot  of  mistakes.  i  feel  really  bad  because  i  don't  want  to  give  off  the  impression  he's  being  a  brat  for  senseless  melodrama  —  he  really  is  just  like  that!  but  milla  has  always  been  completely  open  to  letting  both  of  our  scruklies  make  their  own  mistakes  and  navigate  their  relationship  in  a  way  that  feels  natural.  i  can't  even  begin  to  describe  how  special  it  is  to  have  a  friend  you  can  just  run  up  to  with  whatever  random  little  plot  that  pops  into  your  head  and  be  like  "hey!  let's  do  this  thing!"

it's  been  such  a  blast  to  write  them  so  far.  i'm  absolutely  loving  their  development,  i'm  loving  everything  we  have  planned,  and  i  really  love  the  little  things  that  happen  unexpectedly  as  a  natural  consequence  of  their  interactions  —  we  weren't  planning  on  them  getting  together  the  way  that  they  did!  at  all!  we  had  an  entire  first  date  plotted  out  WEEKS  in  advance  —  and  then  they  spontaneously  confessed  because  ren  misinterpreting  a  silly  joke  spiraled  into  a  reexamination-slash-deconstruction  of  their  entire  relationship.  things  just  happen  between  them.  any  mundane  conversation  can  be  tooth-rotting fluff, crack  or  genuinely  develop  them  in  new  and  unforeseen ways.  it's  such a blast.  milla  is  a  wonderful  rp  partner  who  pours  an incredible amount of love  into  their  portrayal.

my  rambling  aside,  i'm also  so  happy  to  hear  that  you  enjoy,  anon!  it  feels  like  such  a  high  compliment  whenever  someone  comments  on  a  thread  we're  writing  or  just  on  the  ship  in  general  —  we're having fun, it's  really  nice  to  know  other  people  are  having  fun,  too.  💖

#anonymous #momijiba #𝟎𝟎𝟏 : 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧-𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯. ◟ ooc .◝ #𝟎𝟎𝟔 : 𝘢 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘢 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺. ◟ save .◝ #( i don't know if this is a weird take or not but i personally don't actually read much kazuscara fanfiction?? ) #( bc when i write ren i don't want to let how i portray him be influenced by any pre-existing tropes / plots / fanon ) #( i don't want to come off pretentious his brain is just a tangled mess of spaghetti ) #( everyone who writes wanderer / scara has their own interpretation of how that spaghetti works but this is mine JKDKS ) #( so hearing that someone thinks we're on point with our portrayal means a lot!! )